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Feeling Her Pain
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2023-05-27 19:22:23
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Kaya felt his lips crashing against hers and then they started devouring her mouth restlessly like he was tasting them for the last time in his life. His arms tightened around her in such a manner like he had limited time to hold her and as soon as that time would be over, she was going to slip away from his embrace. Kaya didn't like feeling that feeling at all. It made her feel terrified, terrified with an unidentified fear. Why was it feeling so different? Why was it feeling like the more he was getting closer to her the far he was getting from her? Her heart shuddered in terror. Kaya tried to pull back to find out the reason behind his restlessness but as soon as she tried to part her mouth from his, she heard those words cooing against her mouth."I need you, mi nena. I need you so bad," the dominance and authority in his voice had long gone. The only thing which could be sensed in his words and voice was begging. Zian refused to let her get away from him even an inch. Her eyes
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Kaya dug her nails on his bare back and arched her back when he filled her with him. His rigidness and enormous invasion brought tears of pain in her eyes but witnessing that love in his sapphire eyes for her, Kaya forgot about that pain. Slowly and slowly he started moving himself inside her while his gaze remained glued with hers because he wanted to memorise every second of this night. He needed to capture every single moment between them of this night because he knew, even if he would give his own life for it, he was never going to have her like this ever after this night. He needed to live this night with her because its ending was going to end him completely.Kaya scratched his back when he increased his pace and penetrated her more densely. Kaya felt him on the deepest depth of her being. It shuddered her body in pleasure. She wrapped her legs around him and pulled him closer. She hugged him tightly whereas he joined their foreheads. Their eyes refused to leave each other eve
Last Updated : 2023-05-29Tormenting Her Innocence Waking Up Alone
The night had gotten shed with its darkest curtain. Every single thing had turned completely silent. Nothing could be heard except the ticking of the clock. She was past asleep but his eyes had lost their sleep which were continuously gazing at her peacefully sleeping face. His eyes refused to rest even for a single second by sleeping tonight because they needed to gaze at her as much as possible. His heart needed to feel her, his body needed to feel her warmth, his soul needed her closeness, so he was trying his best to fulfil these needs of his body, heart and soul. After burning both of their bodies in that beautiful flame of pain and pleasure for almost half of the night, he let her sleep. He knew she was wanting to ask him why he was behaving like that with her. He knew she had sensed his fear in his tears but he didn't give her a chance to ask him about it. She fell asleep in his arms immediately after those beautifully passionate moments between them ended. Her head was place
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"Because we are coming back and will reach home before tomorrow in the evening," Her eyes widened, hearing her aunty. Kaya practically jumped in excitement, making her uncle and aunty chuckle. She was missing them so much."I will come to pick you all from the airport," she told them, giggling. The couple laughed at her enthusiasm."Okay, I will tell Leo to take you with him tomorrow," Damien uttered, smiling but Kaya shook her head."Don't bother him. I will come with Zian to the airport," Damien silently observed her actions and then nodded without removing that smile from his face."Okay then. Take care, we will meet and hug our baby Kaya tomorrow," Zia said, making Kaya giggle and then she hung up the call with a nod.Dropping her phone on the bed, she clapped in excitement. Her uncle and aunty were coming back. Her full family was going to be with her again but then something clicked in her head. They were coming back which meant now it was the time she had to prepare herself t
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"That game finally ends here which you had started 5 years ago, Kaya Haiden,"Every ounce of her being numbed. Kaya felt like her blood had frozen whereas her heart completely dropped its beating when her ears got penetrated with those words of his which he whispered against her tears stained cheeks.After brushing his lips against her tears, Zian pulled back a bit and found her staring at him, confused, perplexed, broken. She just couldn't comprehend what he had just said, but somehow she knew why he had said them to her.An iniquitous smirk formed on his eyes which made more tears fill in her eyes. Was this really happening? Did her biggest nightmare come true?"What happened? Have you already forgotten about what you did 5 years ago, Kaya?" He uttered, grinning evilly. She just stared at him but the pool of years in her eyes turned violent. Her numbing heart started burning with pain because it still didn't want to believe that this cruelty was happening. The most terrifying fear o
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"Everytime I made you feel loved, it made me hate you more," Never in her entire life, Kaya had ever thought a mere couple of words were capable of hurting her so much. They pained her to the extent that she felt someone was trying to snatch out her soul from her body cruelly. It made her feel like her own life was now giving up on her.Her eyes refused to get away from him. They refused to even blink. She just gazed at him while he continued to kill that remaining life inside her with his brutal words and fatal behaviour."I felt sick with your closeness," he snarled at her and then shoved her away from his arms, using a bit of his strength but Kaya's body had turned so fragile and numb at that moment that just with his mere push, she stumbled and fell on the floor.She couldn't describe it in her words but not only just mentally or emotionally, his each and every word was ending her physically too. She was dying. He was killing her and he was not even aware of it.Her bare knees gr
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Receiving enormous amounts of pain throughout her life, Kaya gave up to that thought of ever getting treated as a human because from as long as she could understand or remember things, she was always treated like a worthless being. Countless kinds of pain had been inflicted in her body. Numerous amounts of tears she had shedded all her life until that day, which changed her whole life. She received a new hope of light which started making her believe that soon it would illuminate that darkness which was consuming her brutally and it finally happened. With the love of her uncle Damien and aunty Zia, she finally started getting out of that darkness. Although, the cost she paid to receive that love in her life was very huge but it was worth it. The way her uncle Damien and aunty Zia had treated her always, not just her voice, Kaya would have given her life for them. She was that kind of person until he came back in her life and she made him her life. Kaya had never cared about her life
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Next morning, Kaya woke up from her sleep and the very first thing she noticed was her room. She was in her room and was laying on her bed. She got up and sat on the bed. For a brief moment, she just couldn't understand anything but then everything started crashing down on her and then reality hit her like a truck.His each and every word, his behaviour…every single thing that had happened last night. Immediately her eyes filled with tears again. Her eyes were already hurting because of the countless tears she had shedded last night and now they even started burning as they again moistened. She looked towards the window and it was already morning. That terrifying night had ended and how she wished just this morning to remove the pain of last night just like it had removed its darkness. But this morning also brought a new hope to her because she remembered falling asleep in front of his closed door but she woke up on her bed which meant he had taken her here. He opened the door for h
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"Zia, ,you don't have to do it all alone, mi vida," Damien uttered, watching his wife pacing around the entire hall as she was decorating it with her own hands. Damien tried to help her but she refused to let anyone else do that work because she wanted to do it all by herself because today her children were coming back home. Zian and Kaya are coming back home after more than a month. Damien sighed, watching his wife's excitement and enthusiasm. He was also very happy, knowing they were finally coming back. His family was finally going to get completed. He was just hoping for his son's acceptance because Damien knew, somehow he was the reason behind his son having to suffer so much. He knew he couldn't become a good father because throughout his life, he focused on making his son a good person but he forgot that he needed to embrace his child's bad too. The sound of the door bell ringing gained the couple's attention. Damien saw his wife's eyes tinkling with happiness. He chuckled.
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"Wow, the food tastes delicious. You are an amazing cook, Kaya," Kaya giggled, hearing her grandpa Zale. They were having their dinner."I have also helped her. You can pass some praises to mee too, Mr Alcazar," Zian uttered, showing his fake offence because he and Kaya, they both had cooked that dinner together for Zale. Zale laughed whereas Kaya chuckled."Wait, I forgot the dessert. I will get it from the kitchen," Kaya said and tried to get up from the chair but Zian stopped her."You finish your dinner. I am done with mine, so I will get it," he stated, making her smile. She wagged her head which he returned with a soft beam and then he left from that hall and went to the kitchen. Zale noticed that beautiful love blooming between the couple which made him content too. After all, what else would he want more than watching his family so happy but he was aware that a part of his family might be completely restless now. His daughter and son-in-law. Zale sighed, which gained Kaya's a
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Zian continued to gape at her like a statue whereas her tears refused to stop. She also gazed at him, like she was staring at her life's most valuable and precious belonging. She couldn't just believe she was about to lose him, just because of her ignorance and lack of awareness. He was suffering so much from the very beginning but here she was considering herself a victim. But her pain was nothing as compared to his because she was able to share it with the people around her but he was not even capable of telling about his pain to his own self, let alone sharing it with someone else."Zian, why did you leave home? You didn't get hurt somewhere, right? Please tell me," she cupped his face and asked him. Kaya still didn't pay attention to the fact that now her words had gotten its voice because she was too indulged in his pain to care about her own. Tears aggressively fell from her eyes until she saw a stupid kind of smile forming on his face. She thought he was intoxicated, that was
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"Because Zian knew that Damien would never let you be with him, no matter what and besides, he was aware of his mental health too that he would end up hurting you….." Zale stated to her."That he is at that stage of his condition where he could hurt and harm anyone physically, even you. Zian knew you didn't deserve to be with someone like him who didn't even have control over his own emotions. He had told me that he has even tried to hurt you physically in his anger," her dried up eyes again glossed. She remembered that he had hurted her physically a lot of times, like grabbing her neck and wrist painfully. He had even hurted her badly that night when they both got intimate for the second time in his friend's resort. She had even seen his deadly possession everytime he had caught her with Leo. All those were the clear signals which she never tried to understand."After realising his feelings for you, he decided to let you go because he knew he would end up tainting you both mentally a
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"Zian told me to come here so that I could take you back home," Her body stiffened, along with her heart, hearing her grandpa Zale. So that's why he has told him to come here? So that he could send her away. But isn't this what she was wanting? She had asked him this morning to take her back home then why was it not making her happy anymore? He was finally doing something right. He was rectifying his mistake then why was it bringing so much restlessness and pain to her? Was he right? Is her love so selfish? Zale silently watched that enormous amount of pain flashing in her eyes after he revealed that thing to her. Zian had called him today and told him to come here as soon as possible and took Kaya away from here. He asked him why suddenly and the answer he gave him was … "He told me you have asked him for something for the first time in his life, so he could never dare decline it," Zale uttered. Her eyes immediately moistened, at his words. Zale found her tearing her eyes away fr
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"Then set me free and take me back home for our love's sake,"Zian felt like every part of his body got deprived of all kinds of sensations, hearing those words of hers. His smiling face turned completely gloomy. His emotions numbed, except for that seething pain which her statement had brought to him. Her eyes filled with tears when she noticed his entire presence turning emotionless. His grip automatically started loosening around her hands but she held them firmly."You know this is wrong. What you have done is wrong. We can't live our life like this," she tried to make him understand because after last night, Kaya understood the more she would fight with him the more insane his madness was going to be, so she decided to deal with him calmly and with no facade of anger."We would never be able to live our life happily by running away from our past. We have to face it, so please take me back home, please…" a tear slipped down from her eyes as she begged him. He didn't answer but co
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Each and every single thing froze around them as soon as they both felt the warmth of their mouths colliding with each other. It felt like their souls had started connecting. Their hearts were getting intertwined. The pain of getting apart from each other had now finally started satiating and numbing. Their hearts screamed at them how cruel they both were to even think about getting away from each other when they both wanted and needed to live their lives with each other and for each other.Tiny droplets of water trickled down from both of their bodies as they both held each other firmly, like if they would even loosened a bit, then someone might slip away which they couldn't afford at all. Gripping his muscular and huge back, Kaya let her tears get mixed with the sweetness of her mouth. Her tears stained both of their cheeks but did he complain? Not at all. He had accepted every inch of hers as his and was now begging for her to accept every good and worst of his.Slowly feeding on
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"Took you long enough to understand that…. something is wrong with me, mi nena," his voice turned dangerously low. Her heartbeat dropped in fear. "Because a normal person never behaves and thinks the way I do…,," he leaned his face closer to her, almost brushing their lips. "A normal person never loves the way I love you, Kaya," he breathed out hotly against her mouth. Her existence trembled. Now she was understanding something that it was really not normal. His behaviour, his actions, something was wrong with him but what? They both peered into each other's eyes. Zian saw those questions emerging in her eyes which made him leave her arm. "Let's get inside. You will get ill under this weather," he told her. She finally realised that the weather here was really very chilly as compared to her hometown. It was freezing cold and she was wearing nothing but his shirt and he was out of imagination. Half naked. Zian tried to hold her hand while saying "Come on. Let's get…." His words re
