I wasn't prepared to be so broken without you…
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"I want her complete makeover," Sterling infomed and my eyes fell on her, the way she talks..walks.. with so much confidence, with class, I can't do this...I can't..I can't compete with them.
A lady came near me and wrapped a piece of plastic on my neck.
"Mam, this is to save your dress from getting dirty" she informed me and I nodded. She started putting on a face pack and I leaned on the chair, closing my eyes, feeling the coolness of the pack..all over my face..my neck.
After washing my face, and putting a lotion.. she cuts my hair.
I have a strange feeling inside my heart...a fear...a different fear….a fear of losing myself..losing into the darkness...of the people with so many faces...a new face of them everyday….___________________________________________________ Tears fell down from my cheek, my hands were shaking and my legs were numb, putting my hands over my head. I sat beside the bed taking the support of it..I couldn't stand properly..the way I was broken enough from inside...the physical pain never bothered me but the pain..the feelings I felt from inside, had completely destroyed my inner inside..completely bewildered me. 'That night meant nothing to him' Those words were repeating in my mind..but that night meant everything to me..I not only gave him my body..but my soul..he took my soul..my inner part..that part which has to be given to the love of your life. I was so scared to face myself, face him. He despised me. Was I bad enough to love,
Hit..all you want..cry all you want but one day..someone will come..to heal your pain..someone who will heal the broken person inside you,_________________________________________________Xander knightTears flowed from my eyes..I never thought that one mistake..one mistake of my life..would lead me in this condition. I should never have brought Rima to my house..but I need to..I need to..just for the sake of my love.I opened her letters and read it again..word to word..to know the pain she has gone through, was holding inside her heart, but I can't bring her back.I need her to be strong enough.. I want her to find herself...Find the strong women inside her.I can't be selfish because of my heart. There was not a day I didn't miss her, the way she smiles and the way she looks at me makes my heart beat faster. I was so addicted to her. Her smile makes my day and her cries ache my heart. But I was the reason for ev
Every beginning is difficult..every start brings some new challenges but having faith in yourself can overpower any challenge.. Any problems in life..Just believe in yourself and let people know that you are the best version of yourself.____________________________________________________"And the best student award goes to Ms Anastasia Johnson." There was an announcement made by the headmaster..I opened my eyes and jumped in excitement. I have study hard for the examination. Taking a long..deep breath, I went to the stage and took the award from the headmaster."Congratulations Anastasia" headmaster congratulated..patting my back and I thank him. He is one of the teachers, I admired the most.After coming back from the stage, and holding my award in my hand, I ran towards my parents.FlashbackI was so broken when I left his house. I was roaming around in a heavy rain on the streets.. I was holding my body...asking
One thing… I wanted in my life was Peace…Peace to heal myself...heal by wounds...heal the girl that died inside me...heal the soul that died before I could know…People say writing can heal...writing can bring peace... I feel it...touch the peace...with the words I have written…the words that were written inside my heart...written inside my soul...written inside my tears...I cry…looking at the sky...feeling my loved ones with me… I cry...to heal those wounds which can't be seen but felt…inside me…I asked myself why I cry?To heal the broken girl inside me,To heal the warrior inside me,To heal the fighter inside me,I heal every day….every second of my life…To let people know I was an unsung warriorUntil I die…________________________________________(when she got to know about the twins)I was nervous about my ultrasound, m
Some memories..never fade..it will last longer till the last breath of your life and will continue to haunt till you became immortal..______________________________________I woke up feeling fresh and active, looking at my daughter's beautiful face. I still remember the day she was born, she had a cute chubby face..and when she first opened her eyes, I thought my heart skipped a beat, the same beautiful blue eyes just like her father. Looking at her eyes..I remember him..everyday..every second of my life..he was a part of my broken heart...that heart that I can't remove from my life. His smell..his feel is inside me..inside every breath of my life..I still remember the day I gave birth to twins..I was missing him so much..Flashback"Mom..dad, my water broke" I shouted and they looked at me.We were discussing going on a holiday, after my last trimester.My father was suggesting, to go to Australia an
Spending days with family..is the most beautiful days of your life..that last longer..till the last breath of your life._________________________________________________ I washed my munchkin, made two cute ponytails and dressed her in a cute pink dress. She looked so cute with two chubby cheeks, pouting at me.I kissed her cheeks, put lotion on her body and watched her playing with the toys. My mom and dad had spoiled her so much that when they went on any business trip they bought so many toys for her..and she complained about me..that I didn't let her buy any toys. I wanted to tell her..wanted to explain that every child is not privileged like her. She needs to understand the value of money..at this point of time...but my parents..they always fight with me..according to them..they are working hard just for us..and I don't need to think about saving money..leave this to them..sighing..I lost and she teased me..for not winning over her.. "Mom..I am g
Ignore those who talk behind your back..they belong behind you...________________________________________________I took a step forward..towards the stairs..and suddenly the lights were on. I looked at my father...Smiling at me..."Meet my beautiful daughter, Ms Anastasia Jhonson" my father shouted, with a pride on his face. I looked at him and smiled.It was the first time I was showing my appearance as his daughter. These four years of journey have taught me so much.. The new Anastasia...the changed one was more bold, confident and can fight for the people she loves.I took a step down with my new heels and people were looking at me with awe, some mouths were open with a shock. I always felt a little uncomfortable with the hells..but now I know how to handle them..I have practiced enough..not to embarrass myself..in front of so many people.I held my munchkin and went towards my father. He smiled..h
A new change is the first path of success.___________________________________After having so much fun..in the party..at last I was so exhausted and tired, my munchkin was quietly sleeping in my arms, I patted her hair..kissing her cute little cheeks. She looks so innocent while sleeping, but became a cute little devil after waking up..just like her father.I quitely, take her and lay her down on my bed. She adjusted her posture...holding my hands..tightly in her small arms.Although she has a separate room, she prefers to sleep with me. I tried hard to make her sleep on her own bed but she was so scared at night....immediately started crying so at last I decided to make her sleep with me and
A happy ending to the new beginning of a life.. a happy ending to the unconditional love..a happy ending to the A new happily ever after________________________________Next day I woke up, looking at the most beautiful woman in my bed. It was like a dream come true. In those three years I always dreamed about this, but today it was my reality, my Anastasia was with me .I had sold that mansion where Rima was living and started living in our apartment. I don't want to take any bad old memories with me but want to start everything fresh.Only good memories, no place for bad memories.I want to live where my wife Anastasia is waiting for me to come back from hectic work, where my children told me about their day.That is my home, my life.The home I wanted to spend my whole life, wanted to get oldIn between my family.These past three years showed me the importance of family, love and the pain of sep
It's not a final goodbye but the beginning of a new journey..___________________________________________________"Kids we both wanted to tell you something" Xander Announced and their curious eyes were looking at us. I squeezed his hands tightly...afraid of their reaction.. and the man who was sitting beside me...the man I love the most reassured me that everything will be fine.Taking a deep breath, I turned my gaze towards my daughter. "Aria... baby you always asked about your daddy" I asked and she excitedly nodded her head. She came and sat beside me.“Mom..did daddy come back?” She asked and I looked at Xander.Xander turns his eyes towards Alex, holding his hands."And Alex you always wanted to have a mother, who loves you like other children's mothers do" Xander asked and Alex excitedly nodded. He sat beside him.“Did you find her daddy..?“ He asked, and X
Memories are never for fade away but to keep inside your heart.___________________________________________________She looked at his room, which was filled with her pictures. Pictures he secretely clicked in their honeymoon. Her cute smiling face...her innocent pout..her drowling face...were all there..Anastasia was embarrassed to look at her pictures, but Xander was not..he had adored these pictures for the last Five years...they were with him when Anastasia wasn't...With these pictures beside him..he had slept so many nights...feeling Anastasia close to him.Deep inside in her heart she was somewhat touched, touched by his gesture. He had also suffered just like her.Suffered without his daughter near him, suffered without his love without him..."These pictures are taken by me in our honeymoon" Xander smiled, looking at her blushed face, she nodded.“Good memories should never fade anway” Xan
Sometimes the most shocking surprises are also the most beautiful surprisesLori Wilhite___________________________________________________I called my driver to pick me up from the cemetery. I was waiting for him and suddenly I saw the car. The driver stopped in front of me and bowed his head. Opening the gate, I took my seat and He drove the car towards the mansion.In between the ride, I saw outside the window, children were playing with their parents. I wanted my children not to feel lonely without their dad...They should be grown in a happy family. A healthy environment...the environment...my father gave me till he was alive. He always make a boring place...so playful...so energetic.. that he never felt lonelyI wanted my children to be the same...they should know the love of both mother and father.So at last I decided to forgive him..forgive all those memories he had done in the past....forget all those bad times we have
Forgiveness..is the virtue of a braveIndira Gandhi___________________________________________________"Let's talk" she said and I nodded. I take her to my board room. She takes her seat by folding her legs."So I want you to leave Anastasia," She said."No this can't be done" I immediately denied her request."Then this video will be shown to the whole world" She said while showing her phone."And don't dare to play with me because I have various copies of this video" She smirked."I will call you afterwards till then bye bye take care" She walked towards the door and left._________________________________PresentI still regret the day Anastasia left me but I can't make her think of me as her parent's killer. I can't. I haven't gone for the business trip but was staying at some apartment to clear my mind. I know that the worst day of my life will come and that will come on th
The meaning of the moments is revealed when they appear as your biggest nightmare.____________________________________________________Xander povI wanted to stop her...tell her that I didn't betray her...didn't play with her...I was innocent just like her..I suffered the same just like her..I suffered the same...but she was not talking to me...nor looking..it breaks my heart..it breaks me inside...breaks..every piece of inside me...I was a killer...a murderer...of her parentsI have killed her parents...killed them in a car accident...I..cursed myself..beat myself, everyday..every second of my life...thinking about that nightmare...night..of my life...I still remember the day of my car accident.Flashback"Mason stop tickling me please" I shouted and he ran towards me. We were alone in the house playing video games. I was sitting with him, my twin brother Mason. Mom and dad had gone for the b
"Xander boy, you also came'' my aunt cheered and my eyes fell on Xander. He was running towards us but stopped, looking at my aunt. Clenching his muscles he looked at me..So many lies..so many tricks..how many secrets you hold inside, Xander...."Xander I don't know your bodyguards were so lazy, they were following us from the start but couldn't reach us on time, unfortunately you missed the main show" She pouted, "What are you doing here?" He snapped."Why can't I meet my brother's family Xander?" She asked.Layla went towards him and tried to touch his shoulder but he immediately stopped her, by his dominant eyes."Don't" He warned and she stopped, giving a ugly pout."Anastasia, you know why Mr Alexander knight, the mighty king of the business world, wanted his son to marry an orphan" My Aunt shrieked."Because he pities you Anastasia sterling. His mighty son had killed your own fu
The truth is not always beautiful, nor beautiful words the truth.Lao Tzu____________________________________________________"Fredrick" my face fell..looking at my brother.. I was astonished to see him, standing in the middle of the basement. " princess..I "my eyes fell on the person sitting on the chair.. and I covered my mouth...with a horror...Alex, my child, my son....was tied on the chair.His small hands were cuffed by the rough ropes and his mouth was covered with cloth. He was laying on the chair, without consciousness. I fell on my knees...paralysed....numb.."Fredrick, you..you...kidna.kidnapped him., why" I choked hard,Not.. no..my brother..no..no.this can't be true..no..he can't hurt my child.."Princess" he came, near to me, trying to hold my hand but I couldn't let that man touch me..I can't..he can't be my brother.."Don't call me princess don't..this privilege is just for my brother not for you.
Once the heart gets too heavy with pain, people don't cryThey became silent, just completely silent...Unknown_____________________________________________________"Anastasia stay away from him" he warned and drove his car.Why is he acting so strange?I was so confused with his changed behaviour..Shooking my head, I went inside the mansion, looking at my daughter Aria. She was having her lunch..smiling at the housekeeper."Mommy you are back" Aria hugged me and tears fell from my eyes. Aria's eyes reminded me of Alex, my child, my own flesh and blood whom I lost once again...once again..I lost my dearest son..I haven't even get time to hug him tightly in my arms..my Heart...my arms...my eyes were arching...to have him near to me..I wipe my tears so Aria doesn't see me. She doesn't like my crying and always scolds me because of my sensitive nature."Have you eaten your lunch