I waited twenty minutes before I tossed my three duffel bags out the window and climbed out the window after them. When I dropped down to the ground, my bags were gone. Shit. Did Pa come back and I didn’t realize it? In the twilight sky, I glanced around quickly, hearing giggling coming from the bushes that separate our yard from Shelbie’s, to find her hiding in the bushes with my bags at her feet.
“Come on Mar, get a move on it before you get caught,” she whispered urgently. I ran over to her grabbing two of my duffels as she grabbed the third one.
Shelbie and I hurried into the garage and went through the door and up the steps into the kitchen. Dominic, Shel’s very handsome dad, has blond hair, blue eyes and a perfect smile. That and he treats me like one of the family and not someone who is a nuisance. Dom glanced up from his paper and his face turned crimson.
His chair scrapped loudly across the floor as he stalked over to us. I’ve never been terrified of Dominic before, until this very moment, he looked huge and angry. I flinched uncontrollably as he looked over my neck and face and at the back of my head, grumbling under his breath.
“Dominic, knock it off, you're scaring Marrallyn even more than she already is,” Connie scolded him as she came over and wrapped her arm around my shoulder and led me into the living room. Dom and Shelbie followed us into the living room and he had the digital camera in his hand.
As he knelt in front of Connie and me on the couch, he smiled timidly and apologized. He took several pictures of my face and neck and I sat embarrassed while we did this again and Connie called her brother, Officer Joe Fagan, to come over and he said that he and his partner Jim Walters would be there in an hour. After the pictures were done, I hugged them all and thanked them soundly for letting me stay tonight.
“I’ll only stay tonight and in the morning I’m heading downstate to my Abuela’s.”
Dominic and Connie looked at each other and Connie sternly told me, “No, you’re gonna stay as long as you need and finish high school.” When I started to argue, she shook her head, “No arguing and I mean it!”
“I can’t, Pa’ll see me and he’ll give you guys shit for letting me stay here. I can’t do that to you guys, and….” I was cut off by a harsh pounding at the front door followed by Pa’s hollering.
Shel and I glanced at each other and we started toward Shelbie’s room in the back of the house. “Psst, don’t forget your duffel bags!” Connie whispered. We snagged the bags and hurried down the hallway as Dom headed toward the door.
As we reached her room, Pa’s voice was no longer obstructed by the door. “If that little bitch thinks that she’s gonna come back home, she can forget it.”
“She’s not a bitch, Waylland, and I would like it if you would kindly leave,” Dominic stated like he always does, not taking any of Pa’s shit; which is another thing I love about Dom.
“Save the bullshit, ass-wipe, ya can keep her, I dunna want her. She’s useless.” The door slammed shut then.
Shelbie glanced over at me and my eyes were trained on the floor, careful not to meet her eyes. “At least he’s gone and will leave me alone. I hope,” I muttered under my breath at her. I jumped when there was another loud pounding on the front door, thinking it was Pa again.
“Girls, will you please come out here?” Dom hollered from the living room. As we came out, Joe and Jim were in the living room.
“Holy shit,” Joe swore as he reached over to move my face around to get a better look at the bruising. Joe then wrote down what he saw, what his sister and brother-in-law told him and his niece told him and what he saw while Jim looked at the pictures that Dom had taken earlier. They stayed for another half an hour, and then when they left they said they would file the report when they got back and push to get charges brought up on Pa for all the beatings and broken bones.
“I want to give you the money I earn from the shipping store, for rent; as a thank you for letting me stay here.”
“Keep your money, I know you didn’t get to keep it before, save it for a rainy day or a place of your own after graduation,” they told me. I hugged them both tightly before Shelbie and I headed back to her room for the night, they hugged me back giving me a kiss on the check as they did with Shelbie too.
The next morning after I showered, I left a note for them that I was headed to work. Grabbing my purse and the keys to Shelbie’s car, that she said I could use for work, and headed for the garage, when I noticed out of the corner of my eye I saw a hand shoot out from behind me and spun me around and brought me face to face with Frankie.
“Frankie! You scared the shit out of me!”
He smiled wanly at me. “Sorry,” he mumbled. “Are you going to work looking like that?”
I nodded, “Yes, I’m pulling truck this morning and just working in the back sorting the stock with Sasha.” I glanced down at my watch, “And I’m gonna be late if you keep bugging me.” I headed to her blue Pontiac Sun Fire and looked back at him. “Get in the car if you want to talk.” Frankie hurried to the passenger side and eagerly climbed in. He helped Sasha and I unload the truck and sort out the clothes and accessories in the back storage room.
Four hours later we had everything off the truck and sort out onto racks for later to be put out on the floor and we were headed back to Shelbie’s to find Will sitting at the kitchen table with Dom, Shelbie and Connie.
“I don’t believe that you went to work looking like you do, Mar. I'm more surprised that they didn’t send you home.” Will shook his head in disbelief.
I shot him a look of disbelief. “I pulled stock with Sasha and Frankie. No contact with customers whatsoever.” He nodded and put his arm around my shoulder.
Will turned his head toward me and smiled. “I found a two bedroom apartment for us to share.” He looked over at Frankie, who nodded in agreement. “Frankie and I will share a room together and you can have the other one.”
“Are you nuts?” I asked. “Save your money ‘till Graduation then we can move to an apartment.”
The discussion went on for a while longer, finally ending with them agreeing to give it till grad. Then we’ll move to an apartment. When they left later that afternoon, they promised to get as much of my stuff to me over the next week. I hugged them both tightly before they left.
I'm out in Shelbie's car digging for my lighter for my cigarette when there was a pounding on the trunk and I jump hitting my head off the roof of the car. I stand up rubbing my head, expecting to see Pa but instead it's the guy who was moving in across the street.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you," he stammers out, shocked by my face and neck. "What the hell happened to you?" he asks stepping forward to get a better look at my face,
I back up and with finding my lighter in the driver's seat, I light up a smoke and exhale to the right of me away from him. "It's alright. Nothing," I backed up another step from him as he stepped forward to touch me.
Taking the hint he drops his hand and stays where he is. "I'm Jason, Jason Austin." He holds his hand out for me to shake.
I take it carefully and shake his hand. "I'm Marrallyn Wheaton, nice to meet you." Boy, this guy yummy. "How old are you?"
He gives me a crooked grin. "I'm seventeen, almost eighteen; how about you?"I exhale smoke before answering and racking a hot glare up and down his body. "I’m almost eighteen."
"Hey, Marra, where is your lighter, I need a smo-" Shelbie stopped mid sentence when she saw who I'm talking to. "Hi, I'm Shelbie," she tells him, giving her hand which he shakes.
She glances at me and says, "Hey, let me use your lighter, woman." She grins at me as she takes it from me and when we turn back to Jason, he's staring intently at both of us.
"You two aren't sisters are you?" He pauses before asking, "Lovers?"
I laugh at him even though it makes my face hurt like hell. "Not sisters or lovers. We've been best friends since kindergarten."
He nods in understanding. "You live next door don't you?"
"I live here with her, her dad and step-mom."
"You live here with them, but I thought I saw you go up to that house yesterday when you, her and two guys got off the bus. The two guys went into that house with you," he points next door to my old home.
"I just moved in here late last night."
"Her dad is an abusive drinker and likes to beat her for the hell of it," Dom says from behind us in the garage doorway. "Toss me your lighter, Mar." I turn around and toss it to him so he can light his smoke. He doesn't care if we smoke as long as we buy our own packs and we smoke outside. Where we live, seventeen is the legal age.
Dom comes over and introduces himself to Jason and we talk for a few minutes until Pa comes walking out of the house toward us. "Shit," I mutter as I take another hit.
"Hey, bitch!" Pa screams at me.
"Go away, Waylland. This is private property and I want you off my property," Dom tells him as his temper flares.
"Stay out of this, Dominic. I want to talk to my fucking little bitch of a daughter." He glares at Dom as he comes toward me. Fuck me; this isn't going to go well.
"Yes Pa?" I ask, scared shitless. I have no fucking clue what he's going to do or say.
"Don't take that done with me, bitch," he sneers. He stops in front of me and I drop my done cigarette on the ground and step it out. He moves as quickly as he grabs me by the hair and wrenches it back. "I hope you know that I've started taking pleasure in beating the hell out of you Mother because of you." He glances up as Dom and Jason move in and he yanks my hair harder, making me cry out in pain, stopping both of them in their tracks.
"Your Mother is so much fun to beat. She cries a lot, not like you." With another yank of my hair, this time taking a chunk with it as he back hands me across the face.
I drop to my knees, fighting back tears, refusing to give him that satisfaction. Frankie and Will have come out of the house with backpacks over their shoulders and two duffle bags each. I think they're leaving but my vision is so blurry and my head is pounding so badly that I'm not sure.
Pa turns and looks at them in surprise. "What the hell are you two doing?" he demands angrily.
"We're leaving. We can't take this no more, Pa," Frankie tells him defiantly. "We're done watching you beat our sister and Mother."
I glance at Pa thinking he's going to strike them but instead Pa starts crying. "You can't leave; you both are my pride and joy." He glances back down at me where I'm still on my knees trying to regulate my vision and breathing. "Unlike your fucking worthless sister and Mother; your Mother couldn't even get having three boys was so simple instead of giving me two wonderful boys and a fucking worthless whore." With more anger than I ever remember seeing from Pa, he quickly grabs me by the hair again and slams my face into the cement and with that Frankie lost his shit. He dropped his bags and jumped Pa while he was turning back to them. Frankie actually had an advantage; Pa wasn't expecting him to attack. Between Will, Jason and Dom, they finally pulled Frankie off of Pa. Pa didn't even get up and retaliate. Pa just crawled to the house and inside it.Frankie picks his stuff up and he and Will come over, apologizing to everyone. Will and Frankie set their bags down in Dom's d
The next morning after getting only four hours of sleep, I'm wide awake because I hurt like hell and feel like death warmed over. I wake Dom up to come out and have a smoke with me; I don't want to go alone. He happily joins me in the garage as Connie comes home from work. Dom had called her last night and told her what happened. Connie is an E.R. nurse at the other hospital in town. She smiles at us as she gets out of the car. She hates that the three of us are smokers but she's given up trying to get us to stop. She gives Dom a hug and kiss and turns to me wanting to see my stitches, and approving of how they were done. Once done we head back inside. Connie showers and when she comes out, she finds Dom and me on the couch with my head on his shoulder and both asleep with the television on. She covers us up with a blanket, turns off the t.v. and goes to bed herself. Normally Connie doesn't work third shift. She's an on call nurse between both hospitals and the shift she
I pick at my food as Frankie sits and stares as me. I eat about half of my piece and scrap the rest into the garbage. I smile at my brother as I clean my plate off in the sink. I place it in the dish rack and then brush my teeth and crawl into bed after changing my clothes. I pull the covers up and lay there and I can't seem to get warm. I feel like an iceberg has settled inside me. A few minutes of lying there when there's a knock on the door and Will and Frankie come in without a word and Frankie shuts the door and they crawl into bed with me like when we were kids after one of my beatings from Pa.Frankie lies at my back and Will at my front like we would have been in the womb. Frankie lays his left arm across my stomach and scotches his body to mine and I lay my head on his arm and Will scotches back so he's flush with my body and I put my left arm across his waist. I finally start to thaw out a little and finally fall asleep with them, crying myself to sleep. We sleep un
"So, yes I understand the ugliness and won't ever judge for how you feel or what's been done to you/"Dinner has been consumed and all four of us help clear the table and head to the living room. Jessica and Jackson settle on the love seat and Jason and I sit on the couch. "When did you meet Jackson, Jessica?" I ask fidgeting with my shirt hem. She smiles at her husband fondly as he holds her hand. "Five years ago. We've been married the last two years, when I finally decided that he was truly who he said he was.""And I knew that I had to be patient with her and Jason, too, and it was well worth it in the end." He smiles at his wife and step-son. "It took Jason longer to trust me and I can understand why. His father, who was supposed to love him and protect him, beat him daily and made him terrified of men. It took Jason a long time to trust me and that I wasn't going to hurt him or his mother.""I can understand that, Jackson." I say to him. "The only man other than my br
"Hello?" I hear Dom's deep timber answer on the third ring. "Hey, Dom, it's Marra.""Hey, Marra. What's up?" "I'm just letting you guys know that I'm going to stay over here at Frankie and Will's for the night so you don't wonder when I'm going to be back at your place." I hope they aren't mad that I'm staying here tonight."Okay, that's cool. See you guys in the morning at the church." I choke at his words. "Don't forget, we need to be at the church by ten, so that way everything is ready for when the service starts at eleven, okay?""No worries, Dom, we'll see you at ten at the church." I pause before hanging up the phone; "Hey, Dom?" "Yeah, baby?" His timber voice is so comforting."I love you guys, okay?"I can hear him breathe on the other end as if he's trying not to cry. I've never told anyone, not even my mother or my brothers that I've loved them, only Frankie and Will. "We love you, too, baby." Now he's definitely choking back tears. "Sleep tight."Around midnig
"I'm so sorry, Marrallyn, Frankllin and William for your father and all that he's done." Grandpa Wheaton looks so old and sad. "If we knew what was going to your mom and you," he glances at me and continues, "We would have done something to stop it." "How in the hell could you have missed all the bruises and broken bones that Mom and Marra used to have when you guys were around?" Frankie demands, anger laced in his voice."Frankie, it's not their fault."Frankie turns to me, with surprise in his eyes. "Marra, how could that have missed the signs? You and Mom were always bruised and had broken bones most of the time. They weren't allowed to come around much and neither were Abuela and Abuelo Lopez or Abuela Perez."Frankie turns his glare back to our Grandparents. "Why were you so blind to all of that?" My sister was beaten, bloodied, broken and bruised on a daily basis by your son. If Will or I tried to step in, we'd get our asses handed to us and it would be worse for Marra."
The next morning, we're still cuddled up together like we were when we fell asleep, when suddenly the door flings open to Jessica coming in happiness. "Jason, guess what?" "Um, I'm so sorry, I didn't realize that Marra was here," his mother stammers. Then she stops as she realizes that we're naked under the blanket. "Hey, what a minute, what's going on?" Her eyes widened in shock. "Oh, my God! You two slept together!"My face is beat red and Jason just stares at his mom. "Yup, last night," he has no remorse in his voice. He looks down at me with a smile of contentment. "Twice."His mom looks between the two of us. "Okay, I can deal with this." She looks serious when she asks "Did you at least use protection to prevent pregnancy?"I turn crimson now. "No, we didn't use any protection and no I'm not on birth control."Jessica nods looking serious. "What are you going to do if you end up pregnant? You always have the choice of adoption, keeping it or having an abortion."I
That brings a smile to their faces but a little sadness to Shelbie's. "Shel, I don't want to inconvenience you and your parents than I already have over the last few months, especially and since we were kids." We finish the first game and start the second game, when Will looks at me and says, "Hey, you never did say what the names were that you guys like."I smile at my brother. "Daniell and Noelle I've suggested but we haven't come up with names to go with them or if we're sure we're going to use Daniell and Noelle.""Noelle is pretty," Sasha says."I agree." I smile at my brothers, and say, "Noelle was Mom's middle name."Then a thought hits me, maybe Frankie and Will will be upset if I use that name. I glance at them and ask, "Do you mind if I think about or even possibly use Noelle for a girl?" They glance at each other and then at me with huge smiles on their faces. "Of course you can use Noelle if you have a girl," Will says for them"You know Mom would be thrilled if yo