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Chapter 85 - The Color I Hated the Most is Green…
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2024-10-29 19:42:56-Ethan-
I thought I had it under control.
I thought I understood where I stand. But why did it seem like I was letting Stefan take her again like he did before? Why does it feel like I am letting her go again?
Is that even what I really want?
I was never the type of man who would force himself on someone. But seeing her with him, my best friend, the man who hurt her so much that she was willing to give up her chance at happiness so that she could have her revenge.
Every time they share a moment and yes, there was a lot, I feel my blood reach the boiling point, preparing to explode. I know that all of those sultry looks and touches that Angeline made as part of the seduction that she learned from my sister to lure Stefan in as she ta
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