Alpha Lennox was the one who looked away first—served him right. Being in the human world as a rogue made me toughen and helped me deal with assholes like him.
"Look, Keira," he started to explain. "Yeah?" I replied, showing my indifference. Alpha Lennox heaved a sigh while looking at the ceiling. “Why don’t we settle our differences right now? Acting in love will be difficult if we have some hatred against each other.”"That is not an easy thing to do, especially if you are acting like this. You always have a lot to say about anything to the point of saying things under the belt.""Shit," he muttered under his breath and continued walking. "Why did I have to deal with the likes of you?"Tailing after him, I questioned, “How long will we do this? I want this to be done sooner, the better.”Alpha Lennox’s steps faltered, glanced over his shoulder, and retorted, “The doctor had given him roughly six months to live.”Silence passed between us. My irritation was temporarily forgotten. Six months and Alpha John would die? I closed my eyes as they started to water. That was sooner than I expected. "Just…bear with me during those months. I promise to give you everything you want—money, protection, safety, and everything. Let's make Father's remaining life memorable."I shook my head. Stupid mouth. "I’m sorry to hear that. I like Alpha John. I wished he was my Father.”“Are you truly sorry?” he inquired.The entrance door opened, and we went upstairs. Everything in this place screamed rich. I was scared I would break something, and the alpha would ask me to replace it. I smiled bitterly.I would not take it against him. If it was confirmed that I was the reason why his health gradually deteriorated, it only served me right. If I had known running away would result in this, I would have never run away. Of all people who would get sick, why did it have to be Alpha John?Clenching my fist, I responded, “What do you think? Do you think I like what happened to the alpha? I’m not a bitch like that, Lennox. I cherished Alpha John like my own father after my parents left me.”Lennox cleared his throat.I bit my lower lips when they quivered, when memories of the past kept flashing in my mind. “You are good on your own now, Keira. We are already tired from staying in this pack,” they said.I pleaded and begged them, saying I will never be a liability on their journey of running away, but they did not listen to me. They much preferred my little brother over me. I was only eight years old at that time, yet they did not even doubt leaving me.“I saw them three years ago.”"Who?"He tilted his head and said, "Who else? Your family."My eyes widened, and without meaning to, I pulled the hemline of his shirt. Alpha Lennox almost fell from the staircase at the amount of force I gave.“Tell me you are only toying with me.”Alpha Lennox scowled.“Why would I do that? If you think I am telling a lie, I don't.”“Because you’re the evilest villain in my life. You never wanted to make me happy. That is why you rejected me. You loved seeing me suffer. And now it is enough that you have to drag my family into our conversation? How cruel could you get, Lennox?”“Whoa. That’s a strong allegation there, mate.”Mate.I would be blushing if it was not stated in a mocking way. He definitely used the word in another way. “I am only telling the truth," I muttered.” We continued walking upstairs. "Besides, I am right. You never showed me any hint of kindness, Lennox.""That was all in the past. Why bring it now?""Because you are being mean again!" I exclaimed, my heart beating wildly against my ribcage. "Why bring my parents, huh?" "It was you who mentioned them first. If you would react like this next time, remind me not to tell you anything about them next time."I put one of my hands on my chest. “W-where did you find them?”Alpha Lennox heaved a sigh. "If I answer that, will you be mad again? Or not?"I shook my head. “Where else? In the human world. Based on what I saw, they are perfectly blending into this world. Saw even your brother. He’s huge already and entering college. I think.”I clenched my jaw. Unfair. How could they do that, knowing I was suffering in the pack with no one to talk to? They knew I was the biggest weakling there. An omega. Yet, they did not even shower me with pity. Why were they so unjust?“D-did they see you?”“I did not talk to them. They seemed happy already, and approaching them will scare them away.”“You could have reported them to the authorities.” They will be forced to be brought back to the pack and wait for the punishment of Alpha Lennox. But the latter chose not to.He was kind. I wished he could extend his kindness to me—his mate.“Are they really happy that they forgot they also have another child?”I could not hide the bitterness in my voice. I hated my parents because of what they did, but I also loved them.“I did not know about that.”“I hope I could share their happiness.”Alpha Lennox inclined his head and watched me. Shrugging off his curiosity, I walked faster until I reached the second floor and saw two opposite rooms.Enough of my parents. I should focus more now on the present. The thought of finally lying in bed brought a smile to my lips. And on top of that, something comfortable and luxurious.“Where will I be staying?”“You’ll sleep in the same room with me.”“No freaking way!” I blurted, my eyes bulging. “If you are thinking something funny, don’t ever dare. I already suffered a lot this day. I don’t want to add anymore.”“Nothing funny. I only wanted to make sure you will not back out.”“You think I will do that after having a near-death experience? I just want to rest, for now, my dear alpha. No plans of running away. Maybe if you act like a jerk next time, do you want me to sleep in the same room? Fine with me. Just don’t do anything funny, or I will cut your cock.”Alpha Lennox winced. “Point taken. Don't have the energy to make foolish actions that would result in cutting off my dick.” He fished out something in his pocket and brought out a key, and opened the door.There was a soft click, and we both entered his room.Looking around, I realized this was definitely his room. But not only his. As I checked the bathroom, there were female toiletries—the same with the cabinets housing some shirts and bikinis.“From your girlfriend? Is she living with you?”What did she look like? What kind of women did Lennox prefer? Voluptuous? Skinny? Big breasts? Sexy? Angelic? Rich? “Careful. That’s jealousy, I hint in your words, my little Keira.”I scoffed. “Jealousy my foot. Is it a sin to ask? I don’t want to be surprised early in the morning and see her at the foot of the bed holding a gun on the point of killing me.”Something crossed his eyes.Sadness? Anger? I did not know. It was so fast that I failed to catch it. “She won’t.”I fell on the soft bed. It smelled so much of Alpha Lennox. “How sure are you?”“I broke up with her.”"You said you have a girlfriend. Are you toying with me? I raised my eyebrows. “Why?”I forced down the little feeling of happiness in my heart. It was wrong. “Prying on my private life is not included in our agreements, my little Keira.”"Stop using the privacy card. You can tell me she dumped you. Not the other way around.""She wanted more of my time. She is obsessed with me. She was getting out of hand. I can't deal with a woman like that. Not with the condition of Father. But still…in my heart, she occupied it.""The two of you will be together again after this.""I hope so, my little Keira."My little Keira. Dang!I narrowed my eyes at him. “Stop that.”He gave me an innocent look. “What?”“Calling me little Keira. I hated it.” It made me feel as if he wanted me, which I knew he did not even consider. I was far from being likable. Everyone left me in the end. “Call me Keira. Just Keira.”“Don’t want to.” I was about to argue with him when he lifted his shirt and stepped into the shower. The back part of his body was ripped with muscles. Back when we were small, Alpha Lennox was once a skinny boy. He looked frail and sickly, but when he reached puberty, it looked like he was another person. “If you want to eat anything, maybe you can find something in the fridge. It is stocked with some essential foods. Make yourself comfortable. And don’t think of running away if you want to live. Going back to your house will not be the best decision you can make. Your enemy will locate you. They will not stop, Keira.”“I won’t run away, okay?”Did he think I could do that if I valued my life? “I just want to make it clear between us. Because right now, I am your only best shot, Keira. I am the only one who can fight and even put Salvacion in jail. I can use all the resources I have at my disposal to put him behind bars. If and only if you will behave.""Geez. You talk too much, Lennox. No need to remind me.""Just wanted to make sure."Closing my eyes, I heard him step inside the shower. I am not yet hungry. Sleeping for a couple of seconds is what I wanted more than ever.Something warm engulfed me and I snuggled closer to it. Moaning, I extended my arms around the snuggly and hard object. Something cozy snaked closer to my waist and my body was lifted in the air.Wait. What? Why would my body be lifted? Was I dreaming?Someone was saying something. A familiar man’s voice. Alpha Lennox. I snapped my eyes open and was greeted by the alpha’s blue-green eyes. Ocean. Why did he carry me again? Did something happen? “Keira. You are awake,” he said, smiling.Why would he even smile at me? Realization dawned on me. Alpha Lennox was carrying me! To my surprise, I punched him in his jaw. He released me and I fell on the bed with a yelp.Horrified, I watched him. “Why did you touch me?” Using my arms, I covered my chest even if I was still decent. Pointing my trembling hands at him, I added, “You are finally showing your true colors! I should have never allowed you to sleep in the same room. This is insane. This is a mistake. There is no way I am sharing a
I rolled my eyes, watching the slow rise and fall of his breathing. It would be better if Lennox continued sleeping. He looked innocent and kind with that expression, with his hand covering his eyes while the other one was under his head. Careful not to wake him, I tiptoed and sauntered toward his bed. Hovering over him, I continued staring at him. He looked sexy. Handsome by just sleeping. Was that also the reason why his woman loved him? Did they have the best relationships? There will always be a lot of unanswered questions, and I did not want to bring them to Lennox. Asking about his personal life was not part of the deal, even if I wanted to know more about him. Yes.Perhaps that was because of the bond we shared, which was not even severed after the rejection. Was I still waiting for him to accept me for who I was? Maybe not. All I wanted was to get rid of all the feelings I had for him. Alpha Lennox stirred in his sleep. Instantly, I backed away, afraid that I would be
Not only was Zoe the only one who was taken aback at my statement, but I also. Since when did I become Lennox's woman?Betrayal. Pain.Disappointment.Those were the emotions I saw in Zoe's eyes. Her silent tears continued pouring. My guilt was always killing me.Sorry, Zoe. “I knew it," Zoe mumbled. She faced Alpha Lennox. "How could you continue lying straight in my face, Lennox? This woman had already told the truth. And now you’re going to deny it?”“We don’t have any relationship," he said softly. Looking at me, he said, "Take back what you said, Keira.”I stood and stood up to them. I will not take back what I said. Zoe was getting on my nerves, and she forced me to lie, to say something which I didn't even do. “We are mates,” I informed. " You know our ways. We always choose our mates." Not on Lennox's situation. The woman’s anger died and was replaced by shock. Her mouth quivered. “M-mates? Lennox, you did not tell me you had already found her. You said even if you fo
"You want me that much?" Alpha Lennox asked. The corner of his lips lifted as if he had confirmed something. He may be thinking I was an easy girl, that I liked him that much. Fine. Alpha Lennox could think whatever he wanted as long as he kissed me. I shrugged and said, "I want to know if you still have an effect on me after you rejected me. If you are that scared that you might have feelings for me, then we don't have to seal the deal with a—"My eyes widened when Alpha Lennox suddenly pulled me into him and kissed me thoroughly on my lips. That was unexpected. I did not react at first, taken off guard. Eager that much? What if he secretly desired me? That he was only hiding his feelings because I was an omega? What if I was successful like Zoe? Will he accept me?Shut up, Keira. This man loved Zoe—something he could not give to you. I shivered when sparks flew between us, with our bond strengthening more than ever. I could feel his wolf for a moment between our bond. He pu
Back when I was staying at this pack, I already knew Tate had a sick sense of humor and never made the situation serious. Like now. I almost believed him for a moment. Almost.Alpha Lennox looked at me hard as if by doing that he could check if Tate was kidding or not. However, like him, I was also confused. The thick tension spread among the three of us. As if these two were mates. As if they both wanted me and I could not choose between them. Knowing I had to say something to lighten the mood, I chuckled saying, "Stop kidding, will you? Alpha Lennox might believe you.""I am not, doll." He was not, but his facial expression was amused. "It's okay for me. I have known you for a long time. I will have no problem adjusting to your personality."Such beautiful words. Almost unrealistic.But no.If what he was saying was true, I could not afford to ruin our relationship. I sucked in a breath, my irritation surfacing. Giving Tate my most poisonous glare, I said, "Not now, okay? You can
14. Plans for the Future?The first words that came to my mind were, “Yes! I will be marrying your son! I will take the plunge and give you a dozen grandchildren that your back will hurt from looking after them.”I love Lennox. I still did. But reconciling with him and mending the bond was not the reason why I came here. Besides, there was Zoe. He loved her. Truly loved her. I was about to say the opposite words in my mind, but Alpha John was looking at us with hopeful eyes. Dang.My guilt was eating me. It felt like a tiny dagger was stabbed straight into my chest. If he knew the truth, he will die fast. That is why you should push through with your plan. Marry Lennox. How will I manage to kill the hope in his eyes? What if giving him a grandchild was enough to make him want to live again?“Dad. That is something Keira and I had not discussed,” Alpha Lennox stated, rushing on my defense. I gave him a relieved expression. “Why? Almost all mated pairs are either having a child
Lennox still wanted Zoe back. Something I was expecting before. I totally got it. He perfectly showed me how much the woman mattered to him. He was vocal about it. The problem was me. I could not help myself but get affected by it.“Why don’t you just tell your Father you are in love with someone else?” I suggested. Even if breathing was painful. Damn. How long will I continue to love this jerk despite him being clear on who he loved? “Tell Father about Zoe so that he will die of a heart attack? No. He will know about Zoe if it is the right time.”“When will you know if it is already the right time?”He shrugged his broad shoulders. “Gut feeling, perhaps.”“Good for you,” I said. “Congratulations in advance. I will be happy for you. The only problem is how you will tell your Father about it. If he is still alive by that time.” And during those times, I will disappear and will make sure Lennox and my path would never cross again. For good.“I will be happy if Father will be alive.
My vision blurred as I made my way to Tate's room. My chest felt heavy as if a million needles were stabbing it. Insensitive bastard. When Lennox thinks he can no longer control me, he leaves me hanging. He regrets bringing me here? Well, I also regret dancing at that club. If only I did not dance there, our paths would never meet again. Plus, did he have to rub on my face that I was not loveable compared to Zoe? Then, what about our agreement? Did he think I liked returning here? Damn him! I did not know how I reached Tate's room while cursing Lennox in my mind. Until I realized I was already standing outside his room. No one was in the hallway. No one saw me. I sucked in a breath. This was not the right time to be crying. All I wanted was to speak with him, to unload this heavy feeling in my chest. Tate was a great listener. He had proven it to me when I was an omega of the pack. I knocked on the door, and on the third knock, Tate welcomed me. I peered inside. N
KEIRA:I was taken aback by Lennox’s honesty. He rarely showed his emotions to me. And when he did, it was the most tender expression I witnessed.My heart fell for him.I was about to console him when hurried footsteps were heard.The back of my hair stood as if it could sense an enemy. "Alpha Lennox!" It was Alpha Bryan together with his daughter beside him. His eyes darted at our joined hands. "What is the meaning of this?"Lennox put me on his back, protecting me from Alpha Bryan's murderous look."It is what it is, Alpha Bryan."His eyes narrowed into thin slits. "Are you forgetting what we had agreed? The wedding will happen next week!""The wedding won't happen. My apologies, Carmela."The woman secretly sighed in relief without her father knowing. Wait. She did not like Lennox? Why?Do you have to know? Not all women liked an alpha like him. It's good for you, Keira. Less competition in yourself. You can focus on the problem at hand— Alpha Bryan. "You know what will happen
KEIRA:I knew it would be difficult for Lennox to answer my call for help. So it was no longer a surprise when he said, “I cannot.”Right then, I realized he no longer cared about me. His words and actions no longer matched. I gave up. Letting go was much easier than clinging to him. ‘Okay. I understand your decision, Lennox.’Did I? I could not.But what choice did I have? I had to return my focus to Ace. My eyes went back to the fight when the crowd cheered. The fight had already begun and I didn't even notice it. It was only a few minutes of talking to Lennox but Ace was already losing. He was bloody and beaten to a pulp by his brother Kent. “You said you trained him!” I cried out.“I did, Miss Keira. But Kent is stronger than his brother. He had already trained since he was a child. Among the sons, Alpha Bryan had high regard for him,” he growled. I covered my mouth to stop the sob from escaping my mouth.I cannot watch Ace like this. He was only a boy who was forced to honor
KEIRA:My heart was pounding loudly against my ribcage as I waited for the match to start. The rest of the batches had already started and winners were already declared. Except for Ace. His name wasn’t called yet. I squeezed my sweaty palm now and then. It felt like I was also part of the match. I did not know what I should be feeling right now.I wanted to stop the match while Ace was not yet in the arena. But how? That man had already made up his mind. We were in the oval-shaped arena and the crowd was already thick. It was a ten-minute break before the next match. Was Ace okay there? The guards did not allow us to see him for the last time. No matter how much we tried to change his mind, he would not escape. Until I gave up and turned my attention to looking for Lennox. But I failed to find him. Was it only me or he was evading my presence?Why? He was not yet prepared to face me? He looked like he was indeed guilty. Solomon tried to look for him, but he could not find him. O
KEIRA:Ace automatically hides me on his back, protecting me from his father. He snarled at him as if he would fight the alpha if worse came to worst. Solomon was on high alert as if he would fight hand in hand with Ace. "Son!"Solomon was now beside me. "Are you two starting to fight against me?"The tension escalated, swallowing me whole. The air was so thick that breathing was hard. Peeping in front of me, I can verify that Ace was a photocopy of his father. Their eyes. Mouth. Nose. And everything looked alike. They could pass as twins if not for the fine lines on the alpha’s forehead and around his eyes. Aside from that, they looked like they were sewn in the same cloth. “You!" he started, pointing his hands at me. "How did that woman enter my territory?” the alpha growled, snarling. The two guards behind him shifted their weight from foot to foot. The blood on their faces drained while their knees trembled in fear. All of us will die here if nothing is done. "Solomon!""Yes
KEIRA:The tension inside the room thickened. Ace's jealousy was like poison, making me gag. This was supposed to be a normal reunion. But after those baseless allegations of coming here because of Lennox which I didn't even know he was here was low.Lennox will deal accordingly. Not now. I will find him later. And also his woman. I will ask him if he wants her or not. I wanted to ask him where I belonged in his heart. Did he still love me or not?“That’s so mature, Ace,” I commented. “Did I look like the only person that mattered to me was Lennox? You think lowly of me.”There was a slight sting in my chest. I thought Ace would be happy that we were trying our best to save him. But because of Lennox, everything was turning in the opposite direction. I badly wanted to ask him about Lennox. But asking it right now will only make things worse. That can wait. I felt Solomon's gaze burning a hole in my forehead as well as Ace's. He was silent. Maybe waiting for the right opportunity
KEIRA:I think I will die of boredom. A few hours had already passed since Solomon left me. But he had not returned yet. I already asked the staff of the resort if they had seen him, but they shook their heads and said Solomon would return even if it would take him long hours to. It was not new, but they put their trust in the man and the man never failed them. First, it was Ace. Now, it was Solomon.I bit my fingernails. What if he was hit by a truck while he was in his wolf form? Or what if someone shot him a tranquilizer thinking he was some wild beast?Now, I was already worried for two people. I paced back and forth, barefoot. I stayed at the swimming pool area, hoping the water would clear my mind at the moment, but it did not. The pacing did not help free my mind from worrying about the two. Damn it.I felt hopeless and felt like I was a damsel in distress waiting for her knight-in-shining armor.I glanced at the clock on one of the cottages.Past six o’clock in the even
ACE:A backhanded slap with the alpha wearing his ring and bony hands was one of the worst punishments he could give. I felt his ring slicing my skin, sniffing the blood from it. My ears felt like it was ringing, after the alpha's slap. It was more humiliating because that's how he slapped his wife and mistresses. I shook off the feeling of dizziness. "I don't have a coward son! Don't you dare run with tails behind your legs, son. Do not bring any more disgrace in my name."Raw anger emerged like a roaring lion as I tasted the metallic taste of blood in my mouth. Spitting on the floor, and staring him in the eyes, I exclaimed, "Why don't you appoint your eldest son as the alpha? That's how it works, Dad. Aren't you even worried your son will die because of that match?"He pushed me off the wall and cornered me. Pointing his fingers on my chest, he whispered, "The weak should die. I don't feel any sorry if they die during the competition. As long as they did not cower in fear."
ACE:My heart pounded like crazy. After a few years of evading this place, I was able to return to Blackriver Pack, the place where I was born. All the alpha's women gave birth here. It was one of the laws of the alpha to his pregnant women before he would sign the certificates signifying he was the father of the children. The pack were looking at me with a weird expression on their faces. Bastard or the bitch's child. The illegitimate child. The kept woman's child and a lot more to tell. The people became imaginative as I grew up. That was the name they called us. Without the alpha's knowing. My stomach knotted. My legs trembled, but I tried to act calm, especially with the guards beside me. They would laugh at me, thinking how could a powerful alpha like Alpha Bryan have a cowardly son. And then they would add, "It's because he is the son of the mistress. Illegitimate children are all weak. Why did the alpha acknowledge them?"In this pack, only the legal sons and daughters o
KEIRA:The sun had already risen when I woke up. Rubbing my eyes, I looked at the clock on the bedside table. Ten o'clock in the morning. Damn.I overslept because I was too comfortable at this place. Maybe it was also because of the ambiance of the place and the sounds of the waves lulling me to sleep.My stomach growled. I need to eat. Ace. Where was that man?I looked for my shoes only to remember that I was barefooted when I checked who had entered my apartment.Checking if there were some spare slippers, I found them under the bed. Sprinting towards the door and looking for Ace, I found him on the beach, sitting on the sand facing the shore while sipping the juice of a coconut.Sensing my presence, he glanced over his shoulder and saw me, leaving the coconut on the sand, and sauntered towards me. "Hey. Did you sleep well? I asked someone to check if you already woke up, but the helper said you’re sleeping soundly."Surprisingly, I did. Maybe it was because I dreamed about L