I Have To find Another Way

RACHEL'S POV.

For the umpteenth time, when my eyes opened, I felt Alpha Edmon's absence. I had just extended both my hands to my right side. However, I immediately wrinkled my forehead as I did not sense anyone.

I immediately looked to the side and saw that there was no Alpha Edmon. For a few seconds, I was just stunned with a confused look.

I sighed heavily as my body immediately relaxed. This wasn't the first time Alpha Edmon wasn't beside me.

"Oh my. Alpha Edmon, do you really not want to sleep with me?" I muttered in a languid tone.

I didn't know why Alpha Edmon never wanted to sleep with me. Since the beginning of our marriage, Alpha Edmon had only slept with me once, but even then Alpha Edmon had his back to me.

I slowly moved to change my position to sitting. I did not move my gaze from the part of the bed beside me that should be filled by Alpha Edmon.

In my mind, a lot of conjectures were spinning about why Alpha Edmon did not want to sleep with me. I shifted my gaze outs