RYDEN
I just received a call from my delta, the head of my enforcers, Trent, that we had werewolf visitors. It didn’t happen often without a formal appointment in advance unless it was an emergency, or what we considered as threats.
I saw a truck parked at the pack house which didn’t belong to any of my pack members.
The moment I got out of my car, I instantly felt my heart pound hard which didn’t happen often. I couldn’t sense any threats in the air, but the faint of familiar scents, which was a good sign.
But nothing was a good sign with that scent that still caught up in the air— the same dazzling fruity scents of raspberry overdose with a hint of lychee and citrus, and a vivid fusion of woodsy and rose sensation before it faded.
The last time I smelled this scent was two years, one month, and three days ago, yet it was still fresh in my head.
Fuck.
I drew a deep breath as I entered the house. “What the fuck is going on?”
Trent met me halfway. “The girl. I thought she’s dead.” Everyone thought she was dead, except for me and her family.
“Where is she?” I still carried that extreme guilt until now, even after my death, but it had to be done.
“With her brother. She has companions. A white-haired Japanese guy and a Latina.”
I stared at him for a moment not to overthink what he said, but she had the right to move on. One thing I wasn’t sure was my message would reach her. Zarah, the witch was right.
I went to the infirmary, and her scent was getting stronger, it quickly messed up with my head. I breathed deeply before I pushed the door open.
She almost knocked me on my ass. I wasn’t expecting to see Amelia today, or not in my lifetime, after what I did to her. Since that night, I accepted fate and ought to live alone for the rest of my life. Apparently, the universe had its way of making a sick cosmic joke on me. On us.
Seeing her before me caught me off guard. She had changed a lot, not the same girl who walked out of this pack house two years ago.
Amelia wasn’t the same Amelia anymore. She was still beautiful, though— beautiful didn’t even cut it. I’d met a thousand women, but she was more stunning— striking. She even changed her hair color to fiery red— auburn, and it suited her pale skin perfectly.
She looked fierce, not the soft innocent naive skinny girl I used to bully. Her brows shot up, her jaw set tight the moment our gazes locked. Her autumn green eyes slightly narrowed.
“Amelia.” Even her name felt strange coming from my mouth. As much as I’d like to indulge myself in her beauty. She didn’t come here for me. That was the fact.
“Alpha Ryden.” At least she still acknowledged me as the alpha. “I’m here to see my brother.”
“I see, you receive my message.”
“Your message?” She stole a glance at the white-haired guy.
“Yeah. I don’t know how else to reach you, and your brother is not getting any better.”
She seemingly shook off what I said. “Thank you. I’d like to be alone with my brother if you don’t mind.”
“I actually do. I’m not leaving my beta alone with strangers.”
“It’s a family matter, Alpha Ryden, and these two, my people are not strangers. They are family.” When she said her people, it was clear to me that she was in good hands.
“He’s my family, too, Amelia, but I don’t know them.” I eyed at the two who were intensely staring at me as if I had stolen their bunnies before, and they just marked me their enemy.
“Theia and I will be waiting in the car. Make it quick.” The Japanese guy gripped her wrist.
“I have to do it, Ren,” she whispered to him.
The Ren guy nodded. “Do what’s necessary. We’ll be outside. You know what to do.”
She nodded at the guy and smiled at the Latina who was around her age, but shorter.
When her friends left, Zeph cleared his throat. “When you two are done, I need to rest.”
“Hey.” I went to his bed. “How are you feeling?”
“Same as an hour ago and yesterday, and the day after,” he said with a weak smile. “Scratch that. I’m getting worse, and you know that.”
“What exactly happened to him?”
I lifted off Zeph’s shirt and showed Amelia the bite mark on the side of his abdomen. “It’s more than just a wolf bite. It’s infected with something. Your mom tried her best to treat him with everything medically possible, but he’s not improving. In fact, the infected area was spreading. I also called a witch and the healer.”
“Shadow Hawks?”
I looked at her, surprised that she knew about the lycan princess who was also a healer. “Yes. How do you know her?”
“Words go around.”
“I lost all options.”
“Where did he get bitten?”
“Nevada. He’s attending a wedding at one of my allies.”
“Did the person responsible for this get caught?”
“No. No one saw it,” her brother replied. “I could barely remember what happened. It was fast. I must have passed out, and I woke up in the hospital. They transferred me here two days ago.”
“This happened five days ago. And he’s not healing.”
She grabbed the sword— a Katana, that I didn’t know was there beside the bed. It looked amazing, like done by a craftsman from centuries ago. Its scabbard looked customized and decorated with flames design in gold carvings. Even the hilt was a little rounder than the usual sword.
“Easy. Do you even know how to use that?”
She replied to me with a glare. “What’s gonna happen here is just between the three of us.”
“Why?” I looked at her, and she returned it back with such intensity that our bond started to boil up from the surface, just waiting to crackle up.
It amazed me that it didn’t disappear. It didn’t die down. It just bottled up ready to explode and light up into a huge fire with a little spark.
She began twisting off the pommel of her sword and pulled out a small bottle from the inside.
“What’s that?”
“An elixir that I promised someone to use it when necessary.”
“I can’t take that, Amelia.” Zeph coughed. He could barely speak but he tried harder to be strong in front of his sister. “I’ve accepted my fate. I’m dying. That elixir wherever you got that from doesn’t deserve me. I heard what you and your friend talked about. I’m fine. I’m just glad to see you before I go.” He dragged out his breath as he was done talking.
Exhaling, her eyes were thoughtful as she whispered, “You’re not dying today, brother. And we still have a lot to talk about, remember?”
A light smile spread across his pale lips. “First thing, you have to tell me why did you leave, little sister.”
Shit.
Amelia opened the lid of the small bottle. “Lift the bed, please?”
I did as she asked since she asked me nicely.
“You’ll take a drop of this, okay, Zeph?”
“If you say so.”
“Open your mouth.” She tipped down a single drop into Zeph’s mouth and sealed it tightly, putting it back inside the sword handle. and stuffed her sword into the sling on her back. She looked badass, though, and sexy as fuck.
“What kind of elixir is that exactly? And where did you get it?”
“It doesn’t matter.” She barely finished her words when Zeph screamed out loud. His body went rigid and turned blue for seconds which stunned me. Amelia remained the same without any reactions as if she knew what would happen.
“Zeph!” Before I could hold him, Amelia gripped my arm.
“Don’t. He’s gonna be fine.” She then let me go.
“What the fuck is that?” I stared at her. Before I could grab the sword behind her, she blocked me quickly. It surprised me and intrigued me at the same time.
“You can’t touch my sword.” It was a warning.
“Or what? It will burn me?”
When she chose not to answer, I turned to look at Zeph, and he looked peacefully sleeping.
“Is he okay?”
“He will be.”
“We need to talk, Amelia.”
She glanced at her brother for a moment before she turned to me. “We have nothing to talk about. I will see my parents and Zeph one last time, and then I will be out of your hair, Alpha.”
“No.”
“No?” She arched her eyebrows.
I clenched my jaw. Through gritted teeth, I said, “You’re not going anywhere.”
She snorted. “How do you suppose to stop me?”
“Is that a challenge?”
AMELIA “Amelia!” I turned around to see Mom with wide eyes, staring at me. “Mom!” We met halfway, and I hugged her tightly. Her fresh scent flooded my senses, reminding me of how much I missed her. She didn’t even age a bit. She looked the same as the last time I saw her, aside from cutting her blond hair short. “Honey. Oh, thank Goddess. I miss you, honey.” We pulled apart, and I wiped the tears on her cheeks. “I missed you, too, and I’m fine, Mom.” “I know you are, honey. Where have you been? You only left us one letter, and we couldn’t find you anywhere.” “She didn’t want to be found. I told you, sweetheart,” said my dad, grinning at us. “Dad!” I threw myself at him just like old times, and he spun me around, chuckling. “You put some weight on, honey.” “You mean, I’m fat now, Dad?” He smiled as he put me down to hug me tight. “You colored your hair.” “Nope. It’s natural.” Who would believe me, though? Especially my parents who raised me since I was six months old. His b
LUCIUSA shiver skated down my spine. For a moment, I froze as the sweet fruity floral scent lingered in the air. She was near. My Amelia was near. I swore I could even feel her presence. Her smell immediately eased the tension on my shoulder.“Is everything okay?” Eann asked from the passenger’s seat. He was my third-in-command. He was a big fella, like a wrestler hooked on steroids.“Yeah.” I watched Drak, my beta look at me over the rearview mirror as he might have noticed my anxiousness made me shift behind them. His gaze then went back to the traffic light waiting to turn green.The moment I slid the window down, I sucked in a deep breath, and her scent flooded my senses, and I swept with calmness despite my racing heartbeat. I could sense the power in her blood and the power of the fire inside her. But I also didn’t sense her alone. The protective sigil on my neck had been activated, creating a burning sensation on my skin. The reason why we were here in Tahoe. There had been
RYDEN What the fuck! I hissed as the pain in my jaw intensified. I realized Zeph just punched me. I knew it would come down to this moment. He took it hard on himself when Amelia left without saying goodbye to him. “Don’t ever do that again!” My wolf stirred inside me, and he hated it when provoked and couldn’t come out and unleash his beast. “Or what, you, son of a bitch?” The anger in his eyes matched mine. He may be my best friend and my beta, but he was disrespectful in front of his family, the elders, and guests. “I’m your alpha. Don’t challenge me, Zeph. You won’t like the outcome.” I felt my eyes glowing, my body warming up. The tension in the kitchen thickened. I could sense anger and fear in the air, but none of them made a move, even Amelia and the guy, Ren. “You rejected my sister. You knew the reason all along why she left, and you missed to mention that?” Guilt twisted in my chest, but I bowed to no one. I would apologize for my mistakes, but after being irrever
AMELIA “Wow. You look beautiful, Am.” Theia let her brown eyes scan me from head to toe. “So do you, T.” She wore a forest dark tuck bodycon midi dress, one off-shoulder, showing off a little bit of femininity. I also came prepared. So I put on a full-length deep red dress with V-cut halter plunge neckline with high leg split and open back. I put a little makeup on, which I sucked at it, and then I tied my hair in a low ponytail style. “Let’s get this over with.” Ren joined us in the truck in his well-tailored Japanese-inspired Italian suit. His hair was tied behind his head. “I know you’re pissed off, but so do I. I just don’t want to fight anymore with him. He’s the alpha of this pack, and my brother has already angered him.” “Well, he’s hot in person. I forgot to tell you earlier.” Theia chuckled. “I mean, wow. Handsome is an understatement. He’s hot and rich, and the alpha.” “Your point?” Ren asked in disgust. “Nothing, dude. Just pointing out the obvious.” She drove us of
RYDEN “Mom, do you remember Amelia?” My mother smiled and squeezed her hands. “Of course. How can I forget? You used to tease her and call her ladybug.” Amelia’s cheeks turned red, smiling at her. Nothing could be more beautiful than her smile. “Hello, Mrs. Braxton.” I couldn’t deny our bond, our attraction to each other no matter how hard we fought it. One of these days, it would ensnare us and fall us both hard into our own most profound and frightening feelings. “I’m glad you’re back, Amelia. The pack wasn’t the same without you. I know you didn’t disappear. Where are your parents?” “Dad can’t leave the duty early, but he’ll be here later. Mom is babysitting my brother.” “You’ve grown up, Amelia, into a beautiful woman,” my father said, hugging her. My parents had always loved her and protected her when she got bullied by some of the pack members. “So, you’re staying, right?” “Um—” “Of course, she is, Mom. Her family is here. She belongs to this pack.” I was still confuse
AMELIA “We’re leaving,” I told Theia and Ren as we passed through the throngs of werewolves dancing to the classic, Footloose. “We’re going back to the lodge?” “No.” I held her hand. “We’re leaving this place. I’ll meet my family at the house later.” “Hey, Amelia!” I groaned as I heard Walker. I paused and composed myself before I turned around. “Hi.” He looked cute, though, in his white shirt and dark pants. He combed his blond hair back. His brown eyes were shining in excitement. “You’re leaving already? We haven’t even danced.” He inspected me from head to toe and paid more attention to my chest. “And you look great, Amelia.” “I have both left feet. I’m sure you can remember that I don’t dance. Anyway, Theia must have eaten something that upset her stomach. She wants to go back to the lodge.” “Did I?” Theia asked in confusion, trying to embarrass me. I wanted to elbow her to shut up. Sometimes, she talked too much, sometimes she was also funny which could light up our gloom
RYDEN After I grabbed Amelia’s sword from my office, Zarah decided to take us to Italy where she lived with the Lycan Alpha King Sebastien Locklear. I’d never thought I would be traveling through a portal again. The last time I did, it almost took my own life fighting against that fucking warlock, Cyrius. It seemed that my life was intertwined with danger, but when it came to Amelia, I wouldn’t hesitate to risk my life for her to end this threat to our world. “Welcome to my humble abode.” Alpha King Sebastien Locklear of the lycan world welcomed us with a broad smile. “It’s an honor to meet you, Your Majesty.” Theia almost giggled as she did a curtsy. “You don’t have to do that, young lady.” Sebastien smiled at Theia and turned to Ryden. “Young Alpha, good to see you again.” “Thank you for accommodating us on such short notice.” We shook hands. “Don’t mention it. I’ve been meaning to meet your mate.” Shit. Zarah must have told him everything. “You must be Amelia.” “Yes, You
AMELIA We stared for a moment in a crackling intensity through the bathroom mirror. I felt my body was burning like I was running a fever as he closed the gap between us, pressing his chest against my back. My heartbeat did chaotic fluttery strange things banging in my ribcage like panicked caged animals as he leaned in, whispering in my ear, “I’d been wanting to feel you naked, kiss you, be inside your tightness, Amelia.” “We should not be doing this.” Trying not to hyperventilate, I gripped the vanity hard enough it could break in my hands. When he breathed, I felt the electricity rushing through my veins, and all my nerves were screaming. “And why not? You’re my mate. This is what we exactly should be doing,” he said and lightly brushed his lips against my ear, sending a bolt of lust through me. I bit my bottom lip to stifle my moan as he let his hand slide below my belly, and slipped inside my panties. I knew I was wet the moment he pressed his body against mine. When a ga
AMELIAThree years laterEnochian Institute “Okay, bud. Are you ready?” Ryden towered at his son as he tried to prepare him for his first day of school. “No, Dad. Please, don’t call me buddy or bud anymore. I’m six years old. Alex is fine.” I looked at them and tried hard not to grin. When Ryden saw my smile, I looked away. “You will always be my boy, so I can call you bud or buddy until you get a girlfriend or have kids on your own.” “Mom, I need help here. I want to be like every kid at the institute.” When he gave me this puppy-eyes look, the same look he gave me when he wanted to be with his Uncle Ren or Uncle Drak. I knelt before him as I fixed his coat. Alex was carrying a blue backpack. I looked right into his blue-green eyes. Every time I looked at him, he always reminded me of his father. “My love, listen to me. You grow up so fast. Me and your dad still see you like our two-year-old boy. That’s why Dad still calls you buddy, and it’s actually cool that you and Dad ar
AMELIA I still cried whenever I felt alone. I still cried to sleep knowing he was gone because he wanted me to live. The feeling of losing someone I loved hit differently. It felt like I lost a part of me, a part of my soul. I woke up to the blinding light streaming from the opened window. Or at least I felt like I just woke up when the image of my father appeared before me. “Dad?” I sat up on the bed. I was still sleeping in the same bed I shared with Lucius. “Why did you let it happen? Why did you accept his deal? Now I’m all alone.” “You’re not alone, Amelia.” I wiped the first tear that fell on my cheek. “I died twice. You should have let me die. I can’t. I can’t take it anymore. Lucius was a good man. He had a lot of things to live for.” “And you don’t?” he asked me calmly. “I know life isn’t fair, but I don’t deserve another chance. I would have swapped places with him. These people need their alpha.” “Amelia.” He stood before me. “He accomplished his mission in life. H
RYDEN The moment I received a call from Drak, I knew something terrible had happened. He couldn’t hide the sadness in his voice. I quickly asked help from Zarah to send me to the Blood Moon Pack. Every last member of Lucius’ pack was around. His compound was crowded with the people who loved him, who believed in his cause, and the people he saved and had given a second chance. As I entered the house, a howl of mourning echoed from the forest. It was heart-wrenching. I didn’t only feel extremely sad about losing a great alpha, but he was also a savior and a hero, and I was proud to call him a friend. “This is so unfair.” Amelia ran into me. She looked like she’d been crying. She really looked like a mess, with wet cheeks, and red eyes and nose. “This can’t be happening.” “I’m so sorry, my love.” I took her in my arms. I knew my presence wouldn’t help the fact that Lucius was gone, but I was hoping I could somehow help ease the pain in her chest. “He’s gone, Ryden. He’s gone.” She
AMELIAIf this was the last day we had together, then I would make the best of it. I couldn’t fathom a life without him, my hero, who sacrificed everything so I could live another day. He was the true savior, not me. He was the true leader, the greatest alpha I’d ever met. He deserved that recognition, yet, here he was, waiting until he let go of his last breath and succumbed to death.It was unfair. Life was so fucked up and unfair. “Maybe you should give me an heir. I wanna have a mini you, please?” I wiped my tears away. “For that, I might be able to forgive myself. Then I’m going to tell him the story of how amazing and brave his father was, his sacrifices for this world, and how much we love each other, and show him our photos together.” “I will give you everything, my love. If we have a son, I want you to teach him to be a good man and respect and treat Ryden as his father. If we have a girl, tell her, that her father will always be watching her. Tell them their father loves t
AMELIA Lucius pulled away, looking right into my eyes. “We’re not doing it again, Amelia. I’ve accepted my fate.” “Well, I’m not! You should have told me. I could have done something other than keeping me in the dark. I have every right to know, Lucius. Have you forgotten that?” “I know that, my love, and I’m so sorry.” “Save it,” I said as I faced Ryden and pointed a finger at his face. “You, I trusted you. Are you happy now? Lucius had sacrificed his life twice for me so I could be with you. And I only asked one thing. Just one thing from you, and you couldn’t do it. You can’t be honest with me. Why should I stay with you if you don’t value honesty?” Ryden looked away as pain and agony laced in his eyes. “Amelia, don’t say that,” Lucius said. “Oh, so now you’re his best friend because you’re peas in a pod?” “Amelia, I know this is hard, but Lucius made his decision. You would have been dead by now and the rest of the werewolves who had fallen that day.” Shit. Zarah was right
AMELIA It had been three months since that war against The Director ended, and our lives had finally returned back to normal. The pack was going strong. No more sightings of demons and wraiths. No more threats other than rogues on occasion. The mother and son Ryden took in, and some werewolves had become the new pack members. Theia and Bryan were still like cat and mouse, but I could feel how much their relationship had developed, especially when it was built with trust. The two elemental werewolves had begun their training at Elysian. We still talked over the phone, especially with Ryden, since he was one of them. Margaret finally woke up a few days after I went back home. Zarah, Samarah, and her had never been closer, and that made me happy. My Relationship with Ryden had never been strong. I told him everything, and he forgave me. He and Lucius seemed to have formed a friendship, which was weird. Since the day I left the hotel room, I stayed close to Lucius, not as a mate or
AMELIA I joined him in bed and kissed him on the lips, and he scooped me so I could rest on top of him. I curled into a fetal position as he wrapped his arms around me, his fingers tracing my spine. I felt tiny and fragile when I was with him, but powerful at the same time. He sighed again as if something was bothering him. “How did you find me?” “Your mate gave me your letter. I supposed you went back from where you started. Did you mean what you said?” He was talking about the letter. “All of it.” “Hmm.” He kissed the top of my head. “He came to me. He’s worried about you, sweetheart. You should go back.” “What about you?” I lifted my head and looked him in the eye. “I always trust what you do that you know what’s best for you. Like always, I won’t control you.” He smiled as he tucked my hair behind my ear. “But of course, I get worried all the time even though I know you can take care of yourself.” “How’s everyone?” “I’m not telling you anything, Amelia. It’s about time y
AMELIA “I want you right now, Alexander.” The moment those words left my mouth, he carried me to the bed in my hotel room. He ripped my clothes from my body until I was naked and exposed. Then he spread my legs wide, and one thing led to another. My ovary was throwing a party as he dipped his head between my legs. A gasp escaped my lips as he pressed the softest kisses on my foot, my leg, and my inner thighs, nipping my skin. Then captured my entire pussy with his hot mouth. “Ah!” My hips bucked, hand came to his head to grab a handful of his hair, shamelessly pushing his mouth to my sex. Then he dragged his tongue from my folds upward to my clit, making my head spin. Tingles ran down my spine as I shuddered in delight. “Goddess!” I panted, rocking into his talented tongue, stroking my clit. Every muscle in my body clenched, and my legs trembled. Then he glided it in my entrance, thrusting in and out, alternately sucking my sensitive hard nub. Tension instantly coiled in my lowe
AMELIA “So where are you going?” Gaia asked. She’d been spending some time with Ren and Theia while Nora was trying to fix the broken relationship she had with her father. With Victor in the council jail, there was no threat to Alec anymore. “I don’t know yet.” I looked at the three of them. “Please, take care of each other. The greater demon might be gone, but there are still a lot of bad people out there. Maybe the good citizens could use your help.” “I’m gonna miss you.” Theia hugged me. “Don’t be gone too long, okay?” “I won’t, but you should go and be with the Caltech dropout.” “I will. Ren doesn’t need a driver anymore. He’s the monkey king after all.” She got a groan from Ren. “Gaia and he will start a new adventure anyway.” “I have to go.” I hugged Ren tight. “Thanks for not giving up on me. You always have a place in the pack. I love you, Ren. I’ll see you soon.” “I love you, too, Amelia. Don’t be a stranger. Visit the Raito house once in a while.” “Once I figure out