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Chapter # 74.2

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“I strayed, I am sorry, I am so sorry, please forgive me.” Christan cried.

“I was supposed to be your bride, all yours. You could have chosen me over everyone! Aunt decided it all then why did you twist fate and settle with Merlin!?” I cried, losing my posture, resting my head over his chest while he continued to repeat his apology.

“Why didn't you come for me? I grew up, thinking whether one day, even you or Ant might come back saying let's take you back and soon I forget all about these but you came, but how you came.” With disappointment, I moved back, smiling emptily.

“Please me whenever, wherever I want.” I snickered and a tear rolled down his cheek, impotent to meet my gaze anymore.

“Christian why the hell did you use me like this!? You loved Merlin, used me for your pleasures! You're suppose to protect me and you're the first fucking person ever to DEFILE ME! What wrong did I do to you!? What was my fault!?” I snarled.

“Why didn't you fulfill your promise and protect me li
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