ABIGEAL
SOMEONE WAS knocking at my door.
It wasn’t the irritating pounding of my landlord (who’d sent me a text just this morning reminding me to pay the four months advance by Friday or get out) or the hesitant knocking of Anna, who’d tried to reach me many times after I kicked her out but was ignored each time.I swung the door and locked eyes with the boy on my doorstep. I raised an eyebrow. “Are you lost or something?” He didn’t look a day over sixteen.
He smirked at me. “I thought I would be, but now I know I’m in the right place. They said you were the bitch in B-16.”
Fucking neighbors. “What do you want?”
He pulled a note out of the pocket of his hoodie. “Nothing. Someone just asked me to give this to you and say it was urgent.”
As soon as I took it from him, he raised a hand in a wave and sauntered off in a way he probably thought looked cool.I shut the door and stared at the small square of paper. A phone number was scribbled on it with the words ‘Call me’ below it.
It didn’t take a genius to figure out who it was. I pulled out my phone and dialed the number.
“I didn’t know you sent errand boys to do your bidding.”His laugh traveled through the phone. “I wanted to come myself, but I figured you won’t be pleased at the invasion of privacy,” Blaine Daniels said.
“Much appreciated. How can I help you?”
“Good morning to you too, Miss Starr. I slept fine, thanks for asking.”
“Apologies. I’m not a fan of beating around the bush.”
“So I’ve discovered,” he cleared his throat.
“I’m calling because I have a proposition for you. There’s an open spot in my company and I think you should apply, given your military background.”Just as I’d anticipated, he’d run a search on me. “Thank you, but I already have a job.”
The manager of the store where I’d worked had left a very long voicemail for me, yelling at the end that I should never show my face again.
“I’m aware, but I hardly think that the store pays enough to cover all your expenses. You’d earn so much more.”
“But-”
“Just come for the interview. You may end up not getting picked. I just want to satisfy my conscience that I’ve done something for you in return. I’m indebted to you, Miss Starr.”
I paused so it would seem I was thinking it over. “Fine. When is it?”
The sigh of relief was audible through the phone. “This morning, actually,” he gave me the rest of the details and hung up.
I dialed Morgan’s number. “I just got a job interview at Sunset Corp. I told you my way was better,” I said when he answered.
“Yes, it appears we underestimated you. Just don’t fuck it up,” he clipped. Charming.
I got ready quickly, putting on what I thought would be appropriate interview attire but keeping my weapons hidden in their sheaths.
They were lined with lead so they could pass through a metal detector scan and had cost me an arm and a leg. I smoothed down my clothes and left the house.
Not long after, I was striding through the massive double doors of Sunset Corp. it was like walking into a hive. There were people everywhere, walking with purposeful strides through doors, to stairways, into elevators.
After I was scanned, I was given an identification tag and escorted to an elevator that would lead me to exactly where I was supposed to be.
A few minutes of listening to crappy elevator music later, I found myself in a plush reception area with a handful of people wearing the same tag as me already seated.
I joined them, standing up again fifteen minutes later when my name was called and I was ushered into an inner office.
Blaine Daniels looked up as I walked through the door and smiled at me. I’d gotten more smiles in my direction from him than anyone else in the last six months or so.
“Miss Starr. Glad you could make it.”
“Thank you for the opportunity.”
He nodded, offered me a seat. “So let’s start with the basics,” his tone change to a professional one I hadn’t heard before but oddly suited him.
“How old are you?”
“26.”
“Previous occupation?”
“I’ve worked in a bunch of convenience stores and gas stations. Nothing too stable or serious.”
“Hard to get a job after the military?”
My eyes shifted to his. “Something like that.”
“Okay. What rank did you hold in the military?”
The screams started to echo at the back of my mind. I forced myself to focus.
“Second lieutenant. I was on my way to getting promoted to First when I…left.”My target’s eyes never left mine. “And why did you leave?”
Louder screams. The thunderous explosion ringing in my ears. Heat blasting my face.
“You already did your search on me. Wasn’t it stated there?”
“I just want to hear from you,” he answered.
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“Zeke, get out of there!”
“I can’t!”
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I swallowed, trying to remain calm. I was here for a reason. I’d come too far to let anything ruin this. “I was injured on a mission and opted to leave.”
“Did you earn a Purple Heart?” He asked. My mind flashed to the medal and the plaque buried at the bottom of my drawer, to the colonel’s smug face as he handed it to me.
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“Surely you knew there’s no way you would win,” he’d whispered. “One more misstep and I will end you.”
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“Yes, I did.”
My target smiled at me. “It must have been hard won. Congratulations.”
I hated receiving congrats for a medal I didn’t want. A medal I shouldn’t have in the first place. It was a constant reminder of what I’d lost.
He asked more questions about my range of combat, my function in the military, my skill level at strategy and defensive tactics, then started to round up.
“I think that’s all,” he stood up and I stood with him. He stretched out a hand and I took it, tensing when the warmth traveled from the point of contact all the way to my toes.
He withdrew his hand and the warmth disappeared. I was eager to get out of here. My ears were ringing and there was a tightness in my chest.
But he had more to say. “Can I ask a question?”
His previous questions had pushed me closer to the edge than I’ve been in a long time, but I sighed. “Shoot.”
“What happened to Ezekiel?”
My eyes shot up to his. My chest tightened until I could barely breathe.
“How the fuck do you know that name? It was supposed to be classified.”
His eyebrow went up at the hostility in my voice. “It is Classified. But I was curious so I pulled a few strings. There was an Ezekiel Starr in your platoon, but I couldn’t find any more data on him. So I figured I’d ask.”
“So you think being rich and powerful gives you the right to dig up people’s live? You’re as bad as the rest of them. Don’t ever contact me again.”
I turned to leave, the rage brimming up inside me, threatening to spill.
“Abby, wait.” Blaine said, touching my arm.
Abby.
My vision turned red. I fell off the edge.
Faster than I could remember moving, I snatched my dagger out of its sheath and aimed it at his throat.
Fuck planning. Fuck being careful. I might as well end it now.
ABIGEALTHROUGH THE red haze of anger clouding my vision, I noted that my target’s initial shock had died down and he’d remained calm. This somehow made me angrier and I backed him into his desk, pressing my dagger into his throat until a small red line formed at the edge of the blade.“Give me one reason why I shouldn’t kill you right now,” I seethed.He didn’t take his eyes off mine as he replied, careful not to move too much. “If you really wanted to, you would have already. But your self-control is remarkable.”Wait. Wait a damn minute.“My self-control?”He had a sheepish look on his face. “I might have been testing your temperament a bit. If I thought I was in any real danger, all I had to do was press this button here.” He lifted a hand to show me the device in his palm. “And security would have come running. I think I’d have been dead by then, though. You don’t play around.” His eyes had the guts to twinkle in amusement.What sort of man compliments a person on how fast sh
ABIGEALEVERYTHING WAS going surprisingly well. I hadn’t even had to do much and my target had fallen right into my web. For a company that was touted to be the biggest and best, it was almost laughably easy to penetrate. I suppose large companies don’t have the time to really look into the smaller details. Oh well, works to my advantage.The bigger they are, the harder they fall.My target had given me a certain address and instructed me to be there at 8am, but out of habit I was up and about to leave by 6:00. I’d just zipped my duffel bag and sat down to lace up my boots when I heard a knock on the door. I went to open it and found Anna standing there holding a small bakery box.I had no intention of speaking with her. “Fuck off” I said and closed the door. “Abigeal, wait! I’m sorry.” she called through the wood.I ignored her. If everything continued to go well I wouldn’t need her around to pay the rent. And it should be good riddance; the girl was clumsy and her scattered nature
ABIGEAL“HEY! SKINNY white girl!”I ignored the yell (pretty sure there were lots of skinny white girls here) and focused on driving my daggers hard enough into the cement to temporarily support my body wait. The poor things had little chance of surviving this. Their service would be remembered.“Hey, you! That’s cheating!”“Man, shut your whiny mouth. We weren’t given any rules now, where we?” A voice to my right responded. I risked a quick glance and found an incredibly fit guy with skin the color of coffee making his way up. He winked at me and continued to climb.We reached the top at the same time and came face to face with the barbed wire. Sweat trickled down my back as I hung from one hand and untied the jacket around my waist. I threw it over the wire and slid on top. The barbs poked through a little, but not enough to cut deep. I heard a clang and looked over to see the man had uprooted a whole section of the wire and was now holding it up with one hand as he sat on the fenc
BLAINEAS SOON as I got back into the building, I spotted Jordan striding towards me and I braced myself for what was sure to come.“The fuck is she doing here? I thought we already discussed this.” He seethed as soon as he got to me, confirming my suspicions.“In my defense, it was a spur of the moment decision.” I said, putting my hands up. It was a lie. I knew what I was going to do when I traced her to her apartment. I don’t know why I felt drawn to her, but I knew I wanted to see her again.“She tried to kill you. That’s kind of what we’re trying to avoid, Blaine.” Jordan’s sarcasm was biting.“So have a dozen other people.”Jordan shook his head. “I am not going to let you make a terrible decision just because you want to get your dick wet.” He started to stride out.“You think that’s what this is?” I called after him. “She snuck weapons past our security and made it up to my office where I basically baited her. You think any of these other people here would have thought twice
ABIGEALWHEN I got off the last obstacle a full ten seconds ahead of Abel, everyone’s eyes were on me. I was used to being stared at like I was a freak of nature, but it didn’t stop me from feeling uneasy. “Is there a problem?”Warren cleared his throat. “Miss Starr has set a record of finishing the gauntlet in 3 minutes and 48 seconds. Let’s see who’ll beat that.”Oh. The gauntlet? We’d had similar in the military and my division especially used to challenge each other on the obstacle course for fun. I could walk a balance beam with my eyes closed. The consequences for failure here were more extreme, but all I had to do was not consider failure as an option and I was good to go.“Superwoman.” Abel chuckled as we walked back to the line.“Shut up.”I crossed my arms and watched as the rest of the people went through the gauntlet, shook my head as I mentally assessed them.Poor form.Balance issues.Lots of hesitation.Lack of creativity.But who was I to judge?At the end of it, when
ABIGEALBARELY A month ago, I was earnestly flipping through newspapers looking for a job that wouldn’t bore me out of my mind. That wouldn’t under stimulate me. Now here I was sitting on a guy’s back and pulling his leg backwards until he rapidly tapped the mat. I guess I got what I wanted.I got up and went to stand by the edge of the mat beside Abel while the guy lay on the mat panting before he got up and limped away, his head hung in defeat. “Girl, is there anything you aren’t good at?” Abel whispered.“Cooking.” I deadpanned.“Now that cheers me up, because I make a mean pecan pie.”“I do love pecan pie.”“Wait till you taste mine.” Abel said. The next match was called and Christa and another woman stepped onto the mat.“You know the rules. No weapons, no foul play. Good luck.” Warren drawled and the girls started to circle each other. Christa immediately went on attack, forcing the other woman to put her hands up. It didn’t look like she was slowing down anytime soon, leaving h
ABIGEALEARLY THE next morning, Abel, Matteo and I left the compound in a Sedan that was probably way more expensive than it looked. We hadn’t been given any more insight as to what was next on the itinerary. While both men were getting restless, I remained calm. Whatever it turned out to be, I was going to dominate it. I had to.The vehicle stopped in front of a sprawling bungalow with a perfectly tended front garden and interlocked tiles leading the way to the front door, where a man who I assumed was security waited.As we approached, he gave us a curt nod and opened the door, ushering us in with a wave of his hand. I hoisted my duffel higher on my shoulder as I stepped in, taking in the tall windows that let in a lot of sunlight and the tasteful furniture in muted colours.Waiting for us, bathed in a particularly strong shaft of sunlight, were Blaine Daniels and Jordan Alonso.Jordan’s cold gaze swept over me before he addressed us, wasting no time with pleasantries.“Morning. Con
ABIGEALI WAS sitting alone in the living room when Abel came back. The sun was just beginning to lighten the sky as he stepped in, eyes bloodshot and shoulders drooping. He stopped when he spotted me and tilted his head. “You were waiting up for me?”I shrugged as I got up. “I couldn’t sleep.” It was mostly the truth.Abel sighed and scrubbed his hands over his face. “How are you so unfazed? We just watched someone we knew die right there.” He pointed to the area of the floor where Matteo had lain last night.There was no trace of blood or any sign at all that someone had died there, but the smell of bleach still permeated the room slightly.“Ex-military,” I answered shortly. He nodded. “Somehow I’m not surprised. Bet you’ve seen lots of dead bodies. Bet you think I’m weak for reacting this way.”I shook my head. “Watching your comrades die is not a flex. I don’t think you’re weak.” Hell, I wished I could still react that way. Maybe then I would feel more normal. Instead, fury bur
ABIGEALI HAD to admit, leaving the country wasn't such a bad idea. It had been an impulsive decision, sure, but as I sipped a cocktail on a balcony while gazing at the stars, I couldn't bring myself to regret it.I couldn't remember the last time I hadn't been weighted down by one obligation or another. Whether it was finding justice for my brother, or trying to assassinate Blaine without him catching a clue.No. We're not thinking about him. Not today, not ever.The one thing I regretted though, was letting Anna have her way when she insisted on helping me pack because I didn't have the energy to argue. She'd taken out all my usual everyday clothes and put in their place flirty sundresses and cocktail gowns and bikinis that left little to the imagination, with a little note that said ‘Now you're ready for the other kind of smashing’ with a little winky face.I shook my head as I recalled. Not that the new wardrobe had done me much good. Every man that had approached me so far either
BLAINEEACH DAY, I wondered why I bothered coming into this office when all I did was drink and stare into space. I had a pounding headache and a hazy memory of the night before. Where had I gone?I remembered heading into a bar. I remembered talking to a blonde who looked vaguely like the girl I was trying to forget. It got hazy from there.Did I take her home? She wasn't there when I woke up and the disapproving glances from my aunts weren't more intense than usual, so no. I chugged Advil down with whiskey and almost laughed at the irony.I leaned back in my chair trying to piece my night together but I'd barely started when a voice interrupted me. “It’s a bit early for happy hour.”I tensed and tightened my grip on the glass. “It's happy hour somewhere,” I said casually.Footsteps walked further into the room. “I hear you've been terrorizing our employees in my absence," Jordan said.“If terrorizing means making sure they do their jobs and do it well, then yes, I've been terrorizin
ABIGEALTHERE WAS a knock on my bedroom door, but I didn't move an inch from where I was and just hoped the noise would go away. But it didn't. Instead, the handle turned and the door opened. I still gave no reaction, as from the voices I knew it was Anna and Melanie standing in the doorway. Melanie took one look at my ramrod straight figure sitting in a chair close to the window and turned to Anna. “How long has she been like this?”“I don't know. Sometimes she'd be up and about and talking, then she'd be back here. I'm not sure what to do,” Anna whispered.“You realize I can hear every word, right?” I said without looking back.“You were meant to.” Melanie walked further into my room and stopped beside me. “What do you think you're doing?” She snapped.I looked up at her and smiled vaguely. “Hi. When did you get back? You look great.” She and Jordan had taken a vacation to a country I didn't remember, since things were still tense with Blaine.As soon as his name came up in my th
BLAINE“WHAT IS wrong with you? What's wrong with all of you?” I snapped, flinging the pieces of paper that my employee just handed me in the air so they scattered and fluttered around. “All the fucking numbers are wrong. I do not pay you huge amounts of money to be met with such incompetence?”“But sir, we worked with the data you got from your office.” One of the workers squeaked, trying to hide behind the files she was holding. “I'm sorry sir, she's new to this department.” The one who was still trying to pick up the papers said. “We'll fix it, sir.”“Better do, if not you and Goldilocks over there are fired. In fact, all of you.” The whole department looked at me in shock before averting their eyes. None of them wanted to be the focus of my attention.I swiveled around and stalked away, my admin Chris walking behind me. “Did you get the analysis done for the Wexler acquisition?” I asked.“No sir, I-”“Damn it, Chris. When did everyone become so lazy? What kind of business are we
ABIGEALTHIS PART was one of the hardest. Kat and Melanie had done most of the cleanup while Anna rested against a wall. I walked up to them and surveyed the space.“Is this everyone?” I asked.“Everyone who resisted. Under those cloaks, some of them were children, some barely old enough to drink. And one of them came at me with a knife.” Kat rubbed her eyes like doing so would erase the image.I looked at the bodies scattered around the floor. “Did you…?”“Of course not. Jesus, do I look like a monster?” Kat looked offended.I held up my hands, then let out a sigh. The plan was to wipe everyone out, but I couldn't do that with a clear conscience. The girl I'd seen was about Juan's age.Perhaps if they became problems a few years later, I could deal with them then. “Got the gasoline?” I asked.Melanie held up the two kegs. I took one and helped her spread it around while Kat supported Anna's weight and helped her outside. When we'd exhausted the kegs, we went out the back exit throug
ABIGEALI WAS stripped of my weapons and pushed into the main hall. The red cloaked people formed a circle with me, Anna, Morgan and his father in the middle. I refused to call him my father, as he'd never been one to me.I knelt beside Anna and took out a strip of clothing, using it to bind her leg. “How did this go so wrong?” I whispered.Her face was pale from the blood loss. “They were on me so fast, I didn't see them coming?” She groaned as I tightened the bind. “The others are safe though.”“Then we might still have a chance," I said lowly. A gunshot made me flinch.“Any more whispering and I'll put the poor girl out of her misery," Soliz said. I glanced back to glare at him. “Stop threatening her. I already gave you what you wanted. I surrendered.”I squeezed her arm lightly and rose. “What exactly do you want from me?” I asked him.“I want you to join us.”I shook my head. “Not happening. Next.”“You are a Soliz, whether you like it or not. I am not leaving my organization in
ABIGEALSOMETHING ABOUT the man standing in the doorway made me unsettled. Maybe it was the way the hooded people bowed out of the way reverently or the way Morgan's body language changed and he cast his eyes to the ground.Or maybe it was the pleasant smile on his face despite the situation.A thought niggled at the back of my head but I couldn't place it. I walked around until I was behind Morgan and held the knife to his throat. “Who are you?” I asked.His eyes slid to me. “Ah, Abigeal. It's always a pleasure.”The voice tickled my memory box. A sense of trepidation washed over me and I couldn't figure out why. “Have we met?”The man laughed easily. “You could say that. Although we met more recently, but I'm not surprised you don't remember.”It came to me suddenly. The only reason why I hadn't placed him immediately was because I'd only gotten a partial look at his face that day when Anna, Michael and I had bumped into Morgan at the restaurant.“I can see you remember. Now may I a
ABIGEALEVERYTHING WAS set in place by the time the sun started to set. The ammunition we needed was delivered to the apartment. I was prepping all my knives while keeping an eye on the time. I had to be back at Blaine's house for dinner with the family, otherwise he'd start to ask questions. I'd already had to lie that Anna had called me over to help her with her application. I slid the bags under my bed when I was done and checked in with Anna before I left.When I got home, Blaine was standing in the living room with a smile on his face watching Juan practice a presentation for school. I stood just behind him and watched. When Juan was done, Blaine applauded. “Good job, but you'll have to work on not stuttering as much. And you don't have to look anyone in the eye, glance above their heads.”Juan nodded. “We'll practice again?”“Sure, buddy, but you need to go wash up for dinner now. And make sure the others do the same.” He replied. Juan waved at me before leaving the room.Blaine
ABIGEALTHE NEXT morning, I went to see Anna. If I was going to take on a mission of this size, I was going to need help. And she was the only person I trusted enough to take my side on this, and not turn me away because of what I did.She opened the door before I knocked and looked surprised to see me. “Abigeal? Hey. I was just going to have a fight with the landlord. He has cut down the hot water supply and it ran out halfway through my shower. Thank God there weren't hot showers in the military so I'm not spoiled.” She raved, stepping out with me and closing the door.“Of course you can't relate. I bet the water runs hot twenty four hours a day in Blaine's Palace," she said without heat.I pretended to consider it. “I think it does, actually. It's one of those things you don't really notice, you know, because it's right there.”She glared at me but could only hold it for a couple of seconds before we started to laugh. “You know what, I can go fight him later. It's not like he's goi