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Ch. 49 Things Have To Change

Author: Cara Anderson
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Olivia

My skin is no longer scalding and my scent has lost its spicy undertone, the fever of my heat finally dissipated. All that’s left is this bone deep fatigue and the utter certainty that I’ll never be the same.

Silly me, thinking sharing a heat with men I’ve already slept with would be no big deal. That was my ignorance talking. Sharing a heat is to share intimacies unlike any other. Sharing a heat changes things.

This inexorable craving for the two men I’m supposed to hate is difficult to reconcile. So I refuse to think about it. When one is too tired to open one’s eyes, one should not make life-altering decisions.

The blazing inferno that was my heat may have ebbed, but the warmth radiating from my mates engulfs me on all sides. I keep my breathing even and my body still for fear of waking them. Facing them after the events of the past week is going to be awkward as hell. I just need a little more time to brace myself for the fallout.

Declan tosses an arm over my waist, dragg
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