This place is boring! In less than an hour since I arrived at this house, I was restless. This is not the punishment that I'm expecting! I already cried earlier, but I stopped because my crying didn't do anything. I called Mommy as well, but she still hasn't talked to Daddy about me, so I lost hope even more.
I opened my suitcases and removed my things one by one. My room is big, and I like the design. There is a big window there, and you can see the trees and some mountains not far from this house. When I look at the scenery, I relax a bit, but when I think about my life in the city compared to my life here in the province, I can't help but be annoyed. I don't know how many hours I put my things in order, and when I got tired, I fell asleep. I just woke up from my sleep because of Manang Gina's knocks. I didn't realize that it was late and I needed to eat dinner. "Ma'am Zari, I'm sorry about our dinner tonight. This is all Julio got from fishing. I also couldn't buy anything at the market because I was taking care of the room that you will be using all day," Manang Gina explained to me. I laughed a little and shook my head. I looked at the dish that was served on the table, and just by smelling it, it looked delicious. "It's okay, Manang Gina. Don't worry. Don't worry, I'll eat this," I answered her, then brought the dish closer to me. I put some soup on my spoon and slowly tasted it. I almost nodded because it passed my taste buds. "This is so good! What do you call this dish?" I asked and took another to put on my plate. Manang Gina smiled and nodded at me before answering my question. "That's Filipino milkfish in tamarind broth, Ma'am Zari. That's your mother's favorite that I used to cook for her," she answered me with a smile. I also smiled because I just tasted that dish for the first time and I just found out that it is one of Mommy's favorite foods. Manang Gina joined me for dinner. The two of us just talked, and I also opened up to her about my resentment towards my father. I also told her the reason I was here, and she said she understood me. I felt better because I was able to say my grievances. "I'll come here again tomorrow so I can cook you breakfast. I'll also bring my son Johny so he can take you for a walk here at Las Espadas after we go to church," Manang Gina told me. I smiled and nodded to her. It seems that I will not be bored here because the people I will be with are kind. Manang Gina does not live in this house. I think she had to walk for more than ten minutes from here until she got home. When I found out that I would be the only one left alone in this big house, I couldn't help but be afraid. Not because the house is big and I'm afraid of ghosts, but because I'm not used to being alone at home. It's true that we have a big house in the city, but I know we have many maids and guards there. "Don't worry, Ma'am Zari. It's safe in this place, so even if you're alone, nothing bad will happen to you. Another thing is that everyone here is afraid to step on your property," Manang Gina explained to me. I nodded and just cheered myself up. I was a bit relieved by what she said, and I trust that I will be safe here. "This is my cellphone number. Just call me when you need something," she added, then showed me her phone's keypad. I frowned while looking at that thing. "Is that your phone, Manang Gina?" I asked her. She laughed a little and nodded. "Yes. I bought Johny a cellphone first for his studies. It's still fine and still working," she answered and wrote her number on the paper. I immediately saved her number in my phone when she left. It's getting dark outside, but I can't help but to worry. I offered her that I would just take her with my car, but she refused, so I didn't insist anymore. I just locked myself in my room that night. Fortunately, I have internet, and the signal is not weak, so I wasn't bored. I just scrolled through my social media and received more and more messages from my friends, especially Lexi. I was typing my reply to her when my iPad rang and I saw Lexi's name on the screen. "Oh my gosh, Zariya! I've been messaging and calling you last night! I know that your parents are mad, but what happened? Where are you?" She asked me one after another. I rolled my eyes and immediately turned the camera to show her where I was. "Where is that? Don't tell me you're somewhere else. Tell me where you are and I'll come to you," she added. I laughed and shook my head. As if she could go to this province. "To make a long story short, I had an argument with Dad last night. He was so frustrated, and he punished me," I answered her. "What punishment?" she asked curiously. "I'm no longer a city girl, Lexy. He sent me here to the province, and I'll continue my studies here," I continued, and I couldn't avoid the sadness in my voice. "Oh my gosh! Is that true?! For real?! What province is that? You can't! You can't be there!" she said one after the other, and the surprise was obvious in her voice. "Yeah, I can't be here, but what am I against Dad? He always wins!" I answered, then just sighed. "How about your mom? Didn't she find a way to prevent your dad from continuing your punishment?" she asked. I sighed again. I can only imagine that my mother is making a way for me to return to our home town; that's enough for me, but I know that she can't do anything when my father's makes the decision. I know Lexy is also worried about me because I am alone here in the province and no relatives are with me. "Don't worry about me, Lexy. Let's just say that I'm free from my strict parents. I'll just enjoy my independence here," I answered her. That alone strengthens my heart. When I think that no one will watch over me here and ban many things, I am happy. Lexy and I just talked, and she was the only one I told my friends about. My whole group of friends will also know that when my parents get my documents from my school. After Lexy and I called, Margot called me next. She was with Bettina, and they were asking how I was doing here. I need to tell them that I was fine and feel okay here so they don't worry about me anymore. I fell asleep that night and woke up early the next morning. The sun was just rising, but I came down from my room to look around the whole house. Manang Gina told me yesterday that this is my mother's ancestral house, and I can't imagine how she lived here before with her siblings. There are large and old pictures hanging on the wall. Those are pictures of my mother and her siblings. Behind the house, I saw a large swimming pool. It was dirty and there was no water, but I was happy. When it is cleaned, I can relax there. When I finished spinning, I returned to the living room. Manang Gina just arrived. She was with a man who I think was Johny. "Mom, is she Ma'am Zariyah?" it asked when it saw me. I smiled. I can see that Johny is younger than me. I think he is still in senior high school. "Yes, Johny. We will be with her here for a long time, so take her for a walk later after we go to church, especially, and tomorrow she will start going to school," Manang Gina explained to her son. "You are beautiful, Ma'am Zariyah. You look like an actress I see on TV!" He was happy to praise me. I laughed because of what he said, and I smiled. "Thank you, but you can call me Z. Nice meeting you, Johnny," I said, smiling at him. He never stopped saying that I was beautiful, so I just laughed. I took a shower and got dressed right away while Manang Gina was cooking breakfast. "Julio can't join us today because they are harvesting vegetables early in the other town," Manang Gina said when I looked for her husband, Mang Julio. We are heading to church now. It was still in town, and I insisted on using my car to get there, but we just rode the tricycle so I could experience it. "Do you know where the college school is here, Johny?" I asked. My mother called me this morning, and she told me bad news because my father is serious that I am here to continue my studies. "Yes, Sister Z. It's close to the church. I'll show you later," he answered. I immediately smiled and nodded. My mother wants me to report to that school so that my future professors will get to know me right away, but I will go later because Manang Gina and Johny and I still have somewhere to go. We got to the church, and I found out that it was a town because it was already noisy and quite a lot of people. I don't know why everyone we meet looks at me; that's why I looked at the casual dress I was wearing to see if there's something wrong, but I see nothing. "Get used to it, Z. It's rare that people see beautiful things here," Johny jokingly whispered to me. I laughed and shook my head before speaking. "You're really a joker, Johny. Let's go inside," I said to him because Manang Gina was already ahead of us. We quietly followed inside the church, and there were many people there waiting for the mass to begin. I also couldn't avoid looking at the people we passed on the seats. "I saw Father. It looks like the Mass is about to start," Johny whispered to me. I nodded at him. I was about to speak, but it was like seeing a ghost when I saw the man I kissed in the club the night before on a chair. He's wearing a white polo shirt and blue faded jeans. He looked at me, but he didn't react. I look like him, so if I'm not mistaken, it's him, but what is he doing here? How did he get to this place? Is this a coincidence?! I'm confused, and I don't know what I should do, but it's like I just came back to life when Johny pulled me. "We will sit here, Sister Z," he said, and he guided me to the seat where Manang Gina was. I didn't speak immediately because I was thinking about the man behind us. Does he really not look like me or recognize me? I looked back and looked at him again. He looked at me for a moment. I was about to wave at him, but he immediately avoided looking at me. I was a little bit shocked by that behavior. Is he just pretending not to remember me, or he just doesn't remember me?I tried to focus on the mass, but I couldn't get my mind off the man I was with at the club the other night. When we were in the peace be with you part, I didn't waste the opportunity to look at him again. We looked at each other again, but I couldn't really see any expression in his eyes. He just signaled peace to me, then turned his eyes to others to make peace as well. The whole mass until the end, I was thinking of him. Does he really not remember me? I remember our conversations that night, and I don't remember that he was very drunk that night. He was easy to talk to, so I knew he wasn't drunk that night. When the mass was over, people went out one by one. I looked behind me again to see and talk to the man, but he was no longer in his seat. I only looked for a moment, but my eyes widened when Johny and Manang Gina were no longer by my side. There were a lot of people there, and I almost felt dizzy because I couldn't see them. I'm nervous because I don't want to lose myself
I left the house to go to school. It wasn't hard to remember the way to get there, so I got there right away. The guard there talked to me for a moment, and when he found out that I was a transferee, he immediately let me inside the school. I don't know where the professors' faculty department is here, but I'll just ask when I see someone inside. The school and university are quite spacious, but not as big as my school in Manila. There are also big buildings there, and there are benches and some trees. I parked where I saw other cars. It's very quiet in this place because there are no students today. I keep getting nervous because these are the scenes I watch in horror movies. I feel like I'm alone here! I took a deep breath and pushed out of my mind what was on my mind. I walked away from the parking lot to enter the building, even though I didn't know which way to go. It was as if I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw a man arranging things in a room. He was taking out some boxe
Before I finally went home, I went through the town, where I found clothes that could be bought. I don't know if there's a mall here, but the clothes I see here are new. I haven't tried to buy some things in this kind of store, but why not if I try it today?I think I bought some things from all the marketstalls there. I especially enjoyed shopping, and the ones there were not expensive. I also bought clothes for Johny, Manang Gina, and her husband. I just stopped buying when I couldn't carry everything anymore, and I can't believe that I spent less than three thousand!"This is so cool!" I laughed to myself as I walked to my car.I smiled as I put everything I bought in the back of the car. Then I got on board to go home. It looks like I'm going to enjoy this place just for shopping!When I got back home, I immediately organized my purchases. I separated what I was going to give to Manang Gina's family, and while I was busy doing it, my phone rang because of a call.When I saw my mot
"Give me that," he said again with a serious voice. I shook my head, showing him that I was cool even though I was nervous. I quickly sent it in my own message, but my eyes almost widened when my phone suddenly disappeared from my hand. "Hey!" I said when Brandon took it from me. I stood up to take it back to him, but it looked like he had already seen his picture on my phone. "See? Liar," he said. "I'm not! Give me that!" I told him. He is tall, so I can't reach it in his hand, especially when he lifts it up to keep it away from me. He pressed something on my phone, and I think he deleted his picture. "Why did you do that?" he asked me, then hung up my phone. I shook my head at him and again tried to take it from him, but he pushed it away from me. "You deleted it, didn't you? So give my phone to me!" I said to him, annoyed. Now he was the one who shook his head, so I couldn't help but raise an eyebrow at him. "I won't give it back to you until you tell me the re
Brandon and I continued to talk well. It's just funny because that's why we always talk without looking at each other. After washing the dishes, we decided to go into the living room. The elders were outside and seemed busy in their conversation. I looked at my wristwatch and saw that it was seven o'clock in the evening. I need to get home because my siblings and I are talking about FaceTime tonight. "Are you going home or are you going to spend the night here?" Brandon asked. He was sitting again where he used to sit earlier while holding the book he was reading. I quickly shaken my head and sighed. "No. I'm going home because my siblings and I have face time," I answered him. He nodded and, for a moment, looked at the clock of Manang Gina's house. "It's almost eight o'clock. Can you still go home at this time? It's already dark outside, and you can barely see any lights on the road," he said, causing both of my eyebrows to rise. I grinned to tease him, but he immediatel
My sisters and I ended up talking that night, but we didn't end the facetime. We slept with our cameras on. The next day I was the first to wake up while my two sisters were still sleeping. When I came down from my room, I immediately caught up with Manang Gina in the living room. It was still a bit dark outside, so I was surprised when Manang Gina was there. "Oh, Z. It's too early; why are you awake?" she asked me immediately when she saw me. "Good morning, Manang. I woke up really early so I could prepare for my first day of school," I explained to her. She was cooking breakfast, and just the smell of what she was cooking was already appetizing. "Okay, okay. I haven't finished the breakfast I'm cooking yet. I'll make you some coffee first," she said, which I immediately stopped. "No, Manang. Just continue what you're doing. I'll take care of myself," I said, then smiled. She just nodded at me and didn't argue anymore, so I started making my coffee. "Has Johny come ho
Brandon and I got out of my car together when we got to school. I immediately noticed some students looking at us, but that's not new to me. "How about you just go with me? So they don't have to worry about me anymore because you're with me," I suggested to him. Brandon walked first, so I immediately followed him. "Please? If that's okay with you, since you said you won't do anything after class," I continued speaking. "Brandon!" Even though I hadn't completely convinced Brandon, I immediately heard a voice calling him not far from us. I saw his friends waiting for him at the building we're heading to. I even saw Karylle looking at me, and I remembered again the bad conversation she had with me yesterday. Brandon went straight to his friends, so I had no choice but to follow him because I didn't know where our room was. "Woah! You have new chicks, huh? But it looks familiar?" said a male friend of Brandon's. I looked at him with a frown and saw that he was also staring
Brandon and I went to the café. There are many students there who are buying their meals, and others are already eating. It's noisy there because the friends who eat there have their own worlds. I suddenly remembered Lexy because we ate lunch together at school during our break time. I still remember that I had the most friends in our university, but now I'm alone. There was a long line at the counter, and while I was standing there, I couldn't help but look back at the students who were looking at me. It's like I'm so different from them as they look at me. I don't even know if they are curious about who I am or if they are annoyed with me because I see some whispering there while looking at me. "Come with me so you don't have to stand in line for a long time." I looked at Brandon, who was by my side. I thought he had left a while ago and gone to his friends when we got here, but I didn't realize that he was still following me. I frowned at him, but he immediately started w
I stopped eating and barely pushed my food away as I picked up my laptop again. "You haven't finished your food yet," he said. "I'm already full," I replied, even though I'd just lost my appetite. "You just ate a little bit. How can you be so satisfied?" he asked. Annoyed, I turned to face him. "I already told you that I'm not hungry. Next time, please don’t buy me lunch. I was hoping you wouldn't get me anything to eat either because I have a secretary for that. You should give all your attention to that girl who was talking to you earlier," I told him. His laughter filled the room, overwhelming me again. I knew I wouldn't be able to focus on my work if I stayed there with him, so I closed my laptop and placed it on the table. "Oh, why?" he asked. I ignored him and stood up from my chair. "Are you jealous?" he probed. I smirked, returning his question with one of my own. "Of course not. Why would I be?" I replied, then let out a sarcastic laugh. If he was trying to push
"Meeting adjourned. Thank you, everyone!" Daddy said. I could finally breathe freely; our meeting was over. I immediately turned to River, who had been teasing me earlier. "I know what you were doing," I said to him. He raised both hands as if to defend himself. "I just wanted to see his reaction. He's been staring at you since our meeting started," he explained. I stared at him, unsure of how to feel. I didn't know if that would affect Brandon significantly since we had no relationship. I left River in his chair as someone approached him to talk. All our companions said their goodbyes. Some were still chatting, while others began to leave. I noticed Brandon, in my peripheral vision, engaged in conversation with someone, so I took the opportunity to approach Daddy. "Z, are you surprised?" he asked with a smile. "Surprised by what?" I replied, my forehead wrinkling in confusion. Daddy laughed and pulled me in for a hug. "About Brandon. I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but when you
I turned again to go inside, but he stopped me once more. "Did you really move on from me?" he asked. My heart raced at his question. I felt speechless, and to my surprise, I realized that I hadn’t really moved on from him. He stepped closer and grabbed my elbow as he stared into my eyes. I stopped when I felt the cold wall behind me. "Do you still love me, Z?" he asked. I could almost feel the warmth of his breath on my face, mingled with the scent of the wine he had been drinking. I just stared back at him, my heartbeat quickening; I feared he might hear it. "If you asked me that question, my answer is no because I never moved on from you. Even though I thought you were gone, my love for you didn’t fade. You remained in my heart because I promised myself that you would be the last woman I ever loved. Now that you are back in my life, my love for you has only grown," he said. I could see the seriousness in his eyes as he spoke those words. I swallowed hard when he gently
I shrugged again. "Why not? Your relationship has been going on for a long time, and it's been five years since-" I stopped when he suddenly interrupted me. "Z, George and I didn't get back together. In these five years, no one has intervened between us," he explained. I hesitated to respond, unsure of whether to believe him. What if he was just denying it? "But she said that you two got back together," I insisted, feeling a slight twitch in my forehead. "You called George crazy, so why do you believe what she says?" he challenged. I took a deep breath, feeling exhausted. It seemed George wasn't just crazy; she was also delusional. "So, let's get back to you. When are you planning to settle down?" he asked. I laughed. "Me? Why is that question coming my way?" I replied. "Because why not? The river looks good, and what about your boyfriend?" he said, then glanced away. I nearly spilled my drink at his comment. Why did he think River was my boyfriend? "Come on
Tosmiled and tightened my grip on her. I couldn't forgive myself for anything that went wrong with her because of me. We released our embrace just as the bedroom door opened. We turned and saw Brandon enter. “Papa!” Sky called out. Brandon walked toward us, handed me a bottle of water, and smiled at Sky. “How are you?” he asked. “I feel better, Papa. I’m sorry for eating ice cream. I really wanted to know what it tastes like,” she explained. I watched as she spoke to her dad, her friendly demeanor shining through. Brandon sat on the other side of Sky and gently caressed her head. "It's okay, baby. Just don’t do it again, alright?" he said. He handed her some fruit, which she eagerly began to eat. Brandon and I exchanged glances, and I smiled at him. “I met your boyfriend, and he’s waiting for you outside. You can go now; let me take care of Sky,” he said. I furrowed my brow slightly. His mention of a boyfriend puzzled me. Then I remembered River, and a smile almost
Just then, Brandon returned and said, "Girls, is it okay if I leave you two for a while? I have an urgent meeting to attend." We turned to him together. "Oh, yeah, sure. So, you won’t be with us for lunch?" I asked him. He nodded and shrugged his shoulders. "Yes, I guess," he replied. I took a deep breath and nodded at him again. Brandon turned to us and gently held Sky's head. "Behave, okay? Don’t stress out your mom," he told Sky. "Okay, Papa! I’ll behave!" Sky replied. Brandon nodded and looked at me again, prompting me to get up from my seat. "Don’t worry about us. I’m just going to agree with Margot. They are at the mall with her kids, and it’s time for Sky to meet her cousins," I explained. "Alright. Just call me if you need anything. I have to go for now," he said. After Brandon left, I immediately called Margot. She arranged for her driver to pick us up from the park, and thankfully, the mall wasn’t far away. Sky and I waited just a few minutes, and s
pourings right. I really look like Sky," I said, smiling as I looked at the pictures. I browsed through the images and videos, and I couldn't help but smile. "How did you know Mom told you that?" Bettina asked, chuckling softly. "Mom showed me a few times in my dreams. Maybe that's what happens when you're on the brink of death," I said with a shrug. I felt happy that I could still connect with my mother in that way. Even if it was just in dreams, it felt right. I tried to be strong until, three days later, I finally left the hospital. Since I woke up, I've been searching for Dad, but I haven't seen him. Bettina told me that Dad visited me every day while I was unconscious. I want to talk to him. I'm grateful for the second chance at life that I've been given, and I want to tell Dad that I have forgiven him. Holding onto hate will serve no purpose. Now that my daughter and I are together, I want to create a good, drama-free environment for her. All I want is a peaceful li
"I was just hurt because I felt like you hadn't lost your love for that woman—" I cut her off because I didn’t have time to listen to her excuses. "I came here to tell you that the Del Real family is continuing the case against you. So if you need help, it's not from me," I told her. "No! You’re going to help me, aren’t you? You’re not going to leave me here, right, Brandon?" she insisted. I shook my head and looked straight at her. "You traumatized my daughter, and you almost killed her. Do you really think I would help you again? If you hadn’t done that, you wouldn’t be in this position. Now, you need to face the consequences. You’ve made your own fate," I replied. I stood up from my seat and turned to leave. Even though I could hear her calling my name over and over, I ignored her. For five years, George and I had a strong friendship. She had always been there to help me with Sky, but when Z returned, her behavior changed. I didn’t understand her jealousy, especially s
I didn't even look at Brandon because I was in a hurry to go inside. I'm not afraid if they can catch me there because I can fight with them. Even though I heard Brandon repeatedly calling me, I ignored him. I turned around the whole house until I saw a ladder, which looked like the only way to climb there. I took a deep breath and prepared myself. The hallway above was spacious, and there were four rooms,, so I didn't know where George was, but I could hear the kid crying. A door opened, and I almost rushed to the side when I saw a man. I stood on the edge of the wall so he couldn't see me, and as he passed in front of me,, I kicked him with my foot. The man was shocked, and he immediately attacked me, but I fought back against him. His body is so big that his energy is more potent than mine. "Ahh!" I cried as he kicked me in the stomach. I could almost hold my stomach while I was in pain. Before I could recover, he kicked me again, causing me to fall down. I was al