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2020-10-02 12:30:12Ava kicked her harshly and walked away, disappearing into the crowds of people who were watching this drama. Grace kept that smile on her face as she sat on the corner of the path and those who passed by her called her crazy. She had won, she completed the mission she had set for herself, she made Ava hate her, but she lost her love in it. She lost again in this war of love and was back in that dark corner again where no light was able to reach.
Emily and the boys walked closer and sat by her side. Emily had tears in her eyes after seeing her in that state. The knees of her jeans were ragged due to falling, her hands and legs were bleedi
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