After Geoff used and discarded me like I was some whore, I did what I always did. What I was best at. Picking myself up.
I threw on the discarded T-shirt and went to my room to wipe out any trace of Geoff from my body. I didn't regret what I did. Like all the other bad experiences in my life, it taught me a lesson. A valuable one at that.
This time, I wore some pants. I didn't like wearing them at night, but I would have to bear with it.
I laid down on my bed and stared at the ceiling. The leggings were scratchy on my legs and I hated that I had to wear them.
Sleep eventually came, but it didn't last long. I was up at 4 a.m. The difficulties of insomnia. I didn't want to take pills either, not that I ever visited a doctor for that.
After trying to fall asleep again and failing, I trudged to the bathroom. The soreness between my legs was a reminder of
That day, after I closed the cafè for the day, I had no idea how I would get home. I walked here from school and I knew I couldn't walk all the way to Geoff's house in the night.Perhaps Mrs. Troupe would let me stay the night at her place. With that thought, I started walking toward my old apartment, but just then, a car stopped beside me.I ignored it and continued my path, but then, the driver himself came out."What the fuck are you doing here?""I should be the one asking you that.""Get in the car Ramara. Don't test me right now."I rolled my eyes and continued walking. I knew he would lift me up, so I dodged him. It angered him more. When I dodged him the second time, his face was slowly becoming red.When he finally snatched me around the waist, I thrashed in his arms."Go away!" I screamed into his ear."Li
When I entered the hallway the next day with Bran, I knew something was up. Many students were gathered around in the middle of the hallway.When I also made it to the circle, I noticed a leggy brunette in the centre. I nudged Brandon with my elbow.The brunette's eyes fell on mine and she smirked as Chelsea snorted."You must be Ramara.""And you are?"I felt Brandon's arm around my shoulder."I'm your cuz silly. Scarlett Hayden." She held out her hand and I reluctantly shook it.Then, she roved her eyes up and down Bran's body, licking her upper lip and I instantly disliked her. It didn't take much for me to dislike a person. But, I'd give her the benefit of doubt since she was my cousin.Still, her eye-fucking Brandon? Yeah, that was a crime in my book.
Geoff :She was just something my mind had fixated on. My cock also.She wasn't supposed to be anything more. But that night, as I saw her looking up at me with my cum running down her thigh and her virgin blood on my cock, I knew I had to get away. I felt something move inside my rock solid black heart and that was unacceptable. It shouldn't have been anything beyond my brain and dick.My cock had stirred despite having been inside her mere seconds ago and I knew she was already consuming me. That's why I ran into the forest and didn't come back till dawn.I knew she had formed a chink in my iron clad armor. She was just supposed to be a temporary fixation. A temporary physical need, but now I knew that was not true.My body longed to be inside hers again, despite my many attempts to fight it off. She has me spellbound and she doesn't even know it. I cert
I know I told myself I would never sleep with him again, but this time was different.This time, he didn't discard me. He took me to his bathroom and locked us both inside.I was naked, but I didn't feel very vulnerable. I was thanking my lucky stars that Scarlett didn't see us. Geoff didn't even care.He stepped away from the door and turned on the shower.He banded an arm around my waist and lifted me into the shower space."I have legs you know.""And I have eyes." He stared at my legs.He poured some soap into his hands and started massaging it into my body."I had to leave that day." He said as he flicked my nipples with his thumbs."I wouldn't have been able to stop otherwise." He lathered some soap on my stomach. He was washing me so tenderly,
Geoff:After working in my study, mostly to rid myself of the anger coursing through my body from that dumb bitch sitting next to me, I decided to go to bed, not that I'd be getting much sleep anyway.I fucking hated conniving liars who try to put on an innocent act. I meet those people every fucking day and my fucking hands itched to touch Ramara. My Remy is nothing like my bitch of a mother.I shoved my hands through my hair as my mind flashed with images of her naked skin before my eyes and I groaned, instantly growing hard.Fuck.I didn't want to jack off, I've done enough of that for the past few months. Before Ramara, I tried to sate myself through women I picked up at the bar sometimes, but I couldn't get hard enough to fuck them after setting my eyes on my dorogoy.I couldn't get hard period. But, that wasn't a problem. T
After that tirade in Geoff's room, I went to my own room to get ready for the day. I got ready in 15 minutes, which was a new record.I hurried downstairs, opting to skip breakfast and opened the front door. True to his word, Ray got me a pickup truck. It was a little rough around the edges, but I absolutely loved it!I loved that it was green, I loved that the paint was chipped off on some parts and I loved that it was mine.Next to the pickup truck, was a silver Prius. I looked at it in question, then remembered Scarlett saying her ride would arrive today. It must've been hers. Funny that I didn't even feel a pang of jealousy.My truck screamed me. I called Ray to thank him. I quickly got into it after he told me where he hid the keys.I slid the key into the ignition when I saw Scarlett talking to Geoff, giggling. I felt something ugly and unwante
"I think Scarlett has my acceptance letters."He looked at me coolly, leaning against the doorframe, with his arms crossed across his chest."Do you have proof? Or are you just being a spiteful bitch?"It was like a punch straight to the gut. I hated myself for feeling hurt."Fuck you."I stormed past him and strode into Scarlett's room, checking every nook and cranny, but coming up empty. I shook my head. Maybe I was just being paranoid. Either I wasn't accepted or they still had to send me the letters."Do you feel better about yourself now?" Geoff asked.I gritted my teeth and ignored him, and for some reason decided to lift the mattress off Scarlett's bed.My heart stuttered when I saw two envelopes between the mattress and bed frame.I opened both to see th
I slowly walked to him and stood in front of his stupid throne. His face was mere inches from my pussy and I could feel his breath on my heated flesh.The fact that he was still dressed shouldn't be such a turn on. But I was dripping and he suddenly licked a trail from the middle of my thigh to my core and I moaned, clutching his strong shoulders for support.He suddenly threw me on the carpeted ground. My head spun, but he encircled my ankles with his hands and pulled my legs apart.He spread my lower lips open with his thumbs and licked me, sucking on my clit."Geoff." I moaned.He suddenly got up and latched his mouth on my nipple."Now tell me you hate me. While I play your body like an instrument.""I....hate you." He bit down on my nipple. Hard."Ahhh!" I screamed in a m
Three years later :"Geo." I groan as Geoff flicks my abused nipple. "You're a monster." I huff when he starts sucking on my other nipple. "I love your tits, dorogoy. It's not my fault they're irresistible."Somehow, after all these years, Geoff can still make me blush. I run my hands through his golden hair and stare into his grey eyes I love so much. The longer we stare at each other, the more heated our gazes become. I run my palm down his naked chest, lightly brushing his golden curls. It doesn't stop there though. I venture further down and am not surprised to find his erection in his sweats. I cup it and stroke. He closes his eyes and I touch my lips to his. An abrupt bang on the door jolts me awake."Ramara, dear. The kids are waiting for you.""I'll be down in ten, Yvette." I holler, despite my throbbing centre. I look beside me and find the other side of the bed empty. It's becoming more frequent these days. I don't know how it started, but I miss him already.With a sig
Geoff :6 years later:I decided to come home early today, because why not? My dorogoy barely has time for me as is, plus I can take care of the kids while I'm at home.As soon as I opened the door, the twins latched on to both of my legs. I pretended to fall down and heard both their giggles.Ava and Mikhail. They blabbered on about something at the same time, but I'm not fluent in baby gibberish.But, I did seem to nod at the right time and laugh at the right time because they gave me proud looks. Then, they ran back to the living room.I followed them and spotted my dorogoy on the floor with all kinds of art supplies scattered around. Even Yvette was there. We hired her as the nanny. The twins were a mixture of me and my wife. Blond hair and green eyes.Remy turned around to look at me and her green eyes s
"So I'm not just your fuck buddy?""No." He said vehemently."Hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. But, don't fucking love me. Otherwise, you'd consume me. More than you already do. Until there's nothing left of me without you. I've been telling myself this for days. It doesn't matter now. You're mine and I want you so much. Back at the Bratva, I closed off my emotions. It was the only way to survive. But, seeing you always increases my emotions tenfold. I'm not blaming what I went through for my actions. I'll make it up to you, but you're staying with me." He squeezed my thigh and I was pretty sure my panties were soaked."Now that's the Geoff I know. The demanding insufferable ass."He shot me a look.He drove us to the airport."Didn't you bring anything with you?" I asked him."I knew that I had to bring you back. I didn't
2 days later :I was just getting settled in Dad's place, even though it didn't feel like my home. I tried not to think about Geoff, but it was impossible. I wonder if he's thinking about me. My lips curled when I thought about him with another woman.Sandra and Dad were very excited to see me despite my sour mood. They didn't have many visitors in the two days I was here, so when I heard the door bell ring, I was sceptical, but I opened the door anyway.I stumbled back a step when I saw Geoff in front of me. Not just normal Geoff. Haggard, disheveled Geoff. His hair was mussed up, his clothes were rumpled, his eyes were red and he even wore mismatched shoes. His normal five o'clock shadow was thicker than normal.I mean, I didn't look any better, but..."You look horrible." I was the first to speak. I was anxious, happy, angry and frustrated all at once.&
I parked Geoff's car in the driveway and slumped my head against the steering wheel. How in the ever loving hell will I get him inside?"Geoff. Wake up." I shook him hard.He jolted."Come on baby. We're home."I got out and opened his door. I leaned in and held his face in my hands."You have to help me out here Geo. You have to stay awake honey. I don't want to drag you and I can't lift you all by myself. Got that?"He got out on unsteady feet and slumped against me. I wrapped my arm around his waist."Easy."I locked his car and managed to get him to the front door. I couldn't unlock the door without putting him somewhere. I made him lean against a pillar and made quick work of opening the door."Geo. Come on honey." He could barely keep his eyes open, but he leaned against me and stumb
We ended up riding in Geoff's Audi. I put up no protest because I honestly didn't want to drive around in a dress, so I let it go, by pretending that Geoff was my chauffeur.I've seen Ray's house from the outside, but I've never been inside. The normal beige exterior was strewn with lights. For a rich man, his two storey home was humble and cozy."What's the party for?" I asked Geoff.His hands clutched the steering wheel in a white knuckled grip. I dared look down and I knew why the steering wheel was facing his white knuckled wrath. The man was painfully erect.I damn near rolled my eyes. Was it even normal for a man his age to be hard all the time?Still, it did things to my ego. But, I would be very, very mad if he was like that around anyone else. In fact, the thought had me shoving open the car door. It was irrational and downright stupid, but I couldn't do anything about
Dinner at Yvette's was lovely. She made jalapeño poppers, seafood paella and a delicious chocolate pie for dessert.The whole Garcia clan was welcoming. Yvette's husband, Anton Garcia welcomed me with open arms and her son, David Garcia was cute in a next door boy kind of way.I pretended to be happy, but really I was thinking about Geoff the whole time. I wasn't very good company that night, but no one pointed that out, and for that I was extremely grateful. I would definitely do dinner again with them and I hoped Yvette would invite me again...maybe when I wasn't feeling so down.I thanked Yvette for dinner, said my goodbyes and drove back home. I jumped out of my truck and wiped away my tears. God, I was miserable. It's like someone is piercing a blunt knife through my chest over and over again. As soon as I walked through the front door, Geoff was on me, pinning me to the wall beside the fron
I passed Geoff with pain in my heart to add to the pain in my head. Last night, I just wanted to forget the pain and forget the memory of his words, but in the end, he was the one who ended up taking care of me.I decided to give Geoff one day to apologize. If he didn't, then I had to go. I can't live with this constant ache in my chest.Want me. Love me. Own me.The words sounded pathetic even in my own mind.Marla, the cafè owner gave me a full time job once she knew that I graduated. I thought Geoff could come to my Graduation party, but that card seems to be off the table now.I dressed in a pink polo shirt and jeans when I saw Geoff in my doorway. I opted to ignore him. He looked as drunk as I felt.I put my keys and money in my pocket and stood in front of him. He was still blocking the doorway."Move."
Geoff:Goddammit.She was scrambling in my arms, but I just tightened my hold on her. What the fuck was I thinking?Hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. That stupid fucking monologue got me into this shit. I stared down at her face after slamming the door on the boy's face.Her eyes were bloodshot and her face was wet with tears and snot. She was a beautiful mess. Her lips were also red and swollen. Anger immediately filled me."Did you kiss him?"She blinked at me. "Fuuuckk you. Put me doooown."Yes, I could deal with her anger. I gently put her down and she took a step forward. I immediately caught her as she tripped on her own feet.She slumped to the ground and faced the ceiling, giggling as she tried to make snow angels on the floor.I crouched down beside her.&