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2024-10-29 19:42:56I knew that I am fragile, but I can't believe that I am this fragile that I am also hurting whenever I see pain in his eyes.
I massaged my temple. "Shit, what should I do next? Push him away just like how he pushed me back then?" I asked myself with sarcasm overflowing from my voice.
I was just waiting for the adobo to be ready when Exiquel came back. He raised the cup he used for drinking his coffee then smiled while I just nodded.
He sat on the opposite side of the table, facing me. "Are you upset because of me?" He asked in a careful way like I will break like a fragile glass of he yell.
I sucked my tongue and shook my head as a response. "No, I'm just disappointed," That you keep on lying to me about what you really feel. "Disappo
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"Am I not enough? I did everything so you could spare me a drop of love. I have always been choosing you over me. Your happiness over mine. Forgiveness over hatred and revenge. But you never did the same."I covered my face. "What about me? What about me? When are you going to choose me? When are you going to love me? When are you going to forgive me? When will I ever earn a drop of happiness? I am," I almost can't utter it because I never really felt it. "I am your daughter, too." I mumbled.The sound of my cries mixed with the roaring laughter of my father."You got to be kidding me," He said. "You're not even my daughter," He was smirking while saying that. "Do you want to know what you are? You are a fruit of something disgusting. You are a reminder of something terr
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