Esmerelda“Hello?” I say I know it comes out more of a question, but I don’t understand why he needs what was it Jaxson called it? Proof of life? He lets out a sigh of what I assume of relief.“Esmerelda? Are you okay?” He sounds so tired. Maybe if I answer him, he will rest.“Yes…” I pause wondering what all I should say I don’t think telling him what just happened will help but I hate lying when asked a direct question, not telling Jaxson about the babies is one thing. Flat out not answering someone or answering with out the truth is another thing, at least to me. “I am a little shaken up. Well, a lot shaken up with everything. But we can talk about that later.” There that isn’t a lie.“Why do I feel like there is more that happened?” He asks. I exhale.“There is. They wouldn’t tell me anything about you and that scared the shit out of me.”“Don’t worry sorellina I am fine.” I can hear his smile. I have no idea what he called me, but something warms inside of me. Not the way Jaxson
Jaxson When she turned from meek and scared to angry, I couldn’t help but smile. As her temper rose, I found it the most adorable thing I have ever seen and didn’t want to stop her from letting it all out. I sat there enjoying it. And then she turned it on me, and it was adorable anymore. Where she was just clinging to me no more than an hour ago, now I feel like I am under fire. And this is a whole new anger. No this was different from the anger at the office. This was actually kind of terrifying and nothing scares me anymore at least I thought nothing did anymore. But I was wrong. While she truly looking like the Goddess red head stories are made of. I really do not like it pointed at me. I would love to say I will make sure it never happens again, but I am nothing if not realistic.“You said this was because of you! The whole day, the events that almost killed me and Tony, the almost being kidnapped!” She yells the red in her eyes growing, much like her anger, looking more like fi
EsmereldaJaxson kisses me demanding I melt for him, and I do. He doesn’t even give me time to process what the fuck he just said. Instead, he kisses the shit out of me. And I kiss him back. He moves his hand from my face, one goes to my hips while the other works its way to the back of my neck under my arm. My own go to him chest feeling the ripples and groves of his chest and abs. He groans at my touch and pulls me closer, I moan in response. This kiss is everything. Its what I have thought about at least once a day since I met him. I can feel his body pressed against mine, my anticipation rising as our bodies intertwine. I can sense his desire as he grows harder against my stomach, and I can't help but moan at the memory of the feeling of him inside of me. My center warms with pleasure and my panties dampen with excitement. My hands eagerly slip through the buttons of his button down, desperate to feel his skin against mine in any way I can. He responds with a growl, his grip on m
JaxsonI put my shirt back on while Esmerelda just kind of looks off in to space dazed and confused. I didn’t want to have to tell her this way. I thought I had time, but I guess the world had different plans. I wanted to be able to ease her mind so that she didn’t need to fear being with me. But that has been royally fucked now. But one question that really needs to be answered is how the fuck anyone any idea had. my own family didn’t know.And then if it was already fucked, what just happened might have just sealed the deal. I was happy just to be kissing her and holding her to me, did I know it might distract her just a little bit from what I had just said? Yes. But I couldn’t just say that and not show her it was true. I also couldn’t stand the thought I might not get to do so again. Then her arms fingers grazed my skin and that was when I lost control. I thought that was her way of telling me it would be okay. I was wrong. And now the only thing I see even her dazed expression is
EsmereldaI finally shake myself out of my thought as we walk inside Tony’s room. He is glaring at Kelsey.“No need to go looking I’m right here.” I smile big when his gaze snaps to me and the look of pure relief goes through his whole body. He shoulders relax, lets out a long breath like he has been hoping it all this time, and relaxes back into the bed once his eye sweep over me.“Sorellina.” He holds his hand out to me. I walk over and grab it squeezing it tight while my eyes burn with tears. He must see them because he pulls me in for a hug, grunting as he does. Its only because of that I don’t put up a fuse. “No reason to cry for me. I am okay.”“You saved me.” And my babies. Of coarse I don’t say that, but I do relax into him gently wrapping my arms around him while sitting next to him on the bed. The hug is different then the one with Jaxson. I still feel safe, and comfortable. But I don’t feel anything more that I don’t know maybe a brother or something from him. Like Jaxson w
JaxsonI can’t believe he went behind my back and set all this up. I also can’t believe how close they are. He never said anything about it. His only saving graces right now is that he saved his life and that he calls her little sister. Though I don’t think she knows that, so I am not sure whether I she be worried about her letting him call her a pet name, when she has no idea what he is saying. Watching them together now has my insides doing weird things to me inside. Every time she gives him a real smile and every affectionate touch he offers her. Again, all very brotherly, but still. I don’t know how I feel about it.What I do know is how I feel about him bringing in Nico. I think the words he used was notoriously flirty lady’s man, that, I’m sure, will go down as the year’s most widely understated statement of the year. If not the year, then of all time.Nico is a flirt; he is also a lady’s man. Both of those stated are true. But saying them together with out the adding in that he
EsmereldaOh boy. that is all I can think when one very loud man just barges into the room without even so much as am"The fun as arrived!" He proclaims loud and proud troughing his arms out and up. I can't help but to jump we were just talking about all his sibling, but I guess we really should have started with the two that just showed up. The taller man rolls his eyes as the loud one makes his grand entrance. The new siblings are just as big as Tony, which is no small feat, but he has a more reserved demeanor. He is much quieter and more observant than Tony, who would be called the life of the party in comparison. It is obvious that they are used to this other one boisterous behavior. I wonder how they all fit in with the rest of their family. As they make their way into the room, I also can't help but notice how different they look from Tony. While one is tall and lean, the other bulky and muscular while, Tony is right in the middle. They seem to tower over everyone in the room, i
JaxsonThe moment I stepped back into Tony's hospital room, the sight that greeted me was like a punch to the gut. There was Tony's brother, his arm wrapped around Esmerelda, pulling her close in a comforting embrace. My heart raced with a mix of anger and despair. Esmerelda and I had already had our talk, the one where unspoken truth was finally aired, and I had walked away certain I'd lost her for good. Yet, seeing another man's hands on her, even in a gesture of comfort, ignited a fierce jealousy that overrode all reason. I knew I had no claim over her, no right to feel this way, but the raw emotion was undeniable. It was a reminder of what I'd let slip through my fingers, and the regret was as sharp as ever.I knew I shouldn't have, but I stormed over and grabbed Esmerelda's arm, pulling her away from Nico. I couldn't help myself; the jealousy and anger were too much to bear. I had lost her; I knew that but seeing her in another man's arms was like a knife to my heart. It made me