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Some words from heart, some divine hyms and talks between two souls, life is beautiful.
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"I dangling between love and hate." I had made this statement when I realised I had all his attention, still holding my hand and facing me with eyes looking at the depth he adored and looked at me with a look hard to define but which was moving my heart and soul, as if trying to awake that broken heart, mend it and let it regain all the love.
But all of it was not so easy, it was going to be a battle too long with no hopes to be won, still I stood there with hope and he seems to flicker light with every gaze with which he was ready to explore my heart, know me understand me. He seems to care for me, as if he wanted go listen to me, even when I stopped speaking, he kept his eyes fixed at me waiting for me to speak more and continue speaking.
I stopped, stopped due to the fear of something, looking away from him, I hold back my hand, I was
****** "I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul.” – Pablo Neruda ****** ~Selene He acted so weird and different, by acting in a more child-like manner and doing all the mischief he made me feel a little apprehensive regarding what is going on in his mind, why is he acting like this. Suddenly he seems to behave all different, and no more feels like the same Deven I knew. " You are sounding so weird today, are you ok. Why are so so adamant about staying here and not getting ready to leave this room" I asked out of curiosity even after a lot of attempts I was not able to solve this mystery. "You had a problem with your husband wanting to sleep with you in one room. Seriously, I feel something is wrong with you and not with me." He spoke acting as of he don't know any truth of our relation, the way he spoke for a moment even I doubted what I know, he said all this so casua
*******“It is better to love wisely, no doubt: but to love foolishly is better than not to be able to love at all.”*******All what he said has mad me some what believe on him, but this way he has played with my feelings and rendered me helpless looking at him I stood in doubt assessing if I am in a dream or whether all this is happening for real.How could one change so much in an instance, he seems to be a totally different person. I was stunned and was not able to believe whatever was happening in format of my eyes.I feel elated and yet was extremely confused. Are you saying it for real do you love me.Than what was Mariah, instance , you are going to marty her what about that what shall I believe Trsitan I am not able to understand any thing I spoke."I don't have much time; I had to find her
With dangling chandeliers, lightning the pathways and shimmering lights glittering all around, Dad has turned our little backyard into nothing less than a living heaven.The flowers decoration, along with those stars shaped lights hanging all through the aisle along with strings little white flowers, fresh and aromatic.The stage was perfectly set and chairs, table were all placed, although the venue was still empty since it was two hours before the timing given to guests in the invitation.Since Dad was very much excited and happy at his preparations, he can't hold himself back from applauding about all the arrangements he had done. He had brought four of us here in a haste, while we are half dressed standing in between our wedding venue two hour before the actual timing."Did you both like it? How is it looking? My two little princess, tell me are you happy from your Dad's work." With high spirits and a happy satisfied face he spoke in a chirpy voice.
~Selene The stage was set, stampede of guest were chirping around the hallway, the widely, magnificently decorated arena looked enchanting. My inner and outer self were totally in contrast with each other. Inside me there was a dark gloomy clouds covering my heart and soul with no hope visible, with no streaks of light to scatter those gloomy clouds, my heart was sinking in grief, in oblivion I sat on the stage, totally lost and devastated. The silence before and after the storm is the most devastating one, it is even more devastating than the actual storm. I was here standing amidst the departure and arrival of storms, the brief line in between them, a short interval of ravaging silence. I had just survived a barrage of time, I tried hard to recollect myself, I had not even finished collecting the lodging pieces my heart was scattered into when this marriage announcement was the another story which deserted all of the remaining elements brutally. My outer se
******* The streaks of hope must find its way even in darkest realm of life; else what are we without hopes, just living dead. ******* All arrangements for the wedding was done, priest has arrived and then we got the call to walk the alley since our respective grooms are there waiting for us. The thought of marrying Allen was making me further anxious and sick. How could I even marry my best friend, I suspected Allen for getting this readily agreed for this marriage, probably it is his goodness that for saving me out of all this mess he got ready to marry me, but I still doubt isn't it all this too sweet of him. How could he agree to marry me? I already asked him to disappear, elope out of the window, people will think he was unhappy with the marriage or have someone else in his life, by doing all this atleast he would not have to marry me. I insisted him to leave the house and never appear again, this would have been a muc
The world is a strange place to live; many a times those we reckon as well wisher turns our greatest enemies and those we never thought could be our saviour. Every face has a smile, every mind reaps evil, the destructor dances in the moon light and we might be walking the ravaging streets which could lead us to beautiful destination. ****** ~Selene The way he was reasoning this marriage was making me go absurdly mad at him, can't he understand that I had no interest in this marriage. "I had said this multiple times, still I am repeating this again for you. Listen carefully. I am not going to marry you at any cost. I respected our friendship and that's why I was silent and hadn't reacted adequately to all the nonsense you are uttering. Why can't you understand? I never loved you, I don't love you in present and in upcoming future also I will never be loving you. I can't marry a person I don't love." "Yes my marriage with him is going to
~Selene I was totally shock by the revelation that Allen has feeling for me, I could have never thought about it, I took our relation as an inseprable bond of friendship. After all once Deven left me alone, he was there in every eves and flow by my side. Listening to my endless talks, supporting me at each step I took, he was there standing beside me as a true friend. I was too much attached with Deven and probably that's why I almost forgot to smile and be happy when he left me alone. His unexpected departure, and his unannounced arrival were the most painful and delightful moments of life. For me Deven still held the same place in my heart, after all he was my love, irreplacable and close to my heart, on the same hand along these ears Allen has arrived extremely close to me, becoming an indispensable part of my life, I cared for him. I always wanted good things happen to him, and would have walked an extra mile for his happiness. Despite the fact, h
****Compassion hurts. When you feel connected to everything, you also feel responsible for everything. And you cannot turn away. Your destiny is bound with the destinies of others. You must either learn to carry the Universe or be crushed by it. You must grow strong enough to love the world, yet empty enough to sit down at the same table with its worst horrors.*****Allen has successfully ruined my plan to rush away from this wedding and elope from here.After a lot of analysis and still not being able to find any way out of this situation I choose to run away from my problems, this traumatic life and the hardest part of the reality was this decision might be helpful in saving me from upcoming traumas and problems however if my plan would have been successful I had to pay a very big price for it. I will hurt one person the most due to what I was going to do, and was stopped in between my way. I could have lived a life, I could have felt alive and probab
The road full of twist and turns, love and hate, firm faith and disbelief is not going to end so soon! The part 1 of Selena's and Tristan story come to an end, and the new phase of their life will unfold soon. If you are enjoying this story, comment and let me your views. I will right the second part very soon. Although, I am able to devote very less time to writing along with a full time job, yet I will try my best to come up with the next part as soon as possible. Thank you for all love!
*******Life is so unpredictable you can't predict what you are going to face next, yet we had to face everything with courage since some trials we are set against are invincible and can't be avoided.*******"Superintendent of Crime Bureau.""Mr Tristan Jael." The first heading at the top corner of the page is still flashing in front of my eyes.My eyes glanced at his picture dressed in black formal suit he usually wears, what made this picture different and unique was the presence of his brooch with the title I was so shocked to read tugged at the right collar of his coat. What accompanied this brooch was some white coloured stars, the same pride, visible upon his face. Same face, same facial features and attitude. Still my mind denied to recognise the person in front of me in the photograph.My mind could never process this title associated with someone who is a Mafia. How could I believe whatever I was reading, I knew how he
******After year's of drought, finally the rain showered on the dried meadows, rejuvenating everything it touch with new life and new hopes. The new start; new beginnings.******~Selene"I love you." The words from the depth of my heart, flowed through my heart and escaped through my tongue. Even after very well knowing that he is not a good person, knowing that he is not the same Deven I once loved, I can't deny the fact that my heart is affectionate towards him, even after knowing the reality that he is a Mafia, who is engrossed in bloodshed and live a life of a unholy culprit I can't stop my heart which already loved him without thinking or weighting all the arguments against this unconditional love mind was levelling in front of me."How could you love him?" My heart questioned."Knowingly or unknowingly he has hurted you a lot! Isn't it? My mind reasoned, my audicity to love him despite all bad memori
"The grim wide cloud of darkens are also destined to disperse apart giving way to light; the light of truth, the hope of better days.""You already knew that I am Twinkle, you still kept quiet. You remained quiet even after knowing whatever wrong Mariah has done, you didn't say a word to her! Why! Why are you still silent?" I asked while sitting on the top of him, and pillow in my hand still hanging in air, aiming to thrash his face."I feel really insecure this way, at least let me breath and then I would be in a better condition to answer your question." He said smiling, which I least expected.I came through the diary you use to keep every single day, it was kept on your desk. It spoke out all the truth to me. The truth hidden from my eyes since so long, it narrated me all the reality, your pain, your anger, the happenings and disguise of Mariah.I was still blind and not able to see the truth. I still thought that you are trying to make a
****** The love which once felt nonexistent and too dry to feel was now blooming under the showers of rain, the storm has past, and the life begins again. ****** He connoted me as Twinkle, this means he now believe me and knows I was not wrong when I claimed to be his childhood friend. I was not lying when I called myself as Twinkle, his Twinkle. "Twinkle; yes I know everything. I am the stupidest person ever, how was I not able to recognise you." He, held my hand, took me towards the chair, making me comfortable sit on it he sat himself down near me on the ground, rubbing my palm, trying to bring me out of the shock I has faced he spoke in a considerate and loving voice. "I am sorry, atleast talk to me!" He emphasised, pressing my palm and looking at me with puppy eyes. "What look at you, I am still mad at you. What a kind of foolish person you are! What if you would have married Mariah, and I would have married Allen, wha
***** Sometimes the scenes of beautiful greener and calm pictures are just a myriad in the desert and when the reality strikes it strikes really hard, leaving you further more miserable and destroyed. ***** "How could you even say that? Don't you think you are making a very big statement." He spoke in a plain voice, showing no guilt regarding to whatever he was speaking. "I am saying the truth! If you don't remember any of the moments what shall I do!" I sighed in despair. "Irrespective of whether I am pregnant or not, the truth that we spend some time together wherein we were close, really close, physically intimate with each other won't change." "This truth will never change." I cried out. My heart felt like sinking in some pit listening to him. How could he not remember any of the moment he spent on that night together with me. Tears were inconsolably running out of my eyes, draining my cheeks, something insi
"Tristan, ..." Her voice was repeatedly following us, but still he chooses to ignore her calls and kept on walking forward holding my hand. This was something very weird and undigestable for me.What might have caused such a change of heart?"Tristan; Stop... I am talking to you." From her sound her frustration was clearly evident. I don't think anyone ever ignored her like this.At last finally he stopped, ...for some seconds there was silence. Her fervent breath, and lost of happiness and colours from her once pink blushing face was a shocking and miserable sight to see.I am not a sadistic at all; however this scene was giving some happiness to my heart. This girl has done so much bad to me that even my innocent heart no longer feel bad for what is happening with her.Even in college each and every boy was after her, they were mad over her, and she was the one ignoring them. But today what happened was akin to a miracle. I saw how she was ignore
***** Every twilight has it's own morning; now or later but lightness always finds it way. ***** The bad weather and adding to it worst mood of Mr Husband was enough to make anyone anxious and disturb, however as if this was not enough, I felt really hungry. I can't wait staying here listening to this man and stuffing inside me all his weird talks. Thankfully we had reached back home, immediately I stepped out of the car, the drops of rain drizzled at my skin, sparkling and rejenuvating it with freshness. "Hey! What you are doing, you are already ill, and is now playing in the rain like a child. Grow up Selene!" I was not amazed to listen to him, it was Allen, he always ends up instructing me and stopping me from dancing in rains, since childhood not a new concept. However now, things have changed, he no longer holds the authority go speak up in my matters, he has hurt me beyond bounds and has broken my trust, it's hard for me to forget
The weather was sunny and clear in the morning but suddenly it seems to turn all greyish, thundering and dark. As if a second ago it was day and suddenly the dark night arrives. Raining, thundering, the constant splatters of rain on the window, were not good signs, what was looking more dangerous was him, his heated face raging red with anger. He was speeding the act across the street making me breath heavily and my eyes shut off in fear of an invincible accident. "Slow down; .." I spoke with filtering lios, finding it hard to monitor my fast beating heartbeat. "Slow it please, it's dangerous." Clenching to his shoulder, digging my face in his chest, and tucking onto him, I had my eyes tightly closed. Not expecting him to slow down the car, but still my heart find some relief being close to him. I could listen to his fast beating heart, he has a heart which was feeling so alive, and somewhere angry and hurt. "Get away from him." The most