LUCIUS
A shiver skated down my spine.
For a moment, I froze as the sweet fruity floral scent lingered in the air. She was near. My Amelia was near. I swore I could even feel her presence. Her smell immediately eased the tension on my shoulder.
“Is everything okay?” Eann asked from the passenger’s seat. He was my third-in-command. He was a big fella, like a wrestler hooked on steroids.
“Yeah.” I watched Drak, my beta look at me over the rearview mirror as he might have noticed my anxiousness made me shift behind them. His gaze then went back to the traffic light waiting to turn green.
The moment I slid the window down, I sucked in a deep breath, and her scent flooded my senses, and I swept with calmness despite my racing heartbeat. I could sense the power in her blood and the power of the fire inside her.
But I also didn’t sense her alone. The protective sigil on my neck had been activated, creating a burning sensation on my skin. The reason why we were here in Tahoe. There had been killing of werewolves in mysterious kind.
As the traffic light turned green, the car moved, and I sagged against the seat and shut my eyes close to calm my heartbeat.
I felt the stares of the boys at me. “Focus on the road. She’s here. She’s back.”
“Why didn’t you tell us?” Eann asked. Eann and Drak knew.
They knew everything about me and my wife. How did I lose her and how did I end up being the ruthless Alpha King, and earn the right and title? And I was also a wanted criminal by the government, but I didn’t give a shit. They didn’t know the whole story, and they never would. I did what I did for the safety of my people. I did what I did to save lives. And I didn’t owe them any explanations.
I shook my head as I released a shaky breath. It was still a mystery to me how she became a werewolf and carried the fire wolf.
Hours later, we arrived at the old warehouse in the industrial park I bought years ago. The moment I found Amelia and the family that raised her, I bought some properties in my old name so I had getaways when things got heated with the authorities.
“You stay here. I’ll go scan the perimeters.” I checked my gun and slipped another knife into my boot.
“You’re in an enemy territory. You can’t just walk there alone.”
I glared at Eann. I knew he wanted nothing but my safety, but I was also his alpha. “Watch your tone. You and Drak will stay here until I’m back. You follow my order or I will cut your tongue.” I stole a glance at Drak who nodded at me.
“Forgive me, Alpha.” Eann dropped his gaze.
I ignored his apology and walked out. I drove towards the end of Braxton’s land. I knew he was my enemy, my worst adversary considering who he was to Amelia, and he also broke her heart.
I could take her and be mine, and he could not do anything with it, but a part of me, knew I couldn’t interfere with her destiny and the future. I’d seen it, and there was no way I would stop her from fulfilling the prophecy, even if it broke my heart over and over again.
As I strolled over the borders of the property, I sensed demonic activity in the north and a lot of werewolf scents, mostly rogues.
***
Two days later, I found a way to see her.
“What are we doing here, Alpha?” Eann asked. “Who’s house is this?”
I unlocked the back door and entered. “I paid the owner, an old lady to use her house for a day. The house next door is Amelia’s adoptive parents.”
“You told me, she might not remember who you are. Why can’t you just pretend and bump into her.” I heard the frustration in Drak’s voice.
I grabbed the binoculars and looked at the Hayes’ house through the window. My heart hammered in my chest the moment she came into view. My wolf stirred inside me as old emotions simmered, but they weren’t old. They were always there since I first saw her since I felt my heart beat for her, and since she became mine.
Everything always felt the same, it even got overwhelming now that she was just a couple of steps away from me. The temptation of walking into that house, knocking on the door, and introducing myself was overpowering my self-control.
I dropped the binoculars and sagged against the wall, breathing hard.
She’d changed a lot since she left this place two years ago. Her hair had changed, and she looked stronger and fiercer, not the same Amelia, my Amelia who was so soft, demure, and innocent.
I may know the reason why she came back, but I also knew for a fact that that motherfucker would take her back. And it broke my heart that I couldn’t do anything to stop it from happening. And it should happen so she could fulfill her destiny.
“I’m so sorry, Alpha. I wish I could take your pain.” Drak came and knelt before. “This must be heartbreaking for you.”
I chuckled bitterly as my eyes stung. “I’ve been heartbroken for twenty years, Drak. I could have taken her, kidnapped her, and locked her up in my fortress, but what good that it makes if she can’t fulfill what’s destined for her, and we will all be doomed.”
“Why can’t you just introduce her and start over?”
I shook my head and looked him in the eye. “You haven’t found your mate and you don’t know what it is like to get pulled like magnets towards who’s fated for you. She would be distracted and get confused with her feelings between me and that son of a bitch.”
“Do you think she will remember you?”
“No. She won’t. Despite who she was and the blood running in her veins, there’s no way I would take that chance, and I can’t afford for her to be distracted now that the plans are starting to fall into place. I’ve sacrificed everything for this to happen, and I can’t get myself entangled with them right now.”
Eann joined. “It’s just unfair, Alpha King. I wish we could do something for you.”
I nodded subtly even though my heart was bleeding and my wolf was howling in my chest.
“This is her new journey, and soon, she will find her way back to me. I don’t know when, but I believe what’s written for her. I won’t interfere with the path she takes, it will only delay what’s inevitable. But I can’t wait for another twenty years, and I may not be alive to be in her next life.”
RYDEN What the fuck! I hissed as the pain in my jaw intensified. I realized Zeph just punched me. I knew it would come down to this moment. He took it hard on himself when Amelia left without saying goodbye to him. “Don’t ever do that again!” My wolf stirred inside me, and he hated it when provoked and couldn’t come out and unleash his beast. “Or what, you, son of a bitch?” The anger in his eyes matched mine. He may be my best friend and my beta, but he was disrespectful in front of his family, the elders, and guests. “I’m your alpha. Don’t challenge me, Zeph. You won’t like the outcome.” I felt my eyes glowing, my body warming up. The tension in the kitchen thickened. I could sense anger and fear in the air, but none of them made a move, even Amelia and the guy, Ren. “You rejected my sister. You knew the reason all along why she left, and you missed to mention that?” Guilt twisted in my chest, but I bowed to no one. I would apologize for my mistakes, but after being irrever
AMELIA “Wow. You look beautiful, Am.” Theia let her brown eyes scan me from head to toe. “So do you, T.” She wore a forest dark tuck bodycon midi dress, one off-shoulder, showing off a little bit of femininity. I also came prepared. So I put on a full-length deep red dress with V-cut halter plunge neckline with high leg split and open back. I put a little makeup on, which I sucked at it, and then I tied my hair in a low ponytail style. “Let’s get this over with.” Ren joined us in the truck in his well-tailored Japanese-inspired Italian suit. His hair was tied behind his head. “I know you’re pissed off, but so do I. I just don’t want to fight anymore with him. He’s the alpha of this pack, and my brother has already angered him.” “Well, he’s hot in person. I forgot to tell you earlier.” Theia chuckled. “I mean, wow. Handsome is an understatement. He’s hot and rich, and the alpha.” “Your point?” Ren asked in disgust. “Nothing, dude. Just pointing out the obvious.” She drove us of
RYDEN “Mom, do you remember Amelia?” My mother smiled and squeezed her hands. “Of course. How can I forget? You used to tease her and call her ladybug.” Amelia’s cheeks turned red, smiling at her. Nothing could be more beautiful than her smile. “Hello, Mrs. Braxton.” I couldn’t deny our bond, our attraction to each other no matter how hard we fought it. One of these days, it would ensnare us and fall us both hard into our own most profound and frightening feelings. “I’m glad you’re back, Amelia. The pack wasn’t the same without you. I know you didn’t disappear. Where are your parents?” “Dad can’t leave the duty early, but he’ll be here later. Mom is babysitting my brother.” “You’ve grown up, Amelia, into a beautiful woman,” my father said, hugging her. My parents had always loved her and protected her when she got bullied by some of the pack members. “So, you’re staying, right?” “Um—” “Of course, she is, Mom. Her family is here. She belongs to this pack.” I was still confuse
AMELIA “We’re leaving,” I told Theia and Ren as we passed through the throngs of werewolves dancing to the classic, Footloose. “We’re going back to the lodge?” “No.” I held her hand. “We’re leaving this place. I’ll meet my family at the house later.” “Hey, Amelia!” I groaned as I heard Walker. I paused and composed myself before I turned around. “Hi.” He looked cute, though, in his white shirt and dark pants. He combed his blond hair back. His brown eyes were shining in excitement. “You’re leaving already? We haven’t even danced.” He inspected me from head to toe and paid more attention to my chest. “And you look great, Amelia.” “I have both left feet. I’m sure you can remember that I don’t dance. Anyway, Theia must have eaten something that upset her stomach. She wants to go back to the lodge.” “Did I?” Theia asked in confusion, trying to embarrass me. I wanted to elbow her to shut up. Sometimes, she talked too much, sometimes she was also funny which could light up our gloom
RYDEN After I grabbed Amelia’s sword from my office, Zarah decided to take us to Italy where she lived with the Lycan Alpha King Sebastien Locklear. I’d never thought I would be traveling through a portal again. The last time I did, it almost took my own life fighting against that fucking warlock, Cyrius. It seemed that my life was intertwined with danger, but when it came to Amelia, I wouldn’t hesitate to risk my life for her to end this threat to our world. “Welcome to my humble abode.” Alpha King Sebastien Locklear of the lycan world welcomed us with a broad smile. “It’s an honor to meet you, Your Majesty.” Theia almost giggled as she did a curtsy. “You don’t have to do that, young lady.” Sebastien smiled at Theia and turned to Ryden. “Young Alpha, good to see you again.” “Thank you for accommodating us on such short notice.” We shook hands. “Don’t mention it. I’ve been meaning to meet your mate.” Shit. Zarah must have told him everything. “You must be Amelia.” “Yes, You
AMELIA We stared for a moment in a crackling intensity through the bathroom mirror. I felt my body was burning like I was running a fever as he closed the gap between us, pressing his chest against my back. My heartbeat did chaotic fluttery strange things banging in my ribcage like panicked caged animals as he leaned in, whispering in my ear, “I’d been wanting to feel you naked, kiss you, be inside your tightness, Amelia.” “We should not be doing this.” Trying not to hyperventilate, I gripped the vanity hard enough it could break in my hands. When he breathed, I felt the electricity rushing through my veins, and all my nerves were screaming. “And why not? You’re my mate. This is what we exactly should be doing,” he said and lightly brushed his lips against my ear, sending a bolt of lust through me. I bit my bottom lip to stifle my moan as he let his hand slide below my belly, and slipped inside my panties. I knew I was wet the moment he pressed his body against mine. When a ga
RYDEN “What the fuck is wrong with you?” I glared at Nora. I was pissed off since morning she kept calling my phone while I was dealing with the issue at the lodge and trying to reach out to my allies for possible signs of wraiths sightings. Yet, there she was, giving me headaches because she was being childish. My mother was right. I should have ended it too soon before she got greedy and asked for more, for something I could not give. “Since she arrived, you’re distracted and busy.” I huffed out a frustrated and irritating breath. “I am busy. Always busy. I’m not just running a pack. I’m running businesses to feed these people who are under my protection, to provide a roof over their heads and a safe haven. I don’t have time for any social life right now, Nora. What you want from me is something I can’t give. From the very beginning, I was straightforward with you. There’s no relationship between us. We screw, and that’s it.” She flinched. “No. You changed.” “People changed. P
AMELIA “Ryden!” With my heart jackhammering, I rushed to him as he fell on the floor still gripping the sword. I felt its power blasting across the room, spreading throughout the house, sending vibrations everywhere like the effect of an EMP. Even the lights flickered off and turned it on after. I’d never seen an effect like this. It didn’t burn Ryden, but somehow it activated its power in his hand. “Ryden, let it go!” Ren came to us to help, but Ryden couldn’t hear us anymore. With his eyes wide shut, and his mouth hanging open, it scared the hell out of me. I realized just now that we were playing with an extensive power that we hadn’t explored yet. Now Ryden could be paying the price. I wrapped my hands around his to suck the power of the sword out of him. The last thing I knew was hearing myself gasping. The surge of energy rushed through me. One moment I was inside his office, and the next thing that happened was brought me to a vast uninhabited land caused by drought. I co
AMELIAThree years laterEnochian Institute “Okay, bud. Are you ready?” Ryden towered at his son as he tried to prepare him for his first day of school. “No, Dad. Please, don’t call me buddy or bud anymore. I’m six years old. Alex is fine.” I looked at them and tried hard not to grin. When Ryden saw my smile, I looked away. “You will always be my boy, so I can call you bud or buddy until you get a girlfriend or have kids on your own.” “Mom, I need help here. I want to be like every kid at the institute.” When he gave me this puppy-eyes look, the same look he gave me when he wanted to be with his Uncle Ren or Uncle Drak. I knelt before him as I fixed his coat. Alex was carrying a blue backpack. I looked right into his blue-green eyes. Every time I looked at him, he always reminded me of his father. “My love, listen to me. You grow up so fast. Me and your dad still see you like our two-year-old boy. That’s why Dad still calls you buddy, and it’s actually cool that you and Dad ar
AMELIA I still cried whenever I felt alone. I still cried to sleep knowing he was gone because he wanted me to live. The feeling of losing someone I loved hit differently. It felt like I lost a part of me, a part of my soul. I woke up to the blinding light streaming from the opened window. Or at least I felt like I just woke up when the image of my father appeared before me. “Dad?” I sat up on the bed. I was still sleeping in the same bed I shared with Lucius. “Why did you let it happen? Why did you accept his deal? Now I’m all alone.” “You’re not alone, Amelia.” I wiped the first tear that fell on my cheek. “I died twice. You should have let me die. I can’t. I can’t take it anymore. Lucius was a good man. He had a lot of things to live for.” “And you don’t?” he asked me calmly. “I know life isn’t fair, but I don’t deserve another chance. I would have swapped places with him. These people need their alpha.” “Amelia.” He stood before me. “He accomplished his mission in life. H
RYDEN The moment I received a call from Drak, I knew something terrible had happened. He couldn’t hide the sadness in his voice. I quickly asked help from Zarah to send me to the Blood Moon Pack. Every last member of Lucius’ pack was around. His compound was crowded with the people who loved him, who believed in his cause, and the people he saved and had given a second chance. As I entered the house, a howl of mourning echoed from the forest. It was heart-wrenching. I didn’t only feel extremely sad about losing a great alpha, but he was also a savior and a hero, and I was proud to call him a friend. “This is so unfair.” Amelia ran into me. She looked like she’d been crying. She really looked like a mess, with wet cheeks, and red eyes and nose. “This can’t be happening.” “I’m so sorry, my love.” I took her in my arms. I knew my presence wouldn’t help the fact that Lucius was gone, but I was hoping I could somehow help ease the pain in her chest. “He’s gone, Ryden. He’s gone.” She
AMELIAIf this was the last day we had together, then I would make the best of it. I couldn’t fathom a life without him, my hero, who sacrificed everything so I could live another day. He was the true savior, not me. He was the true leader, the greatest alpha I’d ever met. He deserved that recognition, yet, here he was, waiting until he let go of his last breath and succumbed to death.It was unfair. Life was so fucked up and unfair. “Maybe you should give me an heir. I wanna have a mini you, please?” I wiped my tears away. “For that, I might be able to forgive myself. Then I’m going to tell him the story of how amazing and brave his father was, his sacrifices for this world, and how much we love each other, and show him our photos together.” “I will give you everything, my love. If we have a son, I want you to teach him to be a good man and respect and treat Ryden as his father. If we have a girl, tell her, that her father will always be watching her. Tell them their father loves t
AMELIA Lucius pulled away, looking right into my eyes. “We’re not doing it again, Amelia. I’ve accepted my fate.” “Well, I’m not! You should have told me. I could have done something other than keeping me in the dark. I have every right to know, Lucius. Have you forgotten that?” “I know that, my love, and I’m so sorry.” “Save it,” I said as I faced Ryden and pointed a finger at his face. “You, I trusted you. Are you happy now? Lucius had sacrificed his life twice for me so I could be with you. And I only asked one thing. Just one thing from you, and you couldn’t do it. You can’t be honest with me. Why should I stay with you if you don’t value honesty?” Ryden looked away as pain and agony laced in his eyes. “Amelia, don’t say that,” Lucius said. “Oh, so now you’re his best friend because you’re peas in a pod?” “Amelia, I know this is hard, but Lucius made his decision. You would have been dead by now and the rest of the werewolves who had fallen that day.” Shit. Zarah was right
AMELIA It had been three months since that war against The Director ended, and our lives had finally returned back to normal. The pack was going strong. No more sightings of demons and wraiths. No more threats other than rogues on occasion. The mother and son Ryden took in, and some werewolves had become the new pack members. Theia and Bryan were still like cat and mouse, but I could feel how much their relationship had developed, especially when it was built with trust. The two elemental werewolves had begun their training at Elysian. We still talked over the phone, especially with Ryden, since he was one of them. Margaret finally woke up a few days after I went back home. Zarah, Samarah, and her had never been closer, and that made me happy. My Relationship with Ryden had never been strong. I told him everything, and he forgave me. He and Lucius seemed to have formed a friendship, which was weird. Since the day I left the hotel room, I stayed close to Lucius, not as a mate or
AMELIA I joined him in bed and kissed him on the lips, and he scooped me so I could rest on top of him. I curled into a fetal position as he wrapped his arms around me, his fingers tracing my spine. I felt tiny and fragile when I was with him, but powerful at the same time. He sighed again as if something was bothering him. “How did you find me?” “Your mate gave me your letter. I supposed you went back from where you started. Did you mean what you said?” He was talking about the letter. “All of it.” “Hmm.” He kissed the top of my head. “He came to me. He’s worried about you, sweetheart. You should go back.” “What about you?” I lifted my head and looked him in the eye. “I always trust what you do that you know what’s best for you. Like always, I won’t control you.” He smiled as he tucked my hair behind my ear. “But of course, I get worried all the time even though I know you can take care of yourself.” “How’s everyone?” “I’m not telling you anything, Amelia. It’s about time y
AMELIA “I want you right now, Alexander.” The moment those words left my mouth, he carried me to the bed in my hotel room. He ripped my clothes from my body until I was naked and exposed. Then he spread my legs wide, and one thing led to another. My ovary was throwing a party as he dipped his head between my legs. A gasp escaped my lips as he pressed the softest kisses on my foot, my leg, and my inner thighs, nipping my skin. Then captured my entire pussy with his hot mouth. “Ah!” My hips bucked, hand came to his head to grab a handful of his hair, shamelessly pushing his mouth to my sex. Then he dragged his tongue from my folds upward to my clit, making my head spin. Tingles ran down my spine as I shuddered in delight. “Goddess!” I panted, rocking into his talented tongue, stroking my clit. Every muscle in my body clenched, and my legs trembled. Then he glided it in my entrance, thrusting in and out, alternately sucking my sensitive hard nub. Tension instantly coiled in my lowe
AMELIA “So where are you going?” Gaia asked. She’d been spending some time with Ren and Theia while Nora was trying to fix the broken relationship she had with her father. With Victor in the council jail, there was no threat to Alec anymore. “I don’t know yet.” I looked at the three of them. “Please, take care of each other. The greater demon might be gone, but there are still a lot of bad people out there. Maybe the good citizens could use your help.” “I’m gonna miss you.” Theia hugged me. “Don’t be gone too long, okay?” “I won’t, but you should go and be with the Caltech dropout.” “I will. Ren doesn’t need a driver anymore. He’s the monkey king after all.” She got a groan from Ren. “Gaia and he will start a new adventure anyway.” “I have to go.” I hugged Ren tight. “Thanks for not giving up on me. You always have a place in the pack. I love you, Ren. I’ll see you soon.” “I love you, too, Amelia. Don’t be a stranger. Visit the Raito house once in a while.” “Once I figure out