This place is boring! In less than an hour since I arrived at this house, I was restless. This is not the punishment that I'm expecting! I already cried earlier, but I stopped because my crying didn't do anything. I called Mommy as well, but she still hasn't talked to Daddy about me, so I lost hope even more. I opened my suitcases and removed my things one by one. My room is big, and I like the design. There is a big window there, and you can see the trees and some mountains not far from this house. When I look at the scenery, I relax a bit, but when I think about my life in the city compared to my life here in the province, I can't help but be annoyed. I don't know how many hours I put my things in order, and when I got tired, I fell asleep. I just woke up from my sleep because of Manang Gina's knocks. I didn't realize that it was late and I needed to eat dinner. "Ma'am Zari, I'm sorry about our dinner tonight. This is all Julio got from fishing. I also couldn't buy anything at
I tried to focus on the mass, but I couldn't get my mind off the man I was with at the club the other night. When we were in the peace be with you part, I didn't waste the opportunity to look at him again. We looked at each other again, but I couldn't really see any expression in his eyes. He just signaled peace to me, then turned his eyes to others to make peace as well. The whole mass until the end, I was thinking of him. Does he really not remember me? I remember our conversations that night, and I don't remember that he was very drunk that night. He was easy to talk to, so I knew he wasn't drunk that night. When the mass was over, people went out one by one. I looked behind me again to see and talk to the man, but he was no longer in his seat. I only looked for a moment, but my eyes widened when Johny and Manang Gina were no longer by my side. There were a lot of people there, and I almost felt dizzy because I couldn't see them. I'm nervous because I don't want to lose myself
I left the house to go to school. It wasn't hard to remember the way to get there, so I got there right away. The guard there talked to me for a moment, and when he found out that I was a transferee, he immediately let me inside the school. I don't know where the professors' faculty department is here, but I'll just ask when I see someone inside. The school and university are quite spacious, but not as big as my school in Manila. There are also big buildings there, and there are benches and some trees. I parked where I saw other cars. It's very quiet in this place because there are no students today. I keep getting nervous because these are the scenes I watch in horror movies. I feel like I'm alone here! I took a deep breath and pushed out of my mind what was on my mind. I walked away from the parking lot to enter the building, even though I didn't know which way to go. It was as if I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw a man arranging things in a room. He was taking out some boxe
Before I finally went home, I went through the town, where I found clothes that could be bought. I don't know if there's a mall here, but the clothes I see here are new. I haven't tried to buy some things in this kind of store, but why not if I try it today?I think I bought some things from all the marketstalls there. I especially enjoyed shopping, and the ones there were not expensive. I also bought clothes for Johny, Manang Gina, and her husband. I just stopped buying when I couldn't carry everything anymore, and I can't believe that I spent less than three thousand!"This is so cool!" I laughed to myself as I walked to my car.I smiled as I put everything I bought in the back of the car. Then I got on board to go home. It looks like I'm going to enjoy this place just for shopping!When I got back home, I immediately organized my purchases. I separated what I was going to give to Manang Gina's family, and while I was busy doing it, my phone rang because of a call.When I saw my mot
"Give me that," he said again with a serious voice. I shook my head, showing him that I was cool even though I was nervous. I quickly sent it in my own message, but my eyes almost widened when my phone suddenly disappeared from my hand. "Hey!" I said when Brandon took it from me. I stood up to take it back to him, but it looked like he had already seen his picture on my phone. "See? Liar," he said. "I'm not! Give me that!" I told him. He is tall, so I can't reach it in his hand, especially when he lifts it up to keep it away from me. He pressed something on my phone, and I think he deleted his picture. "Why did you do that?" he asked me, then hung up my phone. I shook my head at him and again tried to take it from him, but he pushed it away from me. "You deleted it, didn't you? So give my phone to me!" I said to him, annoyed. Now he was the one who shook his head, so I couldn't help but raise an eyebrow at him. "I won't give it back to you until you tell me the re
Brandon and I continued to talk well. It's just funny because that's why we always talk without looking at each other. After washing the dishes, we decided to go into the living room. The elders were outside and seemed busy in their conversation. I looked at my wristwatch and saw that it was seven o'clock in the evening. I need to get home because my siblings and I are talking about FaceTime tonight. "Are you going home or are you going to spend the night here?" Brandon asked. He was sitting again where he used to sit earlier while holding the book he was reading. I quickly shaken my head and sighed. "No. I'm going home because my siblings and I have face time," I answered him. He nodded and, for a moment, looked at the clock of Manang Gina's house. "It's almost eight o'clock. Can you still go home at this time? It's already dark outside, and you can barely see any lights on the road," he said, causing both of my eyebrows to rise. I grinned to tease him, but he immediatel
My sisters and I ended up talking that night, but we didn't end the facetime. We slept with our cameras on. The next day I was the first to wake up while my two sisters were still sleeping. When I came down from my room, I immediately caught up with Manang Gina in the living room. It was still a bit dark outside, so I was surprised when Manang Gina was there. "Oh, Z. It's too early; why are you awake?" she asked me immediately when she saw me. "Good morning, Manang. I woke up really early so I could prepare for my first day of school," I explained to her. She was cooking breakfast, and just the smell of what she was cooking was already appetizing. "Okay, okay. I haven't finished the breakfast I'm cooking yet. I'll make you some coffee first," she said, which I immediately stopped. "No, Manang. Just continue what you're doing. I'll take care of myself," I said, then smiled. She just nodded at me and didn't argue anymore, so I started making my coffee. "Has Johny come ho
Brandon and I got out of my car together when we got to school. I immediately noticed some students looking at us, but that's not new to me. "How about you just go with me? So they don't have to worry about me anymore because you're with me," I suggested to him. Brandon walked first, so I immediately followed him. "Please? If that's okay with you, since you said you won't do anything after class," I continued speaking. "Brandon!" Even though I hadn't completely convinced Brandon, I immediately heard a voice calling him not far from us. I saw his friends waiting for him at the building we're heading to. I even saw Karylle looking at me, and I remembered again the bad conversation she had with me yesterday. Brandon went straight to his friends, so I had no choice but to follow him because I didn't know where our room was. "Woah! You have new chicks, huh? But it looks familiar?" said a male friend of Brandon's. I looked at him with a frown and saw that he was also staring
"Oh my gosh, girls! Look who's here!"Kyla and I were looking at the sides when we heard a voice. I saw Karylle's group again, and this time she was with boys who were their friends. My eyes almost rolled up, and I avoided looking at them to continue my meal. I also noticed Kyla's face that she had a trace of fear that I felt, so I took a deep breath before speaking."Just don't mind them. Just keep eating your food," I told her."A snake and a user. It's a thing for them to be friends."I held the fork tightly. This girl is really getting on my nerves, and I swear, I'm still holding my patience. She had always told me that I had stolen Brandon from her, even in the first place, when they had no relationship. She's so delusional!They passed by our table, and for a moment, they looked at us, but at least I thought I didn't throw them away. They don't even deserve my attention. They sat at a table not far from us; as usual, they were at the table where they were always sitting."Z, aft
My clothes were still a mess, and it was so dirty that I had to go back to the parking lot where my car was to change clothes. Fortunately, I always carry extra clothes in my car! Otherwise I might go to class with dirty clothes!I was nervous while walking to our classroom. I'm thirty minutes late, but I'm going in anyway, because I don't want to miss a topic. If I can pursue the discussion, I will do so as long as I am not absent from that subject.Mrs. Marquez turned her back to me because he was busy writing on the whiteboard, so I took advantage of it immediately so she didn't notice that I was late, but I didn't even sit next to Brandon when she turned in front of the class and saw me. My chest fluttered as the two of us looked at each other. I know Mrs. Marquez, of all the professors here, is the most strict, so she thinks it's just scary."Miss Del Real!" I was almost blown away when I heard her voice calling my last name.All of my classmates immediately looked at me, so I w
Brandon drove me back to my car that night. He didn't come with me because tomorrow is Monday and we have class again. That's okay because he can't sleep with me all the time.The next day I woke up early because of my alarm. My class was still at eight a.m. But I woke up at six in the morning. I quickly showered and dressed myself before going downstairs.When I went down to the living room, I found the door of the house open, so I frowned and looked at it. I also heard that someone was cooking in the kitchen, so I immediately went there, expecting to see Brandon, but I saw Manang Gina cooking there."Good morning, Z. How was your weekend?" Manang Gina asked me, smiling.I also smiled and started to make my coffee."Good morning, Manang. My weekend was fine. How about you? It looks like you had a lot of work yesterday," I said to her."Ah yes, but we're taking a break today. Tomorrow is work again, so I might not be able to pass by here tomorrow," she said.I was surprised, because s
The next day I just woke up with a lot of pain in my middle. Brandon and I had so much going on last night, and thinking about it almost makes my cheeks heat up. We made a lot of noise here last night, and I'm really thankful that we don't have neighbors to hear our every moan.I just woke up without Brandon by my side, so I immediately looked at the sofa in my room to see if his things were still there. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw that it was still there. Only half of my body was able to get up while I was wrapped in my thick comforter. I can feel that I'm still naked; the only thing I'm wearing is my underwear.I took a deep breath and forced myself to get up, only to see the door of my room open. I saw Brandon there, and he was carrying a bed tray with food on it. My lips parted as he came closer to me."Stay there," he said.He put the tray on the side of my bed for a while, and he gave me some clothes, so I immediately put them on when I finally got up from lying down.
A few moments later, Brandon came up to my room, which is why I looked at him with a frown. He went straight to his bag that I placed on the sofa in my room."Why did it take you so long? There are only a few dirty plates?" I asked him.He just looked at me while taking something from his bag before speaking."I even locked the doors, and the gate. Before you come here to your room you should make sure you have locked the gate," he said.I remained sitting on the end of my bed, and just laughed a little."I haven't locked the gate since I came here. No one has tried to enter here either, so that's fine," I explained to him.His shoulders almost slumped as if he got tired of telling me so I just raised an eyebrow at him."Right now, yes. No one is really coming in, but what if someone suddenly comes in here? You shouldn't be too complacent in this place, Z. We can't guarantee that no one will come in here, especially if someone knows that you're always alone here ," he said one after t
I smiled while looking at the table set up. I also put a candle there to make the presentation more beautiful. I wasn't sure if Brandon would like it, but I'm glad I did. I even wanted to put flowers on it, but I didn't buy anything outside earlier.I took my phone and took a picture. I'm very proud of myself right now because I've only done something like this in my whole life. It's fun and satisfying to feel like you're making an effort, especially when you know what you're doing is special. I can't wait for Brandon to get here.I just covered the food on the table for a while and went up to the bedroom to get dressed in a nice dress. Maybe it's not obvious that I prepared too much for Brandon's and my dinner tonight, huh?After I finished dressing and fixing myself, I went downstairs again, but my eyes almost widened when I saw Brandon was there in the living room. He was sitting and holding a flower; when he saw me, he immediately stood up. I smiled big and quickly walked towards
Like I said, I don't have time for Karylle, so I left her there. What does she think of herself for me to follow her order to stay away from Brandon? I can't help but laugh in my head when I think about her reaction when she finds out that I got Brandon ahead of her.It took me a long time at the counter because I bought so many groceries, but it was worth it because I will have stocks of food at home even if I'm there alone. I'm also planning to buy a TV so I can put it in my room, but I'll just go to the mall tomorrow to look for it.After I finished at the grocery store, I went to the cafe to buy my lunch there. I was about to eat there, but I remembered that I had bought some ice cream. I need to put it in the freezer right away so it doesn't melt.I think I got home at one o'clock, and I was starving; that's why I ate right away before I continued fixing the food I bought. I just watched it on my iPad while eating for fun, and when I finished, I washed the dishes I used.My hand
After Brandon and I finished breakfast, I let him go home. I just let him do the washing there, so I could do something that morning. Another thing is that his father might be looking for him. I'm sure he'll wonder why his son didn't come home last night, but knowing Brandon, I know he'll find a way to apologize to his dad.When I finished doing my stuff, I immediately took a shower to go to the grocery store. It's my first time in my whole life to do this, and I'm a little nervous because I don't know how to grocery shop. If I let Brandon come with me, I would probably disturb him in his work today. I don't want to do that, because he also has a responsibility to do to his life.When I finished taking a shower, I got dressed right away. I just wore gray sweatpants and a white shirt to feel comfortable because I might get hot later after buying my groceries.I sat on my bed while trying to put on my shoes when I felt my phone vibrate on my bed. I took a deep breath before picking it u
I know it was hard to think about what happened between me and Brandon, but all I can say is that I enjoyed it. It was my first time to do it, and I can't believe that I will experience that thing with him after dating many guys in our town, but even so, I have no regrets. Brandon and I fell asleep in my room, and I woke up around midnight. I don't know how we fell asleep right after doing that thing. I just woke up with Brandon hugging me, and I slowly left his side. I can feel my soreness down there, but I forced myself to walk to my bathroom. I soaked in my bathtub for a while while processing what happened. I don't care if what we did was right or wrong, even though it's not clear to me what my relationship with Brandon will be like. We both had the effects of alcohol last night, and even though I knew we were both sober, I still wanted to be sure. After taking a bath, I just prepared clothes for Brandon. Good thing I bought a lot of new clothes. It's oversized shirts, so I kn