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UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 39
ARIANA The silence in the car was suffocating, thick with unspoken words and tension. Grayson's hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, his knuckles turning white as he kept his eyes focused on the road ahead. Beside him, Ethan sat rigid, arms crossed, throwing death glares in his direction every few seconds. Mathew, sitting next to me in the back seat, wasn't any better—his body was tense, radiating protective energy like a barrier between me and Grayson.But none of that mattered. My eyes were locked on Grayson. I watched him, searching for something—anything—that would explain what was happening right now. Why he had come. Why, after everything, he had shown up at my doorstep, alone, without his usual entourage of security guards or his menacing thugs lurking in the shadows.It made no sense. This wasn’t the Grayson I knew.The man I knew had sent me away like I was nothing, like I was just another disposable part of his life. He had practically pushed me out of his world, makin
Last Updated : 2024-10-24UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 40
ARIANAMy mind went blank, every rational thought scattering like leaves in the wind. I didn’t pull away; I couldn’t. His hands cradled my face, the warmth of his touch sending a shiver down my spine. I melted into him, my fingers tangling in his hair, gripping him as if he might disappear. My hands instinctively found his chest, feeling the warmth of his body through the fabric of his shirt. My body betrayed me as my lips responded to his, matching his intensity. Every rational thought that had been racing through my mind vanished, replaced by the overwhelming need that swirled within me. I kissed him back—desperately, hungrily, as if the world outside of us didn’t exist. My heart pounded in my chest, the sound echoing in my ears as my fingers curled tighter in his hair, pulling him closer. The days of hurt, confusion, and anger seemed to dissolve in the heat of this moment, consumed by the sparks that ignited between us.But beneath the passion, a knot of guilt tightened in my ch
Last Updated : 2024-10-26UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 41
MATHEW I pressed the elevator doors closed, but just as they began to slide shut, they dinged open again—Ethan’s hand holding them back. He barely managed a step forward before I lunged, blocking him with a hard shove. “I have to get to her!” he insisted, urgency sharpening his voice. I caught his arm, pulling him back just as the doors started to close once more.“Ethan, wait!” I hissed, my grip firm. “Ariana told us to stay put. We have to trust her. If we keep pushing, we’ll only make things worse.”Ethan shot me a frustrated look, his brow furrowing. “She’s with that guy! Do you think I’m just going to sit here while he’s probably hurting her?”“Just think for a second,” I snapped, my heart pounding in my chest. “If we keep pestering her about him, she won’t have enough time to figure things out with him on her own. We need to give her space.”He paused, eyes narrowing as he crossed his arms defiantly. “Do you really enjoy this, Matthew? Do you actually like him being with our si
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MATHEW A heavy silence filled the air, thick with the weight of Ariana’s declaration. I exchanged a glance with Ethan, who looked as if he had been struck by lightning. His expression morphed from surprise to outright disbelief, and I could feel my heart drop into my stomach.“What?” Ethan blurted, his voice laced with disbelief. “Are you serious?”Ariana remained composed, but there was a defiance in her posture that I hadn’t seen before. “I am serious. We’re back together, and I’m going back to the USA with him.” Her tone was steady, the confidence in her voice contrasting sharply with the disbelief etched on our faces.Before I could fully process her words, Ethan untangled their hands, his grip firm as he dragged Ariana away from Grayson. “We need to talk,” he stated, his voice low but urgent. I followed closely behind, the tension crackling in the air as we stepped into the empty hallway.“Ari, what are you thinking?” I blurted out before Ethan could say anything. “What do you m
Last Updated : 2024-11-04UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 43
ARIANA I woke up slowly, feeling the weight of exhaustion that had settled into my bones after the long journey. Blinking, I sat up and glanced around, realizing I must have fallen asleep the moment I set foot in this room. The familiar surroundings seemed both comforting and strange after so much time away. I stretched, my muscles tight, then slipped out of bed and padded over to the window.The room was dim, the shadows stretching across the walls as I reached for the heavy curtains. Sliding them aside, I was met with a view of the vast grounds outside, bathed in the silvery light of the moon. It was already night.I let out a quiet sigh, a bittersweet smile tugging at the corners of my mouth. “Who would ever think I’d miss this place?” I murmured to myself. But as much as I didn’t want to admit it, there was a strange comfort in being here again—despite everything that had happened, despite the fear and tension this place held for me.I headed into the bathroom, the cool tiles ben
Last Updated : 2024-11-05UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 44
ARIANA My heart sank, and my body went rigid, unable to process the scene before me. A whirlwind of emotions surged within me—confusion, hurt, anger—all crashing together like waves in a storm. The bitter taste of betrayal filled my mouth as I watched them, their shadows tangled in the dim light.Skyler’s gaze flickered toward me, her lips curling in a smug smile, and she didn’t even attempt to hide her satisfaction. She wanted me to see this, to feel the sting of seeing Grayson’s loyalty slip through my fingers. She wanted me to hurt.Grayson finally broke away, his head turning slightly as he sensed my presence. When he spotted me, his eyes widened with shock. He stepped back from Skyler, and for a brief moment, I thought I saw a glimmer of guilt in his expression. But then his face hardened, his gaze a steely mask that shut me out.“Ariana,” he said, his voice low and steady, though I could sense the tension simmering beneath the surface. “This isn’t what it looks like.”A humourl
Last Updated : 2024-11-06UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 45
GRAYSON I stormed out of the room, my steps heavy with anger, frustration, and something else I couldn’t quite name. How the hell did everything slip so far out of control? One minute, I was trying to patch things up with Ariana, and the next, I was choking her. My own hands—my own damn hands—had nearly killed her.The echo of her gasps, the terror in her eyes—it cut through me like a knife. I wanted to go back to make it right, but a part of me knew it wasn’t that simple. I wasn’t that simple.I couldn’t just let her walk away from everything I was. She wanted to control it, control me. That much was clear. She wanted me to change, to drop my past, but I wasn’t sure if I could do that—not for anyone. Especially not for her.I couldn’t breathe. The weight of everything I’d done, everything I was, pressed down on me like a crushing force. My hands were still trembling as I stepped into the hallway, the air thick with the lingering tension between Ariana and me. Her eyes haunted me, wi
Last Updated : 2024-11-07UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 46
GRAYSON I stared into her eyes, the walls I’d built around myself wavering, almost crumbling under her gaze. I wanted to let her in—to let her pull me out of this twisted prison I’d trapped myself in. But what if it was too late? What if the anger and the darkness had become a part of me, too ingrained to ever escape?“I don’t know if I can,” I whispered, my voice thick with the weight of everything I felt. “I’ve spent so long being… this. Keeping control by pushing everything else away. It’s what I know, Ariana. It’s what’s kept me alive.”Her eyes softened, her fingers tracing along my jawline, grounding me in a way I hadn’t felt in years. “You don’t have to be alone in this anymore. I’m here, Grayson. I’m right here with you, and I’m not leaving, no matter how hard you push.”A surge of something unfamiliar and unsettling stirred in me—hope, maybe, or some distant thread of trust that I’d long buried. I wanted to believe her, to let myself imagine a life where I wasn’t bound by th
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ARIANA Grayson’s steady presence over the past few days had been a balm to my frayed emotions. He wasn’t overly affectionate or smothering, but he stayed by my side in quiet solidarity, offering comfort in ways only he could. Whether it was the small gestures, like ensuring I ate or sitting with me during my sleepless nights, his presence had become a lifeline.It was after one of those long, quiet nights, with dawn breaking and spilling soft light into the room, that I realized I was ready to let go of the past—or at least try. Clinging to the pain wouldn’t change what had happened. And Grayson, in his own way, had shown me that moving forward was the only way to truly live.Grayson and I hadn’t spoken much about Florence or Skyler since that explosive confrontation. But I knew he’d made his decision, prompted, no doubt, by my brothers. Gabriel had insisted he let them go, arguing that the cycle of anger and vengeance had to end somewhere. To my surprise, Grayson agreed—not because
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ARIANA The tension in the car was thick enough to cut with a knife. Grayson drove in silence, his grip on the steering wheel firm. Gabriel sat in the passenger seat, his usual stoic demeanour intact. In the back, Ethan on my left stared out the window, while Mathew on my right leaned back, his eyes darting between me and the others. I couldn’t sit still, my thoughts spinning wildly after everything Gabriel had told me.Florence, our aunt. Skyler, her daughter. And yet, I still had questions. Questions Gabriel hadn’t fully answered.Unable to stay silent any longer, I leaned forward, poking my head between the front seats. My eyes fixed on Gabriel. “Are you absolutely sure you had no clue that Skyler was her daughter?” Gabriel sighed, his expression as unreadable as ever. “No, Ariana,” he said firmly. “I didn’t.” I looked ahead at the road, my mind spinning. Then, almost involuntarily, my gaze flicked back to Gabriel. “But why does she look so much like…” My voice trailed off befo
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ARIANA Gabriel's sharp gaze softened unexpectedly, catching me off guard. "As much as I want to break you two apart, I won't," he said, his voice calm, almost resigned. "I'm not here to do that. I just wanted to check on all of you, but it looks like you're much better than I thought." My mouth fell open. Had I heard him, right? Was this some sort of trick? My heart raced even faster than when he had first walked through the door. I tried to read his face, but his expression was maddeningly neutral. Gabriel wasn’t the kind of man to sugarcoat his words or play games. If he wanted to make his disapproval known, he would. But now...he was standing here, saying he wouldn’t tear me and Grayson apart. My chest tightened, confusion swirling with a strange relief. "Y-you’re serious?" I managed to say, my voice cracking slightly. Before Gabriel could respond, Mathew—never one to stay silent—opened his mouth. "She and I nearly—" Panic shot through me like lightning. Without thinking
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GRAYSON I stood frozen, my mind reeling as I tried to process what he had just said. He was there? My father had done unspeakable things in his life, but the idea that Gabriel had witnessed one of those horrors firsthand made my stomach churn.“You were… there?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper, struggling to keep my composure.Gabriel’s expression hardened, his jaw tightening as he nodded slowly. "I was there. I saw everything," he said, his voice low but steady. "I was in the car with my father that day. He took me with him but when we arrived at his destination he left me in the car and went inside the building. That's when I noticed another boy around my age. He was sitting in a nearby car, looking bored and tired. And recently I just found out that he was your brother." He paused, the memory sharpening in his eyes. "As kids do, we got caught up in our little world, talking and laughing like nothing else mattered. Then
UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 55
GRAYSON I sat in the chair beside Ariana’s bed, watching her sleep, her face still pale, her breath shallow but steady. The quiet of the room wrapped around me like a shroud, the soft hum of the mansion's night air only adding to the stillness. I felt the weight of every hour that had passed, the clock ticking relentlessly toward dawn, and yet I couldn’t bring myself to move. It was as though time had slowed just for me, granting me a moment of respite to reflect on everything that had happened and the broken pieces of my life that seemed to be multiplying with each passing second.The doctor had come earlier, gave them both some medication, and thankfully, there were no major injuries or anything more serious. Florence... she had always been there for me. I had trusted her with everything. When I had lost my way, when I thought I needed guidance, she was the one I leaned on. She had become like a mother to me. But now, sitting here, with every
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GRAYSON I pushed myself off the bed, the heaviness of the night and the weight of Ariana’s tense reaction pressing down on me like a suffocating smoke. The unease was unbearable, clawing at my insides. I couldn’t stay here any longer. Quietly, I grabbed my phone and left the room, making my way to my home office. The moment I stepped inside, I shut the door behind me, the silence of the space offering no solace. I reached for the whiskey bottle sitting on the corner of my desk, poured myself a shot, and downed it in one gulp. The burn seared down my throat, bringing a fleeting sense of relief—temporary, but it was something. I pulled out my phone and stared at it for a moment before scrolling to Lucian’s contact. It was late, but I knew my brother well enough—he would still be awake. I pressed the call button, bringing the phone to my ear. Lucian answered after the second ring, his voice low and indifferent. “Did you make up your mind already?” I ignored the question, my grip
UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 53
GRAYSON The drive to Lord Andre’s estate felt endless, the weight of the envelope on the passenger seat an unbearable presence. My knuckles ached from gripping the steering wheel too tightly, my thoughts spinning in chaotic circles. Every photograph, every name, every signature—it all pointed to him. The man I’d spent my entire life trying to outshine, to escape from under his shadow. When I arrived, the towering gates loomed like the bars of a prison. I punched in the code, barely waiting for the gates to swing open before speeding through the driveway. The tires screeched as I parked haphazardly near the front steps. The house, always a symbol of his power, now felt like a fortress of secrets. I stormed through the entrance, my footsteps echoing against the marble floors. A few of his staff glanced my way but wisely stayed silent. My destination was clear—his office. I shoved the double doors open, expecting to find him beh
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GRAYSON The car came to a halt in front of Lucian’s hotel, the sleek black facade gleaming under evening night lights. I tightened my grip on the steering wheel, jaw clenching as I stared at the building’s entrance. Lucian always had a way of orchestrating his theatrics, and the thought of dealing with him only made my patience wear thinner. I stepped out, the cool night air doing little to ease the heat simmering beneath my skin. With purposeful strides, I made my way to the entrance. The doorman nodded, opening the grand glass doors as I walked inside. A polished worker greeted me immediately, bowing slightly before speaking. "Mr. Anderson, Mr. Lucian is waiting for you in the VIP private lounge. Please, this way." I followed him silently, the muffled sounds of classical music and faint chatter growing distant as we ascended to the exclusive floor. The plush carpet absorbed the sound of my footsteps, the hallway eerily quiet until the worker stopped in front of an intricately
UNBIDDEN DESIRES CHAPTER 51
ARIANA I stormed out of the room, the sharp sound of the door closing behind me echoing through the hall. My mind raced as I leaned against the door, pressing my ear to the wooden surface. Whatever Ethan and Florence were discussing, it was intense enough for him to shut me out. My curiosity burned like a flame. Their voices were muffled, but I could catch faint snippets of words—nothing clear enough to make sense of, just tones of urgency and frustration. I pressed closer, determined to hear more, when suddenly, the door flew open. I stumbled back, nearly losing my footing as Ethan stood in the doorway, arms crossed, a knowing smirk tugging at his lips. “I knew you’d be eavesdropping, Ariana,” he said, his tone a mix of exasperation and amusement. “Do me a favour and head downstairs.” I crossed my arms over my chest, glaring at him. “What business do you have with that woman, Ethan? You barely know her, yet suddenly you’re h
