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230 A Little Shock And Hope

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Camila

The news about the man who was supposed to be my father shook me deeply. But it was even more shattering for my mother. For so many years, she had carried the painful weight of believing that he had abandoned her, leaving her alone to raise me. And now, after all this time, to learn that this wasn’t the case—that he hadn’t left by choice but had suffered in his own way—was almost too much to process.

The thought that he, too, had struggled to rebuild his life after losing us was both heartbreaking and strangely comforting. He hadn’t forgotten us, and maybe, in some small way, that made the years of pain a little lighter for her.

I watched my mother as she sat there, silent at first, the phone held tightly in her hands. She had been putting off this call, hesitating, maybe afraid of what she might feel or hear. But now, sitting in the quiet of the afternoon, she finally found the courage. It was nearly two o’clock, and I sensed that for her, it was now or never. She couldn’t del
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dreamy
i am hoping Glenda get pregnant too and have more children she is not too old anyway
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Jess
It’s a lot to take in but they both handled it with grace. I’m glad Glenda is going with Dimitri, he’s a keeper!! If she didn’t, I would have gladly taken her place!! lol
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Marlenny Fernandez
Indeed the work is a small box!! I’m glad they don’t hold grudges to each other and that all the misunderstandings between them were talked out
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