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Chapter 34: Real birthday treat ??
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Elena POV.
I was not me who was in the car as we drove back to the house. It was my body was possessed and maybe it had been taken over by some other person. I was totally in some kind of spell that was not clear to me.
I have never in my life been in such a situation. I have never been told such words. What made it more complicated is the fact that he is my boss. My very handsome boss.
Throughout the ride back to the house, I didn't even have the courage to look up at him. The words that he had said to me come playing back in my head. The way he said that he loves kissing men.How he is intrigued by all that is composed of me. I am sure I am red just reminiscing those words.
I stood waiting until his car finally disappeared as headed home. I didn't even realize at first but found myself touching my lips reminiscing how his felt on mine. Shit !! I cannot be doing any of this .I decide to get into the house since it is already night and their is no im
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