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10. A deep pain
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Traded For His First Love 11. All over
Reese POVAfter what I saw earlier, Elliot and Jennifer kissing, I felt broken in a way I never thought was possible. The pain was so sharp it felt like someone had run a blade through my heart. Elliot had promised to change, had given me hope, and now that promise lay in pieces at my feet.Now, we were sitting in our room, a heavy silence hanging in the air, like a dark cloud before the storm. I couldn't look at him; my gaze fixed on the floor, where the patterns of the carpet seemed to mock my pain."Reese," he began, his voice low, almost a whisper of guilt. "I need to tell you the truth."I lifted my eyes to meet his, which were filled with a mix of remorse and something I couldn't identify. "The truth? What truth, Elliot? That you cheated on me with Jennifer?" My voice shook, but there was an underlying anger, a fury for what had been destroyed.He sighed, a sound that seemed to carry the weight of the world. "Jennifer is my lover. Since I met her again, I remembered the first lo
Last Updated : 2025-02-08Traded For His First Love 12. The surrogate mother
Reese POVAfter hours of crying and lamenting in the room over my husband's painful words, it felt like each tear had drained a little more of my soul. But reality called me back; I had to make dinner for Sammy. With an effort that seemed to move mountains, I got up from the bed, where each blanket reminded me of a betrayal, and went down to the kitchen.Upon entering, the scene I found was like another blow to my already wounded spirit. There was Sammy, laughing and eating, with Jennifer beside him, who had already prepared his dinner. The table was set with his favorite dishes, and he seemed completely happy and comfortable with her."Since you forgot about him, I made his dinner and took good care of him," Jennifer said, shrugging with that cynical smile that seemed to mock my pain.I felt a lump in my throat. I hadn't forgotten my son; I was just devastated. But faced with that scene, it seemed like I really had failed. I looked at Sammy, hoping to see some sign of longing or need
Last Updated : 2025-02-09Traded For His First Love 13. Set aside
Reese POVDepression was settling into me like an incurable disease. The idea that my husband wanted me to simply accept another woman's presence in our home and in our lives, was draining all the joy I once had. I felt powerless, as if the control over my own life had been snatched away.The next morning, with a heavy heart, I dragged myself out of bed and went down for breakfast. The scene I found in the kitchen was like a punch to the stomach. Jennifer, with that air of being the lady of the house, had prepared a beautiful breakfast and was there, serving and chatting with Sammy and Elliot as if they were her son and husband. They were so absorbed in each other, laughing at her jokes, that they seemed to completely ignore me."So, Sammy, want to go to the zoo today?" Jennifer asked, putting eggs on his plate."Yesss! I love the lions!" Sammy responded enthusiastically."Maybe I can get out of work early and join you," said Elliot, smiling at Jennifer, as if I weren't even there.I
Last Updated : 2025-02-10Traded For His First Love 14. A warmuful friend
Reese POVI accepted Alice's invitation with a sigh of relief. Maybe a bit of normalcy, like going shopping, could pull me out of the abyss I was sinking into.We went to the center of London, where the streets were full of life, contrasting with the emptiness I felt inside. Alice was a young, beautiful, and elegant woman, her hair as black as night and her deep blue eyes gentle and comforting. With her cheerful manner, she pulled me from store to store, trying to cheer me up with clothes and accessories."Look at this, Reese! This dress would look amazing on you. Let's try it on?" Alice said, holding up a red dress that sparkled under the store lights."I don't know, Alice. I'm not in the mood," I responded, but she wouldn't take no for an answer."No, no, no. You need to feel beautiful again. Let's go!" Alice insisted, pushing me towards the fitting room with an irresistible smile.As I looked at myself in the mirror wearing the dress, Alice watched me with critical but loving eyes.
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Reese POVWhen I returned home, Alice Davies' words were still fresh in my mind, but the scene I found in the kitchen was like a direct blow to my heart. There was Elliot, cooking for Jennifer, Florence, and Sammy, all laughing and talking as if they were a happy family, with no sign of missing me.The pain in my chest should have been familiar by now, but every day, this house surprised me more. I mean, Elliot had never cooked for me, and there he was, living this moment with Jennifer.I swallowed hard and approached, trying to keep my composure. "Elliot, can we talk?" my voice came out weaker than I wanted.He looked at me, hesitant, before nodding. "Of course, Reese. Just let me finish the sauce," he said, stirring the pot. It was simply rare to see him so dedicated to someone as he was now, but the pain in my chest was now an ally, only helping to confirm my decision.At that moment, I wanted to kiss my son and tell him how much I loved him, but the boy was sitting on Jennifer's l
Last Updated : 2025-02-11Traded For His First Love 16. Faith can be treacherous
Reese POVElliot had said we would take a reconciliation trip, something that seemed like our last chance to save what was left of our marriage. But, like so many other promises, that trip never happened. Days passed, and that monotonous routine I hated so much came back in full force. It was like we were stuck in an endless cycle again, where Elliot continued to ignore my situation, living his life with Jennifer as if I didn't exist.I felt like I was going around in circles, aimless, without hope. And then, I started feeling sick, vomiting frequently, and unable to eat properly. Each morning was a torment, and the smell of the breakfast Jennifer prepared for everyone made it even worse. I told Elliot about my discomfort, hoping for at least a little compassion or concern."Reese, you're acting like a spoiled child. Maybe it's just the flu," he said, without even looking at me, while helping Jennifer set the table.His indifference was like knives in my heart. I decided not to argue
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Reese POVWhen I returned home, a wave of happiness enveloped me, almost making me forget the pain and confusion I had been feeling. I was eager to tell Elliot about the pregnancy, believing it could be the key to restoring what was left of our marriage. However, as I was going upstairs to find him, Jennifer Durham appeared in my path, with that cynical smile I knew all too well.“Reese! Where have you been?” she asked.“It's none of your business,” I responded curtly. Honestly, what did she want by coming directly to talk to me? Did she think we had some kind of intimacy that would allow her to do this?“Oh, you went out with your little friend? I hope it was fun! Next time, invite me too, so we can spend the whole afternoon shopping together,” she radiated a toxic happiness.I rolled my eyes. “I wouldn't do that even if I were forced. When will you understand that we're not close, let alone friends? Now, get out of my way because I want to talk to my husband,” I said, trying to cont
Last Updated : 2025-02-13Traded For His First Love 18. The watershed
Reese POVWhen Jennifer pushed me into the lake, the shock of the cold was like a punch to the stomach. The icy water enveloped me, and my first instinct was to fight to survive, not just for myself, but for the baby I was carrying. However, in my struggle to stay afloat, I ended up pulling Jennifer into the water with me. She screamed in surprise, and we both flailed in the cold water, nearly drowning.The feeling of panic was overwhelming, and each movement seemed harder than the last, my soaked clothes weighing me down like lead. I heard shouts, but my vision was blurred by water and fear. Then I saw Elliot, running towards the lake, his face marked with concern."Jennifer!" he shouted, diving into the water to save her first.I felt a pang in my heart seeing him pass by me, completely ignoring me while he pulled Jennifer to safety. He seemed so worried about her, so dedicated to saving her, that I felt invisible. When I was finally pulled out of the lake, it was by hands that didn
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Traded For His First Love 31. The bargain
Spencer POV"But why don’t you want to marry Bethany?" I asked, trying to make sense of the situation.Josh leaned against the wall, arms crossed, with an expression that screamed exhaustion, like he was tired of everything. He stared at me for a moment, as if he wanted to have more patience but just couldn’t. Finally, he sighed, running a hand through his hair, already starting to lose his cool. "Because I don’t love Bethany, Spencer. Is that so hard to understand?"I furrowed my brow, still not fully grasping the reason behind his refusal. "But she’s young, beautiful, and from a good family. You two make a great couple, and she clearly loves you for real. Isn’t that how the world works? Isn’t that enough for you?"He let out a hollow laugh, almost like a reflex of frustration. "Sure, Spencer, because that’s what matters, right? Looks, status, convenient matches. But what about what I want? What I feel? You’re forgetting about me in all of this."Those words caught me off guard. Josh
Traded For His First Love 30. Friends as far as it suits
Spencer POVThe party was in full swing, packed with people laughing, drinking, and dancing. The bar was crowded, the waiters barely keeping up with serving everyone, and the music made the floor shake, almost like the whole room was about to explode with energy. But I couldn’t care less about enjoying it. Something was eating at me, a problem I couldn’t put off. I needed to talk to Josh Carter today.I held my whiskey glass, trying to look relaxed as I moved through the room, stopping here and there to greet some guests. The crowd was buzzing, but my head was racing, thinking about Venus, about Reese, about the pain she still carried – and the nightmare of having Elliot Goodwin around again."Spencer, my man!" someone yelled, and when I turned, I saw two guys I’d drunk and laughed with on many nights. One of them slapped my shoulder, almost knocking my glass out of my hand. "You’ve been MIA, huh? How’s life?""Better than ever," I lied, forcing a smile. "And you guys?""Ah, same old,
Traded For His First Love 29. Resilience
Elliot POVThe night was cold, and the streets of Chicago seemed to hold their breath beneath the faint glow of the streetlights. I was there, inside my car, parked beneath Reese’s building. My fingers drummed on the steering wheel, an echo of the tension coursing through my body as I stared at the lit windows above. I had followed her here after the party – an impulsive act I knew could cost me dearly. But how could I just leave after seeing her, after years of searching for her?Alice had been clear in her threat. "Stay away from her, Elliot, or I swear I’ll sue you until there’s nothing left," she’d said, with that cutting look that made me feel small, like the villain in a story I had written myself. And maybe I was, but that didn’t change the fact that I couldn’t let this opportunity slip away. Not after so long, after so many cities, after so many regrets piling up.I wasn’t a danger to Reese. On the contrary, all I wanted was her well-being – and Sammy’s. My heart raced just th
Traded For His First Love 28. How I hate him!
Reese POVThe car glided through the dark streets of Chicago, the soft hum of the engine the only sound filling the silence I so desperately needed. Mr. Brown, my private driver, steered with his usual calm, his eyes fixed on the road while I lost myself in thoughts in the back seat. He didn’t say anything beyond his initial greeting, respecting the heaviness that seemed to radiate from me, as if he could sense I needed that space to breathe, to think.I couldn’t get Elliot’s words out of my head. They echoed like a relentless drum, each syllable laden with a meaning I didn’t want to confront. He said he was sorry, that he had divorced Jennifer, that he wanted me back. Good Lord, what was I supposed to do with that? My mind spun in circles, trying to find sense where there might be none. Part of me screamed not to trust him again, to remember every betrayal, every blow he had dealt me.But another part, small, fragile, and full of hope, whispered: what if it’s true?I wanted to bel
Traded For His First Love 27. Shaken
Reese POVI was still on the balcony, gazing at the dark sky, trying to focus on the sound of the leaves rustling in the wind. My mind was trapped in the last conversation I’d had with Elliot Goodwin, and I still couldn’t fathom how everything had shifted so quickly."Reese!" Alice’s voice cut through my thoughts abruptly. She approached me with haste, her steps determined and firm, as if she were ready to wage a war. "He’s a first-class jerk! How dare he show up here, after everything he did, and then bother you on top of it? And how are you, darling?"I looked at her but couldn’t answer right away. Alice had always been my number one defender. She was fierce when it came to protecting the people she loved, and I knew Elliot showing up at the party had infuriated her as much as it had me. Her eyes were filled with indignation and concern, a combination I knew well."I’m fine," I lied. My voice sounded weak, and it was obvious even I didn’t believe it. Alice frowned, crossing her arm
Traded For His First Love 26. How many lies will this man tell more?
Reese POVI stood there, frozen, not knowing what to say, staring at him as if he were a hallucination in the middle of a desert. His words echoed in my mind, but I simply couldn’t believe what I was hearing. He was sorry? He wanted me back? After everything?I had never allowed myself to forget my son. Never. Every day since he was torn from me, I remembered him. Every victory of mine, every step I took, it was all so that one day I could pull him from Elliot Goodwin’s grasp. I hated that man with every fiber of my being. He destroyed me, discarded me as if I were nothing. And now he was here, begging me to come back to him. As if it were that simple."Reese..." His voice was hoarse, thick with emotion. But I didn’t trust it. Not anymore. "I separated from Jennifer. She never meant anything. I don’t know how I listened to my mother and her. I was blind, I made mistakes, but I never stopped loving you. I moved to Chicago with Sammy. He misses you. He wants you there."I felt a pang in
Traded For His First Love 25. Confession
Reese POVWhen Spencer introduced me to my ex-husband as his wife, it made me look at him with a question mark in my eyes. No, I wasn't married to him; I wasn't married to anyone, actually. My life in recent years had been too hectic to add love to it.I mean, I was chasing opportunities and achieving my goals—becoming an independent woman, in control of myself, and autonomous, which hadn't been easy at all. But nowadays, I could say I had reached a certain status even in the entire city; my event company was in high demand, and they even said my piano performance was the cherry on top of the night. Creating all this from scratch hadn’t been easy, even with my friends' help, so I had chosen to disconnect from everything else and focus on my growth. After all, I had this goal, and no matter how many years passed, I would gather everything necessary to achieve it.So at first, I didn't understand where Spence was going with introducing me to Elliot as his wife—something that wasn't tru
Traded For His First Love 24. Like a phoenix
Elliot POVWhen I saw Reese at that engagement party of the young entrepreneur Josh Carter, her there playing the piano, her fingers delicately playing a melody so well-known to both of us, the sensation I felt was as if my heart wanted to leap out of my mouth. I really didn't expect to see her in that place, after all the places I had searched for her over all this time, to find her so randomly when I least expected it truly caught me by surprise.And Reese was such a different woman that I almost didn't recognize her. Her hair, her makeup, her clothes, they made her look like another woman I didn't know, but her mannerisms were still there, her voice and her gaze too, especially when her beautiful hazel eyes locked onto me.I saw a slight agitation form in her look when she recognized me, proving to me that she was as surprised as I was. "So this is where you've been hiding, my love?" My eyes asked this, conveying the tenderness I was feeling inside.Reese returned to playing her pi
