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Lessia's POV:

The look on his face was of shock and a hard hitting disappointment. I could feel it as he gazed at me, his eyes widely opened. His hands grasping his trouser, as he sat up right to look at me. Almost as if it to ascertain the look I had on my face when I said that. To see if I really were proud to say it as I had sounded to be like.

My mouth was covered by my hands; really just an attempt to take it all back and show that I never meant it, a rather pointless one, seeing as I already had said what I said, and I couldn't take the words back inside of my head as I wished to happen.

His eyes went off me for a while and seemed to stare at somewhere else. I tried following it, but I did not want to look behind me. I became scared, for the very first time, of him, trying to guess what would come of his reaction to my words. I was so uncertain of what to do.

It’s because of things like these Maddox hit me in the past. I didn’t know what I expect from Kian, so I braced myself f