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I stood by my locker, piling my very heavy text books in a neat organised pile- organisation was everything.It had been 3 days since my last encounter with Jason and ever since then, I hadn't communicated with him at all, not even once. Every time I saw him, it was more of just us passing each other in a really crammed hallway where he would literally turn his gaze towards me for a split second just to give me a deathly look of literal hatred. I wondered what I had done that was so bad for him to actually look at me as if I was his enemy.Every time I entered the cafeteria he'd be at the same table with his friends, it was surprising to me that he was even here, he had no problem with missing days of school.He would turn to look at me, and so would his friends, before simply turning around and acting as if I did not exist.As if he hadn't fought a group of guys just for me.Checking my phone for the time I was reminded that I had to stop by the main office to find out where my new s
Last Updated : 2022-12-26Twisted Love Changes
As the class dragged on, I found myself more so having deep and meaningful conversations with Ryan rather than actually listening to the teacher.He was a lot more moral orientated than his friends. It was clear he had different views, morals and ethics. He was similar to me in the sense that he was open to understanding someone else's situation, he definitely was the antithesis to Jason. Thank god for that."Okay, this course is 65% examination and 30% course and project work-" a guy in the back of the class was quick to cut the teacher off "What's the other 5 percent?""Participation Mr Matthews" Mr Johnson sternly said, clearly not liking being cut off."Damn" Ryan muttered making me laugh."As I was saying. It's time for you guys to put in the effort to achieve the most in this 30%." He explained, I noticed that a lot of teachers had a tendency to just exaggerate a lot of what they preach, which I guess is their attempt to get students to feel like school and education is importan
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"What the fuck are you thinking Ry" I spoke in anger at how he could act like such a dumb fuck."I didn't choose to do this you asshole" He replied with just as much anger, making it a lot worse as I did not like being cursed at, no matter who you were."You best shut the fuck up before shit gets worse for you Ryan" I warned him,"Jason is kinda right man... I mean sure it's not your fault she just happened to sit with you but what are you going to do now? You can't really think you can show up to her house to work on your little project-" I was quick to cut Brandon off."Fuck off. The last thing you're going to be doing is going to her damn house. As soon as her dad sees you the prick is going to kick you out and probably arrest you for some dumb shit"Just the thought angered me so fucking much. I hated the police."What the fuck am I supposed to do then? It's not her fault her dad is a cop, stop being such a dick about her, especially after she saved your ass" He answered, no matte
Last Updated : 2022-12-26Twisted Love Fate
I felt the comfort of my sheets being thrown of me as I was awaken by the loud sound of my mother "Wake up!" She yelled making me groan as she proceeded to open my curtain forcing me to shove my head in to my pillow wanting nothing more but 10 minutes more sleep.Make that 10 hours."If you don't get up now you'll complain you don't have enough time to get ready and cry" She exaggerated as usual even though she had a point.After a while of her bugging me and pulling me out of bed, I took my zombie self and proceeded to go to my bathroom where I showered, brushed my teeth, moisturised my face with my very many lotions and products, straightened my hair before doing my makeup.As I raided through my closet, my phone began ringing and I already knew it was Sally who was giving me a ride to school just because we wanted to go to the mall after school and so I thought it'd be convenient for one of us to take our cars and so she offered to drive because she was apparently terrified of my d
Last Updated : 2022-12-26Twisted Love Territory
The school bell rang loudly as usual and quickly all students in my history class jumped up from their seats and were quick to leave the class, my history teacher not even caring about homework or anything in general, he just let us all leave without a word of 'the bell doesn't dismiss you, I do'Then what is the bell for? HonestlySoon Zak was by my side as we left the class together "I honestly don't know who gave him his right to teach, he clearly would rather be drowning in a ocean filled with sharks then to be teaching bratty teenagers at this school" he ranted making me laugh because it was the truth."I can't wait to never have to do any history ever again and actually- why is Ryan coming up to us?" He literally cut himself off making me look up to see now Ryan coming up to me and Zak."Hey Bella, I'm sorry I couldn't come at lunch to do the project" he paused "Oh it's okay" I answered, was that all ? Because I wasn't about to fail this project just because he doesn't know how
Last Updated : 2022-12-26Twisted Love 28
The final bell rang and the students now crowded the hallways. I stood at my locker literally hyperventilating just by thinking about how it was now time for me to actually get in a car with Ryan freaking Butler and go to his house filled with people I have been warned about since the day I got here.Even Roxy warned me, and that girl was crazy for any guy."They're toxic Isabella, don't get too close"I remembered her words about them and now finally believed them."You look like you're about shit yourself" Sally came out of no where making me jump and then instantly freak out more."I am" I quickly said as I felt my hands get clammy turning to look at her as she looked at me with amusement "Just remember, if you feel anything sketchy or if one of them ever tried laying his fingernail on a strand of your eyebrow hair you call me straight away, then 911"I laughed at how specific she was but then went back to just nodding frantically and listening to any of her advice. "Come on, lets
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"Okay so maybe we should talk about how in society teenagers are scrutinised a lot more because of what area they be from like-" "So do your parents know that you're here?" I looked up at Ryan as he cut me off with the most random question ever."Huh?" I heard what he had said but I anticipated he meant something that might have been relevant."Your parents, do they know you're at my house?" He continued, suddenly everything felt a whole lot more uncomfortable then before."Um... I guess so, I don't really think it's anything to hide, right?" I hoped he said yes and would just move on from this awkward topic because of course I didn't tell my parents I was going to Jason McCann's mansion here he probably killed little girls like me. Okay too far but you get what I mean, I just couldn't tell my parents something like that."Right" he said making me nod as I looked back down at my notebook."They let you come?" He continued, I mentally sighed in defeat but obviously didn't do it do his
Last Updated : 2022-12-26Twisted Love 30
I sat in silence on the bar stool whilst the boys laughed like crazy people at multiple jokes they were all making. I was laughing along but I had that sudden realisation where I remembered how Jason was still upstairs and I wanted nothing more but to grab him and scream at him for being such a horrible person. He was a bully and so mean to me and for what? There was no explanation.But I was done with feeling like I had done something wrong all the while knowing I had done nothing to him, or to anyone for that matter."Oh um, I think I left my phone in your room, can I go get it?" I asked Ryan, trying my hardest to lie in the best way possible.He and his friends just laughed "Obviously you can" he probably found it funny that I had asked him if I could go get my phone but that was just common courtesy, I didn't want to accidentally die in this house because I was foolish and left without telling any of them. As nice and funny as they were, I was still terrified of all of them.I jum
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As Jason turned and walked towards me, I went to smile, wanting nothing more but to feel him in my arms again.But that wasn't the case.Jason's body fell to the ground as he was shot in the back 3 times."NO!"After that, everything felt to be in slow motion.I ran as fast as I could, falling to the ground as Jason lay so empty, in so much pain. Blood oozed out, causing a puddle to form.I helped him up to lay his head on my lap as I struggled to keep him awake."No, Jason please, please don't close your eyes" I pleaded. I could hear gunshots going off in the back, however everything else was empty for me. It was just Jason and I. That was it.I caressed his soft cheeks, trying to keep him awake but I could tell he was fighting hard but it was all too painful for him."Baby please... you have to stay strong for me okay? We will get you some help, you're going to be okay Jase" I said as tears flowed down my face as I sobbed."It's o-okay pri-ncess" He was still trying to treat me the
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Anger filled my mind. It took over my actions, my thoughts and my feelings and all I wanted was to be able to end this bitch, finally.And that was exactly what I was going to do.I walked in to the darkened warehouse, following the hallway which was dimly lit. There was smoke in the air from possible cigar's as I could smell the strong smell however, I didn't let that distract me.I kept my gun in the waistband of my pants, I didn't carry it in my hand, by my side or on me at all, I walked with my hands free and my head high because I was Jason Fucking McCann and my mom didn't raise no bitch ass, unlike Carter of course.At the end of the hallway was a doorway, I held down the handle before opening the door.It was a large room filled with absolutely nothing. It was empty. Dim lights lit up the place but not too much as he probably couldn't afford it the broke ass bitch.I heard the sound of hands clapping, and in the distance, through the darkness, Carter appeared."Wow McCann, you
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I heard the door slam open followed by the voices of the boys who all seemed as if something was going on, as Jason was not here. I quickly left the bathroom, leaving the box that I didn't want anyone seeing right now, on the counter before rushing out.I saw them in the living room and Jason wasn't here. "What's going on?" I asked making them all stop and look at me.They looked at one another, exchanging weird looks, no one spoke though."Ryan? Can you tell me what's wrong? Why do you all look so worried? Where's Jason?" I asked stepping forward towards Ryan.He shook his head taking a deep breath "Jason... he's gone" My heart raced and I instantly thought the worst "What do you mean gone?" I asked feeling my hands shake."Carters boys came to me and Jason once we were on our way back to the hotel. They... they showed us a video of some camera footage," he paused looking at the boys as if he was unsure he wanted to continue with his story."What was the footage off?" I asked, why wa
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I was now in the meeting room of one of our offices, of course we had one in New York. Everyone was all over the place, things were being set in progress and plans were being made in the most sufficient way possible.All according to me of course.However, for some stupid reason Thiago decided it was clever to join us as well and now here we sat, the boys and a couple of thiago's boys who licked his ass a little too much."Okay but what will happen if we do this now instead of longing it out? Y'all just dragging this so Carter grows tired of our asses. That ain't happening unless we do something first." Mikey, one of the boys who worked for us said. He suddenly thought he was important because Thiago was using him just to have some leverage with the other boys."And get busted? We all know not everyone is ready for that kinda shit to happen, and I ain't talking about us" Brandon spoke up, clearly speaking about him and not us."Boys, we all want the same thing, carter to be gone. And
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My eyes slowly opened, the light beamed through the creaks of the blinds; which of course made it so much harder for me to fully open my eyes and sit up. I looked to my side, almost instantly, finding Jason was no longer next to me.I was hoping and praying I wasn't about to find another note telling me the same thing he did a year ago. In the exact same way. I sat up, finding his white shirt somewhere next to my bed before throwing it on, leaning to get off the bed thinking Jason was no longer was here.But I was wrong.The sound of his beautiful voice was heard from behind the bed, as he walked over to me."Good morning princess" He spoke, his voice still deep and raspy from him 'morning' voice. The best kind in my opinion.I smiled as he leaned down and kissed my lips softly."Why are you out of bed? Aren't you supposed to be cuddling me?" I asked innocently. He chuckled, his dimple appearing; one of the cutest things I had ever seen and continued to love."Of course" he mumbled be
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Jason sat down on the bed of our hotel room, the view of New York City right in front of us, the entirety of the walls were glass and it was stunning. He grabbed the remote control and pressed the button which caused the blinds to go down.He smiled up at me "Why are you so beautiful?" He asked making me blush shaking my head at his cuteness as I leaned down and placed my lips against his, leaving them against one another for a couple of seconds before I pulled away. I lifted my sweatshirt up and over my head, he placed his hands on either of my sides as he stared at my body with lust and love as his eyes darkened and he licked his lips. Taking my leggings off, I met his lips again as he briefly pulled away as he pulled his sweatshirt off too.Our tongues danced along one another, passionately however softly kissing. He slowly sucked on my bottom lip before pulling away. His lips connected to my jaw and slowly he kissed and sucked all the way down to my neck where he spent extra time
Twisted Love 83
The plane had landed however, we were still sat as the guards outside had instructed due to the fact that the cars hadn't arrived yet. And so therefore, me and the rest of the boys were sat laughing aloud at every joke made by them, even though we wanted nothing more but to be off this plane and also, it got my mind of the obvious. Jason was still asleep in the back and I decided it was best for him to stay asleep as I could tell he wasn't in the greatest of moods and when I had woken up, I got out of bed and he didn't flinch once and normally, once I wake up he wakes up too feeling me move around however I could tell he was really tired and so he slept. However, of course once I woke up I spent like 30 minutes just running my fingers through his soft but messy hair and tracing my fingers on his back as I knew he would appreciate it a lot even though he was fast asleep. He was perfect. And all mine, finally. As Za was up reenacting a story about how he almost ran over an old man, f
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I had done one of the worst things a man could ever do to the girl he loved and cared for the most, all the while knowing it was the most beneficial thing I could have ever done. I knew how much of a close, and loving relationship Isabella had with her parents, which wasn't something every child had. I hated to be the one to take that away, even though I was left with no choice.This had to be done, and I was so damn grateful that she respected my decisions.Because Isabella trusted me with her life, and I know that for a fact because I saw the light return in her beautiful brown eyes the second she laid her eyes on me for the first time after the time we had apart, it was the same she had every single morning that she'd wake up in my arms, or have me hold her close and tell her she was all mine.She was secure and that was all that mattered, I was going to go through heaven and hell just to make sure my girl was safe.And so now, on our way to New York City in my private yet, I laid
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My heart suddenly began to beat faster. I pushed my hair behind my shoulders and played with the end of Jason's sweatshirt; which i was now wearing because it was a whole new scent of him that made me feel safe. In this case, it made me feel okay.He swiftly took his hand of the steering wheel and replaced his other hand which he had resting on the edge of the window, placing that on the steering wheel, with his free hand, he placed it on mine stopping me from fidgeting so much with my fingers / his sweatshirt."Don't be nervous. Everything will be okay." He reassured, his voice soft and kind. You'd only ever hear Jason speaking like this with me, that may sound kinda arrogant however it was the truth, anyone else, Jason didn't care how he spoke, it was all about the tough look."You don't know that" I mumbled looking down at my lap.He chuckled "Still stubborn eh?" He asked glancing at me. "I don't know that. But I can make things okay, that's my promise." He ended.With that being s
