Disillusioned

Raina sniffed indignantly, patted her wet face with her two hands, and exhaled heavily. "Weeping like this will not change anything."

She gulped in fear as she wriggled towards Jude in his sleeping position. Her swollen eyes from crying became glossy with admiration at his peaceful aura. Marveling everything about him for what seemed like thirty minutes, she spread her legs out and tightened her thighs together in a horizontal position.

Limping closer, she carefully raised his head to her lap. She slowly thrusts her hands into his hair until she reaches his scalps, and begins to softly massage from his head down to his face. A few on his shoulders before going back to his head again.

She felt it was equivalent to cuddling.

Raina quit when he grunted uncomfortably.

In the blink of an eye, a smile formed on her lips when he adjusted to position his head on her lap in a more relaxing way.

She sighed in relief when his body lost guard by slumping his tensed shoulder and how his grip