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Chapter 63 - Feel Alive Again

Author: Fujiashi
last update Last Updated: 2021-11-17 15:23:50

I arrived in front of our house's gate with a disheveled appearance. I can see my reflection from the mirrors on the street before, and now I regret crying like that. 

If my parents are home, they'll make a big deal out of this and try to force me to go homeschooling again like before. I don't want that. I took a deep breath as I opened our gate and went inside. 

Before getting inside the door, I notice the orange-ray coming from the sun already ready to set. It's almost dismissal. Would everything be fine there? It will be since I'm not there anymore. No one could ruin everything there anymore. I opened the door and went inside, hoping that no one was home. 

"Ion? Is that you?"

Hearing Alina's voice made my eyes brimmed with tears. No. I can't let Alina see me like this. She'll worry about me again. I swallowed the lump in my throat. "Yeah, it's m

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