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2024-10-29 19:42:56Haiden Cross
I watched her walk away and with every step she took, my heart went with her.Shit.
That was the only word that seem to repeat in my head as my gaze refuse to rip away from her disappearing figure.
This wasn't how I intended for her to keep her distance. I had this stupid speech in my head that I had been rehearsing from morning. And all of it went to shit.
I had woken up tangled with her. In a weird way I enjoyed it so much that I pulled her closer to me. I had dug my nose in her hair and took a whiff of it like a fucking weirdo. It smelled of roses and sex.
Her entire body smelled like roses and sex. I fucking loved it. God, I loved it.
I loved it.........But I didn't deserve the pleasure of loving her. Someone good, someone perfect deserved her. I was far from that....... a lot more than you can imagine.
I was a broken vessel. And I broke her.
Fuck.
I let her walk away because she shoul
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