Faustina, once a rogue orphan, found solace in the arms of her mate, Alucard Forest de Carteret, a lycan prince and the crown prince of their kingdom. Their passionate encounters resulted in an unexpected pregnancy. But when Faustina was about to muster the courage to reveal the news, Alucard coldly rejected her, insisting he never loved her and was only a pawn for his carnal desire while he was in his engagement to another. Years passed, and their paths crossed once more. Faustina, a wealthy jeweler and esteemed aristocrat, stood tall and independent as the sole heiress of the late Grand Duke and Duchess Bellwood. Little did Alucard know, they had not one, but three beautiful children. Determined to protect their secret, Faustina adamantly denied his claim as their father, despite his persistent efforts to make amends. Can Faustina find forgiveness in her heart and allow Alucard to be a part of their children's lives? Or will she also shun him away the way he had done to her and make him suffer?
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"Can't you see that I am already engaged with someone? Yet you persist in approaching me," Alucard declared with a stern tone, his eyes piercing through mine. "Leave now, or I shall summon the royal guards to drag you out of the royal palace."
My heart shattered upon hearing that from him. It had never occurred to me that Alucard would treat me this way.
Once, he was a tender-hearted man, my beloved mate, who enveloped me in affection. He made grand promises, vowing to grant me the world.
Him...
Alucard Forest de Carteret.
The Crown Prince of the Sowinski Kingdom.
Unbeknownst to me, I wasn't aware of his position. He showed up one day to my pack as he was being saved from being drowning in the river during the storm. Cloaked in temporary amnesia, he approached me, boldly declaring that I was his destined mate.
"Alucard..." Tears streamed down my cheeks as I pleaded desperately. "Why are you doing this to me? You said... You said you love me..." Despite his passive expression, I sank to my knees before him, confronted by a cold demeanor I had never witnessed before. It emanated from him, glistening in front of me like an icy facade. "I am your mate..." I hiccuped.
I was prepared to be the lowest of the lowest. I loved him. It wasn't because I was aware of his royal status, but rather because I found myself falling for him as he became my unwavering pillar of support during my darkest moments.
And now... he was shunning me away. I discovered that he was betrothed to another person, even as he engaged in an affair with me. I wasn't aware. I did not know.
It hurt to know that fact he was toying with me, but here I was, begging him to choose me over that woman that was betrothed to him.
"A stranger told you that he loved you, and you easily believed him?" There was a disdain smeared on his tone. "I do not like a woman who easily flung herself to a man." He smirked before he roughly removed my hands that were clinging to the hem of his tunic. "I have never loved you, Faustina. Remember that."
His words echoed in my ears, and each one pierced through my heart like a thousand daggers. The pain was unbearable, and I felt my spirit breaking apart. How could he deny our love, our connection? The memories of our stolen moments together, the whispers of affection and promises of a future, all seemed like cruel illusions now.
Summoning all the strength I had left, I slowly rose to my feet, my eyes fixed on his cold gaze. "If that is truly how you feel, then so be it, Alucard. And one day, when you realize the emptiness of a life devoid of love, I hope you remember the pain you inflicted upon me."
Alucard's plump lips pulled a condescending smile. "Fret not. I will never regret what I did. So, shall I reject you now? This mate bond we had is a nuisance to me. I did not want my fiancee to be bothered by it."
I gripped my skirt, trying so hard not to shed a tear again. "O-Of course." My lips were quivering when I caught something flickering in his forest-green orbs. But it vanished in a blink of an eye.
Alucard took a step back, his gaze shifting away from me as if unable to bear the weight of his own actions. The air around us grew heavy with the impending rejection, and my heart sank further with each passing moment.
"Very well, Faustina," he said, his voice devoid of any tenderness. "I, Alucard Forest de Carteret, hereby reject Faustina Kerez and I's mate bond. Let it be severed, never to be acknowledged again."
His words cut through me like a knife, and the bond that had once connected us felt as if it was being ripped apart. A surge of pain radiated from within, but I refused to let him see my weakness any longer.
With a heavy sigh, I nodded and forced a small smile, masking the turmoil inside me. "If that is your decision, then so be it." My voice smeared with nonchalantness. "I, Faustina Kerez, accept Alucard Forest de Carteret's rejection of our mate bond."
His gaze briefly met mine, and in that fleeting moment, I saw a glimmer of regret—a trace of the man I once believed in. But it vanished as quickly as it had appeared, replaced by an icy indifference.
I wanted to say something, to voice the ache in my heart and the injustice of it all, but I held my tongue. There was no use in struggling against a battle that had already been lost. The love I had for Alucard would forever remain a bittersweet memory, a lesson learned in the fragility of trust and the pain of unrequited affection.
Turning away from him, I took a deep breath and steeled myself against the overwhelming sorrow threatening to consume me. I would find a way to heal, to mend the pieces of my shattered heart. The Moon Oriental pack had always been my sanctuary, and I would return to them, seeking solace and support from those who truly cared for me.
As I walked away from Alucard and the royal palace, the weight of his rejection heavy upon my shoulders, I reminded myself of my worth. I was not defined by his rejection or his callous actions. I was a strong and resilient woman, capable of rising above the pain and rebuilding my life.
More tears were clearing my vision as I placed my hand on top of my stomach. "Seems like it'll be just you and me, little one..." I whispered to my stomach, acknowledging the growing life within me.
"Finally..." I heaved a sigh as I finished the weaving I had been working on for the past few days. I held it out with a smile to admire how proud I was. "What do you think, Lulu?" I showed my daughter sitting beside me, watching my finished product. Luciana fluttered her eyes in surprise. "It's so pretty. Are you going to show it to Daddy, Mommy?" she asked as I handed what I weaved. Her delicate hands traced all the details I had made. I could see how impressed she was. Chuckling, I kissed her temple to make her look at me. "Yes. Later." I winked at her, causing her to giggle. "Take a break from stitching, sweetie. Go and join with Lumie and Richie." "Hmm! Yes, Mommy!" She stormed out of the parlor room as fast as a lightning bolt. My stomach felt ticklish as I stood up and went to the window to see her joining with her siblings, who were busy playing chess. I bit my lower lip. I couldn't accept that they were eight years old this year. "Time surely flies..." I muttered, feeli
Chapter 93 Alucard It was hard to get back on my tracks during those years. Thanks to Brother Azarius' help, my engagement with Charity had ended. During those years, I yearned for Faustina and her touch. My shattered heart couldn't be picked up together since her death. I wanted to be with her, but I chose to be strong for her. When I thought that I could finally accept her death, it was then I came to meet the daughter of the Grand Duke and Grand Duchess Bellwood. I thought I was dreaming when I learned her name. Faustina Miles Bellwood... The current head of the House of Bellwood. The moment I saw her, my world stopped, and I almost lost my cool upon seeing my beloved mate—alive and breathing. However, it came to a light that she wasn't my Faustina. But deep inside, I knew to myself that it was her. She might have changed how she walked and talked; my guts were telling me that Faustina Miles Bellwood was the mate that I had been longing for, and I thought that she had died.
Chapter 92Alucard"One more slap, and I can summon my elite knights to deal with someone who dared to hurt the crown prince of this kingdom.""I-I'm so sorry," Faustina whispered, unable to look into my eyes. "I didn't mean to...""Save your apologies," I said with iciness in my tone as I turned around and walked out of that garden, having that firm expression."Alucard..."I barely heard Faustina calling my name, her voice filled with anguish. It took all my strength not to turn around and rush to her side, feeling my heart shatter into pieces as I walked away, out of her sight. I concealed myself and gritted my teeth, witnessing her broken expression from how I had treated her.Right there and then, I wanted to punch my father for bearing me in this situation, and I had to hurt my mate so I could protect her."Faustina..." I murmured her name, wanting to be near her, telling her I never meant those words I uttered.I almost took a step forward, but a hand abruptly halted me. It was
Chapter 91Alucard"Alu, dear."I snapped back to reality when I heard Mother calling me. "Yes, Mother?" I asked, blinking so many times, looking at her. She smiled hesitantly and looked at me weirdly. "You haven't touched your meal again. Is there something bothering you these days?" Her soft tone made me straighten my back. "Yeah. Mother is right, brother. You haven't eaten much."I turned at Alistair, who was creasing his forehead and was sitting across me. Beside him was my other brother and his twin, Alejandro, who had the same expression. It was the exact moment when I had to lay my eyes on my other brothers, Alejandro and Brother Azarius, looking at me as well. Lastly, my eyes landed on Father, who was arching his eyebrow in my direction.I knew, even if he didn't mind-link me, with that kind of piercing look, Father was already telling me to fix myself. "I'm still full. I had some snacks earlier." Now, I had to lie since I didn't want to involve my mother if she happened t
Chapter 90AlucardMy back straightened upon the mere mention of my beloved mate. I could even feel my heart dropping to the pit of my stomach as I met his frigid gaze before I caught his hand where he was waving the letters I had received from Faustina.My eyes widened in horror. "Where did you get them?"My voice was so thunderous that it felt like it had shaken the whole study room. I could even feel the blood draining to my feet, questioning what was happening."You are not planning to end your engagement with Charity just because of this woman you met," he said in finality.I was initially dumbfounded, still processing his words, until my expression changed into disbelief. "She has a name. Her name is Faustina, Father."I didn't know how he got those letters from Faustina since I kept them in my citadel, but I already guessed that he had some suspicions about my behavior ever since I returned.I remember that incident where I wandered alone in the forest without having my elite k
Chapter 89Alucard"There," I muttered with conviction as I finally put a seal on the envelope with my letter inside before looking at Elijah. "Now, dispatch one of my elite knights to deliver this to Faustina, Elijah. I want her to receive my letter as soon as possible. Understand?" The smile plastered on my lips couldn't be erased as soon as Elijah hesitantly reached for it. He looked at the letter first before looking at me worriedly. "Your Royal Highness, you're already engaged to Lady Charity, yet you're exchanging letters with Lady Faustina..." Elijah emphasized, sighing. "You haven't even informed your mate about your engagement..."My mood shifted as fast as the lightning bolt upon the realization. I pursed my lips into a thin line, looking away."I know that..." This made me massage my temple since Elijah made me slap the reality. "I plan to end my engagement soon, so I can be with Faustina."The statement I uttered caused Elijah to gasp in horror. I didn't have to look at
Chapter 88"How about our children, dollface? Did they know that we are going to eat together?"Alucard asked me questions when I prepared our food here in the Luna Queen's garden. Alucard brought me here when I told him I wanted us to picnic. However, our children were left in the mansion.He watched my movements even though some of him wanted to help me, but I insisted that I serve him just as he served me. "Indeed, yes," I replied and glanced at him. "And I want to be with you alone. We haven't been spending much time with each other these days. So... I missed you, pudding." Those words that came out of my mouth made me want to be buried six feet below the ground from embarrassment. I wanted to be vocal with my feelings as much as possible to reassure Alucard, since we needed to communicate to avoid misunderstanding. My wolf agreed with my resolve. And both of us had been longing for our pudding since he was busy for his departure, and we had this misunderstanding these past few
Chapter 87 "I see that the five of you are improving your studies," I praised the Ironwood siblings, who had proven their worth that they could be helpful for my triplets. "I hope you will continue this phase along with your siblings, Cedric." Cedric smiled and gently bowed his head along with his siblings: Gavriel, Lysander, Percival, and Elysia. "We are happy for your praise, Madam Faustina. I wish to show our gratitude by being filial to our duties." His words brought satisfaction to me. "Alright, you may return to your quarters and rest. Thank you for today." As they nodded and left, it relieved me that they were easy to handle at their age. I also made sure that they were living comfortably. I knew that even though they lost their parents, I was trying to supervise them properly. I also had my head butler to handle them. "Expert, do I still have a schedule today?" I asked, pinching the bridge of my nose. "Attending the tea party of Marchioness Archer is your last schedule
Chapter 86I felt disheartened when Alucard left. As much as I didn't feel like entertaining Simone right now, I had to since my pups were already with him. It was good that they were there, so I still had ample time to recollect myself while thinking about how to coax Alucard. "Yay! I have more books!" Liutrich exclaimed, his eyes glistening excitedly as he looked up at me. "Mommy, I will start reading them today!"Smiling, I caressed his hair as I nodded. "Summon our butlers to help you display your new books." Then, I turned to Luciana and Lumiere, who were busy with the presents they received from Simone. "You are spoiling them again, Simone..." I heaved out a sigh when he chuckled."I don't see them often, Faustina," he said, looking brightly at how they liked their presents. "Thank you, though, for inviting me to their birthday party. My apologies if my arrival is all of a sudden. I also have a business to attend here in the Sowinski Kingdom.""I see. I understand." Smiling, I
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