Anna’s P.O.V
I shouldn’t go after that scent.I knew I should ignore it because the shadows around me were drawing longer. Nighttime was another life…another curse for me where my appearance would change and I needed to be away from the pack before anyone saw me but the scent seeped into every pore of my skin and I felt like I would go insane if I didn’t get its source.Picking myself up from the ground, I whipped my neck towards the east side of the pack-house and before my brain could connect with my limbs, I picked off running, feet slamming against the cement pavement.The night air whipped around my face as I ran, whooshing loudly against my ears but all I could hear was the frantic drum of my heartbeat. And that scent. Oh goddess, my mouth pooled with saliva.Suddenly, my feet peeled to a stop that screeched loudly to even my own ears and my heart jumped right into my throat. What? A wave of nausea hit me as the scent grew stronger and stronger till it strangled my very next breath in my lungs.And it was coming from him.He, being the solid wall of muscles and visceral power staring across from me where he stood under the dead oak tree in front of the Alpha’s Villa. Alpha Asher.A lump formed in my throat and I lifted my gaze to meet his piercing green ones.Holy grail. Those eyes held me captive and the rest of the world faded away. Just him and I existed at this moment, electricity thrumming under our skin, reaching for each other with invisible arms that tied us together…in the most sacred way possible.“Mate.” The word fell through our lips at the same time, sealing and confirming my worst fears.The Alpha of the ….pack was my mate. I finally had a mate and it had to be the one who hated my very existence. The one who had made it abundantly clear that he wanted nothing to do with me. How could the goddess arrange him to be my mate? Without being told, I knew I was going to be rejected.My knees gave out beneath me and I would have smacked my head against the hard ground had strong arms not caught around my waist, holding me upright.The sound of my heartbeat was so loud I wondered dismally if Asher could hear it from how close his body pressed to mine. That scent wafted strongly into my nostrils and I all but sank into his arms, burying my face into his throat.What was I doing and why was he allowing it? I wondered in fear, but the mate bond was too new to resist.“Your throat…I love your throat.” I whispered, shocked at my own words, but unable to stop myself. Like I was under a spell, I opened my mouth and latched my lips and teeth into his powerfully corded neck, nipping at the tanned skin.Oh. Sweet with a salty tinge. Wetness flooded my thighs and I clung to my Alpha ashamedly, needing something…anything.“Fucking moon,” I heard him swear, his voice distant like a wall separated us. Then fingers pressed under my chin, forcing my head up. “Look at me, baby girl.”My head sang with the praises and a broken whimper left my lips as our eyes met. Though it was getting dark, I could see the fire blazing in his emerald gaze. His eyes were hooded and glaring right at my lips like they were the most interesting thing he’d ever seen. His eyes… with a gasp, I realized they were…glazed over. Those were definitely the tell-tale signs of wolf bane and Carpodia. The Alpha had been drugged with a sex drug. Panic rose inside me and I tried to push him away but a growl left his lips.“Wait,” he rasped, staring at me but not really seeing me. it was like the Alpha who hated me had been taken away and replaced with this…this…“Alpha, I…” the next words caught in my lungs as he slammed our mouths together. It wasn’t a kiss. It felt like a bolt of lightning, Asher’s firm fingers spreading across my bottom to pull me tightly against him as he tongue-fucked my mouth like a starved animal. I could only take it, my mind spinning, my body tingling all over. Every swipe of his tongue sent sharp shocks of lust between my legs, my pussy wet, my untouched hole tingling with need, aching to be filled. I never wanted it to end. I wanted things I never even thought about in all my life.“Alpha.” I breathed when he pulled away, groaning as a trickle of wetness ran down my inner thigh as I palmed his thick cock through his pants. “I want you so much.”He went rigid against me, his powerful body vibrating with tension. And when I kissed the side of his mouth, it was like something broke because the next thing I knew, I was naked, writhing beneath an equally naked Alpha Asher in his bed. I don’t think he’d stop kissing me because our lips were still fused together, making every inhibition and fear in my mind disappear. I couldn’t even remember my fear that he had been drugged and he wasn’t in his right mind at the moment. All I could think about was his hard cock grinding into my wetness, but not quite entering me.Suddenly, he rolled us over, breaking the kiss and I gasped, taking in oxygen into my lungs.At the movement, I was able to see the color of my hair and it was no longer its usual brown. No, it was a glossy blonde with tendrils of red and silver weaving in and out of it. Oh fuck, fuck, my appearance had changed. Fear made my breath catch and I dared to look into his eyes.He was looking at me…but …not seeing me. I should leave…this was my chance before he came to his senses.“You’re so wet.” He whispered, leaning up to cup my breast and pinch my nipple hard. “I want your heat wrapped around my cock.”I moaned, unable to stop my hips from undulating, grinding my center over his cockhead. He moaned and cupped my buttocks in his hand, groping greedily.“Sexy… so sexy.” He breathed and pushed his hips up. My eyes widened as that movement pushed almost half of his length into me, breaking my hymen.“Ahh.” I threw my head back as a feeling of utter fullness and pain swept over me. I tried to shimmy away but he slapped his hand over my ass and I yelped. “Don’t go.” He said, eyes feral with want.My Alpha just spanked me. It sent a wave of heat through me and the pain from his penetration slowly morphed into pleasure and I sank down onto his length, my mouth slacking as he speared into me. Fuck, it felt so good, his cock unbelievably thick, stretching me to the limit.“Ah, yeah. Fucking tight.” He whispered. “Your pussy feels so good.”I blushed at the compliment and a voice in my head piped up. ‘ he doesn’t know it’s you. Alpha Asher hates you and would be disgusted by this. LEAVE!”That voice would have snapped me out of my lust but the Alpha suddenly yanked me under him, pulling out and slamming back in.I cried out, the voice drifting into nothingness as pleasure stroked over my entire body.The rest was something of a blur. I was only vaguely aware of how loud I was screaming, how eagerly I pushed back on my Alpha’s cock, whining when it hit something inside me just right.Soon, there were only the obscene sounds of a cock sliding in and out of my pussy as our bodies moved together, fast and hard, my world narrowing to the cock inside me and the heavy, muscular, untouchable man on top of me, fucking me so good, our mate bond pulsing with a need that ran deeper than sex.I lost myself to the sensation, my moans growing louder and louder as his thrusts because harder, faster, his cock brushing against that spot in me over and over and over. I needed…oh goddess…I needed something….don’t know what it is…I.…Asher’s dark head swooped down and his fangs sunk into my neck.Oh.The force of my orgasm caught me off-guard, making me shout as pleasure flooded me. I threw my head back, toes curling, squeezing around the thick length in me as intense pleasure spread from my pussy to the rest of my body.My alpha’s fangs sunk even deeper, his cock thrusting faster and faster, slamming into my now limp body until he went rigid. Hot cum splashed against my walls, triggering another mini-orgasm from me and I could only moan weakly.I guess everything went dark for the both of us, right after.Anna’s P.O.V I snapped awake with a jolt, my breath escaping in harsh pants. I had a dream...or was it a nightmare? I didn’t know what to call it because it had been…pleasurable but the consequences of what happened in the dream were nightmarish. Closing my eyes against the light pouring through the open blinds, I sat up in my bed, recalling the dream. I’d discovered my Alpha was my mate… the thought made me snort. There was no way he would be my mate in real life. Anyway, after discovering he was my mate, we had sex…and my Alpha took my virginity. He’d been so hard and hot above me. no wonder the other girls in the pack hyped up sex so much. Although it wasn’t real, that dream gave me an insight into the pleasures of the body. A jolt went through my body as I recalled how good he’d felt inside me in the dream…dream…if it was a dream, why was my vagina throbbing? With a gasp, my eyes flew open and I took in my surroundings. the first thing I saw was the wall-paint. Black, grey and
I was dead. I had to be since I’d been living in hell for the past few weeks. Hell was supposed to be hot, though, and bright red with flames. The room where I was being held was cold and extremely dark. Even through the thin mattress I lay, I could feel the icy chill of the concrete floor beneath me. it seeped through to my bones—to my blood. Every cell in my body was thoroughly chilled. Maybe I could be better off in the real hell than this one. But the physical discomfort was nothing in comparison to my emotional agony. I had lost so much more than my freedom. I had lost my heart when Alpha Asher rejected me and when the old Luna announced to the pack that I had tried and failed to seduce the Alpha. Then she told anyone they were allowed to sleep with me if they wished because I was cheap product that wanted cock so bad, hence they should give it to me. The men came in here every time it was quiet and tried to have their way with me. I shuddered with heartbreak as the memory of t
“I didn’t do anything!” I begged, my body hot from the bruises it’d garnered as the maid dragged me by my hair to Luna Camila’s house. I tried to ease her grip from my hair but it was just too tight—she had a delta wolf and while she didn’t qualify to be part of the pack’s defense and military, her wolf was extremely strong, which meant I had no chance against her. I could only cry out and struggle weakly, the sun beating down on me with evil intent. Dumping me roughly in front of the brown porch, she used my hair to wrest my face up and grinned evilly. “Kneel here and if you move an inch before I fetch the luna, I will kill you myself.” I trembled but managed a nod. She yanked her hand away from my head, sending a headache splitting through my skull and I bit my lip to hold back a whimper. It would only feed her ego more. Sara had always hated me for reasons known to her and this was her chance to gloat. Immediately, she ran up the porch into the Luna’s house and in less than twenty
Asher’s P.O.V The distant sound of a clock tugged at my consciousness and as I stirred awake, the warmth of the sun seeping through the blinds spread flush over my skin. With my eyes latched, I turned, stretching my hand to ensure Vira whom I’d spent the previous night with was gone from my bed. The tension bled from my shoulders when my palm felt the cold silk of my bedspread. “Good,” I muttered, sitting up with a raw feeling in my chest. Lifting my hands, I found the center of my chest and massaged them to ease the weird ache tightening in it. “What the fuck is wrong, Omar? We both decided to reject her!” I growled at my wolf and then made my way into the bathroom. Peeling off my briefs, I stepped under the shower, and warm pellets of water soaked into my hair and kneaded my scalp. Still, yet, the stupid throbbing in my chest didn’t relent. I felt my wolf growl in my psyche but I ignored it and squeezed my eyes shut. Fuck I shouldn’t have. It was as if I turned on the switch of
(Anna's P.O.V)I jolted awake, harsh fluorescent lights blinding my vision. The sterile white ceiling above me swam in and out of focus and my head throbbed like a drum solo. Where am I? Disoriented, I tried to sit up but a searing ache in my lower belly sent me crashing back down into the sheets beneath me. I was in a hospital, and the sickening smell of disinfectant confirmed it. But how? What was I doing here?“Oh…” panic clawed at my throat and I whimpered. And just like that, memories flooded back into my consciousness with a horrifying rush. No…No… I bled…I wept, I screamed but my cries went unheard. They’d forced the pills down my throat, their hands pinning me to the ground. Don’t do this…please…help me… the terror, the helplessness. Tears welled up in my eyes, blurring the sterile white walls around me.My hands flew to my still flat stomach and I moaned in pain, my own voice alien and distant to my ears. “Oh, my baby. My baby! Don’t take my baby! My baby! Please!”It soun
(Anna’s P.O.V)“Senior doctor Steve,” the nurse frowned although her eyes widened with a mix of fear and apprehension. “When did you hire her? If this is you being nice, you know it’s against the hospital’s policies to actually freely treat patients and give them jobs after a silly sob story without any qualifications.”“I didn’t ask you to teach me the hospital rules, Nurse Hill.” The newcomer referred to as Senior Doctor Steve bit out in a scathing voice and I watched the other Dr. and Nurse Hill flinch. “If you would excuse me, Ms. Anna Kendra’s case has been transferred to me. I am now her attending doctor till I deem her fit to be discharged.” He tilted his chin towards the door, brows arched haughtily.The way they scampered out of the room would have been funny if I wasn’t rooted to the bed in shock whilst staring at the doctor with my mouth gaping open. For a long time, everyone I’ve met always did something to hurt me…something to pull my world from beneath me, and yank away
(Anna’s P.O.V)Gulping hard, I took a step away only to gasp as my back hit a solid metal. Fuck fuck no! the lockers. How stupid was I to back myself into a corner with a lunatic in front of me?“Ken, what are you doing? I-I just needed to grab some cleaning supplies. We are closed for tonight, remember?” I stammered, terror choking up my windpipe. My eyes darted around the room, searching for an escape, but the only exit was blocked by his hulking form.A cruel smirk stretched across his face. “Need some help with cleaning, hm?” With that, he lunged for me.The screams that ripped through my lips were choked off with panic.“NO! Help! Someone, please!” My voice bounced off the metal lockers, unanswered. Tears welled in my eyes blurring my vision. Just like that time in the dungeon, I was trapped, a whale beached on dry land.As he continued to squeeze me, more tears spilled from my eyes. Maybe it was fear or shock but I found it hard to fight back, and protect myself. I could only fl
(Anna’s P.O.V)Gravel crunched beneath my tires as I pulled into the brimming lot. The spot designated to me was barely left unoccupied and that made my lips curl in a slight smile. Friday night rush hour was always intense. As I killed the ignition, the familiar neon glow of the bar's entrance pulsed through the windshield, casting an almost surreal light on my reflection in the rearview mirror.I leaned in, catching the way the overhead light danced in the strands of red and silver that wove their way through my blonde hair and the glint in my purple eyes. Next came the usual relief and dismay that courses through me whenever I saw my midnight self.Relief washed over me, knowing I hadn’t lost this side of me, the one I’d feared gone when I was pregnant. Throughout my pregnancy, my midnight shapeshifting ceased and I thought I'd lost the other part of me I now call, "Black Rose." As for the dismay, it was a reminder that while I transformed into someone entirely new every midnight,
ASHER'S POV~“Let me go! Let me go, you stupid disgusting things! I'm going to ruin you! You're going to regret putting your disgusting hands on me!" The guards dragged Vira towards me as I say quietly in the dark room, my cold eyes on her. Her struggle against their hold was ferocious. Snarls ripped from her throat, her body writhing and twisting, her muscles tensed and coiled like a feral beast. But the guards were impassive, their faces stoic as they held her securely in their grasp.“Here you are. I've being wanting to meet you… step mother.” My lips curved upward, the corners of my mouth stretching into a sadistic grin. I watched as the guards hauled Vira towards me, a low, guttural chuckle rumbling in my chest.She gasped in shock before faking a broken expression. “Asher… what's the meaning of this? You asked these cruel assholes to hurl me like a criminal just for us to talk? Couldn't you send a text or something?” Her voice quivered. What a cunning bitch! Her eyes kept dar
ASHER'S POV~Finally, the day had arrived. Yet again, I didn't seem to sleep a wink. I kept turning on the bed, sending several messages to Anna who in turn returned all of them. She was anxious like I was. She was my perfect fit. I watched how the sun slowly began to rise in the sky and for the first time in my life, this was the first time I acknowledged the sun was indeed beautiful. It helped to light up my day.It didn't take me up to an hour to get dressed. I already gave an earlier instruction to Anna's stylists to dress her up quickly, I wouldn't want anything to delay my bride from coming on time. I was fucking dying to see her. I made sure every single thing in the venue was the best. Made from the very best.I wouldn't mind taking a drive to the hotel where she's been dressed up but Sen kicked against it and mentioned it to be a taboo for a groom to see a bride before their wedding day.Finally, I arrived at the venue. Sen made sure to scatter the guards at every station, m
ASHER'S POV~Last night I couldn't bring myself to sleep a wink. Tossing and turning in the bed, I fought against the grip of sleep. Anger, disappointment, and confusion mingled within me, keeping me wide awake.I couldn't think straight. No, I just couldn't. I thought about the several possibilities of me not appearing on time, what could have happened? Anna would have said yes, wouldn't she? My heart instantly clenched, I groaned while I pulled some strands of my hair in anger. Last night, I couldn't face Anna, not now, not while I was still struggling to make sense of it all. So I avoided sleeping in the same room as her. Someone suddenly knocked on the door. My eyes that were shadowed with dark circles lazily made their way to the door before I began to rise. My movements were sluggish and unfocused. “You look like shit, to be honest." I heard Sen mutter the very moment I let the door open for him. I rumbled under my breath, “So you came to taunt me about that?” I raised a br
ANNA'S POV~“For fuck's sake, Anna you're going to get me killed!" Tony groaned, pulling his hair as he turned around and refused to stare at me. I grinned, my cheeks widening and I went ahead to poke Tony's back which faced me but he softly slapped my hands away. “Heavens bear me a witness that I'm clearly the one chasing you away, Anna." The thought of seeing Asher storm into this place like a bull, his face set in a fierce scowl, his brows furrowed, his nostrils flaring, and his steps heavy to come ruin this playdate made adrenaline to curse through my veins. It made me so excited and I was looking forward to it. “Come on… Asher doesn't bite!” I brushed past him, only coming to stand right in front of him and I saw him turn around again from me, giving me his back and I barked out a laugh. “Jeez, Anna, go away. Asher would think you're dressed sexily for me when in reality this is just a prank. Go away! I don't want to lose a tooth.” He whined and I giggled more. I intentional
A year laterASHER'S POV~My mind was a swirl of thoughts, each one circling back to Anna. No matter how much I tried to make it stop, try to even focus, my thoughts kept drifting back to her—especially when she declared she was going for a vacation which was absolutely weird. I hated how suspicious it made me feel. I didn't sleep a wink last night and had spent the entire late hours of the day to search on several search engines on their search bars on ‘WHY WOULD A WOMAN SUDDENLY DECIDE TO GO ON A VACATION ALONE WITHOUT HER PARTNER.’My heart kept pounding in my chest as I waited for the results to load. As page after page revealed the same terrifying possibility, my face had gone pale and my fingers trembled. The realization that she might be losing interest in me, that she might have someone else, had filled me with dread and despair.The silence of our room was deafening, every tick of the clock in our room was a cruel reminder that my girl was about not to return to me anymore.
(Anna’s Pov) Darkness. Stifling, all-encompassing darkness. My lungs burned, a primal panic clawing at my throat. I was trapped. A metal cube, cold and unforgiving, held me prisoner, stealing my air bit by agonizing bit. This was it. This was how I'd die. They locked me in this cube that didn't have oxygen in it.As I tried to give up, my fist suddenly tightened around the object in my hand and I froze..A crazy idea, born of desperation, took root. My breath hitched, but not from lack of air. This time, it was anticipation.With trembling fingers, I flicked the lighter and the gas ignited in a blinding explosion, fire and debris hurling me through the air.Pain exploded in my limbs as I hit the ground and the force of the blast turned the room into a chaotic inferno, flames licking the walls.But I forced myself to move, crawling through the debris, my lungs burning with each gasps of smoke filled air. The acrid scent of burning metal and plastic filled my nostrils. Suddenly, a b
Asher’s P.O.VThe crisp white tux felt suffocating as I fumbled with the buttons, my reflection in the mirror absolutely mocking me. Was this really happening? Was I about to marrying a monster? How none-the wiser everyone would be, blind to the truth unfolding beneath their champagne flutes.Just then, a knock on the door startled me. “Alpha.” Came the voice through the heavy wood.“Come in, Sen.” I called in a rough voice.The door creaked open, revealing my Beta’s stoic face. He scanned the room, his gaze landing on the hidden remote nestled right under my sleeve. A flicker of understanding pasted between us and he gave me a curt nod.“Everything is in place, Alpha.” he reported. “The projector and screen are set up in the main hall, discreetly hidden behind the floral arrangements.”I nodded curtly and my stomach tightened in worry. This was the only way to do this. The door cracked open without an introduction this time and Vira appeared at the doorway. In a white silk lace dres
Anna’s P.O.VDrip, Drip, Drip.That’s the mix of sweat and blood running down my spine from where I was hung. Trying to move sent pain like a million darts ripping into my skin. So with gritted teeth, I stood on tiptoes, tears burning behind my lids.Vira was a crazy psychopath, no doubt, but what if her words had some truth to them? After all the million ways her team of doctors had tortured me to activate my phantom powers, I was starting to believe it.But why? Why won’t the so called fucking powers manifest so this torture could end? All my fucking life, I’d felt useless, hating myself for not having a wolf when my peers got theirs. I only had a useless shapeshifting ability. Now I was told I had such great powers at the tip of my fingers and I still couldn’t save myself, my babies and the others.The tear I’d been holding since I was locked in a tube without oxygen poured down my eyes and choked sobs seeped out of me. Goddess, please save my babies. I cried to myself as my sh
Asher’s P.O.V: My knuckles were white-hot around the steering wheel, the leather cool and slick beneath my clammy palms. Every muscle in my body felt coiled tight, a knot of churning anxiety that had taken root in my gut and refused to loosen it grip. It had been days since Anna’s kidnap, days that had stretched into an agoninzing eternity. To make matters worse, the wedding loomed ahead on my calender, a fucking deadline that mocked my helplessness. Marrying Vira. The very thought made my stomach churn. The woman was a viper, a fucking sicko and the last person I’d consider spending the rest of my life with. But what choice did I have? It was the only leverage I had, the only flimsy thread keeeping Anna and the kids alive. Tony had mentioned a possible lead but said I had to come to a hidden location to speak to him. It was a long shot, but fuck, it was all i had. The city soon gave way to sprawling surburbs as I droce, then slowly dissolved into a desolate landscape that h