Jessica's life takes an unexpected turn when tragedy strikes, and she becomes responsible for her younger siblings. Putting her dreams of becoming a doctor aside, she takes up a job as an exotic dancer to make ends meet, but fate has something entirely different in store for her. Damon, a charismatic billionaire who owns the club, becomes captivated by Jessica. He begins secretly helping her financially, but Damon has secrets.... one in particular that Jessica may never be able to forgive.
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“Julie, Jackson, hurry up!! We’re going to be late!” I call down the hall. Our new apartment is small, and my little sister immediately answers me as she walks by, her long brown hair falling by her waist. She is only twelve, but she acts like she’s sixteen with the attitude she has.
“Don’t get your panties in a twist! We’re coming,” she grumbles as she heads for the kitchen cabinet, but I sigh, knowing she will be disappointed, “You didn’t get more cereal?” she asks when she sees the bare cupboard.
My heart sinks, and I shake my head, “No…I’m sorry. I didn’t have time.” I stutter out, but that’s a lie. I had the time; I didn’t have the money.
Jackson walks past me next, and I smile, fluffing his hair up. It’s hard to believe he just turned nine, and they weren’t here, “Jessica, STOP! I just got it the way I like it.” He says, rolling his eyes at me, and I look at his features; he looks so much like Dad- God, how I miss both of my parents so much.
Three months ago, I was at college in my second year in the best Pre-med program in the country, but now I am the guardian of my two youngest siblings: Julie and Jackson. I’ll never forget the day I got the call from the hospital.
“Is this Jessica Sanders? I hate to tell you this, but your parents were in a terrible car accident. I’m sorry, but they didn’t make it. Your siblings are here with us now, but we can’t keep them much longer. Is there someone we can call?”
But there wasn’t. We don’t have any other family.
That was the worst day of my life. Not only did I lose my parents, but it was the day I dropped out of school and put my dreams aside to raise my siblings- it’s what Dad and Mom would have wanted, and I don’t regret it one bit, but it’s the hardest thing I have ever done.
I had no idea how bad this financial struggle would be.
Debt.
Oh, My God- How did they have so much debt? Their life insurance policies went to paying off everything they owed, and we rented our house, so they left us with nothing. I blew through my savings, getting us this tiny two-bedroom apartment in the same school district my siblings already attended. It isn’t the nicest, but it works. I gave them each a bedroom, and I sleep on the pull-out sofa, but it’s worth it.
I wanted them to keep some of their comforts. I know they needed their friends. Hell, I wish all mine hadn’t left for college- I could use one too.
“Here, eat a pop-tart,” I grin as I hand Jackson one, but I watch as Julie’s face falls.
“Mom, never let us eat that crap,” She says, her voice breaking, “She always made breakfast,” she says as her eyes fill with tears. I walk toward her and hug her tightly, and I sigh as she hugs me back. Her blue eyes look into mine, and I cup her cheeks in my hand.
“I know, but it’s all we have. I have a job interview today. We are going to be okay. Eat the pop-tart when you get home today: the kitchen will be fully stocked, okay?” She nods at me, and I wipe her tears.
I don’t know how I will do this, but I will figure it out. We need the food.
“Now, come on, you two, you are going to miss the bus,” I say, handing her the last pop-tart out of the box.I haven’t eaten today, but she needs it more than me.
She smiles at me, and they both grab their backpacks. I grab my purse, and we walk out of our apartment door and down the three flights of stairs to the outside world. I hug them both as I look at the bus stop, “Remember, call me if you need me. Ms. Kush will be home if you need anything if I’m late.”
“Jessica, we aren’t babies. We don’t need the next-door neighbor to babysit us,” Jackson says as he glares at me. I chuckle, reaching to fluff his hair again, but he ducks out of my reach. I watch as they walk to the bus stop, and the school bus pulls up. They both get on, and I turn and walk in the other direction toward the city bus bench; we don’t have a car. I sold mine to get everything we needed for the apartment.
I sit on the bench, reach for my phone, and pull up the ad again- “Wanted- Exotic Dancer for Club Steamy Hot. Please apply in person.”
Exotic Dancing: I can’t believe it’s come to this, but I am desperate.
A girls gotta do what a girls gotta do, and I can’t disappoint my siblings. I HAVE to get this job- no matter what. We need food, and I have rent to pay! I have literally been applying everywhere but have had no luck- this is a last resort and my only hope.
The city bus pulls up, and I climb the steps, using what little change I have left to pay for my ride. The driver smiles at me, “Another interview?” he asks, knowing this is my tenth one this week. I nod as I pull my skirt down. I am wearing a dressy skirt suit which seems odd for where I am interviewing for, but Mom always said to make the best first impression you can.
I sit down in a seat and watch out the window as the city passes me by. It feels so hollow and empty now without them here. Yet, it still doesn’t feel real that they are dead.
Soon, we reach the street I need, and I pull the string. The bus stops, and I get off, walking to the building I need. I sigh as I spot the empty parking lot and a neon sign of naked women. It’s not lit, but since I grew up here, I know it moves, so it looks like she’s dancing topless.
Classy.
I straighten my outfit one more time and inhale the biggest breath I have ever taken as I force my feet to move toward the front door. The glass doors are tinted, and I can’t see inside, but I grab the door handle and pull it with all the force I can muster- I need to be brave. I need to rip this off like a Band-Aid.
Unfortunately, the door is locked, and I tumble backward as it doesn’t move, falling flat on my ass and breaking my high heel. I growl as I stand up unevenly, taking my other heel off and throwing it; this is the last straw!
I mumble, kick, and scream in anger like a child, “Damnit! Why can’t anything go right today!! Why does it say to apply in person, and they aren’t even open!!!” I grumble as I throw a fit in the parking lot of what I assume is a closed business.
“Mhmm,” A man clears his throat from behind me, and I gasp- fuck. How much of that did he hear?
Sorry, Mom, it looks like my first impression is shit.
EricI can’t believe it’s been five years since I have seen her, but as she opens the exam room door, my entire world is made right once again. She looks the same but even more beautiful- if that’s even possible.She wraps her arms around me and hugs me tight as she sobs into my shoulder, “I thought you were out tomorrow,” she whispers, her tears wetting my shoulder, and I smile, holding her tighter.“He let me go a day early,” I respond, looking back into her eyes.These last five years have been hard, but I knew they would be worth it once this moment came. It felt like the years went by too slowly, but now that this day has arrived, I know it was all worth it.Turning on Marcus was difficult. His goons even came after me, but they failed to kill me. Agent Latter agreed he would leave my family alone if I did this, but really, I knew he had no evidence to prosecute them. We always ensured we were careful where Marcus liked to throw his power around like a drunk emperor.Saying goodb
JessicaMy whole body shakes as I sit in an interrogation room; what the hell is happening? I was only able to hug Damo briefly before they put us in separate cars and took us here. Even after everything Marcus has told me, I still want to be with Damon.I want to hear his side; I want to know what truly happened.The door finally opens, and Agent Latter appears; he has a can of soda with him and a sandwich. I watch as he walks inside the room and places them down on the table in front of me, “Please, eat and have a drink. We have a lot to talk about.”I shake my head, my stomach still in knots, and he sighs before I speak, “You knew my parents?” I ask, and he nods, sitting up straighter.“Yes, I was in charge of them,” he states, now sitting back. “Your parents were in a lot of debt, and I had made a deal with them.”My eyebrows raise, “A deal?”“Yes, if they could gather info on Macrus Lovoto and testify against him in court, then your family would go into witness protection, and yo
JessicaTonight has been like a weird dream, but the kind you don’t want to wake up from. I am finally with Damon, and it feels right. The way he was so gentle with me when we made love. The way he knew it was a big deal to me but also didn’t push it or made sure it was truly what I wanted was everything.He is mine.My heart flutters at every glance he gives me as we clean up the club, and I can’t wait to go to breakfast with him; I can’t wait to see what this will become.End game.He said the words, not me. He means those words, and I agree. I know it seems quick, and I know it seems crazy, but our future is bright- I just know it.I grab the last trash bag and tie it, sneaking glances at Damon while my heart flutters with anticipation…. I have fallen in love with him. Everything has led me here…to him. I wave at Damon as I open the back door and walk outside toward the large dumpster with a smile on my face. After this, it will be just the two of us, and we can talk and begin to t
DamonHer hands wrap around my neck, and my heart instantly races. Things have been so weird between us since the funeral, but I am not giving up on us- not yet.She pulls back from me, her eyes meeting mine, and I can’t help but see just how beautiful she truly is. My hand goes to her cheek, and I touch her soft skin as she stares at me, my head coming closer to hers as my lips push against hers. I can feel her stiffen momentarily, but she doesn’t pull away. She returns the kiss, and my whole being shudders with pure delight- this has been what I have always wanted, but why did I try to deny it for so long?She pulls back away from me, her eyes showing fear. My fingers trace her soft lips, the essence of what she tastes like still on my tongue. She tries to get up, but I pull her back to me, “Jessica,” I say as I look deeply into her eyes, “This,” I pause, “This what was always meant to be,” I say softly, though I am pleading as I speak the truth.This has been a nonstop dance for b
JessicaIt’s been two weeks since Mike’s funeral, and it still doesn’t feel real. I took an Uber here to work tonight, but Mindy has been picking me up. I cried the entire way here; I miss him so much. Nothing will ever be the same again. Damon offered me a ride, but he isn’t in the suitable head space right now, and I couldn’t allow it. He is hanging onto me as a link to Mike. He thinks I don’t see it, but I do.There was always that tension between us, but how can I just throw myself into him now? It wouldn’t be right or fair to Mike.“Jessica, table six needs more shots,” Mindy smiles, and I nod, walking to the bar.“No problem, we only have three tables tonight; I am on it,” I giggle, and she nods, walking to the other. The club has been pretty much dead since we re-opened; people are afraid to come here…. not that I blame them.What happened here still haunts my dreams, but the evidence no longer remains of what happened to Mike at this club, thankfully. Damon made sure to redo
TabbyEverything comes down to this moment, this exact one that I am, but it didn’t have to. If only Damon hadn’t tried to play me as a fool. If only he hadn’t treated me so poorly…maybe I wouldn’t be destroying his family…. or her.When I dropped off that envelope to Jessica, I did it because I hated the way they looked at one another. The way he looked at her was the way I wished he would always look at me, but he never noticed me. He never wanted me, not like that.He looks at Jessica like she’s made of some sort of fragile, expensive glass. He acts like he’s afraid to break her, but I see the desire in both their eyes and the way they long for one another.I thought that by asking him to be my fake boyfriend, he would finally see my value. See me more than just a plaything or something he fucked, but that couldn’t happen, not with her around.The pictures were supposed to tell her to back off. I was hoping she would hate that Damon’s dad slept with her mother. I was hoping that sh
DamonThe service was nice, and even though that speech was hard to make, it was what Mikey deserved. Everything I said about him was true. Each story that every person shared was a beautiful reminder of who he truly was.Jackson’s story was the one that surprised me the most, though. I know it can’t be easy going to two funerals in such a short amount of time. Mikey had only been in Jessica’s sibling’s life for such a short time, but he made a mark and a positive impact on them- that’s just what he did.I sit on the couch at Clody’s house, and there is still crying but also laughter as everyone talks about him. More memories are shared, but I sit there in a daze. - how can this be real?“Damon, would you like a slice of cake?” Mindy asks me, and I shake my head.“No, I am not really hungry,” I sigh as I look up at her, but she hands me the plate anyway.“It’s marble…his favorite. Have a slice for him at least,” she pauses, “Plus, I haven’t seen you eat a single thing today. You might
JessicaI can’t believe how many people are here. Mike was popular in high school, but I went away to college. I had no idea he was this popular in the entire town. I see some of our old peers from high school standing among the large group, but I also see cashiers from the grocery store and even restaurant owners along with their staff. So many people have shown up today because Mike was that type of person; he was loved. The crowd is so diverse, showing that, and my heart aches…..“Now, Damon Ricci, Mikey’s best friend, would like to make a speech.” The preacher announces, and I hear Damon inhale deeply beside me. My eyes widen as Damon stands- I am unsure if he is in any condition to make a speech, but if anyone should, it should be him. He and Mike have been friends for many years now; BEST FRIENDS.Damon carefully watches his footing as he walks toward the podium where the preacher stood. His eyes stay on the ground till he arrives at the wood stand. He then turns around slowly
DamonMy whole world was shattered in one moment. One minute Mikey was talking to me, and the next, he was flatlining. It still doesn’t feel real, and sometimes I even forget he is gone. I have even tried to call him a few times before I remember he will never answer.My heart hurts so much sometimes that I don’t know how to breathe. He made me promise I would take care of Jessica and her siblings, but right now, I can barely take care of myself. Mindy has been making sure I eat and bathe. She has been staying with me at night while I have my breakdowns; she is a true best friend…but she can never replace him.My father hasn’t let me near Marcus since he found out Mikey died. He says that Marcus needs to suffer, and if he lets me near him, I’ll kill him in a fit of rage. He isn’t wrong- I would probably kill him as soon as my eyes saw him.He doesn’t deserve mercy, and that’s what a swift death would be.I will say his screams coming from the basement have given me some relief…. he de
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