"P-please" was all I was able to say.
A small part of me couldn't help but feel disappointed in myself. I felt pathetic begging for my life, like a loser. But the bigger part of me wanted to live. I was pretty much desperate to live. More like I was afraid to die.
He flounced in my direction briskly with a large tread and was in front of me within a few steps. I pressed myself further against the wall, trying to create as much distance as I could, but he threads his fingers through my hair, tugs it roughly. I cry out in pain as my scalp burns.
"Stop...Please "I cried, desperately trying to pull myself out of his painful clutch. My grey orbs were fixed to his stone-cooled ones as I looked for mercy but found none.
"Stop?" I received a chuckle from him. A bone-chilling chuckle "It just stared babe and you're already scared." All the fake amusement flung from his face as his demeanor turned into a predatory. And unfortunately, I happened to be his prey. In general, he was a wolf and I was a rabbit.
He started dragging me outside by my hair. My scalp burned with the pressure he was applying. I was hysterical at this point, struggling like a madwoman, but my struggle did not faze him at all.
"Please.... stop. You are hurting me" I begged as I tried to pry his hand off my hair, only for him to tighten his grip, making me scream in agony. As we entered my room, he pushed me, making me fall to the ground. I let out a wince at the impact.
I was very bad when it came to tolerating the pain. My family had praised me like a princess even though I belonged to a middle-class family. I can count on my fingers the number of times they have scolded me. I kept my head downstairs, I was scared I would faint if I looked at him.
"So you found the little bird," another voice said. Amusement is clear in his tone. I didn't even have to look.
The creepy man let out a snort "Bird more like a slut". I couldn't help the anger that rose inside me. How dare he call me bitch? When I haven't had my first kiss yet. I wanted nothing but to kick him again, but this time with much more force than I used earlier, but I knew better than to wake a sleeping lion. I was at a liability and it would be wise to let my anger get the best of me. At least not now. Maybe later, that too, if I am alive.
"Aww.... Dean had no need to get angry at the little girl. Can you blame her? See much have better petrified" Said the second voice.
I would have been grateful to whoever said it if I hadn't detected the mockery in his tone. He was just making things hard for me by provoking the creepy guy whose name I learned as Dean.
"Look at me," Dean said, more like a demand, ignoring the man whose name I still didn't know, but I didn't bother. I know it was stupid for me to disobey him in such a situation. Honestly, I wasn't acting stubborn. I was just too scared to face him.
"Don't make me ask twice," he said again when I showed no sign of moving. But this time, I felt a little nudge by someone's foot , maybe Dean's. Having no option despite my hesitation, I did as told and raised my head to look at him.
My eyes enlarged when I saw him aiming his gun straight at my head. So, that is it, I am going to die now. Maybe it'd be better if I died. I don't have anyone to live for anyway. They have already killed my family.
"Any last wish," he asks as he unlocks the safety of the gun. I shook my head slightly as my eyes shut on their own. What was he thinking I would order a burger in the last few minutes if not seconds of my life?
"Well, Bye-bye then," Dean said. I waited for the gun to fire and explode my head but it never came, even after a minute had passed. Having some courage, I slowly peeled my eyes open to see a third of the intruders grabbing Dean's hand.
They were communicating silently through their eyes. Dean let out a groan of annoyance before putting the gun out of my face. I can't help but let out a sigh.
"Ivan, are you sure? I don't think letting her live is a good idea," Dean said. He almost sounds frustrated. What an ass. I can't help but throw a hateful glare at him. Of course, he wasn't looking.
"Don't worry about her. I'll take care of her,``said the man who saved me. Well, I should consider him as a savior, because I still don't have any idea what was going to happen to me.
On the other hand, I don't know, there was something in his voice that made me shiver but not in a good way. His aura screamed danger and demanded respect. I could say this man doesn't accept the word No. He should be someone who commands others and does not take orders from anyone.
Dean snapped his head towards me aggressively and shot me a glare, making my gaze drop. What is his problem with me? Why is he so hell bent on killing me?
"Bring her," the man named Ivan said. Dean was about to grab my arm but before he could, Ivan stopped him.
"Not you Dean," This only seemed to further anger Dean.
"What's with you, Ivan? Aren't you showing a little too much interest in this slut" Dean said, more like... growled. His voice was drenched with hate.
"Are you questioning me, Dean," Ivan calmly asked, but there was an undertone that I didn't miss. Dean's face grimaced into a scowl, but he held his tongue. He backed away from me and the other man came forward. Whose name I still had to know.
His long and thick fingers came out and tightly wrapped around my arm muscles and hoisted me up, but I immediately began to panic. As a natural instinct, I began to struggle and try to push his hand away. I saw Ivan and Dean turning on their heels and walking out of the room.
"Little bird stop before I call Dean back and let him handle you. I am sure you don't want it. Do you?" He threatens even though I don't find anger in his tone. I instantly stopped struggling, not only because I didn't want Dean anywhere near me, but I doubted my struggling would help me.
I looked at him and shook my head, but that didn't seem to satisfy him.
"Words little bird," he probes. What with the nickname?
"N-No, please-e don't bring h-him," I shuttered.
"Good girl" He praises me with a slight pat on my head. What's wrong with this man? Why is he acting like we are companions?
His hands slid down my arms until they were fixed on my wrists. Without giving me a moment, he dragged me out of the room. He was surprisingly gentle with me while he was dragging me all the way downstairs, then outside my house. I saw Ivan and Dean already sitting in the back seat of the white van.
Maybe I can scream for help. I'm sure someone will hear my screams for help and maybe come to my aid. I wasn't sure though it would help. There were hardly a few residences around the area where I live. Most of them are either at work or at school at this time. Even though I live in a very small town, I've always loved this place, but now I hate it.
But still, I decided to take my chance just if anyone was in their house. I was about to open my mouth to let out a shriek but he tightened his grip on my arm painfully.
"Ow," I groan in pain.
"Don't even think about it", he whispered in my ear. His breath fanned against my skin. Does he know what I was doing? No, how would he know?
"I-I don't know. W-what are you talking about?" I tried to come out confident and act innocent but it came out like a squeak.
"Trying to act smart are we now?" A hint of anger in his tone and my breath hitched.
"I'm sorry. I w-won't do it again." I apologize without any hesitation. There was no point in lying, it would only put me in more trouble than I already am.
"Next time, try something like that. I'll show you what animal I can be," His tone is sharp and assertive. He tightens his grip further. I know this is a warning.
"I-It won't h-happen-n again-in," I said in hope that would satisfy him. Thankfully, his hold on to my wrists loosens but he doesn't release it.
"What are you two doing there? Get inside before anyone else sees us here," Ivan says out of the blue, getting both of our attention.
The man holding me doesn't respond but lightly nudges my arm. It was enough for me to know he wanted me to get inside the van. I have no option but to obey. I climbed into the back seat of the van where Dean and Ivan were seated. The man holding me opens the driver's seat door before getting inside and closes the door a little too loudly. The seats were slanted from each other, our seats facing each other.
"What were the two talking about there?" Dean asked the man holding me. Oh no, what he tells them about my unsuccessful plan.
"Nothing, it's mine and the little bird's little secret, right?" I can't believe he didn't complain about me.
"I guess so" My tone was scarcely distinct but he overheard it because he let out a cackle. Dean, on the other hand, lets out a snort, whereas Ivan completely ignores us. His full attention was on his phone screen as he typed something furiously.
"Let's go now. I can't wait to get out of here," Dean says. The next time, the engine vibrates in life and the car starts to move.
At this point, I wasn't even sure who was the worst Dean, Ivan, or the guy who was holding me, whose name I hadn't learned yet. What am I even thinking? They are animals... vicious animals. They killed my parents.
Suddenly, I felt like someone was strangling me, as I found difficulty breathing. I felt nothing but a dull ache in my chest at the image of my parents' dead bodies, which was still fresh in my mind. Before I know, a sob beckons me and my lips begin to tremble. Soon followed by a non-stop waterfall.
It had been around fifteen minutes on the road and I couldn't stop crying. No one bothered me, they were all busy in their own world. Five more minutes pass, then Dean, the volcano erupts out of nowhere.
"SHUT UP WILL YOU" He screeched, making me jump slightly.
"Dean," Ivan said, moving Dean's attention towards him.
"No, Ivan... This girl is getting into my nerves" Before Ivan could say anything, Dean returned his attention to me with an outraged expression, making me gulp. If I didn't know any better, I would have thought he was possessed by an evil spirit. But then how can one evil possess another evil?
"If you make any noise further then I will shoot you right at your vocal cord," he threatened. His voice was laid with annoyance and anger.
My eyes widen at his threat as my hand moves on my neck. I don't know why I did that, maybe on instinct. I flicked my gaze towards Ivan in the hope he would help me, but he just watched me with amusement-filled eyes as the sides of his lips quivered a bit.
"I'm-m sorry. I'll stay-y quiet now," I replied as I wiped my tears with the back of my hand.
"You were better for your own good", Dean threatened me for the last time before looking out of the tinted car window.
After that, no one bothered to speak. Almost driving after three hours, I started to notice the inadequacy of residence. The car started moving on an unpaved road, bumping here and there every now and then. My eyes narrowed and my face vaguely distorted in uncertainty. Where are they taking me? Were they planning to take me deep into the woods and kill me there? But it doesn't make sense... They could have killed me in my house with my parents. Why would they take me into the woods just to kill me? Oh my God, are they planning to rape me and then kill me? No no no no... I can't let that happen. I don't want to die like this. So many terrifying thoughts popped up in my head and all the things that could happen to me. My eyes began to sting and saltiness gathered at my waterline.Stop crying, Jasmin. Crying isn't going to get you anywhere, but it will only add to your problems. I scolded myself. I continued to blink away, trying har
I don't know how long I stayed there, but every single minute, my heart swells restive. I heard light footsteps coming in my direction, alerting my perception. I tense up and uncurl my back. The lock on my door wriggled and the door creaked open. My body further tensed when I saw a man with honey brown hair, olive skin, and wide grey eyes enter the room. I immediately knew this was the man whose name I had yet to find out. "Let go, you haven't eaten anything", I nodded, before pulling myself out of bed. He gave me a sly grin, eyes looking at me up and down. "Nice dress". I suddenly realized that I was only wearing a T-shirt. I averted my eyes away, as a mortifying flush took over my features. I know I must have looked funny. The T-shirt had literally consumed me. It was so gigantic. It looks more like an oversized dress than a T-shirt. I quickly scurried after him, careful to keep an arm's distance between us. "What is your name
As soon as the door opened, my eyes fell upon Ivan who was sitting in the expensive leather chair behind a lavish russet table immersed in his laptop typing something vigorously. Ivan doesn't acknowledge my existence and continues typing away on his laptop. I stay rooted at my pace waiting for him to acknowledge me, but I'm met with only stillness. "You called me?" I finally said as the silence became unbearable.He finally removes his gaze from the screen and looks up at me. "Come here," Hesitantly, I made my way around the table and over to him and stopped next to him, leaving space between us. "Sit". I looked at the armchair beside him before I could make my way there. He stopped me. "Not there here" he nonchalantly says as he pats his lap. My mouth flaps open like a fish. He can't be serious. I wanted to oppose, to say something, but
I slowly crept towards the front door, trying to keep a light footstep. Several things can go out of order. My mind goes through endless possibilities that could happen if I get caught. I hold back a shudder even thinking about it. I have to be very careful if I don't want to get caught. Slowly, I unfastened the wooden door, trying my best not to make any sound. I was about to open the door when a hand clasped onto my shoulder, making me tense. Swirling around, I came eye to eye with Dean, who was gazing at me with a full grin. I started to panic internally but did my best to keep my face still. "What are you doing?" He asked, raising a perfectly shaped eyebrow. "I-I" Clearing my throat, I gave him a hesitant answer. "I wanted to get some water." I'm swift to explain myself. "Water and here," I forgot to mention, I'm terrible when it comes to lying. "I just forgot the direction of the kitchen" he laughs at my words. "I wonder wha
Ivan was not in the room when I woke up. His side of the bed was cold and vacant, implying that it had been a long time since he was off. And I was extremely grateful for that. My body ached all over, especially between my legs. I could still feel the sticky white of the residuum between my legs. I never imagined this would happen to me. He's a vicious animal. A sobs wreck through me, I muffle the sobs by clasping my hand over my mouth. After crying for what seemed like forever, I dragged my body out of bed but immediately winced when a sharp burning pain erupted from between my thighs from yesterday's assault. Ignoring the pain, I walked into the bathroom. I gaze at myself in the mirror. My face looked an absolute mess. There were streaks of dried-up tears in my cheeks. Under-eye bags and my hair was sticking out in different directions. I got inside the shower, wanting to wash away all his touches. After taking a long shower, I change
There are so many thoughts running inside of me, not one of them is optimistic. I am just scared of what the future holds for me. My thoughts drifted back to what happened in the morning as I recall my and Dean's conversation. I am still baffled about agreeing with him or not. I think I should take his offer. It's just one night, right? Yes, I will definitely take his offer. I have decided. After the morning incident, I stayed in my room and refused to go out. I have been watching the same movie again and again. With countless thoughts running in my head, I couldn't concentrate on the movie. I felt disoriented and my head was pounding furiously. I'm so grumpy and frustrated, I just want to curl up into a ball and cry. I hate feeling so unstable. I need to get out of here before I completely lose myself. "Jasmin" Sasha's voice breaks me out of my thoughts and brings me back to reality. Instead of answering her, I stayed quiet. I have no
I squeezed my eyes closed, trying to rule my fear.I can do this.I mentality encouraged, myself. Gathering up all of my courage, I raised my hand and beat my knuckles against the door gently. Not long after, a shirtless Dean opens the door. A large smirk covers his face as his gaze falls on me as he leans against the door frame. I open my lips to speak but before I could say anything, he grabs me by my wrist and pulls me to him, pressing our bodies together. "I knew you would come but didn't know this earlier. I mean not that I mind," he smugly says as he presses his mouth on my neck, leaving wet kisses on the sensitive skin. An unladylike squawk fell from my mouth. "Stop". I started struggling against him, trying to get myself free from his hold. "Shh! Just relax and enjoy yourself. I'll make it pleasurable for you," He purrs as his hand roams all over my body finding each and every curve. I'm still trying to push h
I immediately looked away. I am still not used to the way he stares at me. I don't think I ever will be. It is just so intimidating. Soon after a woman entered the room, I couldn't help but notice how beautiful she was. Mesmerizing brown orbs. Thick eyebrows with luscious lips. She is wearing a minimum of make-up. She was quite tall, with dark brown hair cascading that came to her mid-back. She looks like a model on the cover of a magazine. The only thing I didn't like was her outfit. It looked too small and tight for her body. Her butt was partially hanging and the same with her huge breast. They were pressed against her tight red dress nearly spilling out of it. But who cares? It's her life and she can do anything she wants. She must probably be Sasha's age, in her early or mid-twenties. "Ivan baby why didn't you wait for me," She said as she let out a wince. I immediately knew she was one of daddy's princesses. It was so obvious from
ONE AND HALF YEARS LATER. I glanced over at the clock on the wall. It was almost ten and Ivan would arrive any second. I don't know who I am gonna break the news to and how he is going to react. I pinched my eyes shut as I suddenly felt light-headed and a swell of motion sickness hit me. I immediately jumped up and bolted to the washroom before locking it. I immediately knelt down and threw my dinner into the toilet. I flushed the toilet before getting up and walked towards the washbasin to brush my teeth and splashed some water on my face. I couldn't help but stare at my reflection. I looked normal despite the fact I always feel drained these days. For the past few days, I have been vomiting frequently and I get drained really quickly. Soon I realized I had missed my periods. It didn't take me much to realize what had happened to me. So, I called Rosie my doctor for confirmation. She came and collected my blood this morning a
Two days had passed since my conversation with Ivan. Two days since, I am living in the guilt of taking two lives. I don't understand how Ivan can forgive me, especially after what I did to his unborn child. James, on the other hand, wants me to get a file from Ivan's office. Yes, that is what was written in the message. I was supposed to steal the file and James will come to pick me up on Saturday at noon, which will happen tomorrow. I am petrified. Anything could go wrong. Even though Ivan keeps assuring me everything is going to be okay, I can't seem to relax. But what choice do I have? I had to take the risk either way. "Isabella?" The mention of my name took me out of the trance. My head snaps towards the voice only to find Mary looking at me with her brows furrowed. I forgot to mention it. Mary had returned early in the morning. I was really happy to see her back. At least I'll not be alone now. "Bella?" She called me out
"I want to surrender," I said, looking straight through Ivan's eyes. It wasn't a question, it was a statement. "What the fuck are you talking about?" Dean snapped, obviously not liking whatever I said. I flicked my head towards Dean, who seemed like he wanted to snap my head. But for some reason it didn't scare me like it used to, I felt nothing. I was just numb. "I said I'll surrender," I repeated, emphasizing each and every word. "You will do no such thing," he growled demandingly. "I'm not changing my mind," My voice came out surprisingly strong. Dean needs to know I'm not changing my mind. "But-" Dean was about to say sometime but Ivan cut him off. "Dean, let me handle her," Ivan's tone was too calm for my liking. Even though he didn't look angry, my heart started racing and my palms started to sweat. Something "So you are going to surrender?" "Y-Yes," The word came out of my lips as a hush, but that
"Who is Jasmin?" I said softly, afraid I would anger him. Even though I was frustrated, I still know my limitations. But, as expected, he didn't say anything. He only gawked at me. I was getting apprehensive as time passed by. And the way he was gawking at me wasn't helping at all. It's been months since I've been living with this man, but I don't think I will ever get used to his stares. "Why are you all quiet? Tell me who Jasmin is," I repeated when I didn't get any answer. I know I was supposed to keep it a secret, but now it's done. I can only hope whatever James claimed is wrong, otherwise we will all be in great trouble. "Little bird, listen," David began, but I immediately cut him off. "No, I don't want excuses. All I want is an answer, plain and simple," I replied honestly. I didn't even care about my tone. I was sick and tired of people keeping me in the dark. I just wanted my answer and nothing else. "But Ang-" Dean st
It's only been a couple of days since Ivan murdered Peter and I've noticed how Ivan didn't feel the slightest repentance. It made me debate with myself. Is Ivan the right person for me? I tried to get the conversation going about it, but every time I talk about it, Ivan either ignores me or shuts me up. I don't know why he hides things from me. I know there is no justification for killing someone, nothing that can justify it, but I still want Ivan to tell me anything or even make any excuse for what he did. Peter wasn't exactly an honorable man, and it didn't take much to figure it out. I still remember how he was staring at me despite being a married man. The memories themselves make me grimace in disgust. But no one deserves to perish and no one has the right to take away someone's existence. A cold chill ran through my body as Ivan brutally ended his life. Peter's cry of agony still rings through my ear. I rubbed my now throbbing head. I hav
Days were going on, another few days had passed by and things were the same except the fact men have been uptight most of the time. They are hardly present at the house. Most of the days they come home after I have fallen asleep and they are gone before I wake up. I didn't know what they were doing because they were so busy. I wanted to ask him but for some reason, I felt like Ivan wouldn't appreciate my interference or interrogation. In those two months of living with Ivan, I had realized he was a very private person. Ivan had informed me in the morning that some people were coming over tonight for dinner and he had asked me if I could cook for them. Yes, he didn't order me. He asked if he was okay with ordering the food from outside. But I assured him I could cook for them. But the only problem was there weren't any groceries left to do the cooking. He said he would send someone with it and here I'm still waiting for the groceries. It
I still can't believe Ivan raised his hand on me and, worse, he didn't even bother apologizing. He storms off the house right after it, but after shooting me a glare. It wasn't a big deal, no matter how much I think, I fail to understand why he acted the way he did. All I asked was to go out. Sometimes I even wonder why I am even with him. He's too aggressive sometimes. Like something switches inside him. He goes from caring to scary mode. Yes, he is caring, understanding, good-looking, smart, everything, but that doesn't give him the right to manhandle me. Glancing out the window, I realized it had started getting dark. I still had to cook dinner. Yes, I am angry. That doesn't mean I will keep them starving. I headed downstairs and cooked white pasta because that was all I found. I had my dinner in absolute silence, but for the first time, I didn't feel lonely eating alone. Instead, it was rather comforting. After my dinner, I headed b
Seven days have gone by since the day of our argument. Ivan was very touchy from that day on. He would touch me and kiss me, every chance he got. I even caught him staring at me several times, but he didn't care and he kept staring at me regardless of whether he was caught. I still remember when Ivan had returned home. He was very angry when he did not find me lying naked on the bed as he had ordered me. He stripped me of my clothes and spanked my ass until I couldn't sit down. In the last seven days, we've been so close both physically and emotionally. I can tell I'm starting to feel things for him. There is no point in hiding it or denying it, at least not with me. No, it's not love, I'm still far from loving him, but his appearance is enough to make my heart swell. I don't know what was the definition of a perfect man for me in the past, because I don't remember anything, but now he is all I want in a man. And I don't mind giving our
They both turned their attention to me. Ivan's eyes widened for a split second before returning to his usual blank face and I didn't miss the way the woman's lips curved slightly. What a witch, I already hate her. Feelings of resentment flowed throughout my being. My mind was overwhelmed with all kinds of feelings. I was humiliated, embarrassed, betrayed, angry, and a little hurt. Yes, it hurts. I can't help feeling the weight in my heart. I didn't know what I was feeling or why I was feeling this way. It should matter what he's doing and with whom he's doing it, but for some reason he did. I really couldn't understand why I felt like that. I stood there for what felt like an eternity but it was only a matter of minutes before Ivan broke the silence. "Isabella" My name tumbled out of his mouth involuntarily. This is the first time I've heard him take my name. He always calls me a princess. "Princess, it's not what you think," He