Deep Thoughts

{Georgette}

There is only one thing worse than not getting what you want: getting it.

When Asheron gives me his blessing, I don't feel relieved; I feel scared of what that might cause.

Just the idea of me and Cain having sex made Ash angrier with me than ever before, so I don't want to imagine how he would feel if I actually did it.

But, on the other hand, I really want to be with Cain and touch him, to be connected to him in that way. These past two days, I've felt like we are the same old Cain and Georgie, just like when we were kids. And that's good in a way, but not so much. We're not exploring our bond as we should, we're still acting like friends.

And I don't want that. I want him to be my man, just like Ash.

"So," Asheron continues and grabs his phone. Just then, I see a car that I recognize parking right in front of the palace. Ash's assistant's car, "I'm going to leave for a few hours to give you guys privacy. We can see each other tomorrow and pretend nothing ever happe