Chapter 7
Gasps and murmurs rippled through the banquet hall as all eyes turned toward the royal couple making their entrance. Crown Prince Alucard was as regal as ever, exuding an air of confidence and authority that naturally drew people's attention. His forest-green eyes sparkled with warmth as he exchanged polite nods and smiles with those around him.
Beside him... my heart fell to the ground as the professor announced that she was future Crown Princess Charity, who was a vision of elegance, with her flowing midnight black hair cascading down her back and her cerulean eyes exuding both grace and charisma.
I felt my heart race as I locked eyes with Alucard. A subtle but unmistakable smile tugged at the corner of his lips when he noticed me amidst the crowd before quickly looking away. I quickly caught my heart when it almost dropped to the ground, not knowing what to do.
As the royal couple approached, the room fell into a respectful silence. Alucard was a highly esteemed figure, and his presence demanded reverence. Charity, on the other hand, had a reputation for her diplomatic abilities and charm, making her equally admired.
Headmaster Matteo, the headmaster of the royal academy, stepped forward to greet them, his posture regal and polite as he extended his hand to Alucard. "Your Royal Highness, welcome to the banquet. And Her Royal Highness, it is an honor to have you both grace our celebration."
Alucard smiled warmly, shaking Headmaster Matteo's hand firmly. "Thank you for the invitation, Matteo. We're delighted to be here and celebrate this special occasion with all of you."
Charity's eyes swept across the room, and her gaze locked onto mine for a fleeting moment. Her smile was polite, but her eyes seemed to hold an assessing glint, as if she was studying me.
"Tina."
I almost gasped when I felt a hand on my back, only to see Jaromir, who had a worried expression. "What?"
"You look pale. Are you feeling okay?" he asked softly, gently tucking a few strands of my hair behind my ear, and he almost flinched when he noticed Lady Evelina standing beside me. "Evelina, you're here..."
I glanced at Jaromir when I noticed how his soft tone changed into a disdainful one. On the other hand, Lady Evelina smiled and raised her flute glass. "It has been a while, Jaromir."
Jaromir's eyes expressed something, an emotion, but I couldn't fathom what it was. He looked away before he gently dragged me away from her.
"Do you know her?" I couldn't help but ask, looking in Lady Evelina's direction. She sighed softly as we left, but when our eyes met, she lifted a bright smile before looking away.
"Acquaintance," he answered brusquely, but his tone became nonchalant, which made me worried.
I wanted to ask more, but it seemed like he was not in the mood anymore. "When you are ready, tell me who she is to you, Jaromir," I said softly before tapping his back, almost pinching myself for not letting myself look forward to how things were going in Jaromir's life.
As soon as he smiled and nodded, I knew by then that there was something more between Lady Evelina and him than met the eye. There was a conclusion that I had in my mind, but I needed to confirm it first to Jaromir.
Throughout the evening, I mingled with various guests, including some of the royal academy professors and other noble students I had acquaintances with. I couldn't help but steal glances at Alucard and Charity. They seemed to share a natural rapport, comfortable in each other's presence. It was evident that they were genuinely fond of each other, which tugged at my heart with a mix of emotions.
How was that possible? Alucard marked me and even professed his love to me when he was at my pack a few days ago. How come he was engaged to someone else?
Or how long had been engaged? Did he deliberately leave me out of the idea that he was engaged, or what? How could he do this to me? I needed some explanations.
Outside, I found a quiet spot in the academy's gardens, where moonlight filtered through the branches, casting a soft glow. Taking a deep breath, I tried to clear my mind and sort through my feelings. I needed to find a way to approach and confront him. I was his mate. He should be able to answer me.
Before I could fully gather my thoughts, footsteps approached from behind, and I turned to see Alucard standing there, looking regal in the moonlight.
My wolf reacted upon seeing him. The bitterness was trying to eat me, as I couldn't even tell if he was being genuine right now or what. "Alucard..." My voice croaked as I looked at him with longing.
"Lady Faustina," he uttered, and I swallowed hard, sensing my heart constricting in my chest upon perceiving the indifference in his tone.
It felt as if I were a complete stranger to him. The boredom reflected in his eyes mirrored the same expression I witnessed when he first woke up after being in a vegetative state.
And my wolf was hurting. She didn't like how Alucard was looking at me as if I was just some speck of dust.
I clasped my hands together, feeling restriction inside me. But watching him taking a stroll with small steps brought pain to my heart.
"S-Since when are you... engaged, Alucard?" I stammered, feeling overwhelmed by the deluge of questions flooding my mind. "You said that you couldn't come to the pack because Alpha King Azarius had assigned you more workload. How could you be engaged when..." My hand instinctively pressed against my left chest, feeling a stinging sensation prickling in it as I couldn't continue the part where we spent time with each other.
Alucard turned towards me, his expression still unreadable. "Charity is already betrothed to me for three months now. Is that what you wanted to hear?" he asked spitefully and coldly.
Tears welled up in my eyes, and I struggled to keep my emotions in check. His words felt like a dagger to my heart, and I couldn't comprehend why he would keep such a significant detail from me. My voice trembled as I tried to respond, "You should have told me. Why didn't you?"
My heart had been soaring with hope, believing that he would soon fulfill his promise of being together and asking for my hand. But then, like a sudden storm, I discovered the truth about his engagement, and the news struck me like a lightning bolt. The pain in my chest mirrored the dark clouds that loomed overhead, casting a shadow over the once bright future I had envisioned. The realization hit me hard, shattering my dreams into a thousand pieces.
And now, I found out that he was engaged for three months? Then, what did he call about what he did and told me that he loved me? Were those all nothing?
I looked at him, searching for any sign of regret or remorse, but his expression remained unreadable. It was as if he was a stranger, distant and detached from the emotions that were swirling inside me. My mind was clouded with a mix of hurt, anger, and confusion.
How could he have led me on, making me believe that we had a future together, only to discover that he had been engaged all this time? The thought of him being with someone else, planning a life with another woman, was like a knife twisting in my heart.
I tried to speak, to ask him how he could do this to me, but the words caught in my throat. The pain was too raw, too overwhelming, and I found myself at a loss for words.
In that moment, I felt as though everything I had believed in, everything I had hoped for, had crumbled around me. The future I had envisioned with him was now shattered, and I was left standing there, feeling like a fool for ever trusting him.
The reality of his engagement hit me like a tidal wave, and I knew that things would never be the same between us. The love and trust I had once felt for him had been replaced with hurt and betrayal, and I knew that I would never be able to look at him the same way again.
As I struggled to regain my composure, Alucard's cold demeanor remained unchanged. It was as if he didn't care about the pain he had caused me. A part of me wanted to walk away, to leave this garden and never look back. But another part of me couldn't let go just yet. I needed answers, even if they were painful.
"Alucard, why? Why did you say those things to me if you were already engaged?" I couldn't contain the tears that had been threatening to fall. "You led me on, made me believe we had a future together, knowing all along that it was impossible?" I asked, my voice wavering.
He sighed, but his expression remained remote. His hands were on the pockets of his trousers, not saying a word.
"Why aren't you saying anything?" I couldn't help raising my voice. "Are you just going to stand there and say nothing? Are you not going to explain yourself?" I asked through gritted teeth, hearing my heart already shattered and pulverized on the ground.
I did not care now if there were other people out here. This was too much. I expected that I would be seeing him again, and now, I found out that woman named Charity was engaged to him.
Alucard retrieved his pocket watch and glanced at it before turning his cold gaze towards me. "I must return. Charity will be looking for me."
Alucard's dismissive response only fueled the fire of hurt and fury within me. How could he act so callously, as if our time together meant nothing to him? As he mentioned Charity's name, it felt like a slap to the face, a reminder of the reality that he had chosen someone else.
"Charity will be looking for you?" I repeated, my voice trembling with emotion. "And what about me? What do I mean to you, Alucard?" I took a step closer, my fists clenching at my sides. "Was I just a passing fancy, a mere distraction while you were away from your betrothed?"
I couldn't explain these weighty feelings that were starting to burden me, looking at the person who claimed that he loved me as I let myself be inside his arms.
He seemed to hesitate for a moment, his gaze finally showing a flicker of emotion, but it quickly vanished behind a facade of indifference. "My duty and my future lie with the kingdom and my family. I cannot change what has already been decided."
I shook my head, tears flowing freely now. "You can't just dismiss everything between us as if it didn't matter! You marked me, Alucard! You told me you loved me, and I believed you!" My voice cracked with emotion, and I could hardly see him through the blur of tears.
He wasn't even answering me properly. All he was doing was avoiding me!
Alucard breathed out, pinching the bridge of his nose. "I am already engaged, Faustina. Just forget what happened between—"
Emotions overwhelmed me, and without thinking, I lashed out, slapping him across the face. His head turned to the side, but he remained composed, his eyes now filled with coldness. Tears blurred my vision as his words pierced through my heart. All those promises and sweet words in the letters felt like a cruel deception.
"Are you done?" he asked, his voice icy. "One more slap, and I can summon my elite knights to deal with someone who dared to hurt the crown prince of this kingdom."
My heart pounded in my chest, a mix of fear, vexation, and heartache pulsing through my veins. I couldn't believe the person standing before me was the same man who had once professed his love so passionately. The slap had been an impulsive act born out of my pain and frustration, but now I realized the gravity of my actions. I had just struck the crown prince, a grave offense that could have severe consequences.
Tears continued to stream down my cheeks as I took a step back, horrified by what I had done. "I-I'm so sorry," I whispered, my voice trembling. "I didn't mean to..."
Alucard turned his head back to face me, his expression unreadable. "Save your apologies," he said coldly.
Without another word, he turned and fled from the garden, not daring to look back. My mind was a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions, and I felt utterly lost.
"Alucard..." I called his name in an inaudible tone, reaching out my hand to him as if doing that could make him face me and answer all of my questions. But all I did was watch him taking my heart away from me, not believing that the Alucard I faced was the same person I had entangled with a few days ago.
Chapter 8When I returned to the party, Jaromir asked me why my eyes were puffy and red, all I could answer was that I wanted to return to the Emerald Dorm. Since then, I could only lock myself to the spare room where I was staying, seeping this heartache from Alucard and I's last encounter. Jaromir was getting worried at how I had been acting for the past days, having no idea that Alucard was my mate that I even let him mark me. All I could think of right now was how I could let myself fall to a man who made me believe that he loved me with all his heart, but now he was politically engaged to a woman for three months already.It was then lately I had been experiencing some sleepless nights, still not deciding to return to the Moon Oriental pack, for I couldn't get myself together, that Jaromir suggested that I should seek the doctor in the infirmary so I could be prescribed some tonic for my insomnia. However, instead of something that could help me to overcome this, I received a p
Chapter 9Days turned into weeks, and the pain of Alucard's rejection remained etched in my heart. Despite the emotional turmoil I endured, I found solace in returning to the Moon Oriental pack, where I received unwavering support from my fellow pack members, including Jaromir, who stood by my side through it all. The best older brother I could ever have.The revelation of my pregnancy did not spread through our pack, and only Jaromir knew about it as soon as I returned to his dormitory on that day. He remained silent, giving me the impression that he already knew since he noticed that my attitude changed when I went to the royal palace in hasty. Yet, he chose not to confront me or discuss the matter further.While dealing with the heartbreak, completely living life as if nothing happened when I was in the capital, I started to show some signs of pregnancy, like having morning sickness and having an upset stomach if there was food that was not to my liking. Edison noticed it and aske
Chapter 10The passing years I had been a whirlwind of change and growth. Six years had elapsed since that fateful day when the revelation of my true identity had shaken the foundation of my life. The pain of Alucard's rejection had eventually dulled, and my heart found solace in the love of my newfound family, the Bellwood.After learning about my past and the Bellwood estate, I embraced my heritage and embarked on a new chapter of my life. With Jaromir's unwavering support, I bid farewell to the Moon Oriental pack, leaving behind the memories of a life that had shaped me into the person I had become.Under the care of Dowager Grand Duchess Leanne Bellwood, my loving mother, I was guided into a world of privilege and nobility. The elegant estate became my new h
Chapter 11As I stood in the garden of the Bellwood estate in the middle of the night, the fragrance of hyacinth flowers filled the air, reminding me of the day my life took a dramatic turn. I smiled, grateful for the unexpected journey fate had laid before me. The scars of the past had faded, replaced by the warmth of love and family surrounding me."Faya."My heart melted upon seeing my mother's arrival. Also, the name, Faya, was her and Father's nickname to me from Faustina. "Mother... Are you not sleepy yet?" I asked softly, seeing how she wrapped herself with a scarf on her chemise."I'm about to, but I saw you here."I offere
Chapter 12"Mommy, why can't we come with you tomorrow?" Luciana inquired, sitting in front of the vanity mirror as I gently combed her wavy brown hair she inherited from mine. Meanwhile, Lumiere and Liutrich were engaged in a playful pillow fight on my bed. Despite Liutrich being a bookworm who preferred reading, Lumiere was always more active and enthusiastic about various activities."Because it is a royal cabinet meeting, sweetie. Only adults are allowed there," I answered softly, as they knew I was going to the royal palace for the meeting. That would be my first debut with the rest of the members of the royal cabinet."Mommy, when can we visit the royal palace?"Lumiere's question sent shivers down my spine. As I glanced at his reflection in the mirror, I noticed Liutrich frowning, still recovering from the playful beating he had received from Lumiere's pillow. Taking a deep breath, I resisted the urge to scold Lumiere and instead decided to answer his question."I am not certai
Chapter 13"To you, His Majesty, Grand Alpha King Apollo," I respectfully greeted the father of the Alpha King and the other princes, meeting his earnest and stoic gaze. "Your Royal Highness, Crown Prince Alucard..." I noticed him shift slightly in his seat, his breathing reaching my sensitive ears before I looked away. "And Your Highnesses, Prince Alistair, Prince Alejandro..." These two were twins, known as the Twin Garnets for their role as matchmaking cupids, often causing chaotic but amusing attempts at finding potential mates for others. "And Prince Atticus." My eyes then turned to the youngest brother of the current monarch and the youngest son of the previous ruling king."I see." Alpha King Azarius nodded with acknowledgment. "I have heard that you were the long-lost daughter of Dowager Grand Duke and Grand Duchess Bellwood." His voice was deep, and his forest-green eyes were glimmering in amusement."Yes, Your Majesty. I have now become the head of our household after achiev
Chapter 14I brought my triplets to the Velvety Stones in the following days, as Mother had brought them here a few days ago. I was here to recheck the accounting records for the past years, even though this had been audited by a third party. "Lumiere, Luciana, Liutrich, stop running in the halls!" My voice had to be thunderous as I heard them giggling outside. I caught them being chased by their nannies as I sighed, wanting to join them, but I shouldn't.At least, not yet, since I was taking care of these records. I have only finished five years ago records.Immersed in the records, I was interrupted by a series of knocks on the door. As the door swung open, Expert appeared, announcing, "An envoy from the Calbourne Citadel is seeking you, Your Serene Grace."This presented me with an opportunity to smirk upon hearing the name of the castle, Calbourne Citadel, which belonged to Alucard. The Grand Alpha King Apollo had gifted it to him when he turned 18 years old. "Name?" I inquired,
Chapter 15The atmosphere around me seemed to freeze as Prince Alistair and Prince Alejandro stood before me, their eyes wide with smiles on their lips. It was as if time itself had paused, and the air was charged with the weight of unspoken emotions.Damn it... Of all people I had to meet right now, why Alucard's twin brothers? Once known as the matchmakers of our kingdom, they had the uncanny ability to identify potential mates for individuals. However, they had stopped practicing their matchmaking skills ever since a heartbreaking incident involving the rejection of their mate, who later gave birth to their twin children. It was rumored that their mate tragically passed away, which left them in a state of devastation, but they eventually transformed their lives for the sake of their beloved twins."It's really you, grand duchess," Prince Alejandro finally managed to say, his voice beaming."We did not expect to see you here," Prince Alistair said."Your Highnesses..." Think, Fausti
"Finally..." I heaved a sigh as I finished the weaving I had been working on for the past few days. I held it out with a smile to admire how proud I was. "What do you think, Lulu?" I showed my daughter sitting beside me, watching my finished product. Luciana fluttered her eyes in surprise. "It's so pretty. Are you going to show it to Daddy, Mommy?" she asked as I handed what I weaved. Her delicate hands traced all the details I had made. I could see how impressed she was. Chuckling, I kissed her temple to make her look at me. "Yes. Later." I winked at her, causing her to giggle. "Take a break from stitching, sweetie. Go and join with Lumie and Richie." "Hmm! Yes, Mommy!" She stormed out of the parlor room as fast as a lightning bolt. My stomach felt ticklish as I stood up and went to the window to see her joining with her siblings, who were busy playing chess. I bit my lower lip. I couldn't accept that they were eight years old this year. "Time surely flies..." I muttered, feeli
Chapter 93 Alucard It was hard to get back on my tracks during those years. Thanks to Brother Azarius' help, my engagement with Charity had ended. During those years, I yearned for Faustina and her touch. My shattered heart couldn't be picked up together since her death. I wanted to be with her, but I chose to be strong for her. When I thought that I could finally accept her death, it was then I came to meet the daughter of the Grand Duke and Grand Duchess Bellwood. I thought I was dreaming when I learned her name. Faustina Miles Bellwood... The current head of the House of Bellwood. The moment I saw her, my world stopped, and I almost lost my cool upon seeing my beloved mate—alive and breathing. However, it came to a light that she wasn't my Faustina. But deep inside, I knew to myself that it was her. She might have changed how she walked and talked; my guts were telling me that Faustina Miles Bellwood was the mate that I had been longing for, and I thought that she had died.
Chapter 92Alucard"One more slap, and I can summon my elite knights to deal with someone who dared to hurt the crown prince of this kingdom.""I-I'm so sorry," Faustina whispered, unable to look into my eyes. "I didn't mean to...""Save your apologies," I said with iciness in my tone as I turned around and walked out of that garden, having that firm expression."Alucard..."I barely heard Faustina calling my name, her voice filled with anguish. It took all my strength not to turn around and rush to her side, feeling my heart shatter into pieces as I walked away, out of her sight. I concealed myself and gritted my teeth, witnessing her broken expression from how I had treated her.Right there and then, I wanted to punch my father for bearing me in this situation, and I had to hurt my mate so I could protect her."Faustina..." I murmured her name, wanting to be near her, telling her I never meant those words I uttered.I almost took a step forward, but a hand abruptly halted me. It was
Chapter 91Alucard"Alu, dear."I snapped back to reality when I heard Mother calling me. "Yes, Mother?" I asked, blinking so many times, looking at her. She smiled hesitantly and looked at me weirdly. "You haven't touched your meal again. Is there something bothering you these days?" Her soft tone made me straighten my back. "Yeah. Mother is right, brother. You haven't eaten much."I turned at Alistair, who was creasing his forehead and was sitting across me. Beside him was my other brother and his twin, Alejandro, who had the same expression. It was the exact moment when I had to lay my eyes on my other brothers, Alejandro and Brother Azarius, looking at me as well. Lastly, my eyes landed on Father, who was arching his eyebrow in my direction.I knew, even if he didn't mind-link me, with that kind of piercing look, Father was already telling me to fix myself. "I'm still full. I had some snacks earlier." Now, I had to lie since I didn't want to involve my mother if she happened t
Chapter 90AlucardMy back straightened upon the mere mention of my beloved mate. I could even feel my heart dropping to the pit of my stomach as I met his frigid gaze before I caught his hand where he was waving the letters I had received from Faustina.My eyes widened in horror. "Where did you get them?"My voice was so thunderous that it felt like it had shaken the whole study room. I could even feel the blood draining to my feet, questioning what was happening."You are not planning to end your engagement with Charity just because of this woman you met," he said in finality.I was initially dumbfounded, still processing his words, until my expression changed into disbelief. "She has a name. Her name is Faustina, Father."I didn't know how he got those letters from Faustina since I kept them in my citadel, but I already guessed that he had some suspicions about my behavior ever since I returned.I remember that incident where I wandered alone in the forest without having my elite k
Chapter 89Alucard"There," I muttered with conviction as I finally put a seal on the envelope with my letter inside before looking at Elijah. "Now, dispatch one of my elite knights to deliver this to Faustina, Elijah. I want her to receive my letter as soon as possible. Understand?" The smile plastered on my lips couldn't be erased as soon as Elijah hesitantly reached for it. He looked at the letter first before looking at me worriedly. "Your Royal Highness, you're already engaged to Lady Charity, yet you're exchanging letters with Lady Faustina..." Elijah emphasized, sighing. "You haven't even informed your mate about your engagement..."My mood shifted as fast as the lightning bolt upon the realization. I pursed my lips into a thin line, looking away."I know that..." This made me massage my temple since Elijah made me slap the reality. "I plan to end my engagement soon, so I can be with Faustina."The statement I uttered caused Elijah to gasp in horror. I didn't have to look at
Chapter 88"How about our children, dollface? Did they know that we are going to eat together?"Alucard asked me questions when I prepared our food here in the Luna Queen's garden. Alucard brought me here when I told him I wanted us to picnic. However, our children were left in the mansion.He watched my movements even though some of him wanted to help me, but I insisted that I serve him just as he served me. "Indeed, yes," I replied and glanced at him. "And I want to be with you alone. We haven't been spending much time with each other these days. So... I missed you, pudding." Those words that came out of my mouth made me want to be buried six feet below the ground from embarrassment. I wanted to be vocal with my feelings as much as possible to reassure Alucard, since we needed to communicate to avoid misunderstanding. My wolf agreed with my resolve. And both of us had been longing for our pudding since he was busy for his departure, and we had this misunderstanding these past few
Chapter 87 "I see that the five of you are improving your studies," I praised the Ironwood siblings, who had proven their worth that they could be helpful for my triplets. "I hope you will continue this phase along with your siblings, Cedric." Cedric smiled and gently bowed his head along with his siblings: Gavriel, Lysander, Percival, and Elysia. "We are happy for your praise, Madam Faustina. I wish to show our gratitude by being filial to our duties." His words brought satisfaction to me. "Alright, you may return to your quarters and rest. Thank you for today." As they nodded and left, it relieved me that they were easy to handle at their age. I also made sure that they were living comfortably. I knew that even though they lost their parents, I was trying to supervise them properly. I also had my head butler to handle them. "Expert, do I still have a schedule today?" I asked, pinching the bridge of my nose. "Attending the tea party of Marchioness Archer is your last schedule
Chapter 86I felt disheartened when Alucard left. As much as I didn't feel like entertaining Simone right now, I had to since my pups were already with him. It was good that they were there, so I still had ample time to recollect myself while thinking about how to coax Alucard. "Yay! I have more books!" Liutrich exclaimed, his eyes glistening excitedly as he looked up at me. "Mommy, I will start reading them today!"Smiling, I caressed his hair as I nodded. "Summon our butlers to help you display your new books." Then, I turned to Luciana and Lumiere, who were busy with the presents they received from Simone. "You are spoiling them again, Simone..." I heaved out a sigh when he chuckled."I don't see them often, Faustina," he said, looking brightly at how they liked their presents. "Thank you, though, for inviting me to their birthday party. My apologies if my arrival is all of a sudden. I also have a business to attend here in the Sowinski Kingdom.""I see. I understand." Smiling, I