My mind feels raw, like it was put through a meat grinder. My eyes feel like someone used a melon baller to rip them out and then shoved them back in my head. These thoughts are the first to register in my mind as I return to consiousness. I am laying on something soft, i haven't opened my eyes yet, but i can tell the lights are very bright based on the redness shining through my closed eyelids.
Then the voices register, loud, and angry, and all male. I know one to be my father, he is demanding to see me, but the doctors keep telling him he has to wait until I wake up. Micheal and Peter are fighting with someone, I can't tell who he is. A pack member maybe? or the man? Whoever he is I do not recognize the voice, but it is the most beautiful voice i have ever heard, even angry it sounds like music.
I try to clear the fog from my mind while I am still alone. What happened? How long have i been out? Slowly I take stock of my body, my ribs are taped and sore, but i dont think that they are broken, only bruised. My legs, back, and arms ache like i went on a 20 mile hike through rough back country, a feeling i am very familiar with from my childhood summers spent doing just that. The last thing i remember is talking to Ri'elle on his porch, and then Micheal and Peter bringing the man who... had he followed me? I can't seem to pull up the answer to this, though i am sure i asked the question.
I open my eyes, squinting up at the light, I know this room. I am in the hospital ward, a set of 12 rooms in the castle that our Alpha runs the pack from. Since i don't have a wolf I heal as slow as a normal human, meaning i spent more time in the hospital wing as a child then most of the rest of the pack.
I sit up, wincing at the pang that shoots through my ribs. The wince was of course loud enough for the men in the hall to hear. I suddenly notice that i am naked, and barely have time to cover myself with the sheets before the door burst's open, and in rushes my Father, Micheal, Peter, Ri'elle, three doctors, but right at the front is the man. I fully take in his appearance for the first time, his eyes are greyish blue, thick full eye brows, and long eye lashes that make me a bit jealous. He has dark brown, almost black hair, he is muscular, i can see the definition of his six paxk even through the shirt he is wearing. I guess him to be 6' he looks maybe an inch shorter than Peter. His hair is long for a guy, or at least for a male werewolf, all the guys in my pack keep their hair short, his falls below his ears and is all combed over to the left side of his head.
He has a wild, manic look in his eyes, he rushes to my side and visibly relaxes at the sight of me.
I ignore him for the time being and address my questions to the doctors and Ri'elle, since they are the one's mosty likely to have answer's. Ri'elle speaks first "Annie, i was right about the curse, and him being your Inamorato." He indicates the man next to me. I glance at the man, But i am not ready to address him just yet, so i return my attention to Ri'elle. "What is the last thing you remeber?" He asks.
"I remember the guys returning to your house with..." My voice trails off and my eyes return to the man, the only stranger in the room.
"What is your name..?" I ask him in barely more than a whisper.
"Ansel" he answers quietly. I smirk and say "Protector" under my breath. His only answer, though i know he heard me, is to take my hand and squeeze it slightly, he doesn'e release my hand as he takes the seat next to my hospital bed, and i find that i don't mind.
I return my attention to Ri'elle as he speaks "Well, when Ansel arrived, the wind shifted... When his scent hit you, you had some sort of seizure or something... You dropped to the ground, shaking and screaming...." His voice cracks and he stops talking. We are the very best of friends, my pain has always been his pain, and vice versa, neither of us can stand to see the other in pain. Micheal steps in here, though i know he love's me the same, he has always been the strongest emotionaly, so he can give me the details without tearing up like Ri'elle did.
"Like Ri'elle said, you do have a curse. It is keeping you from being able to shift. When you met your Inamorato your wolf tried to force her way through the curse to him... only... it didn't work out that well. You were trapped half way between human and wolf, random body parts kept shifting and unshifting.... We didn't know what to do, so i mind linked your father, and he told us to bring you here. We had to knock Ansel here out before we could move you. He was beside himself what with you being your Inamorato and being hurt and all... When we got you here, to the doctors..." He paused here, looking to the doctors to help explain what happened next.
Doctor Paul took up the story and said "None of us had ever heard of anything like this, so we were a bit out of our depth. But after 2 days it seemed you would not be coming out of it on your own so" "Wait..." I interupt him. "How long was i out?"
Everyone looks around at each other, and for a moment i think they arent going to tell me, but Ansel answers. "You were trapped midshift for 56 hours, then unconsious for another 12. It is now one in the morning tuesday morning." He is so calm and formal about it, it takes me a moment to absorb it all. Three days... It took me three days to come out of it..?
I turn to Ri'elle, he is the only witch I have ever trusted. Eventhough he is only 23, he does have a stronger and more purely innocent magical aura of any witch i have even met. Or anyone in my whole pack has met, we all trust Ri'elle without reservation. That is why Ri'elle has been adopted by the pack since his parents died when he was 12. It is not because he is powerful, he is, but he also has the purest soul of any witch alive. He has studied more lore and magic than most witched twice his age.
So his is the counsel I need, and when i speak, i speak only to Ri'elle. "Ri, what does this mean? What do we do now?"
He nodds his head slowly, thinking hard before he answers. "First, Annie, you must NOT try and shift. I know you didn't do it on purpose, but we must be very careful until we learn more about this. I will help you, you know that... But... It will take some time to narrow down what this curse might be... In fact, we may have better luck trying to find what witch may have a grudge against you, or your parents, or... Ansel, if it was someone with the power of prophecy, well, they may have known that you two were destined to be together, and only targeted Annie as a way to get to Ansel." He pauses for a moment, a serious look on his face. "For now..." Ri'elle says, holding out his hands to me, they start to glow yellow and i know that he is using his power to give me a 'magical xray'. The yellow light scans my body and soul, telling Ri'elle what, if anything, may pose a threat to my body, or soul. Ansel growls, low and slow as Ri'elle inches closer to me.
I shoot Ansel a reproachful look and say "Hey, Inamorato or not, you will behave, or leave."
Ansel locked eyes with me for a moment, I can see the fire rage in his eyes for just a second, and then he says "Yes Inamorata... I will behave... For now." Ri'elle compleate's his scan and says "Okay, i think it will be safe for you to try and talk to your wolf, once the wolvesbane wears off. But if she answers you need to be clear, tell her she cannot try and shift until we lift the curse. But...Getting to know her might help with that. I sense that her consiousness is here, in you, but her part of your soul is trapped, cut off from the rest of you, blind." I nod in agrement as i yawn, causeing Doctor Paul to speak up "Okay everyone, Annie need's her rest now. I will send nurse Betty in with you dinner in a minute Annie." My friend's all file out, but my father pauses. My father has light brown hair and green eyes, like Micheal and Peter, in fact 80% of my pack has green eyes. He is strong, but i must admit he is starting to look as though he is past his prim
"Ansel, what pack are oyu from?" I ask, suddenly curious because it can't be one of the pack's near by, or surely i would have met him before now... But if he was from a pack further away, i may not have met him. We are friendly amongst ourselves, most werewolf packs send groups of 17 year olds and older unmated wolves, to visit other packs in search of the amore. Traditionally the men do the traveling and the woman remain at their home packs. This started after an Alpha missed his amore because she was out looking for him, he found her 2 years later than he would have if she stayed put. It is not a law or anything, but most packs follow this as an unspoken rule, because no one wantds to miss their amore. The young men spend the summer months traveling from pack to pack until they find their amore, or the summer ends. Amore is the word we use to mean fated mates, paired by the moon goddess. Inamorato is the name you call your make partner, and Inamorata is the female partner. I know
"The goddess makes sure you can find each other, no matter what." When he says this something stirs in the back of my mind. "I think... When I was asleep. I think i dreamed of the goddess. She said that she was happy to see me again, that she had been so sad she could not reach me . I woke up soon after that." I tell him. He considered this for a moment and then said "I wonder if that was just s dream, or if the goddess was really reaching out to you, glad to have you back in the fold now that the curse has started to crack." "Started to crack? Because I was able to sense you as my amore and all that? Do you think that means the curse is weakening?" I ask, hoping the whole thing will just go away on its own. "Well, it might be, but i still think that we should research it, and try to break it 100% plus, i want to know who dares to put a curse on you, and why, because i am... Livid about it." He answers me, and for the first time I can tell that he
<I have so many questions> I tell her <Do you think we will be able to shift now?>*Honestly, i don't know... I feel like I am completely free from wherever I was trapped. But I also feel like there is a piece of us missing. Like our connection is not yet fused? I don't think we should try and shift again until we know alot more about this cures.*<Your right Mal. As soon as they let us leave the hospital we will start researching.>"Ansel, I just met my wolf!" I tell him excitedly "Her name is Mal, well, it's Mal for short... But still, I met her!""That's wonderful"He says. We are both grinning like idiots when doctor Paul enters the room. He has my next round of medications to help boast my healing, since i heal at the rate of a normal human, the doctors try to help me heal as fast as possible, they have made some incredible discovery's because of their desire to help me.I sit up without wincing, and
We enter the library on the first floor, after stopping off in the main kitchen for snacks. The children's room is full of toddlers, it is the young one's story time soon. As we enter a group of 8 little one's all about 3 or 4 years old, come running up to me, screaming with joy. I smile and drop to my knees, arms outstreched, the kids giggle as they collide with me in a big group hug. I love the children, I stop by the daycare a couple of times a week and play with them. They love that I will play pretty much any game they want me to. I spend a few minutes talking to them,. asking about their day. They all talk over each other, telling me about the games they have played over the last few days without me, and the book's Miss Molly has been reading to them in the library today. "Okay now my babies, I love you all, but i have some homework to do today. So i will see you later my darlings." I say to the room at large. Then i get to my feet and join my fathe
We spent the afternoon working in the third floor library. We make very little progress as the pile of books around us grows. Just before 6pm the Luna comes to find us for dinner. She is short, with long blonde hair, and a bright smile. She is average looking, but to those of us in her pack, she is the most beautiful mother we have seen. I believe it is a part of the magic of a Luna, as the leader's of the pack the Luna ans Alpha can give orders that MUST be followed. But what's more, we all love them in a way that we simply can't help. We love our Luna so much, that we would all die for her in an instant, it is her duty t care for us, and it is ours to protect her."All right now, Annie... Ansel... Jack... Let's go. It's time for dinner. And you all need a break." Luna said. "Yes Luna"y father and i said in unison as we stood.Luna grabbed my hand and pulled me over to the stairs, calling over her shoulder "Hurry up boys, everyone is waiting for us." Once
"Thank you" I mouth to him. We both turn to Luna and thank her for her kindness. "Ansel, can i have a moment alone with Luna, please?" I ask. He nods and enters the room, closing the door, leaving us in the hallway alone. "I know you won't talk specifics now... all things considered, but can i bring Ansel tonight? Or does it need to be just me?" I ask her, looking around as if someone may overhear, eventhough I know no one could be up here.She smiles and says "You may bring him, IF you think you can trust him, he is your Amore, so there should be no secrets between you. However... Since you are not marked yet, either of you could still reject the other and break the amore link. Just... Keep that in mind. I will bring up your dinner, and enough groceries for the next few days, in about an hour."Thank you for everything Luna, see you in a little while."Luna walks away as I enter the code, and open the door.I walk in, looking for Ansel. The liv
Ansel takes a deep breath before he answers "Well, my pack was very different when I was young, we mostly kept to ourselves. My grandfather HATED witches, so it was against pack law to work with one, they were not allowed on pack lands, if caught they were put to death. Other than that, we were very much like you, or at least, like what I have seen of your pack so far. We have a large mansion that was built in the 1950's where the ranked members live and work. We house the newly paired in what humans would call a guest house. It is basically 9 one bedroom apartments, once the newness wears off, we move them to either the pack house, or one of the 3 apartment buildings on pack lands. We also own 2 other apartment buildings which we rent out to humans as a source of pack income..." He stops taking when he hears the front door open. He is on his feet, growling, and out the door so fast i don't have time to warn him that it is just the Luna with our food.I can hear them ch