Tonia's POV
Sweat rivered down my back as I ran around the kitchen. I had spent nearly the entire day here, trying to make sure the food was perfect.
Today wasn't just any other day. It was the final farewell rites for the late Alpha as well as the eve of the official crowning ceremony for my husband, Logan Scott, as the new Alpha of Phoenix Pack.
I really couldn't trust the pack maids to do a good job at preparing the meal of my husband's family on such a big day, so I did it myself.
Over the years, all my efforts to impress them had always gone unnoticed since they only saw me as the 'wolfless' omega who slithered her way into their prestigious family. However, today I wanted to blow their minds off.
At the beeping sound of my phone, I quickly brought down the chicken broth from the stove and went over to the counter to get my phone.
It was a message from my best friend, Olivia: [Are you pregnant?] it read and my mind emptied for a split second. The truth is, since my first miscarriage two years ago, I haven't been able to conceive.
I had been going on several checkups together with Logan, but all the doctors we've met can't seem to point out what exactly was wrong with me. So, in a way, her message brought back some sad memories of when I'd been so ecstatic about getting pregnant.
However, years of trying hard had made me realize that hope was a dangerous thing. Plus, my mother-in-law had made a point to convince me that I was showing signs of barrenness, and since she was an experienced mother herself, I believed she knew better anyway.
I sighed deeply as I dialed Olivia. The call connected in the first ring. "What pranks are you pulling on me? Are you subtly trying to mock me?"
I heard her swear under her breath. "How could you say that to your friend? I asked that because I saw Alpha Logan leave the hospital five minutes ago, with a pregnant woman. I thought she was you!"
My heart clenched as she finished talking. Alpha Logan? My own husband and a pregnant woman? That was impossible because he wasn't even in town yet. He had gone for an official meeting at another pack and he wouldn't be back until two hours later.
At least that's what he had told me when I called him about an hour ago. Even though Logan had become a bit aloof towards me for the last two months, I knew he'd never lie to me.
And I also knew Olivia loved to exaggerate things. She probably didn't confirm what she saw before calling me.
I laughed. "Dear bestie, I would suggest you get yourself a pair of glasses. My husband's out of the pack."
"I knew you'd say that!" Her voice grew urgent. "There's no way I'd mistake another man for the Alpha. You should call him and confirm."
She didn't even let me say any more words before hanging up. Confusion slammed into my gut. There was no way Logan would lie to me, but what was this dread that was creeping up my spine as though something was wrong?
My hands trembled slightly as I dialed Logan. His ringtone sounded at the door, and I whipped my head up in surprise.
Taking my apron off, I went to get the door, plastering a smile on my face. However, the moment the door opened and Logan came in, my heart stopped.
Not because of him or how handsome he looked but because of the gorgeous woman beside him. My gaze trailed to her belly and my whole body went stiff with horror.
Her stomach was slightly protruding and nobody would've noticed ordinarily but since Olivia, who was a nurse already mentioned seeing Logan with a pregnant woman, I noticed.
I trailed my eyes to Logan's arm around her waist and I felt a pang of pain tug at my chest. Even as I raised my gaze to meet Logan's, he didn't withdraw his arm.
My pulse quickened and I cleared my throat awkwardly. "Hubby, you're back." I managed.
The lady's facial expression changed dramatically. "Oh, You're Luna Anthonia!" She exclaimed as she gave me a tight hug.
"I've heard a lot about you from Logan. How're you?"
Did she just call Logan by his first name? I withdrew her arms from around me, stepped an inch back, and gave Logan a raised eyebrow but he glanced away sharply.
"And you are?" I asked the lady.
A scowl formed on her face but it was soon gone in a second. "Oh! Logan didn't tell you about me? Well, I'm his fated mate, Lisa, and we found out about the mate's bond three months ago."
My heart sank to the pit of my belly and for some split second, I felt as though someone had just dumped a bucketful of ice over me.
Logan found his fated mate three months ago and he hid it from me? Lumps formed in my throat as I glanced at him. I glimpsed a flicker of guilt in his eyes.
At least, it would have been better if he had just told me about it than letting me find out this way. You see, I lost my wolf after an accident when I was much younger. Due to that, I couldn't find my mate but I had managed to capture the heart of the Alpha's son, Logan.
Even then, his family and pack's council had been against our union but he had stood by me. I had been very scared that he would still leave me when he found his fated mate but he had assured me with everything in him that he would never look for her which he didn't throw the three years of our marriage.
So, what was this all about? I understood that being barren had made our love grow a bit cold. Logan had distanced himself from me, but I had just assumed he was busy with all Alpha duties. But if he found her three months ago, then he'd always been with her all those times he didn't sleep at home.
I swallowed hard at the lump in my throat, forcing a smile for Lisa. "Oh, I see," I said, hoping that she hadn't noticed the hurt in my voice.
"Do have a nice time, then." I finished, then turned to leave but her hand on my shoulder stopped me.
She gave me that puppy-eyed smile that irked me to my bones. "Luna Tonia, please could I borrow your husband for some time?"
Tonia's POVI froze, unsure of what exactly she meant by that. Wicked amusement flickered in her eyes and I could immediately tell she wasn't as innocent as she was pretending to be."Well, he's not an object that you can borrow!" I told her flatly. "Feel free to ask him, if you want to spend more time with him!"She didn't miss the ice that laced my words and a frown creased into her face, just before she closed the little space between her and Logan.She stood on her toes, wrapped her arms around his neck and said, "Logan, could I really spend more time with you." She asked so sweetly, slanting a snide smirk at me.Logan didn't even think twice as he said. "Sure, Lisa. Anything for you."I felt as though he literally pulled my heart out, tossed it to the ground, and stomped over it. How could he say that to her right in front of me— his wife? It was just as though I were invisible to him.He hadn't even responded to my greetings.Unable to hold my tears any longer, I raced out of t
Tonia's POVI needed someone to squeeze at my arm because I couldn't actually assimilate what I had just seen. My legs faltered and I had to grip the door frame for support.Logan noticed me then and an expression of guilt washed over him as he quickly stood up and started towards me.He reached out to touch me but I stepped several inches backwards. With a shuddering breath, I turned sharply to run but his hands grabbed my shoulder and he swiftly pressed me to the wall outside the room and sit the door behind us."I was only consoling her!" He gave the understatement of the year. "Lisa is still traumatized about the rape and all. She started crying and I didn't know what to do."I wasn't even sure anything he was saying was sinking in. My vision had turned blurry with tears but I pushed it back with all the strength left in my body. I couldn't break down now. Not yet!"Kissing your fated mate doesn't mean anything to you, is that what you mean?" I yelled but it only came out as a bro
Tonia's POVMy lips quivered slightly as I felt the dark and domineering aura exuding from his body. Alpha male. Carnal energy!But how did he get access to the Royal bar? A rogue? My heart beat faster as I stepped a few inches backward, immediately thinking of how to either escape or haul something at him.However, to my horror—and moon goddess, be merciful— excitement, he strode towards me. I quickly turned to run, but he blocked my path.Gosh! How did he move so fast? I swallowed hard as his scent intoxicated my senses. He lowered his head towards my ear and breathed."You look so hot. Did you come here to seduce me?"Either it was the alcohol messing up with my brain badly, I couldn't say. But his breath fanning my face sent a rush of desire through my veins."I think I came to the wrong room," I said, unsure of if I was making any sense. "I'll leave now."I sidestepped him but he snagged at my wrist and pulled me flush against his body."I never said you should go." He said, pred
Tonia's POV. Did King Jayden just call her inferior? I had to hold back a laugh at his choice of words."Excuse me? I am his mate!" Lisa spat, looking offended by his words."Mate? What am I missing here?" King Jayden asked, sounding confused."King Jayden, it's more complicated than you think and I don't want to concern you with family matters," Logan bowed slightly again.Family matters indeed! If he wanted to keep this situation private, he wouldn't bring her to such a public function while leaving me out of it all.King Jayden suddenly tightened his grasp around me and my breath became uneven."I'm pretty concerned about your behavior. You have a wife and also a mate, but isn't it a bit disgraceful that you would bring her instead of your wife who has been married to you for years? She deserves to be at your side, but I guess you don't deserve her."I glanced up at King Jayden and was touched by his words because I never thought of things that way. I had supported Logan through
Tonia's POV.I gasped at his words, he said them with such authority that I was tempted to say yes.I didn't want to see them anymore but I didn't want to cause more drama either."No, I don't want that. I just want them away from me." I responded and I could feel my heart beating fast. "You heard her," King Jayden turned his gaze to them.He lowered his gaze again and laid another kiss on my hand. My cheeks reddened as his lips nibbled on my skin. The fact that he was doing this in front of everyone made me so...so..."King Jayden, you shouldn't get handsy with someone else's wife!" Logan snapped, his voice laced with jealousy.I glanced at him and felt even more irked. How dare he try to act like he had any right to make demands?"You're one to talk, Logan," King Jayden chuckled mockingly.A furrow appeared between Logan's brows. He was pissed that King Jayden kept calling him by his name and disrespecting him over and over while he had to endure it all."I'm only saying the truth.
Tonia's POV.Did he just ask me to call him my mate? What did he mean by that?"King Jayden—""Jayden," He corrected with a soft smile."I don't understand what you mean, but why would I call you my mate?""Because we're both fated by the Moon Goddess to be together forever," He responded."What? I believe you're getting things confused , we can't be mates," I argued."Why? Is it because I'm a king and you think that you don't deserve me?" He quizzed. Well, that was true. Why would I, a weak omega, be mated to such a powerful and highly respected King? He wasn't just any king but a Lycan King."It just makes no sense. I don't have a wolf!" I revealed.He let go of my chin and lowered his hand to my chest before responding, "I know, and that's why you can't sense the mate bond between us. But deep inside, Antonia, you know that we have a connection."He said each word while looking straight into my eyes and I was starting to believe that he was right.There was an undeniable connectio
Logan's POV.I looked around and couldn't see Tonia anywhere. Where had she gone? I saw her running out earlier? Had she gone home? I hope she wasn't with King Jayden anymore. Why did he even gain such sudden interest in her and go as far as touching her that way?He should count himself lucky that he was a powerful King, if not, I would have taught him a lesson he would never forget.I wondered how he had lasted so long in that position with such an insulting attitude. I would not be the only one to ruin him once he falls."Tonia is more despicable than I thought!" Lisa suddenly spat.She had pure hate in her voice and I didn't blame her. She was my mate and deserved to be treated well, but the circumstances surrounding us weren't good at all."Lisa, you shouldn't get agitated, especially because of the baby," I whispered and held her hand.She yanked her hand away from mine and snapped, "I shouldn't be sitting here among these people. I should be with other reputable Lunas, but ins
Tonia's POV I hoped he couldn't hear how loud my heart was beating right now. Sitting so close to Jayden wasn't easy, and Olivia made matters worse by not even accompanying us. She was a darling for helping me pack my things from that cheater's house but I wished she had come along with us. "Do you always behave this way when you're nervous?" His majectic voice pulled me out of my thoughts. I glanced at him, and he had this amused expression. I shook my head. "What? I don't understand." "You keep playing with your fingers and biting your lip sometimes," He noticed. I immediately released my bottom lip and separated my hands."I'm sorry," I quickly apologized. "You do not have to be sorry for being nervous, you should just know that I do not entertain bullying in my kingdom or around me.""I'm not going to let anyone harm you or speak badly to you." He spoke with such authority, I almost believed him. "You might be the king but you can't control everyone's actions," I blurte
Jayden's POV.I had gotten myself into trouble. I should have thought twice before suggesting this.I looked back at Antonia, and she had not even noticed anything."I wonder if the water will be warm or cold," She said, walking slowly into the water.I watched the water envelope her entire legs, leaving the rest of her glorious body visible."The water is warm," She giggled, flapping her hands in it. "I can't believe that it's glittering in my hands.""Jayden, come here and see this," She invited and looked at me.My face paled and I quickly turned my back on her. I couldn't let her see that I had a full blown erection right now.It wasn't just embarrassing but insulting. I just wished that I could control it more like I controlled my wolf."Fuck!" I cursed."Jayden, are you okay?" She asked, and I sensed when she moved deeper into the water.Oh no! did she suspect something?"Yes, I'm fine. I just have a little cramp in my leg," I lied."It must be so painful," She mouthed with a wo
Jayden's POV.I heard her yelp from outside the training place, and I rushed inside like a mad man. When I entered, I was surprised to see Ryker holding her so closely. I didn't expect them to get so close. I interrupted whatever was going on, and Antonia looked at me in shock. "Jayden." I shouldn't feel any jealousy right now because I knew they were training, but my wolf wasn't helping my emotions. Draven had always been possessive, and right now, he wanted to take Antonia out of Ryker's grasp and slam his face against a wall. But I was glad that I could put him in control. "Jayden!" Antonia screamed this time and ran over to me. My heart pounded as she approached me. I missed her so much. I thought of her every moment that I was stuck in that place. "Antonia," I grinned and widened my arms. She fell into my arms and wrapped her hands tightly around me. "Jayden, you are back," She laughed. "Yes Antonia, I am back," I laughed as well. I wrapped my arms around her and in
Tonia's POV. I couldn't focus on my breakfast, or rather my brunch after learning that I would be training with that unbearable Lycan for the next few days. I had been so sad and upset about this sudden change. I was also worried about Jayden. Jayden had always tried to spend time with me, so I was very surprised to hear that he wouldn't be returning. Something bad must have happened for him to take such a drastic decision. I also doubted that he would willingly leave me alone with that nasty piece of work. "I just hope that he's fine," I bit my lip anxiously. "He didn't sound good earlier," I said worriedly."What if something bad is happening?" I shivered. "I think I should call him, hearing his voice would give me some reassurance." I dropped my fork and grabbed my phone from the table. I called his number, but it was unavailable. "Unavailable?" I panicked. I called him again, but it said the same thing. I dialed his number up to ten times, but it was always the same 'un
Tonia's POV. "I am not training with you until I talk to Jayden!" I didn't wait for him to reply, I just ran to my room. I took my phone and called Jayden. He answered after a few dials. "Jayden, how are you? How is your brother?" I questioned in a worried tone. It must have been very serious for him to leave at midnight. I just wished that he came to wake me up before leaving the mansion. "We are fine," He sighed. I didn't believe his words at all. He sounded tired, and there was some noise in the background. I just hoped there wasn't a war over there. That would be so horrible. "Are you sure that you're fine? You don't sound good," I quizzed. "I'm just tired," He responded briskly. "Antonia, I have to go. Please take care of yourself and do whatever Ryker asks you...""I am sorry for disappointing you today." "I don't mind—" The call disconnected before I could complete my sentence. "What just happened? Is he fine?" I asked, feeling very concerned. The door suddenly
Tonia's POV."Excuse you?!" Ryker glared at Jayden. "There's no way that I'm teaching this rude, silly—" "You're the rude one here!" I snapped. "Everything about you screams rudeness...you're very unpleasant!" I had never been so angry since Logan made fool of me. And I had never felt so nauseated like I was right now. He was rude, mannerless, and he didn't even see a need to hide his disgusting attitude. I heard everything he said about me last night, and I had never felt angrier. I wondered why he became friends with someone as wonderful as Jayden. I overheard how he defended me yesterday, and it made me trust him more. "You're the only unpleasant one here! You are an abomination to every one of our species!" Ryker insulted. "Ryker, that's enough!" Jayden shunned. "No, it's not. I want him to continue ranting like an idiot. I enjoy watching you make a fool out of yourself! Disgusting twat!" I affronted without restraint. "Stupid piercings!" I added. His expression turned d
Jayden's POV. It was wrong to think of my mate that way, but I couldn't stop myself. It seemed like reality was more concerning than I thought. My enemies had always tried finding a weakness in me, and Antonia would certainly be their target.In times of war, she would be helpless,and I would have to think of ways of keep her safe."What am I going to do about this?" I asked, running my hands through my hair."How would the people, and others react when they find out she doesn't have a wolf? My family don't know that detail, and Leah couldn't suspect that because she doesn't have a wolf yet," I thought restlessly."She doesn't just lack a wolf, but doesn't seem to have basic survival instincts. She hardly notices me around her until I speak. This is bad," I mumbled, feeling more agitated than ever."But I can't give up on her. She's my mate, and I have to help her," I asserted, and stood to my feet."I had promised to help in reviving her wolf, but how do I do that? I couldn't even
Jayden's POV. "Ryker!" I grabbed his shoulder and made him face me. "What was that about?!" I snapped, glaring at him. I didn't expect him to behave so rudely towards Tonia. "You promised to behave yourself when you meet her. Why are you acting this way?" I rebuked. "Jayden, can you hear yourself?" Ryker shot back. "You said that she was a werewolf." "You never said that she was an omega!" "I didnt think that such an information was important," I raised my voice. I was so angry at him right now. "Are you for real? How can you even say that such information isn't important?" He thundered and bit the piercing on his lip. "She's an omega, what's wrong with that?" I demanded. "She's my mate and that's all that matters to me." "To you? What about the pack? How can the lowest rank in all of Lycanthrope rule over us?!" He argued. "Antonia is an intelligent woman, and I'm sure that she'll do her best for this pack," I defended my mate. "No one cares for her intelligence. We are i
Tonia's POV. Did I hear him right? "What did you just say?" I gasped. "Antonia, I want you to be by side at all times." He replied. I didn't want that. It would be harder to resist him. "Jayden, I will be fine and you do not have to be with me twenty-four-seven. I have the guards and they will protect me." He didn't still look convinced. "Jayden, please don't worry about me." I quickly added. "I don't want to act controlling, so I'll trust you," He caressed my cheeks. "But I still want you to stay with me tonight." Sweat formed on my skin,and I felt the air become more thick.How was I going to survive spending a night with him? Sharing the same bed? I was already tempted by his handsome face, and having a hard time resisting all his charm. How would he even control himself? I knew very little about Lycan sexuality, but I knew he was having a hard time controlling himself. What was the guarantee that something wouldn't happen tonight? "I promise not to touch you," His vo
Tonia's POV.It had been an hour since I returned home with Leah, and still, no one had called to tell us anything about the person that took my picture. Back at the shopping mall, It seemed like I wasn't the only one who saw him because the second he ran out of the shopping mall, Timothy chased after him. Timothy didn't come back as fast as we expected, so Nath decided to bring us home. But since I returned, I had been so restless. I wondered who the person was and what he wanted to do with pictures.I hoped this wasn't another Alpha that didn't like Jayden. I was starting to feel unsafe with dangerous enemies lurking around. I knew Jayden was a king, and he had a lot of enemies, but it had not even been up to two weeks since Alpha Keith's attack. Why were they also targeting me? Was it because I was Jayden's mate and an easy target? "Tonia," I heard Leah's voice and lifted my gaze. "You should stop thinking about what happened. I'm sure that Jayden and the guards will take ca