Alyssa’s POV
The Red Maple Camp was not a kind place. It was created to imprison criminals and dangerous wolves. I certainly didn’t belong there, I was surprised I had lived this long. For the past five years, every breath I took and every word I muttered resulted in pain and punishment.
It was my turn to clean the floors as part of my daily chores and I pulled at the wound on my back from the countless beatings and whippings I’d taken. I let out a hiss of pain, the wound and hunger making me dizzy. I took a deep breath, leaning on my hands to take a small break.
My wolf, Carys, whimpered in warning, but it was too late when my watcher walked in. His eyes moved to the floor as he saw I wasn’t finished before his gaze roamed my body, making me shiver in disgust.
I expected him to beat me for slacking off, but instead, he said, “It’s your lucky day Alyssa. Alpha Henry has come to collect you.”
That couldn’t be right, could it? Had my father truly come to take me away from this place?
Though I was treated as a slave for my supposed crimes, I was the daughter of an alpha before this. Only four packs, excluding the Royal Family, had magic running in their blood. My father ruled the Ice Heart Pack where the Alpha family could manipulate the power of ice or snow. I hadn’t yet inherited that power so was even more of a target to the other wolves. When my mother died, I was his only family and he was mine.
But when I turned thirteen, everything changed completely. My stepmother, Vivian, came into our lives and my father was enamoured by her. He had been without a mate for so long it was starting to take a toll on him, so when Vivian caught his attention and the affection was returned, I didn’t want to stand in the way of it. Even though it hurt that I wasn’t enough for him.
Vivian had been so kind to me in the beginning, insisting that she wasn’t going to replace my mother. She would take time to bond with me, bring me gifts and cook for me and gradually I began to accept her as my mother, I was glad my father had chosen such a kind, loving woman to look after him and me. But when she got pregnant, that all changed.
I was looking forward to a new sibling because the only one I had, my step-sister Freya, and I didn’t get along too well. My father put it down to jealousy, but Freya had always been cruel to me.
My stepmother took me to the attic with her to show me some new things for the baby, and once we were up there she began screaming and shouting. I didn’t know what she was talking about before throwing herself from the attic stairs, causing a miscarriage.
From her shouting, people hurried to her right away and she pointed a weary hand up at me, whispering, “Why?” as she fainted.
My father didn’t even ask me what happened before he sent me to the Red Maple Camp as punishment. Being an Alpha’s daughter did me no favours in that prison. It made things worse for me.
“Don’t keep the alpha waiting, Mutt.”
I hadn’t brought many things with me when I got sent to the Red Maple Camp so I didn’t have anything to take with me save the filthy clothes on my back. I paused when I got to the gates, seeing the two warriors sneering at me with disgust. I had only tried to escape once before, and it led to a sword at my throat and beatings that left scars. I didn’t attempt it again.
As soon as I made my small, frightful steps out of the gate, I spotted my family’s carriage parked, my father, tall, strong and stern, standing outside it, the emotions on his face hard to understand.
I’d wondered how I’d feel, seeing my father there for the first time in five years. He’d not once come to visit me, not once asked me what happened. Just shipped me off to this cruel place with little more than goodbye. He had aged with grey hair littering his temples. I couldn’t imagine what he saw in me, no longer a little girl of thirteen.
“Alyssa,” He said my name sternly as if it hadn’t been five years since he’d last seen me. He gestured for the carriage.
“Alpha,” I returned his greeting and stepped past him into the carriage.
As I walked passed him I felt him tense up. Was it because of the title or because I was now treating him like a stranger? What did he expect after all these years? Did he know what they were doing to me in there?
“It has been a long time, daughter.” He started, awkwardly.
“Yes.” I didn’t know what else to say to him.
“I…” He started, looking out of the window, “I’m sorry I didn’t come to visit you.”
I didn’t answer that. Did he think he would show up after so long had passed and expect things to remain to same? Expect forgiveness? I had been placed in the same prison as murderers and psychos. The overseers were strict and cruel and kept us weak despite the hard labour they made us do. We were only given one meal a day and I learned quickly I had to fight to protect what was mine if I didn’t want to die.
I had no friends. No one to guide me. My first shift was painful and I had no one to help me through it. I was mocked by the prisoners and guards alike.
Throughout those five years, I wanted him to come and save me from that place. And now he had, but it was too late and I had gone through too much.
“You have a little brother now. I expect you to behave yourself this time,” He tried to carry on the conversation, but the memory of Vivian’s last pregnancy sent a chill down my spine.
Vivian had sacrificed my first sibling to get me out of the way. Now I had a new brother for her to manipulate my father with.
“Father, do you still not know?” I asked. Why would he get me out of prison if he still thought I was capable of such a thing?
“Not this again,” He grumbled, rubbing at his temples
“But father, she’s the one-”
“I will not have this slander against my wife! You will treat her with respect or I will send you right back!” He shouted with his alpha voice.
He’d given me no choice but to mumble, “Yes, Alpha,” as I locked the rest of my words away.
My father sighed, holding me with his harsh stare, “Your time away was meant for you to respect and to learn some discipline. But if you harm a hair on your brother’s head I will forget you are my daughter. So be good and don’t make me regret this. It was Vivian who encouraged me to make amends.”
I didn’t know what the woman had up her sleeve, but I knew it wasn’t going to be good.
I’d rather jump out of this carriage than have to face her in more underhanded schemes and the bullying of my step-sister, but maybe this was my chance to redeem myself and prove my innocence. I would let her and my father think the Red Maple Camp had broken me until I had enough evidence to take her down.
“The reason I’ve collected you is that you’re now eighteen years old and we can find your fated mate to strengthen our pack."
Alyssa’s POVThe first face I saw when I returned home was Vivian, smiling innocently at me as she opened her arms, pulling me into a hug, “Welcome home, Alyssa.”I didn’t return her hug, just gave her a sharp nod and stepped back, I didn’t want to address her at all, let alone have her touching me. It was then I noticed the amount of wolves gathered, watching this reunion. I spotted faces I hadn’t seen since I was little, so many alphas and lunas that it was hard to keep track.“I wasn’t aware we were to have an audience, love,” My father spoke to Vivian.Vivian looked around in mock shock as she placed a hand on her heart, “Honey, don’t you think today is a special day? It’s not every day an alpha’s daughter turns eighteen! And I’m sure it’s tradition for the birthday girl to have a shifting ceremony.”My father opened his mouth to speak, quickly looking between Vivian and me. It was only my thirteenth birthday that Vivian had sacrificed her child and my father lost his true heir.
Alyssa’s POVMy father rarely mentioned my mother anymore, so hearing him say that, here in front of everyone made my heart ache.“Did mother have wings?” I asked softly through our pack’s mind speak. I had been so young I hardly remembered her.“She did, she was the only one in her family to have them. They were small, but they were a symbol of power, especially since the Feather Wing Pack had almost lost that magic entirely. Your mother was a very special woman and would be so proud to see this.”I wish she could see me too, I thought to myself. If she were here I wouldn’t have endured those years in Red Maple Camp.Whilst I was lost in my thoughts a my father’s praise, neither I nor Carys saw the stone flying towards us. The stone cracked against Carys’ face and she couldn’t help but let out a sharp growl.Caleb was glaring at us with more anger than a four-year-old should know, “Go away! Go away! You’re going to ruin my family!” He cried.He reached down, picking up another stone
Alexander’s POVI knew it was her from the second I saw her. Five years had grown and matured her with her silky chocolate hair cascading down the small of her back. Her blue eyes shined with defiance and will and it almost made me smile, proud to see the woman she had grown into. Our Mate, Caspian whispered to me in pride. Quickly, I shut him out as I reminded myself of why I was here.I hid around a corner after my glimpse of her. My mother had instructed me to wait until after Alyssa’s shift to make my appearance. It didn’t matter what her wolf was like, whether it was small and weak or strong and powerful, I was here to reject my mate, not accept her.“Alex, my dear boy, Frey is who I have chosen for you,” My mother, the Luna Queen Lina, reminded me before I set off for the ceremony, “This marriage will give you the support of both the Fire Bone pack as Vivian’s daughter and the Ice Heart pack as the future Alpha’s sister. You need every advantage if you want your father to pass
Alyssa’s POVI didn’t know if it was the sudden change of weather or the stress from the rejection, but I suddenly fell ill. I couldn’t eat and would barely sleep. My father insisted the servants brought me medicine and food, but I could barely stomach it. The iron bracelet on my wrist felt cold against my feverish skin. I stared at it with empty eyes, twisting my wrist to see it dance around my skin. After I shifted and Carys almost attacked Caleb, my father locked the bracelet around my wrist, restricting Carys and her abilities just in case. I could barely communicate with Carys, I couldn’t grow my wings and I couldn’t shift. Only he or someone more powerful could take it off. But it seemed the bracelet was also restricting my wolf’s healing abilities. I shouldn’t have been this sick. “You look like shit.”I didn’t even notice that Freya had entered my room until she spoke those cruel words. She barely had a foot in my room, like she was disgusted just seeing me.“Go away,” I mu
Alyssa's POV “Try this one.” My fiance, Taylor, ordered as his eyes trailed over me. As my father promised, he arrived at our pack in the early morning and I was pushed to meet him. My father thought a shopping trip for our future wedding would be a good bonding experience so we were in a store with me trying on dress after dress until Taylor was satisfied. It made me uncomfortable that there seemed to be no one else around at the moment. Maybe he wanted a chance to get to know me alone, but I didn’t like the thought of being with this man. Not with the way he looked at me. I left the dressing room in a blue off-the-shoulder dress that clung to my curves dramatically with a low cut on the chest. I tried to convince him I didn’t like it but he insisted. It felt like I was naked. Suddenly, Taylor pulled me against him so that we were face to face and my body was against his. I tried to push away but he held me tighter, admiring my exposed skin and curves with an evil grin. I
Alyssa's POV I recognised him immediately, those piercing blue eyes were difficult to forget. The illegitimate first prince of the kingdom, Kai. He couldn’t have looked more different to his brother if he tried, golden hair, blue eyes, tall and broad shoulders, the only imperfection was the deep, jagged scar running down the side of his face, almost clipping his eye. “Move,” Caspian growled, trying to stand tall to show his authority. Kai’s wolf just growled back, taking a threatening step forward and snapping his jaws in a challenge. “What’s wrong Cas?” Prince Kai asked mockingly as he looked at me with interest, “I’m just being friendly.” “I know what your version of ‘friendly’ means,” Caspian took a step backwards as if he’d run away with me on his back. “Relax pup, I need a favour from the beautiful lady on your back.” I tried to ignore that comment as I slid off of Caspian’s back and fumbled into a clumsy curtsey, knowing I didn’t look the part of an alpha’s daughter
Alexander’s POVI thought I would be able to get over Alyssa easily, it wasn’t like I knew her anymore and I already committed myself to Freya. But my chest ached with a dullness that was hard to ignore. Maybe it was just the broken mating bond.I was in my palace, trying to regulate my emotions with servants scattered around tidying and making noise.“Everyone get out!” I grumbled, throwing my handout, not wanting to be around anyone at the moment.I heard ‘sorry’s and ‘excuse me’s but it wasn’t as if I was going to hurt any of my servants. Caspian was the hot-tempered ill-mannered one between the two of us.For once I was grateful he was not here. He’d tear down the walls of my room as punishment for what I did. And if any servants got in his way… I wouldn’t want to be them. I wondered where he had gone too but tried not to think of him too much.Quickly, I went to the cabinet where I kept my wine and took out a fresh bottle thinking that maybe the alcohol could calm the thudding in
Alyssa’s POVAlexander was looking at me with hurt and betrayal in his eyes and my stomach wracked with guilt. But what right did he have to look at me like that? He’d rejected me first. He was engaged to the step-sister who helped make my life a living hell.Besides, it’s not like I had much of a choice but to let Prince Kai pretend we were engaged. The punishment for escaping the Red Maple camp was death, even if I had returned in the end.I didn’t know when or how the first prince found out, but there was nothing I could do except play along with his game. A favour for a favour. He wouldn’t spill my secret if I managed to heal him. How I was going to do that was a completely different story.I looked between Prince Kai and Alexander as I shuffled closer to Prince Kai and nodded.“It’s true, Prince Kai has just proposed to me… I accepted.” I lied, feeling the tension growing between the two brothers. Alexander looked like he wanted to murder his brother, but Kai simply looked at hi
Alyssa’s POV“That’s absurd!” Alpha Evan roared.Alexander and Kai requested an audience once they had gathered more information. It was just at the time that Alpha Evan was warning me to look out for my father. I was about to ask more when a servant announced that the princes were here. We had originally agreed to meet in an hour, but they must've found something out to have come straight to the Pack House.Alpha Evan allowed them in and looked at me curiously as the princes both stood by my side, asking if I was okay.When I nodded they started telling us what they knew, but when it came to the supposed abuse of Luna Vivian, Alpha Evan couldn’t contain his anger.“How dare you!” He stood to his fault height, no longer caring that he was in the presence of the princes of his kingdom, “Bring whoever is spreading these scandalous rumours and let them answer to me!”The princes stood firmly, not intimidated in the slightest by the anger of the Alpha. Kai pulled me behind him and Alexand
Alexander's POVBeta Nolan, despite his reservations, took us through the pack to meet Vivian’s old friend. Supposedly, she had not been in contact with her since Vivian left the pack, but it was still worth it to talk to her. I could practically hear the thoughts running through the Beta’s head: What would two princes want with a random older woman? He had no clue and Kai and I intended it to stay that way. The more people who knew about our intentions, the more danger we’d be putting Alyssa in.So we feigned ignorance and said that, with the new knowledge about the supposed abuse, if a crime had been committed it was something we needed to learn more about so we could avoid similar situations in the future.Beta Nolan didn’t argue, especially when he saw the annoyed tick in Kai’s jaw which meant my brother was only a few seconds away from punching something or someone.Goddess, how was I related to such a psychopath?It didn’t take us too long to reach the house with an older lady
Alyssa's POVAwkward was the only way I could describe the encounter.I was sitting in a big armchair in what looked like an office, silent as I observed everything around me. The colours of the room were brown and green themed, like nature. There was a big window behind the Alpha's desk that allowed the light in in beautiful rainbows. Opposite me, standing behind his desk and looking out of the window as he poured himself a glass of whiskey, was Alpha Evan. He hadn’t spoken a word to me since he’d invited me inside and that’s what made things both awkward and unnerving.He hadn't looked at me since either. It made me feel like I was doing something wrong. I wondered if I should’ve said something, it was obvious he hadn’t forgotten I was there, but I wasn’t entirely sure what the game he seemed to be playing was.So I waited patiently, hands folded on my lap, looking at him looking out the window. Maybe it was a test to see how long I could go without talking to him or demanding som
Kai's POVI was never one to enjoy the parades that came with being a prince. Being on show with everyone staring at me and thinking I was up for grabs wasn’t my idea of fun. It helped that as I had gotten older my people began to fear me as a General rather than love me as a prince, the scar on my face definitely helped, but Alexander was the opposite. He bathed in the warmth of the attention and lapped it up like a dog.He smiled and waved to our people like he had all the time in the world. He had people crowded around him and was smiling at every word they said and shook hands with everyone we passed. I almost worried that he’d lose track of why we were there. “This is a beautiful pack, Beta, a credit to yourself and your Alpha,” My brother praised, side-eyeing me as if to tell me to play along.I didn’t need his direction, I'd been in more strategy meetings and diplomatic situations than he could imagine.The Beta smiled with pride and bowed deeply, “It is an honour, Your Highne
Alyssa's POVWe had a plan, even though Alexander begrugingly agreed to it, I wasn't taking no for an answer. We began heading towards the Sirius Pack to get some questions. It wasn't too far as the princes rode their golden wolves and Carys took over. We ran fast before stopping just outside of the pack.Carys allowed me to take over again but the golden wolves stayed still at their prince's side."Go through the plan, one more time," I stated, just wanting to be sure we all knew what was going on.Kai rolled his eyes but Alexander nodded, "We enter under the idea that we are on an 'engagement' tour," He started."It's not too suspicious as the Lunas aren't typically formally intodruced to the pack until after the marriage," Kai added."You two distract the pack and try to find some extra information and I'll go straight to Alpha Evan." I stated, feeling more confident with the plan. The boys had both volunteered to talk to Alpha Evan, but it was something I knew I had to do.I was
Alyssa’s POVWas it cruel to tell him that I didn’t know? Because it was the truth. I know it would’ve been easier to say “Yes, without a doubt, absolutely, I understand,” but those would’ve been lies.Even now I didn’t understand how he could discard me, his mate chosen by the Moon Goddess for his crown. I was tired of lies. Lies from other people and even my own to try to keep some semblance of peace in the farce my father called a family.Adding to that, Alexander hadn’t spared my feelings the day he rejected me, the day he used his powers on me to bend me to his will. Unfortunately, those wounds were still too open for me to forgive him, even with his apology and confession.But Alyssa, he loves us now, Carys tried to plead in my thoughts and I knew she was thinking of Caspian, the wolf who had protected us from the beginning. If Carys was an extension of me like Caspian was for Alexander I would be more than happy for her to accept her mate, but that wasn’t the case, was it?He
Alexander's POVI could see the way Kai was looking at Alyssa, my mate. Caspian growled inside of me as Kai lifted her off the ground and carried her body, but I wasn’t going to wrestle my brother to carry her, not when she was already injured. I could smell the burning from her body, the blood and hear the whimpers she made every time her arm moved too much.If we had arrived any later she might’ve been dead.I tried not to think about that. Because we hadn’t been late. I resented the fact that it was because of Kai we’d gotten there on time. Caleb might have never opened up to me about where she was, but Kai knew how to handle the kid. Kai had gotten ahold of her scent quicker than I had. Kai had raced off, hearing Taylor’s threats before I did.Why was Kai always first?Why was he always so much better than me?Why was I always one step behind him?But Kai had surprised me when he listened and hadn’t killed Taylor despite how much we’d both wanted to, but it was only a matter of ti
Alyssa's POVTaylor stood with a blaze behind him, grinning like a devil and I knew exactly what he wanted to do with me. I’d embarrassed him not only in public but also in front of the Royal Family and in a very public setting where he was expecting to win. Where everyone was expecting him to win.This was revenge.But how did he know I was here?As if reading my thoughts, Taylor purred sinisterly, “If you didn’t want me to find you, Alyssa, you shouldn’t have come so close to the Pack House. Your scent is one I wouldn’t forget for a long time.”I shivered at the thought. I had been careless, hadn’t I? I’d gone straight for the centre of the pack instead of using my head and asking around first. I should’ve known better, especially with how angry Taylor and his father had been. Of course they would kill me and try to cover it up in their own territory.Surprisingly, Evelyn stood in front of me, arms wide as if to defend me. This woman who hardly knew me, who was in danger because of
Kai's POVI managed to get to the Ice Heart Pack quite quickly and Carter had done his hardest to carry us both here. He was panting with shaking legs by the time we got to the territory so I let him rest inside of me as I continued on foot.I didn’t want to draw too much attention to myself because I didn’t know who was to be trusted in this pack or, worse, who was after Elise.I had a hood over my head to cover my blond hair and travelled as inconspicuously as I could throughout the pack. Gradually, I finally found the Pack House where I knew Alyssa lived. The place smelled of her even though she’d only been back here a short while. However, as I reached a backdoor which looked like it led to a kitchen, I felt a presence behind me.With one sudden and swift move I grabbed the knife attached to my belt and spun on the presence, the sharpened edge of my blade against his throat.“Why are you following me?” I growled, pressing hard enough that I drew the slightest droplets of blood to