San Francisco, USA
April 2012
Lynn Vandestine
He was standing in an old, mouldy garage, where he had come to meet a guy. Actually, he had no other choice except keeping his order and coming here.
His heart was throbbing with fear.
At that moment, a man came into the place. He had a bald head, wrinkled skin and that kind of blue sharp eyes which made someone real scared. Two suited man with black sunglasses also appeared behind him.
"Agent Stanley." The old man, named Chief Malum, said in a deep voice and stopped a feet away from him.
"Chief Malum," Lynn replied flatly.
"I never asked you why you don't use your father's surname." Chief folded his arms across his chest, pinning him with his eyes.
God, he hated this man.
"Because my so-called father was a good man. Just like you." He bantered him.
Chief laughed lightly. "Oh, he was. It's so bad you killed him. You didn't need to."
Lynn clenched his fists.
"Can you talk about why you wanted to meet?"
Chief reacted as if he had just remembered. "Right, right. About why I wanted to meet with you. The Conditorem have made a decision."
Lynn inhaled sharply, because that couldn't be good. The Conditorem was a secret society of a bunch of evil people, who could do everything they wanted. It wasn't as simple as it sounded, they really could control anything.
His father used to work for them.
Now, Lynn had to work for them too.
"You are the chief," said Lynn slowly. "That means you made a decision, right?"
"You have to leave America," Chief declared.
Lynn stiffened.
What? No way.
"Why?" He asked in a shaky voice.
Chief stepped front, smiling wolfishly.
"Because I said so. I have an assignment for you. You are going to Canada."
"It's ridiculous! I can't go back there."
"Police won't look for you again, it's all settled, boy. And also you're not going to Calgary."
Calgary was his birthplace.
"Then where?" He questioned harshly.
"Magdalene Islands. No more questions." Chief turned to walk back.
"What if I refuse?" Lynn asked angrily, without any thought, as he was furious at this man.
Chief slowly turned back to him.
"Did I hear you correctly? Refuse?"
"Yes." Lynn wanted to see what he could do.
"Show him." Chief ordered one of the suited men behind him.
The tall guy opened his bag and pulled out a laptop. The other guy brought a small table from a corner of the empty garage. They started to do something in the laptop.
"Chief," after a while they said.
Lynn moved front, feeling a bit curious.
It was a CCTV footage of a room, located in front of the open window. It was evening and dark, but a little later, the light was on.
It was Sam's room.
Lynn gasped.
They were watching her. Continuously.
He turned to Chief, who was watching the tape as if it were a comedy movie. Lynn felt so much anger inside him that it seemed he couldn't control.
"There's more." He laughed.
His aunt Sicily, his mother, his younger brother Mahone. They all were being watched. Under guns.
They showed him more tapes and he helplessly, bitterly realized, The Conditorem were watching the people he cared in his life, the only ones.
What could he do?
"You have exactly ten minutes for your girl. Then you're leaving. Understood?"
"Don't hurt them." Lynn looked down.
"Don't worry. We'll take care of them as long as you do your work properly. Your father was a fine man, but try not to make the same mistake he made."
Lynn looked up into his eyes.
"Now!" Chief hissed like a snake.
He took a few deep breaths, a try to make himself calm. But how was that possible when you know your loved ones are in danger?
Lynn tapped at the window.
A second later, Sam appeared, smiling. She opened the window and helped him to climb inside.
"Interesting entrance." She sat on a chair.
Lynn laughed a little. "Yeah. I thought I should try once. What are you doing?"
She went back to type in her laptop. "I'm writing a article for our school magazine. It's about swimming, actually."
"Swimming, huh?" He placed his hands on her both shoulders, massaging gently. "That reminds me how you look in bikinis."
She chuckled softly. "How do I look?"
He touched her skin under the thin shirt. "You look divine. You make me like my whole body is in fire."
She turned her face to him, raising an eyebrow. "Mr. Stanley, are you flirting with me now? Really?"
"Maybe I am." He kissed her jaw lightly.
She stopped typing. Then she took his hands in hers and stood up.
Lynn sat in her bed and placed her in his lap, staring up at her eyes. Those ocean blue eyes, which made him wanting to forget everything but her. Which eyes comforted him, calmed him, cared for him.
He wrapped his arms around her hips.
She cupped his face gently. "Where were you all the day, Lynn?"
The hurt in her voice made his heart ache. There was no way that he could tell her about The Conditorem, that would make her worried. His father made mistakes and he had to pay for that and he couldn't get her involved in this mess. He knew she was strong, but he just couldn't tell her.
He had to lie.
"I had some work," he looked away. "Oh, I forgot to tell you__I have to go see Aunt Sicily. Tonight."
"Is she sick again? Can I come with you?"
He shook his head. "No, it's okay. I will go myself, don't worry." He tucked a lock of her hair behind her ear.
"Okay."
Lynn and Sam stared at each other, so many unspoken feelings they were feeling. They understood each other so perfectly.
She leaned forward slowly and press a kiss in the corner of his mouth, her fingers moving in his soft hair. She kissed another corner of his mouth, then his cheek, his jaw.
He inhaled deeply her scent and tightened his arms around her hips. He felt her lips in his ear, her hand on his chest.
"Your heart is beating so fast," she whispered.
He closed his eyes. It was true.
He moved his hands and placed them behind her neck.
"I want you," he whispered back.
Her breath sped up.
He kissed her lips softly. She looked into his eyes, her face inches from his.
He slammed his lips with her.
They were standing in front of his car.
"Tomorrow you'll be back, right?" She asked.
He placed the travelling bag in the backseat and closed the passenger door. Then he reached to her, taking her both hands.
"I am not sure, Sammy. But you don't need to worry." He hugged her tightly.
Please tell me not to go.
She moved back, her expression sad.
"What's wrong?" He said.
She took a deep breath. "I know you aren't going to visit Aunt Sicily. You're wrong if you thought that I couldn't read you. I can tell when you lie to me."
Lynn looked down, his heart was breaking.
"I am sorry."
"Is it about your father?"
He nodded. "I'm really sorry."
"What about the camera outside of my window? Who was watching me?"
He froze. How did she know?
"It was....nobody. I broke the camera. Looks like my father made some enemies."
She didn't look satisfied with his answer, but she said, "Be careful, please."
"I will. I have a gun with me, you know."
"I understand." She said in a low voice.
He swallowed hard. "Okay."
She kissed him lightly. "It's getting dark. "You should go. Goodbye."
He didn't want to release her hand.
He kissed her for last time. And he opened the car door and got in.
"Bye. I'll be back." He fired the ignition.
She smiled sweetly. "Be safe in the way."
Lynn looked at her, not trying to hide his tears.
"Lynn?" she called.
"Je veux que tu te souvieness de moi."
( I want you to remember me.)
San Francisco, USA
August 2016
Lynn Vandestine
He doesn't think she remembers him. She didn't say anything when he said his name was Edwin. She didn't recognize him.
Now he is in a car with her, she's driving. He is thinking what could be happened to her. It has been three painful years since he had to leave, but she.....
Lynn clenched his fists hard.
The Conditorem.
What have they done to her?
Samlin Greenham
I stop my car and glance around.
It seems like a tiny forest and the place is quiet, because there's no building at all. The lake must be inside of the forest. I stare at the wild, green trees for a moment, then look at Edwin. He's sleeping.
We didn't talk in the way. I don't like to talk when I'm driving, it distracts me. A month ago, I had a tiny accident while I was talking on the phone with my mother. Nobody was hurt, but from then I decided not to talk with someone in the car.
I just explained it to him and he nodded and stared sleeping. I grab my car keys and bag, ready for swimming.
How can someone sleep in a moving car?
I study Edwin for a minute, watching his sleeping figure. His lips are slightly parted and he's breathing steadily. He has his hand under his head, leaning against the seat.
Why does he seem so familiar?
Who is he? Dumb, rich kid from Canada?
Or someone I used to know?
Stop it, Samlin.
I nudge him lightly in his elbow. "Edwin, wake up. We are here."
He doesn't even move one inch, continuing to sleep.
I nudge him again. Firmly.
He still doesn't move.
I shout, "Edwin!"
Is he faking?
I grumble and pull out a notebook from my bag. I tear a page apart and crumple it narrowly. And then I enter the page into his ear.
He jerks, snapping his eyes open.
"Jeez! What are you doing?" he pats his ear.
"You weren't waking. What am I supposed to do?" I ask innocently.
He rubs his eyes, yawning. "Well, it was a nice drive."
"It sure was for you."
"Um...where are we?"
We get out of the car and start walking.
"What are you going to show me?" he asks.
"I have never been here before." I remove some small branches in front of my way.
"You're not gonna kill me, are you?" He tries to joke, but I hear a bit fear in his voice.
What the heck?
I stop, turning to him.
"Really?" I scoff. "Why would I kill you?"
He says nothing, watching me.
"Come on, it's just a lake." I wave my hand.
He doesn't say anything and gently passes me, walking ahead.
"So...you're from Canada, right? Which city?"
"You won't recognize," he replies.
"Try me." I glance around, searching for the lake. Where is it?
"Calgary. City in Canada."
I stop for a while.
Is my past coming back?
"You know it?" he scoops, picking a wild flower.
Celandine.
"Oh, Calgary? Um...it's situated in Alberta province of Canada. The center of Canada's oil industry. Calgary's another name is 'Cowtown'. Famous for July rodeo, festival, Calgary tower, blah blah blah."
"Wow." He is amused.
"There was someone who I used to know. He was from Calgary, too."
"Who was he?"
"I don't know. My cousin, maybe. I can't recall much. My psychiatrist said I had a little memory loss."
He frowned. "Psychiatrist? Memory loss? And you're not worried?"
"Should I be?" I ask. Because I've got more important things to worry about. I have tried to remember about that cousin, but.....
Suddenly a shocking pain hits my head.
"Uhh!" I groan, holding my head tightly. Everything I see is blunt, just my head is aching so much, flashbacks running in my brain. Like a knife.
Flashbacks of a boy. And me.
Pain, pain and pain.
I uncontrollably sit on the ground.Apparently I fall."Hey, hey, you okay?" Edwin hurriedly sits beside me."I'm fine." I answer shakily, closing my eyes. Actually I wasn't fine. I haven't seen my psychiatrist for almost a month, haven't taken my medication. Now, the flashbacks are gone, but I still have the headache.I am breathing hard.I wonder what caused the flashbacks."C'mon," he wraps my left arm around his shoulder and lifts me up. "The lake is near. You need some fresh air."I walk with him, dropping my head in his shoulder. I feel a little surprised by my act, because I don't even know him.Or maybe I do.His body scent seems familiar."Don't try to think too much. When you apply pressure to remember a thing of your past, which was maybe painful, it affects your neuron cells.""It wasn't painful. Perhaps," I stop walking.And I open my eyes.Sudd
Los Angelos, USAAugust 2016Lynn VandestineHe enters in this long building.The building is cloud-kissing, like it was built to stand with pride. He's feeling a bit tired because of the five hour driving, yet he can't avoid the anger in his mind.The sexy black receptionist in the desk, Landy Keller, smiles sweetly after seeing him."Handsome boy, long time no see!" She pouts playfully. "Where have you been? Oh, my mistake. Of course, you had work, didn't you?"Lynn puts his elbows on the mahogany desk, no mood in flirting with her. "Yeah, I had. Can I see Chief now?""Um__Chief's not here, Agent Stanley." Her smile immediately drops, smoothing her curly hair nervously."Landy, it's important." He ignores her, briskly stepping front to the elevator."No," she grips his hand tightly. "I'm saying it again, Chief's not here and you can't go in without an appointment. Now step aside."
Samlin GreenhamI suddenly open my eyes.I blink and slowly move my head. The pain in head is light, a little like when you are injected morphine.Where am I?I move myself in a seated position, then look around the room, remaining dark.It is my own room.I clamber off from the bed and stand up and switch on the light. The clothes I'm wearing is dry, surprising. The windows are opened, bringing cold air and the door is opened, so I warily step outside.Somebody brought me home.How night is it?"Mom, are you here?" I call out, wondering if someone's in our house. I stay still and try to hear any sound.It's quiet.I go downstairs and examine the front door, which is locked from inside. The grand clock says it's 7 p.m. and my mother isn't home yet.I look for my school bag, which is staying on the sofa and I sit in a one, pulling out my phone.Battery
Somebody is brushing hairs from my forehead. Then nudging my shoulder. "Sam, wake up," a voice tells softly.A male voice.I am feeling confused. There's no male person in our home. Then who is it? Did Dad come back?I try to open my eyes, but can't, because sunlight is hitting me. Who the hell opened the damn curtains of the damn window? I raise my hands to cover my eyes, but something is in them. Something muddy.Wait__I'm not in home, am I?"Sam," that voice tells again.I snap my eyes open.A strong face welcomes me.I adjust myself in a seated position, glancing around. Who is this guy?Shit! I fell asleep on the mountain top. All the night.I squint at the sunlight, not feeling as panicked as others should be."Who are you?" I look at his blue eyes."I can ask you the same question," he replies.I yawn, staring at my hands which are covered with
"You have an interesting collection," Mahone drops himself on a sofa, then lifts one of his legs over another.Lynn glances at his book shelves."Thanks. It took time to collect them.""Didn't know you were a history lover. What's your favorite book, then? The Satanist by Dennis Wheatley?" He gulps the wine, bottoms up. "Oh, no. I forgot that you're the hero. You wouldn't be the satan."Lynn leans against the wall, watching his brother carefully."What are you doing here, Mahone? Where did you get the cuts in your face? In a fight?""Ouch! That hurts," he reaches to the wine bottles again to pour some. "Assumed you would be glad to see me.""Well, I am. Just surprised. Are you sure you should be drinking that much?"Mahone chuckles, then extends his both hands around. "I'm fine and I know how much I can handle. Don't worry, brother.""What about your school? Does Aunt Sicily know that you're here?" Lynn scowls.
Bloody hell."You annoying goggles," I mutter.I lost my them again. What is wrong with them? Because of the 'Lynn' thing, I couldn't take the swimming lesson. I was confused and lost, so directly came home. And I'm guessing I can't make the afternoon lesson, too. I'm not used to swim without goggles, when I'm with many students. And another reason, despite I've been swimming for many years, I don't see well in water.Now, what? Did I really put them in bag when Jake gave? Honestly, I can't remember.Wait, maybe I have another pair.I walk hurriedly to the storeroom and start to search. I first reach to the shelf where I put my old sports items, but I've bumped into something.I swallow, gazing at the curtain.I take a deep breath and put the curtain away.Dad's piano.June 2016"Samlin, time for your piano lesson!" My father knocked at my door.
He closes the driver's door.Lynn looks around the little house carefully and walks through the driveway, entering his hands into his pockets. He's not sure if this guy still lives here, but if anyone could help him to take the Feingold Brothers down, this guy would be one of them. But also, time changes people.Lynn rings the bell twice.After a while, footsteps approaches. A pale looking, red haired woman opens the door slightly, looking at him suspiciously."What do you want?" she asks coldly."Er__does Ray Jenkins live here?""Who are you?" she frowns."My name is Lynn, an old friend of Ray. Is he here?" Lynn replies patiently."Oh, he's here." The woman raises her eyebrows. "But I don't think you're gonna meet him.""Why? What's wrong?""You work for that secret society, don't you? Which screwed up his whole life, our life," she speaks harshly. "I don't know why you're here, but I don'
Lynn VandestineHe wraps a towel around his lower naked body, stepping out from the shower, then looks at the mirror ummindfully."What kind of a freak showers at noon?" He suddenly hears a low voice behind him. Lynn turns, then notices his brother lying on his bed, holding a wine bottle in his hand."Only your brother does," he chuckles, lightly shaking his wet hair, then pulls out a blue shirt from the wardrobe. "Are you drunk?""Of course not," Mahone sits up idly, looking with sleepy eyes. "Wait."Lynn turns to him, "What?"Mahone puts the bottle down, then walks to him, feeling horrified. "Lynn, the scars in your back look....more. What happened to you?"Lynn turns away from him, buttoning his shirt quickly. No, he didn't want to remember the three months when he was starving in a basement, being tortured and beaten up, waiting for to die, wanting to die."What happened to you?" he asks again."Stop it,
Samlin GreenhamI suddenly open my eyes.I blink and slowly move my head. The pain in head is light, a little like when you are injected morphine.Where am I?I move myself in a seated position, then look around the room, remaining dark.It is my own room.I clamber off from the bed and stand up and switch on the light. The clothes I'm wearing is dry, surprising. The windows are opened, bringing cold air and the door is opened, so I warily step outside.Somebody brought me home.How night is it?"Mom, are you here?" I call out, wondering if someone's in our house. I stay still and try to hear any sound.It's quiet.I go downstairs and examine the front door, which is locked from inside. The grand clock says it's 7 p.m. a
Samlin Greenham"When is our competition gonna start?" I ask a girl from our team, Ally and sit on a bench."Boys team first. Then us," she replies. Today is the competition, I've been worrying about. It's not a big deal, just the selection for a captain. But somehow it feels a big deal to me, I'm not ready to hand my title to a new swimmer, when I've been the captain for three years.Five hundred yards freestyle.A crowd has already formed around the pool. The captain of the boys team is Brian Hardy. I usually don't consider people who aren't my friends, but if you asked me how his character was, I'd say he was nosy and clingy.Well, now he's coming. I look away."Hey, Sam." He shows a stupid grin, then turns to Ally, "Hey, Sis. How's my mother?"Brian is her elder br
Calgary, CanadaJune 2011Lynn Vandestine"I don't think we're going to the jazz festival," sighed Mahone, biting his nails."Stop doing that. Gross!" Lynn spoke with a hint of discomfort in his voice, watching his brother behind of a newspaper, also reading."This?" he held up his index finger, then cut the nail with his teeth, throwing it at him. "Want more?" he laughed, teasing him."You're disgusting!" Lynn threw the paper at him, shaking himself. It was a bright day of summer, their house was at the Edgemont neighborhood, an amazing place with mountains view. The Vandestine Castle had been standing there for generations, shining by its history. It had been almost two weeks since June had started, it was the time in Calgary for the international jazz festival. Though
Lynn VandestineHe wraps a towel around his lower naked body, stepping out from the shower, then looks at the mirror ummindfully."What kind of a freak showers at noon?" He suddenly hears a low voice behind him. Lynn turns, then notices his brother lying on his bed, holding a wine bottle in his hand."Only your brother does," he chuckles, lightly shaking his wet hair, then pulls out a blue shirt from the wardrobe. "Are you drunk?""Of course not," Mahone sits up idly, looking with sleepy eyes. "Wait."Lynn turns to him, "What?"Mahone puts the bottle down, then walks to him, feeling horrified. "Lynn, the scars in your back look....more. What happened to you?"Lynn turns away from him, buttoning his shirt quickly. No, he didn't want to remember the three months when he was starving in a basement, being tortured and beaten up, w
Lynn Vandestine"We should have taken a fucking flight. It will take a road to hell if we keep moving by your car," groans Mahone beside him, looking at the road impatientlLynn frowns after hearing about his favorite Mercedes-Benz. "There's no flight available within three hours. I already checked," he replies, gripping the steering wheel more tightl"Of course, you did"Can you call Sam to ask where she is now? Tell her not to do anything__ stupid"She will never do anything stupid, you know that and you're not helping her by telling this, okay? By the way, I just remember that apparently I don't have her phone numberLynn sighs and pulls out his mobile from his pocket, then tosses it to his brother. "Tell her that we are coming, too"We're not gonna make it in time, Lynn, if we're going to go by your car," he guesses the pin and
Samlin GreenhamI suddenly open my eyes.I blink and slowly move my head. The pain in head is light, a little like when you are injected morphine.Where am I?I move myself in a seated position, then look around the room, remaining dark.It is my own room.I clamber off from the bed and stand up and switch on the light. The clothes I'm wearing is dry, surprising. The windows are opened, bringing cold air and the door is opened, so I warily step outside.Somebody brought me home.How night is it?"Mom, are you here?" I call out, wondering if someone's in our house. I stay still and try to hear any sound.It's quiet.I go downstairs and examine the front door, which is locked from inside. The grand clock says it's 7 p.m. a
● Music recommendation : Maybe SomedaySamlin GreenhamI wake up in the morning, at least I think so that it's still morning. What made me wake up from my deep sleep? I glance around the bed and see that my phone is vibrating."Sorry, don't in a mood to answer," I mutter.I switch it off without glancing, because now I have no intention to go back to my house. My head is still hurting and processing the events what happened at yesterday.I sit up on the bed, brushing my messy hair. This house isn't mine, it's my Aunt Sicily's. When she went to Canada for a quite long time, she gave me her house keys and told me to look after it. I had almost forgotten about that until last night."Shit!" I wince in pain when I place my legs on the floor. Why didn't I feel the pain before? I thought a good night's sleep would reduce the hurt, but it didn't. How can
Lynn Vandestine He pushes the door open of his new studi Painting has always been his hobby, but it is his first time to open a workshop like this. When he was in his adolescence, it wasn't one of his pleasant times. In order to lighten his mood, he used to climb up at the top of his favourite mountain, with papers and paints in the backpack. Often, he brushed colors gently on the canvas, while thinking if a girl would appear in front of him just like that drawin Now, the place can catch a plenty of natural light, one of the reason why he bought this. The layout is flexible, it's enough big for his work. The paintings around the studio are mostly portraits, but he drew some landscapes, too, tried to do another genr "Hi, Tom!" he greets the guy, who is moving his brush with so much attention, benting towards the easel. Tom is a local artist and a student of art college
Lynn VandestineHe pushes the door open of his new studio. Painting has always been his hobby, but it is his first time to open a workshop like this. When he was in his adolescence, it wasn't one of his pleasant times. In order to lighten his mood, he used to climb up at the top of his favourite mountain, with papers and paints in the backpack. Often, he brushed colors gently on the canvas, while thinking if a girl would appear in front of him just like that drawing.Now, the place can catch a plenty of natural light, one of the reason why he bought this. The layout is flexible, it's enough big for his work. The paintings around the studio are mostly portraits, but he drew some landscapes, too, tried to do another genre."Hi, Tom!" he greets the guy, who is moving his brush with so much attention, benting towards the easel. Tom is a local artist and a student of art college,