CHAPTER 1: BLOOD.
July 3rd,1996."I can't believe I'm on my knees begging you to spare my life"Tobias O'Connell muttered, bitterly to Wyatt Gentry whom he had supposedly called his best friend for so many years.This bestfriend now held him at gunpoint."If you had just listened to me,it wouldn't have gotten to this point"Wyatt thundered.Their voices woke eight years old Damien from sleep.Everywhere was dark.He slowly got up and put on the lights in his bedroom.He walked out of his bedroom and came by the staircase.He saw his parents on their kneels.He found it hard to believe that Wyatt was pointing a gun at them."Please..... please kill me,Wyatt....Just have mercy on my family... I'm begging you"Tobias pleaded as hot tears rolled down his cheeks.Wyatt aimed at his mother, Martha.He pulled the trigger....It was as if he was watching a movie....He had watched different action movies with his father but he never thought he would see a gun....a bullet piercing into his pregnant mother's head.She dropped dead on the floor..."Ma.... Martha!"Tobias muttered in dismay."Wyatt... I'm begging you.... don't wipe out my entire family....my son...my son...""I'm tired of hearing your voice already"Wyatt cut in, impatiently and fired a shot at Tobias temple.Damien just stood there watching his parents in the pool of their own blood.Blood....blood...blood.... everywhere!This was a dream...this had to be a dream.He was going to wake up tomorrow and his daddy would take him out on a workout...they would go circling together and come home to eat his mommy's delicious meals.They would tease her about her baby bump and then watch a movie together.Yeah....this was...."Get the boy and let's get the hell out of here"Wyatt announced.Damien tensed.This wasn't a dream!He ran into his bedroom and locked the door... frantically.... tearfully.He ran to the window and jumped down.His ankle bent and he fell on the ground."Where the fuck is he?We have to find him now!"He heard Wyatt's voice.He stood up and started running ignoring his hurting ankle.He knew they were close.He wouldn't be able to run far enough.He was going to die tonight too.What's the use of even living.His parents were dead.He wanted to be anywhere they were.Someone pulled him into the woods and closed his mouth.PRESENT DAY.*DAMIEN*
I jerked awake and found my whole body convulsing.I was having a panick attack as a result of that night...that memory...that memory that always torments me.That memory that has made me a hundred shades of fuck-ups.I shakily reached for my drawer and brought out an injection.Drugs no longer cool off my panick attacks.I injected myself while gnashing my teeth together.After a few seconds,I felt less frightened.In my stable state,I noticed I was running out of injections.I glanced at the tableclock which read 5:14am.My doctor is always ready anytime I need himI got up from my bed and stalled over to my dressing room.All my outfits are black.My suits are black.My long and short sleeves are black.My sweatshirts are black.All my casual wears and shoes are also black.I love black.It makes me feel like a devil.I love being a devil.I got clad in a black hoodie,black jeans and black sneakers.I walked out of my bedroom.I stay alone in my mansion.The cook,cleaning lady and the butler stay in the house beside my mansion.They only have to perform their duty and leave me the fuck alone.They have to keep their distance from me because I can't get touched....Funnily enough, I can touch someone but if I have any body's hands on me,it would lead to a panick attack.That doesn't mean I don't fuck.
I fuck a lot but I enjoy kinky fuckery.I love to tie up women and take them.I didn't want innocent girls who liked tender kisses and gentle lovemaking or romantic candlelight dinner...bla...bla bla.I wanted it rough...dirty...dark.I want to hurt them.I want them begging... crying... screaming.As much as I love to fuck.
I also love to kill.Many people kill for so many reasons.Some kill for fun.Some are hired assassins.Some are driven by anger.Some are psychopaths.I don't know which group to classify myself but I kill as often as I could.Watching people in the pool of their own blood is amusing... thrilling...fun but I wasn't a psychopath.Though my doctor says my problem is psychological.There's no cure for my urge to see people's blood.And fuck it... I can't stop.Seeing blood gives me some kind of satisfaction.No one was ever really born bad with the possible exception of a few people with a serious chip missing in their heads but everyone had the ability to kill if the appropriate circumstances presented themselves.Most people were simply too afraid or set in their ways and law to acknowledge this dark, twisted power deep inside them.Those who weren't afraid controlled life itself.They were the judge,jury and executioners of the world just like me.Whether it was right or wrong held on the decisions made by these individuals.Something else drove that fury,that raging need to extinguish another human existence.That little something was different for everyone.I watched James my doctor as he pulled up many injections into my briefcase."How have you been feeling these days, Damien?""Good""Nightmares?""Still coming""I will always tell you the same thing I've been telling you for years,all your fears are in your head and if you let.....""I fucking tried....""You ain't trying enough... Take for examples...who on earth has a wardrobe full of black clothes? I know people were black...I wear black but I can't make my clothes all....""I don't feel comfortable in other colours"I snapped.He sighed and let go of the issue.... knowing I might fire him if he doesn't.Who am I kidding?I can never fire him because I can never get another doctor like him who knows everything about me and still wants to help me.I'm not a dysfunctional psychopath.
On the outside...no one knows what I've done and what I'll continue doing.I'm a well respected billionaire.Even with my bloodlust and all... I've got to get my father's legacy running.... I've got to maintain our family name.Even if I'm the only one left of that family.It fucking hurts.I'm broken.I know I'm broken and there's no way I'm ever getting fixed.So I live like this.I fuck hard.I kill hard and I work hard.I walked into one of the rooms which contains all my weapons.
No one knows about this room except me.I ran my hand through the double barrel guns.It feels gun to watch bullets pierced into people's body.I turned on my computer and one of my men had sent my new target.A thirty-five years old man who just murdered a young girl.The police were looking for him but I have to get him first.It'll be a loss if he doesn't die by my hands.The men I work with are highly skilled..In no time,they sent me his location.I wore my mask.I grabbed a pistol and a knife and hurried out of my house.STAVEN'S ALLEY...9:50pmThe place was deserted when I arrived there.
Makes my work easy of killing eye witnesses too.I moved around a bit, lurking at a corner waiting for my prey."Who the fuck are you?"I smirked and turned around to find him pointing a gun at me."Were you following me?"He asked."I wonder if your blood looks nice"I drawled.He laughed, hysterically."What are you?Some kind of vampire or some shit"He's no match for me.I kicked the gun away from his hands and as he tried to delved towards it.I pulled out mine and shot his left leg."What the fuck,man!"He groaned falling on the ground."What do you want?We can talk about this,huh.Don't kill me"He begged."Did she beg you too?""How do you know Claire?"I shrugged, casually."How shall I kill you?it would be nice to blow off your brain...it would also be nice to see the size of your heart."His throat convulsed as he swallowed."Please....""Please?my parents begged too but they were killed.Why should I spare you?""I don't fucking know your parents"He thundered.That did it.He slumped forward with a strangled cry as I jabbed a needle into his neck. I looked down at him,calmly,as he struggled against the drug coursing through his veins, choking out gibberish and trying to move.Pointless!His arms and legs were already limp like noodles.I fired a shot at his stomach...the bullet came out from his back.He laid motionlessly on the ground.Even if I'm executing criminals...that doesn't mean I'm not on the wanted list.The police are still searching for an unknown killer....They can never find me.I bent down toward the dead man and touched his blood.My own blood boiled in my vein... singing a sweet lullaby.I'm Damien O'Connell and I love to see blood!*SOPHIA*Jeez.One thing about painting is that I hardly realize how fast the time goes by.I hate walking in the dark.I really envy my fellow students who rides cars.Too bad,my dad's too concern with his other family and hardly bothers to meet up with all of my needs.I'm grateful that he still pays my tuition fee.I came by an alley which was the quickest path to my apartment but frozed on the spot when I heard a gun shot.Intensed fear washed over me,I started retracing my steps so I wouldn't be noticed.Though, I couldn't see anyone but I knew I had to get out of here.Another gunshot went off.As I turned around to run...two arms held me back!CHAPTER 2:SO DARK AND BROODING*SOPHIA*"This is one sexy little bitch"A huge man hovered above me while two others tied up my hands.They had taken me to the other part of the alley and I was scared as hell."Bones, don't you think we should get outta here,you heard the gunshots, right?"One of the men asked. Bones?The name was just as twisted as he looked."C'mon... nothing serious might've happened.It might just be some few assholes testing out their weapons.Are you willing to let this bitch go for some fucking noise?"Bones asked.I swallowed hard.I have heard of different stories about girls being raped.I never thought I'll be in that position one day.I could get raped by three men and killed tonight.Tears pooled in my eyes.I have to get out of here.I can't die...I have my mom to think of.My dreams of becoming a well-known artist.I've never believed in miracles but I
CHAPTER 3:A NERVE-WRECKING SURPRISE.*DAMIEN*I hate helping anyone out.I always minded my own business but when I passed by and saw her completely helpless.Crying and helpless.For the first time in my life,I wanted to help someone.She's beautiful...I've met a lot of women...all my past submissives are gorgeous but this woman is beautiful in a unique way.I let go of her and moved back.I'm not like this.I even admitted to her that she's fucking beautiful.This is just for tonight...after this...I won't feel so unsettled.She started walking again but she wasn't quiet for long.She told me all about herself even if I didn't ask.She was in her sophomore year in college.She boasted of how well she could paint.She said she could draw me but I think she only said that to see if I'd take off my mask.I can't take it off.Would she still think I'm a good person
CHAPTER 4:ONLY LIGHT IN MY DARKNESS.*SOPHIA*I'm equally shocked as Raul was and after taking a few minutes to convince him that I know nothing of this....he believed me.Thank God we had deep trust for each other.He could move mountains for me and I'm prepared to do anything for him too.I'm presently on my way to know about this marriage nonsense from my father.There is no way I'm getting married to Mr O'Connell.... someone whom I don't know.Someone whom the press had tagged as some cold hearted billionaire or some shit.How could my father do something like this without confronting me first?Moments later,I strode through the door of his office.It seems like he was already prepared to face me.He wore an expensively tailored suit and his short black hair was wisped with gray at the temples.His face was broad,with shrewd dark eyes and a square chin.When I deliberately didn
CHAPTER 5:WILLPOWER.*SOPHIA*"You've been mine a long time ago... I was just too hesitant to do something about it but I'm telling you now....you have to agree to those three months of being my wife and I can assure you that after those months,you won't want to go anywhere.If you still don't agree to that...then I won't go ahead with the marriage stuff... I'm going to take you captive"I don't know what to say.I should say something...I should argue with him...I can't stay with him for three whole months but I know this man can possibly do anything he deem fit.He's offering to take me in as his wife or as a slave.I can't believe I have to chose between the two options.If I wanted to run away,I need a lot of money to do so.... I needed to go to a country extremely far away from here but I don't have that kind of money to stay in hiding.I'm sure Raul doesn't too.He bare
CHAPTER 6:TOO FAR.*SOPHIA*"Dear all,we are gathered here today to celebrate the nuptials between SophiaMonteiro and Damien O'Connell.If anyone has any objection as to why these two individuals should not be joined in holy matrimony, please speak up now or forever hold your peace"The priest said, solemnly.Every woman's dream is to walk down the aisle to the man she loves.... prepared to share the rest of her life with him.I'm the romantic type and I swear I never pictured myself forced into a marriage of convenient.My only comfort to this is that I know that it isn't forever."I object"I'm surprised at a woman's voice.Slowly,even though I tried to stop myself from doing it,I turned around.It felt like one of those slow motion scenes in movies when something horrible is going to happen.The heroine is only ever in time to turn around with a scream and shout "No" in that slow motion voice that sound
CHAPTER 7:ALONE*SOPHIA*"I wish she was given the chance to spoil me rotten"He murmured."I'm sorry,that was so out of line.I....""It's okay."His expression was storm cloud broody and lightning flashed in his eyes."It's late, We've had a pretty long day, you're tired and I am too.We should get some rest"I should be happy that any plans he might have had about taking me is cut off but I feel bad that I caused the look of sadness in his eyes.He moved closer to me.I thought we were going to get some rest."There is no way you can get out of that dress on your own"He said turning me around so that my back was to him.Speechless and feeling as though I was burning up from the inside out, I felt Damien take the zip and slowly pull it down....all the way until the knuckles of his fingers touched the bare, sensitive skin just above my buttocks.My hand grasped my dress to my chest.Burning all
CHAPTER 8: GOOD ENOUGH.*SOPHIA*The following morning,I awoke to the chink of china rattling and sat up to be served breakfast in bed on a tray complete with a linen napkin and a pretty flower in a bud vase.'So,this was what it's like to be spoiled'I thought, ruefully, pushing my wild tumble of black curls out of my eyes as the smiling old lady chattering in broken English opened the curtains and threw open the doors onto the balcony, inviting fresh air and sunshine.Staring at the pancakes,I discovered that I was ravenous.I didn't have the appetite to eat anything the previous day.All I just wanted was to get through that day."Mr O'Connell left already.He said he would be time to have dinner with you"I wish he would just give me space so I don't have to see him at all.But I know I would be asking for too much if I make that request.I don't even know up until when he would wait and not ge
CHAPTER 9: THIS BROKEN MAN.*DAMIEN*"You don't need to understand anything.Ana,you ain't related to me and even if you are,you opinion doesn't matter in my life so stop crossing your boundaries"I warned and walked away.I found Sophia in the dining room already eating dinner.For a moment,I just stood by the door, watching her as she ate.Everything about her fascinates me to the core.The way she handles the cutleries....the way her throat flexes as she swallows."Good evening"She greeted without staring at me."Evening...how was your day?""Fine,I guess"She snapped."I got you something"I announced stretching the bouquet to her.She stared at me then at the flowers as if contemplating whether to accept it or not."I hate flowers"She replied.That kinda hurts.I know she is lying.She doesn't want me giving her flowers."If she hates flowers,you can give th
CHAPTER 11:HOT AND BOTHERED.*SOPHIA*"Can you.... sleep here tonight?If you want to...that is. I just want you to know that I won't force you into anything again, I can wait until you're ready to accept me"He stuttered like a teenager.I nibbled my lips.God!He doesn't picture me ever leaving him.And I almost did today.He's comfortable with me because he thinks I'm the only person who wouldn't think of crushing him.What am I going to do?I don't want to hurt him more than he already is.I smiled trying to cover up my inner meltdown."I will spend the night here but I have to change""Change into something of mine.If you go to your bedroom,you might change your mind"He retorted.I'm starting to feel hot......hot for him.I nodded."The dressing room is that way"I walked into the dressing room and looked around.Damn!He has so many clothes.
CHAPTER 10:HIS DEMONS.*SOPHIA*I have no idea what I'm doing but I know I won't be at peace with myself if I leave him in this condition.I hurriedly dropped my phone in my bedroom.....Raul was calling.'I'm sorry,Raul.Maybe we could leave another day'I don't even know what excuse I would say to him.Walking back to Damien's door,I lifted up my hand to knock but I know if I knock...he would quickly arrange his things and think of a cover up story before opening up for me.Bending the doorknob,I walked in to find him leaning against the headboard.The syringes are still on the floor.He looked surprised to see me as he quickly sat up to take care of the mess."I'll do it"I offered."I can do it....If you need something, could you excuse me for a second... I'll be with you shortly"Why does he love shutting people out?"I want to take care of this....where do you put them?"I asked.
CHAPTER 9: THIS BROKEN MAN.*DAMIEN*"You don't need to understand anything.Ana,you ain't related to me and even if you are,you opinion doesn't matter in my life so stop crossing your boundaries"I warned and walked away.I found Sophia in the dining room already eating dinner.For a moment,I just stood by the door, watching her as she ate.Everything about her fascinates me to the core.The way she handles the cutleries....the way her throat flexes as she swallows."Good evening"She greeted without staring at me."Evening...how was your day?""Fine,I guess"She snapped."I got you something"I announced stretching the bouquet to her.She stared at me then at the flowers as if contemplating whether to accept it or not."I hate flowers"She replied.That kinda hurts.I know she is lying.She doesn't want me giving her flowers."If she hates flowers,you can give th
CHAPTER 8: GOOD ENOUGH.*SOPHIA*The following morning,I awoke to the chink of china rattling and sat up to be served breakfast in bed on a tray complete with a linen napkin and a pretty flower in a bud vase.'So,this was what it's like to be spoiled'I thought, ruefully, pushing my wild tumble of black curls out of my eyes as the smiling old lady chattering in broken English opened the curtains and threw open the doors onto the balcony, inviting fresh air and sunshine.Staring at the pancakes,I discovered that I was ravenous.I didn't have the appetite to eat anything the previous day.All I just wanted was to get through that day."Mr O'Connell left already.He said he would be time to have dinner with you"I wish he would just give me space so I don't have to see him at all.But I know I would be asking for too much if I make that request.I don't even know up until when he would wait and not ge
CHAPTER 7:ALONE*SOPHIA*"I wish she was given the chance to spoil me rotten"He murmured."I'm sorry,that was so out of line.I....""It's okay."His expression was storm cloud broody and lightning flashed in his eyes."It's late, We've had a pretty long day, you're tired and I am too.We should get some rest"I should be happy that any plans he might have had about taking me is cut off but I feel bad that I caused the look of sadness in his eyes.He moved closer to me.I thought we were going to get some rest."There is no way you can get out of that dress on your own"He said turning me around so that my back was to him.Speechless and feeling as though I was burning up from the inside out, I felt Damien take the zip and slowly pull it down....all the way until the knuckles of his fingers touched the bare, sensitive skin just above my buttocks.My hand grasped my dress to my chest.Burning all
CHAPTER 6:TOO FAR.*SOPHIA*"Dear all,we are gathered here today to celebrate the nuptials between SophiaMonteiro and Damien O'Connell.If anyone has any objection as to why these two individuals should not be joined in holy matrimony, please speak up now or forever hold your peace"The priest said, solemnly.Every woman's dream is to walk down the aisle to the man she loves.... prepared to share the rest of her life with him.I'm the romantic type and I swear I never pictured myself forced into a marriage of convenient.My only comfort to this is that I know that it isn't forever."I object"I'm surprised at a woman's voice.Slowly,even though I tried to stop myself from doing it,I turned around.It felt like one of those slow motion scenes in movies when something horrible is going to happen.The heroine is only ever in time to turn around with a scream and shout "No" in that slow motion voice that sound
CHAPTER 5:WILLPOWER.*SOPHIA*"You've been mine a long time ago... I was just too hesitant to do something about it but I'm telling you now....you have to agree to those three months of being my wife and I can assure you that after those months,you won't want to go anywhere.If you still don't agree to that...then I won't go ahead with the marriage stuff... I'm going to take you captive"I don't know what to say.I should say something...I should argue with him...I can't stay with him for three whole months but I know this man can possibly do anything he deem fit.He's offering to take me in as his wife or as a slave.I can't believe I have to chose between the two options.If I wanted to run away,I need a lot of money to do so.... I needed to go to a country extremely far away from here but I don't have that kind of money to stay in hiding.I'm sure Raul doesn't too.He bare
CHAPTER 4:ONLY LIGHT IN MY DARKNESS.*SOPHIA*I'm equally shocked as Raul was and after taking a few minutes to convince him that I know nothing of this....he believed me.Thank God we had deep trust for each other.He could move mountains for me and I'm prepared to do anything for him too.I'm presently on my way to know about this marriage nonsense from my father.There is no way I'm getting married to Mr O'Connell.... someone whom I don't know.Someone whom the press had tagged as some cold hearted billionaire or some shit.How could my father do something like this without confronting me first?Moments later,I strode through the door of his office.It seems like he was already prepared to face me.He wore an expensively tailored suit and his short black hair was wisped with gray at the temples.His face was broad,with shrewd dark eyes and a square chin.When I deliberately didn
CHAPTER 3:A NERVE-WRECKING SURPRISE.*DAMIEN*I hate helping anyone out.I always minded my own business but when I passed by and saw her completely helpless.Crying and helpless.For the first time in my life,I wanted to help someone.She's beautiful...I've met a lot of women...all my past submissives are gorgeous but this woman is beautiful in a unique way.I let go of her and moved back.I'm not like this.I even admitted to her that she's fucking beautiful.This is just for tonight...after this...I won't feel so unsettled.She started walking again but she wasn't quiet for long.She told me all about herself even if I didn't ask.She was in her sophomore year in college.She boasted of how well she could paint.She said she could draw me but I think she only said that to see if I'd take off my mask.I can't take it off.Would she still think I'm a good person