I'm to broken. I wanted to tell him everything, all the pain I've kept inside of me, but my anger took the better of me. Tears spilled down my face continuously and my lips quivered so bad that I couldn't speak more.
He stood there in front of me, unable to utter a word.
"Now you're asking why I'm here? Why I'm still hoping that someday you'll wake up and realize that you still love me! Because I'm tired of waiting Zeki. I'm tired!"
My shoulders slumped down and I can't look at him anymore. My heart was burned and tired. I guess I can't talk more.
"Emory..." his soft tone didn't ease my pain. What I really felt right now is hatred. My heart was rebelling at the pain he inflicted to me.
I felt him heave a sigh and his feet nearing. I closed my eyes when he caressed my cheeks.
The dark of his eyes slowly turned into a lucid one. I tried to drop my eyes a few times but he didn't let me.
"I know you're hurting. I didn't know what y
v She instantly shot her brows up at me before looking at Mom who was pale from all the happenings. "Ah, will you please excuse us for awhile?" Marcus grabbed my arm and pulled me somewhere. He brought me to a dark corner where only few people pass by. "Let go of me if you don't want me to humiliate all of you!" I said with my full voice. "Not here! You can't do this here, Meredith," he whispered with piercing eyes. "Yes, I could! I will do it and no one could stop me, not even you!" I exclaimed. I tried to pull my arm from his grasp but he didn't let me. "Alessandra wants her anniversary be held im here. It's for your own good, too. Because I want other people to think that Gabriel's a different person and not your husband,Hezekiah!" he said with clenching jaw. I narrowed my eyes at him and pushed him forcefully. "How dare you?! What do you think of the people here? Stupid fools?! If you managed to mani
I gulped. I noticed how Alessandra's forehead creased while the two were casually conversing. Marcus held Alessandra's arm and interrupted the conversation. Her mother's eyes were going back and forth on Gabriel and who he was talking to. Because of the distance, I was not able to hear what they were talking about, until they looked to my direction. My heart almost stopped as I watched Alessandra's face turned into a grimace. She faced Marcus and quickly held his wrist. I dropped my head because I couldn't meet with her stares. "Ah, Hunts..." I said, voice wavering. "Ma'am!" he answered quickly. "Let's go home..." I didn't wait for his response and turned my back, exiting the place. But suddenly my feet stood in the ground when someone's called my name. "Meredith, where are you going? The party just started!" Tyra stopped me. I'm just here if you need anything, Ma'am!" Hunts whispered right behin
"If I'm wrong, then why did you pretend? You said you're husband's working abroad yet you're actually a widow! You're a liar!" Anger slowly rose in me. I balled my fists as I accepted everything she said for the sake of not causing any more scene. But what she said next pushed me to my limit. "Because the truth is that you want to flirt with my husband! You're a bitch, a sl*t!" I was about to talk back when Mom stepped in. "Don't you talk like that to my daughter! I didn't raise her just to be disrespected by you! You are nothing compared to her! She's well educated and I never did once taught her to be a mistress!" She then glanced sharply at Gabriel who was clenching his jaw. "Minerva! Don't talk like that to my daughter!" Cassandra said. "Enough, Minerva!" Dad tried to stopped her. "Don't stop me, Adriano! These people have no manners! I think they don't know where to plae themselves!" Mom expelled viciously. "Excuse
"You b*tch!" In a blink of an eye, she managed to slap me. "I gave my trust to you! I let you step inside my house because I thought you're true! But I was wrong for thinking I let a human insid3, because you're a snake! A snake!" That was the last straw. I raised my hands to slap her back. She stepped back at the impact. "You bitch! You're a whore!" she shouted hysterically. Marcus tried to stop her by holding both her arms. But she didn't budge and fwced the guests. "Look at this woman! She's my husband's mistress!" She say it louder and clearer. "You might swallow your words! " I talked back. "Alessandra, that's enough! Something bad might happen to you" Marcus said. "I won't stop until I erase this woman's face!" she shouted. "Is that what you want? I'll tell you the truth. In front of everybody so you'll shut up!" I started to raise my voice. I saw Marcus froze and unconsciously loosened his grip on
"Oh, you want to check if my sister's still alive or already dead, is that it?!" he said through gritted teeth. "No! I didn't know that this will happen. I'm so sorry!" I shook my head repeatedly. "I don't believe you! Don't you dare go near Alessandra or go here, or else I'll call the police!" he said sharply. He harshpy let me go and turned around. That's when my tears bursted. I was very hurt for Alessandra. She doesn't deserve all of these. We both just loved and got hurt, so I don't blame her anger towards me. "Please, Marcus... Tell me she's fine... Please, I'm so sorry!" My voice already cracked. My tears kept on falling as I watch him walk away. My vision slowly blurred as I was overwhelmed with emotions. "D*mn! What are you doing here?!" I heard Ellwood's baritone voice beside me but I didn't have any strength to answer him as my vision turned black. I abruptly got up from bed because of the struck of l
I stopped teasing him. I actually missed these moments with him. Like we don't have any problems. No walls between us. I'm happy that we're slowly going back to what we were before. I was happy at the result of his visits here in the Villa. We always do movie marathon every weekends like we usually do. He also make sure that I don't do anything in the house. He hired a housekeeper to help me with some stuffs and do the laundry. At the very least, I rested my mind from overthinking. I don't think too much about tomorrows because Ellwood is there. "What do you want to watch?" he asked me one afternoon while holding the remote control. I was laying on the sofa while my feet was on his lap. The bowl of popcorn was on my stomach. "Anything, you're the only who's gonna watch it..." He glanced at me and lifted his lips. "Are you gonna sleep on me again, huh?" Before I could say anything, he reached my waist and tickled md. In the end,
I slightly opened the gate and my lips dropped open when I noticed a familiar build standing right in front of me. We exchanged looks for about a second, until my phone rang in my pocket. I blinked and quickly answered the phone. "H-Hello?!" I stuttered. "Hi! How are you there?" My head raised to him before answering back. "I'm... fine. You? When will you go back?" "Hmm, do you already miss me?" Ellwood said delightfully. I can't believe you but to put out a smile. "Of course not..." I murmured. I noticed his stares went to my lose white shirt at cotton short. He glanced up at me and his eyes darkened. "Alright, I'm just checking you out. We're here at Batangas port. I'll be busy in a few hours so I called you." "Uh, okay..." I murmured again. I averted my eyes. "Hey, are you okay there?" Ellwood asked in a serious tone. "No, I'm fine..." "Good, I will call you aga
"How could you say that in front me, huh?! I gave all my life looking for you. I didn't stop. My world almost crumpled to pieces when I lost you! I lost everything, my life, my dreams, my happiness and I lost the man of my life! The man who promised me of forever!" I shouted with full of rage. My tears were welled up. I want to spend all my strength to hurt him to ease the pain I was feeling but no, I just became weaker and my wound's got deeper. I couldn't do anything when he pulled me into an embrace while I kept on punching his back. "I hate you! Get out of life, I don't need you!" I frantically shouted. "No, please... don't say that..." he said in a sharp breath, his hug tightening. "I can't do this anymore, Zeki! I'm tired, I had too much!" I cried. He withdrew and cupped my cheeks. His dark eyes bore into mine. I gasped, I want to look away but he didn't let me. "Yes, I admit I married, Alessandra without knowing my past.
"Nice... I love the party..." His one hand was inside his pocket while the other was holding the glass of cocktail juice, sipping on it coolly. "I wanted it simple and solemn. I didn't invite big names and personalities," I said. "Is he invited? Did you inform him?" He asked smoothly. But before I could even answer him, my eyes caught that man walking inside the entrance of the gate. My heart was frozen by his surprise appearance. Looking so magnificently hot and seductive in his navy blue long sleeve polo that folded up to his forearms. He never failed to clutch my heart out and leave me breathless. I watched him cross the crowded people while his eyes never left mine. I wanted to stare at him more, but it was cut off when I heard Ellwood clearing his throat beside me. "Whatever speech you have boiling, I don't wanna hear it," I said through my tight lips. I heard him chuckled lowly before leaving me alone and greeting Hezekiah. "Dude, long time no see... I'm glad you came." E
I realized a lot of this when Alessandra and I had a talk. I left her with a light heart and there's no anger left inside. Even before, I already forgave her.I halted from my tracks when I felt something wet gushed on my thighs. Then my stomach rumbled in pain."Oh God!"I quickly walked to the car. My delivery seemed earlier than the due date? I thought I could still drive but I can't take the pain.I was left with no choice but to call Ellwood."What?! We... wait, where exactly are you?!" he frantically said.I told him the exact place and after only a few minutes, I heard his car nearing.I woke up in a child's loud cry. I slowly opened my eyes and looked for the baby."Hey, wonder woman."My eyes lifted to Ellwood. I can't help but to smile.Beside him was a man carrying a child. My tears started forming at that scene."You're here?" I uttered in my low and weak voice.Ellwood glanced at Hezekia
"Were not yet through, my wife," he spoke in a rough voice, making sure he has control over me."Please just fucking let go off me..." I thought it would come out as a hard tone, but it came out almost like a whisper in the wind."I know you've been dreaming of me last night, every fucking minute of your night. I know deep there inside, you wanted this much to happen as much as I want you..." His soft tone vibrated all over my nerves."No. I don't... I can't!" I sterntly said. Tears formed around my eyes but I didn't let it fall."As much as I wanted to be near you or being with you. I just can't... I couldn't, Hezekiah." I slowly shook my head."It's not that easy. Alessandra is alive and your child... your child you chose over me!" My voice already cracked but I still my managed myself."No, Sweetheart," he whispered softer now."Please..." I struggled to get off of his hold but he didn't let me."Just one more chance, sweeth
"What time is the ribbon cutting again?"I was talking about the opening of the Jewelry shop Hezekiah built. He also invited me to the mall in Manila that just got finished, but I couldn't go because it's too far. I decided to just go to the new branch of the company because it doesn't sit right that I couldn't attend this event, too."10 am in the morning, so may you still have time to think about it again." She rolled her eyes and stood up."Come on, Zuay! I know it's not you..." I teased. Even if she said that she hates Hezekiah, I know she's still hoping for us to get back together again."Tss... I better go back to work." She turned around and and left my office.After she closed the door, I leaned my back against the chair. I gently caressed my baby bump and closed my eyes.He shouldn't find out about my pregnancy. Not because I don't want to give him his rights as a father, but because I'm scared of the result once he found out.
I chuckled lightly, "We already talked, he went to Galla a few days before I flew black here. He asked for my forgiveness and a chance, but–""No, no, wait... you mean, you two talked and you didn't even mention your situation?"I slowly shook my head.My gaze lifted to him when he held my hand above the table."You should've told him that you are pregnant."My lips quivered while staring at him. I didn't expect him to say that. I know he didn't like Hezekiah for me even way before. Why does it seem like the world just turned upside down?"No, I can't..." I shook my head again.His eyes lingered on me. He slowly caressed my hand and looked darkly at me."I want to show you something..."We didn't finish our food because we quickly walked our way to his car.I didn't ask where we were going, but based on the path we're taking, I think I know where it will be.When his car stopped in front of Cervantes
Carrying the bottle of wine and long glass, I walked my way to his cabin. I know the risk of taking this chance, but I have to do this to clear things out. What's about to happen may exceed my expectations, but I don't want to worry about it now. Clad with the tiny speck of courage left in me, I raised my hand to knock on his door. The door opened and I saw shock registered on his face when he saw me but composed himself right after. "Uh, I–I ah..." I quickly raised the bottle of wine and the long glass. Instead of saying anything, he just got the bottle and glass from me. He pulled the door close which made me step back... "Didn't you enjoy your wine?" His voice flowed calmly. My breathing hitched as he stepped closer, not wanting to be inches apart. "Yeah, we need to talk." I finally said. We're now facing each other in front of the small table of his cottage. He poured himself a glass of wine and took it all in one g
From a distance, I could already see Ellwood at a corner of the restaurant. He glanced at me and slid his phone on his pocket before standing up. "I'm glad you accepted my invitation." I said formally before offering my hand for a handshake. "My schedule is not that tight today," he said and sat down. I signaled the waiter to serve the foods and drinks I reserved. "I wanna go straight to the point. I want to pay all of the Cervantes' debts on you and your family. Even the interests and your effort and swats on the company. Name it, I'm ready to pay." "I better get going, dear." Aling Sita stirred me from my thoughts. She's probably finished cleaning the vacant cottage. "Why don't you join me in breakfast?" "Thank you, dear, but I have to clean a lot of rooms. And I already had my breakfast earlier, " she said. I glanced at the cottage beside mine before turning to him again, "Is someone gonna rent the vacant cottage?"
"How are you, you went late, huh?" He put two beers on the table and sat in front if me inside the cottage."I just worked overtime. Are the kids asleep?"He seemed to not believe my reason because his eyes went to my swollen lips."Yes, they have school tomorrow."Silence ensued between us."Is it about Emory?"My jaw clenched as I drank off the bottle of beer I'm holding."You won't come here at this late hour if you're problem is not that heavy," he said.I only shook my head and continued drinking."Come on, it's just women. Why don't you leave the other one? Problem solved!" I heard him chuckle before holding his own bottle of beer .I chuckled, if only it's that easy, I would've done that before."Why? Do you love both?"I licked my lips, not knowing what to answer, "You have a lot of questions." A smile appeared on my lips because of his nosiness."I'm serious. I know you love someone more that the other."I shook my head on him. "If
I carefully sat on a chair near her and watched her sleep in slumber. My eyes went to her baby bump. If I'm not mistaken, it's her due month. I can't help but to smile bitterly. I slowly raised my hand and caressed her stomach. If my child didn't die, it's probably my due month, too. Again, the splinter of pain in my heart intensified. I could still feel here inside, digging and buried deep right into my heart. Endless, as if the pain will never stop. "Emory..." I quickly turned to Alessandra's voice. I also quickly removed my hand from her stomach. "H-Hi, how are you?" I said as I cleared my throat. She smiled timidly, "You're here..." she said in her weakened voice. I didn't answer. I also want to ask myself why I decided to come with Marcus. But when I looked into her eyes and watched how she suffered from all of this, I also wanted to question all I went through and ask if what she experienced was actually more painful than