"please, everybody go outside. Please, move faster. All our lives matter! Save yourselves!"
My face crumble, watching all the people inside panicking.
May iilan pang banyaga na halos madapa na kakatakbo palabas. While Altazar on the hand is non stop cussing, complaining about the gun I used to kill a certain people just a few minutes ago.
"If Master Hastro finds out about this! You will pay of it, Aja! You disrespect me! You disrespect my rank as the third boss! What the hell!"
Umirap lang ako sa kanya.
Naka patong ang baril nya sa dalawang palad habang naka luhod. He seems like he is worshipping that fvcking gun with all his might fvcking heart, e wala naman syang puso!
"Tara na, mamaya mo na sambahin yan" I butt in.
He glared at me, with dripping tears from his eyes. Hindi sya nakaka awang tignan, nakaka hiya sya.
I catch Azi's eyes. Nakipag titigan ako sa kanya ng matagal ng matapos itong mag sabi ng mga masasakit na salita.Tumayo ako habang naka titig pa rin sa mga mata nya.Slowly... I walk towards the door, alam kong pina nonood nya lang ako sa kilos ko pero... Am I that pathetic if I am thinking that he would stop me if I ever walk away?But of course no. Ni kamustahin nga ako pagka tapos nya akong iwan na lang bigla ay hindi nya ginawa, ano pa kayang paki alam ang meron sya sa loob nya para saakin ngayong pakiramdam ko ay minaliit na nya ng todo ang pag ka tao ko."At saan ka naman pupunta" he said as if he is mocking me.I gaze at him once again, but this time I wasn't feeling anything but numbness. "Babalik ako..." I said, firmly. A little smile appear on my lips as I heave a deep sigh. "I will come back, and unlike someone I know, nag paalam ako ngayon. With or without permission
Ever since I was young, my parents never scold me.Being the youngest daughter of the family is such an honor.In our clan, being a female is a blessing.One would offer you a billion, one would give you expensive gift, and one would be so envy to the situation.I know I was the spoiled brat that everyone hates, I was the most stupid badass bitch in our family, but that never cause them to treat me badly.Ni pabirong galit never akong naka tanggap sa pamilya ko. Mom is who I can be portrait ay a dalagang filipina by her demure gesture everyday.Dad is the kindness man I know.Sa buong angkan namin, ako lang ang naiba.Lahat sila mababait at mabuting tao, dala na rin siguro ng pagiging banyaga at dayuhan sa bansang pilipinas.Growing up, whenever I made a mistake, they will just smile and thought m
The moment I woke up, I feel like my surroundings were unusual. It seems like I am still in the hotel but... Is the building shaking?I yawn as I tried to stand, ready to use the bathroom when I realized something."Fvck! Am I in a fvcking yacht!" I screamed.I look around, finding Troy. Sya lang ang pweding mag dala sakin dito!But how the hell he would do that? The last time I knew I slept on Azi's room. Paano nya ako nakuha?Unless it was Altazar, among all the guys I know he is the sneakiest... Since Azi were really drunk last time, its not hard to move around the unit... "Pero pvtangina, anong plano nya?"I was about to walk out the room when a guy entered. "Good morning, Aja—""Fvck you! Azi!" I scream in panic. "The hell? You were the one who brought me here?" I hissed.He smiled, but that smile did not e
2 days later, Azi decided to bring me to the hospital for a check up.Hindi ko naman ini expect na sa Remus hospital nya lang pala ako dadalahin.“Kailangan daw mag fill up ng form, wait me Aja. Ako na ang mag susulat for you”Tumango na lang ako dahil wala rin namang mangyayari kung makikioag talo pa ako sa kanya.Simula nong araw na malaman nyang buntis ako, tinatrato nya na akong baldado.I was even surprise when he did not go to his work. O kung saan man sya laging pumupunta at uuwi na lang kung kailan nya gusto.Oras ang lumipas dahil na rin sa pila, although this is a private hospital, maraming pasyente ang kasabay namin ngayon.I could not use my power in this building because I am with Azi.“Aja, we are next. Kaya mo band mag lakad? Wala bang masakit sayo? Nasusuka ka ba, nahihilo o may gusto
A week after I got discharged from the hospital. Azi brought me to the house the he was talking about.I did expect that the house were not huge as how he interpret it, my hell to the hail the house were huge as fvck!Compare to Troy's mansion, I would say this house is more than haft of it.I was just staring at the house for a long time while the maids he hired started taking our things inside the house.My lips were wide open as I turn my gaze to Azi. "Fvck you..." I whisper to him.He just Chuckled and pull me closer for a hug. "I will do everything for you... Kulang pa ito, sa lahat ng mga pag kukulang ko? Marami pa akong dapat panagutan sayo, Aja" he then kisses my forehead. "I love you..."I just nod and did not answer him.May lumapit naman saaming lalaki, he is not as good looking as Azi, but he is an average of my husband.
Sa bilis nitong mag lakad, wala akong nagawa pa para pigilan ito o harangin pa.So without any other choice, I slid out my phone out of my pocket and take the pin out of it's case.Wala na akong ibang paraan pa kaya agad ko iyong ginamit at binato sa direksyon ni Gian.Just a few seconds after it hut his skin, agad syang natumba sa lupa at nahimatay."Buti na lang may extra pin pa ako, that was my last card!" I said to myself.Ngayon naman sya ang problema ko, Gian is double my size as he should be because he is our protector.Pero paano ko sya mabubuhat at saan ko sya ilalagay?Think, Aja. Think!I take my phone and dialed Altazar's number. Sya lang naman ang maaasahan ko sa mga bagay na ganito.[I'm coming—]"Alam mo ba kong na saan ako"He s
I was expecting him to talk to me right away after he got out from the shower room, but then..."Mag bibihis lang ako, after that we will talk"I watched his every move. I can even see how conscious and shame he was while dressing in front of me."Saglit lang, kailangan ko pala muna mag toothbrush, medyo masakit ata ngipin ko" he said without looking at me.I just stared at him and di not say anything.Natapos ito sa pag sipilyo, may kasunod nanaman itong palusot."Gusto mo ba sa baba tayo mag usap? I heard we have a beautiful garden in the backyard. Maganda daw ambiance don, you want?"Still, I did not answer him and just stared at him.Wala akong walang na imikan ito hanggat hindi nya saakin ipaintindi ang lahat ng gusto kong malaman.Kung bakit ang tanga nya para mag bigay ng ganoong kalaking p
Basang basa ako ng sariling pawis ng magising ako sa bisig ni Azi. He look so worried and in pain while stroking my hair to calm me."It's alright, Aja... Please, everything is alright" he said, na parang pagod na pagod na ito.Ang dami nyang kalmot sa mukha, sa braso sa katawan at mga sugat.When I look at my finger, I know I am the one who did it. Puro dugo ang mga kuko ko, puro pasa naman ang katawan ni Azi.Kalmado na ako pero hindi ang puso ko. Naaawa ako sa asawa ko, naaawa ako sa pananakit na ginawa ko sa kanya.I hugged him, tightly while apologizing. "Azi, A-Azi I'm sorry... I am sorry... Sorry"Umiyak ako sa dibdib nya, habang sya ay tuluyan lang akong pinapa kalma.Tumawa ito ng mahina, "you did nothing wrong, Aja. Wag ka ng umiyak. You were already crying while asleep"Nang matigil ako sa