I let Stefan carry me into our bedroom's bathroom where he places me on top of our sink counter as he removes my clothes.
There was urgency in his movements and even though this wasn’t how I wanted to spend a night with him, this was the only way to remove the gap that was slowly forming between us.
I knew from the moment that his eyes flickered, that his wolf wanted nothing more but to claim me. I was his fated mate and yet until now, there was no mark left to prove to anyone who approached me that he owned me.
Stefan allows his wolf to join him as he takes over my body, which my wolf loves so much. Unfortunately, by the end of such a hot and steamy night, Stefan will take over and stop his wolf from marking me. A true Alpha King who’s always in control.
He picked up my naked body as he placed us under the shower where I let him take me. Under different circumstances, I would have wanted this to be more than just heat coming from our wolves. I wanted so many times for this to be more than that. But for now, I am just glad to have him wrapped his arms around me like I was his whole world. And let him take what I could give him in the hopes that he would finally see me not just as someone he was stuck with but as someone he wanted to be with.
I was still in the shower when Stefan wrapped himself with a white towel by the waist.
“Come to the office tomorrow,” he said.
“Why?” I asked in confusion since he doesn’t usually want me to be there.
“There will be a lot of guests coming here in our pack and I want you to be where I can always see you,” he replied.
My untrustworthy heart skipped a bit as his words made my wolf giddy.
“And another thing,” he said as he turned and looked at me, “I want you to stop taking those contraceptives. I want you to start working on giving me an heir.”
I had a lot of questions to ask him but he never gave me a chance to voice my question as he turned around and left me in our bathroom.
I was excited that he was starting to think of me. Excited that he was finally wanting to start a family with me.
But the logical part of my brain never gave me the chance to feel excited as it began to bombard me with difficult questions. I know that the questions it asks are the important ones like why did he suddenly want me to be with him always? Or why does he suddenly want to have an heir?
At that moment, my heart trampled my brain as it overpowered me with happiness that I had never felt before.
The next day, I made sure that I looked presentable as I arrived in front of Stefan’s office.
I knocked at the door but was surprised to see Claire’s little sister opening the door for me with a big smile on her face that quickly vanished the moment that her eyes met mine.
“What the hell are you doing hear?” She asked under her breath as she threw daggers from her eyes to mine.
I smiled at her. But before I can give her an answer, Stefan already beat me to it.
“Let her in, Clarisse,” Stefan orders. The disbelief on her face just made my eyes grow bolder and wider.
“Take a seat,” Stefan said as he pointed to an empty seat not far from his desk.
I gracefully walked toward the seat that Stefan had reserved for me as the eyes of those seated on the couch in front of his desks watched me in silence. As I turned around and sat down on the chair, I saw a glimpse of Claire, who was seated the closest to Stefan, but not close enough.
I can see the disapproval in her eyes. She may not be happy with my presence, but unlike her little sister, she never said a word.
Stefan continued with the meeting and I listened closely to everything that all of them said. It was about improving the pack’s facility which includes the orphanage. I wanted to join and tell them more about how to improve the orphanage but I never said a word. I was so afraid to voice out my opinions because I remember how they treated me before. Whenever I suggest something someone will either speak more loudly or cut me off.
I was so used to being ignored and unimportant that I just stayed silent.
I watched with fascination how Stefan took every suggestion given to him before making a decision. Stefan’s serious mode was so captivating that I didn’t realize that he was calling me.
I stood up from my seat and walked to him only to be surprised when he pulled me to sit on his lap. It reminded me of those times when I was still new in his pack and he can’t get his hands off of me. I wrapped my arms around his neck but my heart fell the moment that I saw where his eyes were looking.
I followed the direction of his sight only to make my heart sink deeper than before. His eyes were focused on the one person I didn’t want him to be focused on, Beta Claire, and a guy she was laughing with.
I looked at Stefan in the hopes that I was just imagining things, but what I saw just confirmed what I wanted to deny. And as much as I hate to admit it. I know that I was on the losing end especially since he never looked at me the same way he did with Beta Claire.
Pain and sadness filled my heart as I realized that having me on his lap was not us reminiscing about the old times but his failed attempt to make Beta Claire jealous.
As I was about to stand up from Stefan’s lap, one of the statements blurted out by one of Stefan’s councilmen caught my attention.
“By the way, I heard that Alpha Ethan is looking for someone named Claire,” the councilman said, but he was looking at Beta Claire. “Did you meet with him?” He asked Beta Claire.
“No,” Beta Claire replied in confusion.
“You met with Ethan?” Stefan asked accusingly as he looked directly into Beta Claire’s eyes.
“No,” Beta Claire said defensively as she looks back at him, “I don’t even know the guy,” she added.
“Then why is he looking for someone with your name?” He pressed which annoyed Beta Claire more.
“My name is such a common name,” Beta Claire retorted. “I am not the only Claire in the world.”
I can see the tension between them building. But I never spoke a word. Stefan was definitely not in a good mood and despite the pain that I was feeling, I was still afraid to face Stefan’s wrath.
“I think it’s not my sister,” the annoying voice of Beta Claire’s sister, Clarisse said. “My sister and I are so loyal to you, Alpha. We wouldn’t dare do something that would make you angry. But I know someone who could betray you. What if it’s Angeline? What if she used my sister’s name to get her in trouble with you? Besides, she doesn’t really belong to our pack. I just don’t understand why she had to stay with us?”
Stefan looked at me as he said, “She wouldn’t dare do something to piss me off.”
I can feel his possessiveness on me. But it was not the kind I have wanted. Because this was more intimidating, my knees grew weak at the sight of him.
I could feel all eyes were on me now, and I couldn't help but feel the pressure on their stares. Out of all the eyes that were looking for answers there was one pair of eyes that stood out—snickering evil eyes that I hated so much.
With anger, betrayal, and so much pain running through my veins, I hurriedly stood up and planned my escape. But before I could even take a step forward, the ground I was stepping on seemed to sway and my hands reached out for the table for support.
Stefan was already on his feet supporting me.
“Are you okay?” He asked worriedly as he helps stand up on my feet.
“Yes,” I replied as I regained my balance, “Just felt a little nauseous.”
“Maybe she’s pregnant,” one of Stefan’s councilmen said as we all turned around to look at him. The surprised look on his face indicates that what he said was not intended to be said out loud.
“Apologies Alpha,” he said with a face as red as an apple, “I didn’t mean what I said, but it’s one of the symptoms of pregnancy.” He added.
Stefan nodded silently at him as his attention first went to my face and then down to my stomach.
But right before I could say anything to him, as my anxiety grew, I felt everything I ate wanting to get out of my mouth. I almost threw up right then and there that I covered my mouth but thankfully nothing came out as I rushed out towards the powder room near Stefan’s office.
My heart raced as I closed the door behind me threw my body at the sink and watched my breakfast get flashed by the drain with only one thought in my head.
Am I really pregnant?
After all my breakfast, I decided to get out of my body in the most embarrassing way. I started to walk back to Stefan’s office and found that the door was not fully closed. I was about to open it to walk back in when I heard the most annoying voice in my life talking. “Is she really pregnant?” she asked irritatedly. I peeked through the small opening of the door and watched as she walked towards where Stefan was leaning in front of his desk. “Well, she’s showing signs of pregnancy,” one of Stefan’s councilmen said. I held on to the doorknob unsure if I should get in or just go straight back to my room. But when I looked up again, I saw Clarisse looking directly at me with a snicker on her face as she uttered these horrific words. “I think the best way is to not let that baby be born,” there was no uncertainty in her voice as she uttered those hurtful words. “No one will hurt the baby,” Stefan said firmly but what he said didn’t even remove the smirk that Clarisse had on h
Everyone left the room except for me, Stefan, Beta Claire, Ethan, and his Beta. Stefan made sure that I was seated between him and Beta Claire as we faced both Ethan and his Beta. “Our meeting was set for tomorrow and not today,” Stefan said irritably. “Apologies, Stefan,” Ethan said smiling. “I really thought it was today. But I can’t say that I wasn’t glad to have the date wrong.” I can tell how much Stefan hates the Alpha in front of me, I just don’t know the reason why. “How did you know Angeline?” Stefan said cutting to the chase. The Alpha in front of me looked at me with those shining eyes and a never faltering smile. “Oh, I don’t know her,” he said shaking his head as he looked at me and then turned his attention towards Beta Claire. “But I do know her,” he added as he nodded towards Beta Claire who now seems uncomfortable. “You know my Beta?” Stefan asks in confusion. “Yeah,” Alpha Ethan said in a very nonchalant way that made Stefan hate him more. “We used to han
I am not sure how long I had stayed in that dark room with the shackles on. I don’t even know if it was night or day. All I knew was that Stefan hadn’t come by since he did what he did to me. I know that I have wanted to have a child with him. But I didn’t want it to be this way. I have dreamed for so many nights for him to make love to me and not just have sex. Always dreamed that he would want to have a child with me because he wanted to have a family with him and not for any other reasons. I closed my eyes as I remembered what he had done to me and honestly, I still can’t believe that he did what he did. But I don’t want to believe that he never cared for me, because I know that he does. I know that, unlike those people around him, he never thought of me as someone he would just use for breeding. If there was someone to blame for his actions it would be that Alpha from the Northern Pack. He really pushed Stefan to the limits. Stefan is my Mate and I know that we are sti
“Well, at least I have a great time with Stefan inside of me all night.”I felt the pain before I heard the sound of Clarisse's hand against my cheeks. It was so strong that my face turned sideways and even though I was in pain, I swallowed it and never made a sound, not even a whimper that would give her the satisfaction. “Stefan might have been inside you all night but that’s all it will ever be,” Clarisse's shaking voice said. “You will be nothing more than just someone he fucks. Someone he wanted to use when he wanted to release that itch. You will be nothing more than that. You will never become our Luna. Never.” The words cut deeper than any knife but I would never show her all the cuts and wounds that she had marked me over and over. So instead of showing the pain that I was feeling, I turned and faced her with the biggest smile I could come up with.“Well, it’s better than not having him inside of me at all,” I said in the most nonchalant way. “Unlike someone I know who wou
All of my life, I have been used to people treating me unfairly and to being hated. Which is why I never knew what it felt like to be treated like a princess. Stefan never really treated me badly until now, but the moment he heard that I was carrying his heir, something around us and between us changed.“What did you say?” he asked, his voice laced with disbelief. “I don’t think a baby would form just because we had sex last night.”“You know that we’ve done it a lot more before last night,” was my reply. He reluctantly looks at me. But I never gave any reason to doubt me. “I have never been with anyone but you, Stefan, and you know it. You can doubt me all you want but I know that now that you know, your wolf can sense it.”Stefan didn’t move. But he continues to stare at me. I felt the change in the air. Like it was no longer filled with rage, it was like it was softer. I watched as Stefan’s eyes changed from black to grey as it went back and forth like it was unable to decide w
Stefan didn’t show up after what had happened that night.Honestly, I am not sure if I should be relieved or not. But despite what had happened I just can’t get him off my head and my heart. I guess the growing life on my belly is giving me hope that we can still fix things between us. Even with his absence, I can still feel Stefan’s presence as he ensured that I was taken care of. He didn’t move me back to my old room. Instead, he moved me to the room closest to his. I am not sure why but the thought of having him close to us made me feel secure knowing that if anything happens to me and his child, he will be right there to make sure that we would be alright.Still, my loving heart can’t stop but hope that he will still someday see me as more than just a breeder. That I can be more than what his people think of me. That I can be more. “Luna,” Mrs. Smith shook me lightly as tried to get my attention. Seeing her made me smile. She was one of the kindest people in the pack and the o
-Stefan-Things were never easy for me.Nothing in my life was ever easy. But people around me always assume that I got everything the easy way. Like I never have to work hard for anything. Every person around me stays with me because they want something from me. Usually money and of course power. Everyone except Angeline. I can still remember the exact moment when I saved her. And the moment that our Mate Bond clicked. I knew at that moment that she was the one for me. But despite this knowledge, I still haven’t marked her, haven’t claimed her. And it’s not because I don’t want to because, god I do. I really do. The truth is that there are so many times when I almost did. When I almost claimed her. But thankfully I haven’t slipped yet. Because if I did, she wouldn’t be here bearing my heir, my child. Our child. There has always been a threat to my life ever since I proved to everyone else that no one else would be the rightful Alpha of our pack but me. But of course, not everyo
- Angeline -I still haven’t seen Stefan since that night. I’m unsure if it was because he was so angry at what I told him or because he hated me so much.But shouldn’t he be at least concerned about our baby’s state?“What are you thinking?” Mrs. Smith said as she entered my room. “Nothing,” I replied stuttering.“I have known you for a long time to know what each frown or smile on your face means,” she replied. “I didn’t know that my frowns and smiles have meaning,” I said as I took a sip from Mrs. Smith's tea.“Of course, they do, my dear,” she replied, smiling at me mischievously. “By the way, I heard on my way here that Stefan was busy taking care of a vampire threat in one of the allied packs. I believe that he was coordinating with Ethan regarding this matter as they try to close our borders to ensure our people’s safety.”“Vampires?” I asked in surprise. I have heard the stories but I never knew that they really existed. Wait let me correct that, it’s not that I don’t know b
-Stefan-As the war erupted, I made sure I didn’t lose sight of Angeline. I watched how she fought on her own, without using our son’s power.The first wave of newborns came and as much as it pains me to see all the lives that had been lost, I know for a fact that killing them would give them the peace that they long for. Angeline continued her trek toward the source of all this bloodshed and none of the newborns dared touch her. It was as if she was wearing an invisible shield all around her. Unfortunately for the newborns, such a shield does not save them from her. She continued to slice everyone who comes to her even those who don’t directly do. She cut the heads of those trying to kill our people and kept as many of them as safe as she could. She was ruthless as she was passionate and I know that when the clock struck 12, I would lose the most important person in my life. ‘Don’t do this,’ once again I begged the love of my life to reconsider the decision she made. Her eyes went
-Angeline-I don’t know what happened or when it started. Or when Elias slipped out of the room as Stefan and I started to bicker about something I felt was already decided.After what seemed to be an hour of non-stop shouting because we thought it would make a difference or that what we were saying could be heard, we both looked at each other as we both slumped on the floor. “I can’t Angeline,” he said as his voice cracked and pain was painted on his face. “I just can’t lose you again.”“You won’t,” I replied but didn’t promise as I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to fulfill it. “You won’t know the outcome,” Stefan cried as he leaned his head back against the wall. “Baby we can’t just let them die,” I pointed out. “As leaders of this pack, we need to make sacrifices to make people safe.” Even if those sacrifices meant that we were destined to be together. “Haven’t we sacrificed enough?” Stefan asked. “This is too much.”“Stefan, this is our only hope, and I am not just doing this f
-Stefan-There was a way out of this mess and yet I don’t want it. Angeline, my son, and I already spoke over the phone regarding it but I couldn’t for the life of me agree with the plan. But what I hated more than the plan was being stuck in this cottage feeling powerless. I hated the fact that I was once again leaving my wife, my Luna, and my Mate in danger. I am the Alpha of this pack and yet I haven’t done anything good to her. The only time that I saved her, or I think I did was also the time that I brought her to face so many hardships and pain alone. Isn’t there a way that I would be the sacrifice instead of her?Goddess, why can’t it be me?A commotion outside of the room pulled me out of my negativity as I stood and opened the door to check on it. “What the hell is—,” I wasn’t able to finish my sentence as I saw the reason for the commotion standing in front of me. “Angeline,” I breathed, as I was taken aback by her beauty. It’s been a while since I saw her face, her or
-Angeline-As my son and I were trying to figure out what had happened, a person appeared before us, and it was the last person I expected to see. “Hello child,” she said in a voice so melodic, that it made me want to fall asleep. “Grandma?” My son asks, taking me by surprise once again. “You know her?” I asked, even though it was pretty obvious. But still, he replied to answer me. “Yeah,” he said, scratching the back of his neck, “She showed up the moment I found out that I was different.” “Does your father know?” I asked, not sure if I could handle another betrayal. But he shook his head no and I found some comfort in the fact that there are things that my son and I only share.“I know you have so many questions but we don’t have enough time,” she said in a hurry. “There is a chance for you to win this war with fewer casualties but there is a sacrifice needed to be made,” she said. “What sacrifice?” I asked and immediately added, “And don’t tell me that I would need to sacrifi
-Ethan-As I reach the border where Sebastian and his surviving people where I can’t help but be afraid. Stefan had warned me about what had happened to Claire and the reason why he was quarantined. “Ethan,” Sebastian said as he looked at me with tired eyes. “Apologies for the precaution that I’m taking,” I replied as we kept the gates closed.“I understand,” Sebastian replied. “What do I need to do to prove my loyalty to you?” He asked. “Tell me what happened,” I asked. “Honestly, I don’t know,” He replied running a hand through his messed-up hair. “We were all minding our business. I was at the back of the clan checking on our people who chose to live alone or far from the city when one of our guards called me about the attack and told me not to go to the city and save as many people as I could.” I nodded. “We didn’t stop running since then,” Sebastian said as he gestured to the people behind him. Ethan looked at Sebastian and he knew that the kid wouldn’t lie to him. He als
-Angeline-I gathered the black warriors, and as usual, we made sure we had warriors that would assist people in the safe place. We decided that Martha, Lina, and I would remain outside, while the rest would manage the people inside the safe place. I look at my son worriedly because as a mother I wanted him to be safe. But instead of doing that, he wanted to stay by my side. ‘Stop worrying, Mom,’ he said through a mind link. ‘Worse case scenario I will be protecting you.’It’s hard to shrug my worries away, but just as what my son and Stefan asked of me, I need to trust them both that we would be okay. With just the two of us, my son turned to face me as he asked, “Does my Aunt have any powers?”“Not that I remember,” I replied. “As far as I remember none of her children also have any powers. How did you know you have powers?”“Dad,” he replied. “He sensed and saw it. And when he realized that I could understand him already, he started making me play with Uncle Elias to learn some
-Angeline-I am nursing a very painful headache as I watch my son act like his age.After hearing his explanation, a part of me still can’t believe that it was true. He had been very patient with me as he watched his own mother get more and more confused about everything that he was trying to explain. “Ethan is here,” Mrs. Smith announced as she entered the room. “I will meet him at Stefan’s office,” I replied. My son turned and looked at me, reminding me of the plan that he and his father had come up with. “You want to come along with me?” I asked almost forgetting that I was supposed to talk to him like he was a child. “I don’t think that he should go,” Mrs. Smith said disapprovingly.I turned to her and said, “I don’t want him far away from me. And if god forbid something happens to Stefan we both know that he would be taking that place. As much as I want to protect him, war is coming and it is best that he learns a thing or two about it, even though all I wanted is for him to
-Angeline-I don’t know what surprised me more. The fact that Stefan was now quarantined because of the possibility that he might become a newborn, or the fact that my son was someone I never knew he was.“Talk,” I said to Stefan, unable to confirm what I felt towards him. I was mixed with anger, confusion, fear, betrayal, and on top of all of those things, I had so many questions. “Before you get angry, Angel please hear me out,” Stefan pleaded and by the sound of his voice I can guess that he was now walking back and forth from where he was. “You have one minute before I decide not to talk to you ever again,” I threatened. “Angel,” he said almost crying out. “50 seconds,” I replied. “I didn’t know that his mind grew faster than his body until he was three years old, which is why I was so overprotective of him. I always knew that our son was special, but I didn’t know that he was more than the word,” Stefan started to explain. “He aside from his matured mind, our son has the ab
-Angeline- “I’m afraid, that there’s a possibility that our time will once again be cut short,” Stefan started to say, “We are being quarantined because there might be a possibility, just a small one, that I might become a newborn.”My body shook as I heard what he just said. “Angel?” I heard Stefan’s panicked voice but I was lost for words. “Baby, breathe,” he said soothingly. “I can’t run to you right now and that frustrates me so much. Please, talk to me.” I could hear him begging but it felt like I was in limbo frozen from where I stood.“Momma?” The voice I loved so much called. “Why are you crying?” He asked. He was getting better with his words. And just like that my head turned and I saw the reason why I was still alive. The reason why I fought so hard. I kneeled in front of him and pulled him to me. How do I tell my son about his father? How do I say to him that once again his family might fall apart?“There you are—,” Mrs. Smith said finding my son but stopped the momen