"Then why can't you just tell me everything?" I faced her as our tears streams on our cheeks in unison. "Why don't you prove it? Quel, I can hear how you love me but I can't feel it. I can't bring myself to believe it."I shook my head. "Athijha, please don't doubt my love for you.""Whenever I look at your eyes, I feel nothing but the reality of winter. I can't feel and see the love you're talking about, Quel.""How, love? How can I make you feel and see how much I love you when you keep on running? Where should I start when everytime you look at me with your tantilizing eyes, the whole universe I used to see is gone? I don't know how to make you mine again when the way you look at me now is way more different from how you look at me?""You're being ridiculous."I rushed to get near her. I kneeled in front of her and wrapped my arms around her hegs legs as if I am lost kid. I hid my face on her stomach and cried like a lost kid."Stand up, Exiquel." She commanded which I refused to f
"Stop, both of you, please stop." Their attention came back to their mother. "Clea, it's not her fault, it's not your sister's fault. Stop blaming her." Her eyes watered again. "Y-you see, she came back. Your sister came back.""And you believed her lies? Who knows, maybe, maybe she's just Athijha's obsessed fan and undergone plastic surgery to look like my sister.""And what do you mean when you said that I am a badluck? That I am a blacksheep? You also believes in me, perhaps?" Athijha smirked. "Or did you have me tested? Did the DNA test resulted positive, sneaky rat?"Clea's eyes widened and a glimpse of horror passed through her eyes. And so did I. "H-how did yo-"When?What?How?What's happening?"Clea? What did you do?" Clio Alonso asked out of confusion.Clea let out a nervous laugh and played the role of an angel when her eyes and our mother's met, but when she turned to her sister, her sheep clothing flew away.Athijha flashed a glimpse of a victorious smile before looking
"Good morning, love. I love you." I said the moment she pick up the phone.She groaned. Why does it feels like she's about to lash out on me?[What now? Why do you have call me this fucking early?] She responded with a hint of annoyance."Early? Love, it's already nine in morning. Get up already." I said then chuckled.[Fuck the time then. I am still as sleepy as hell. How dare you bother my beauty sleep?] She angrily responded."You've been cursing a lot these past few weeks." I clicked his tongue. "Where's my innocent, baby? Leave her body now, Iris. You've been a bad influence to my baby."[Will you fucking shut your dirty mouth, Exiquel?] I faint noises of a mattress. I guess she's getting out of the bed.I leaned on the railings while suppressing a smile when she yawned. [Answer me, Exiquel. Do you have to call me every fucking day?]"Well, maybe. I mean, I just want to bless my day with your voice since you can't bless it with your presence, love."I can almost hear her rolling
"Tell me more," She said in a dismissive tone."After you almost drowned and when you came home to me with bruises and wounds, that was when I admitted that I have fallen deeply in love with you. I just don't want to accept that.""You were just guilty," She murmured."Yes, I was guilty. I was guilty because I made you feel that way. But I will never fake my feelings out of guiltiness, love. I am guilty but not to the extent that I did everything just to ease that. Those two months I spent with you before happened out of love and not out of guiltiness or just the obligations."She stared at me as if she's analyzing if I am telling the truth or not. She's probably wondering if she's going to believe me.I can't blame her.She bit her bottom lip and squinted her eyes. She tilted her head as seriousness starts to fill her eyes."Quel, do you really love me?" She asked out of nowhere.I looked me in the eye. My eyes started to get tainted by red and get a little warm. "I do, Love. I never
[I mean, stupid! I am not mad at all! I don't really care! I enjoyed eating four ice creams while chuckling whenever someone's kid stumbles!] She defensively replied.I laughed as I hear faint sounds of tapping from the background."Is that so?" I playfully asked. "Sure, I believe in you, love. You don't have to sound that defensive though."[I am not defensive at all, Exiquel,] She said with a hint of annoyance and warning."Really? That's good then."[Then stop teasing me,] She sneezed again.It sounds bad. Did she catch cold upon eating a lot of ice cream?"But what's not fine is that, you are sniffing and sneezing." I sighed as I massage my temple. "You are sick, are you not?"[So?] Sge replied in with an obvious tone of annoyance. [You don't have to feel guilty. I know you are feeling that way. For Pete's sake stop that. You are giving me a creepy vibes. It feels like I am being watched for experimental purposes. Besides, it is just cold. I am far more stronger than cold so back
She went out if the car and was about to guide me out but she doesn't really have to do that anymore. I jumped out on my own."It's okay, Jha. I am not drunk anymore," I flashed a smile. "You're back in here again."She nodded a little. She may not be aware of this but the way she acts while looking at the place that's used to be her home says how uncomfortable she is."You should take my car on your way home. It's dangerous," I said."No, thanks," She declined."Athijha.""No matter how much you put authority and warning in your voice, you can't order me to use this since I left my friend's car at the parking lot of the restuarant in front of the club where you drowned yourself."I took a remote out of my pants. "Then might as well spend the night here instead of going home at this hour."I walked in and didn't even dare to look back because I know that she'll choose to walk away and go with the first option I had given her.As I shower in the bathroom of her old room, my feet felt c
I felt how she got frozen on the spot when I planted a soft kiss on her forehead. I smiled at the back of my mind.I missed doing that."You're being considerate of my feelings too much again. I can handle myself, you know. Go on, love. Sleep now. I'll leave you here alone now. Goodnight, my love."I was wakened by terrified screams from the other room.Chill washed through my body when I realized it was my wife."No, son, no! No," She screamed."Athijha," I called in panic. She's still asleep and covered with sweat as she cries in her sleep."Fuck! Athijha, wake up!"She gasped for air then opened her eyes widely.She touched her cheeks and then brushed the tears away as I cup her face."Fuck! Are you okay, love?"She looked at me who's looking at her with my eyes filled with fear and nervousness.She held onto my wrist then tilted her head. "Quel," she called my name."Yes, love? What is it? Did you had a nightmare?" I asked in a worried manner."Love," She uttered our endearment th
I visited the pavilion I built to commemorate the faded existence of my child.I'll bring Athijha here for some other time.When I got home, I decided to give her a call.[What is your problem, again?] She said as soon as she answered the call."Are you home?" I asked.[And why should you know?] She retorted with sarcasm. "You didn't text me so I got worried. Are you home? I'm heading there," I said, making up reasons just so I can hear her talk.[No, I am not. I just left. And I don't really see any reason why you should know.]"Because I am your husband," I responded in a proud tone, giving her a hint about what I did.She scoffed. [No, you're not.][Yes, I am.] I insisted.[Shut up, Exiquel. We're divorced. Stop insisting we're not separated, you dumbass.]"Or not," I chuckled.[Whatever you say. I gotta go. There is something important I have to do. Something more important than you,] She said then dropped the call.Then she found out about what I did. She kept on ranting about h
"Clea," Exiquel called right after I jumped out of our car. "Are you hear to play with me again?" He asked.I smiled then waved at him. "Of course, what else could be the reason I am here?" I asked.I witnessed how my father treated Athijha and she witnessed how hard it was for me too. My sister and I was there for each other but we never had the power to save each other.We were exposed to tons and tons of crimes at such a young age. We were exposed to killing and smuggling, all for the mafia. And even if I want to deny it, Athijha and I were also victims of our father's craziness.My hatred towards this family grew that I even did the most stupid mistake. I used Athijha as as shield just so I can enjoy my life.I started feeling envious towards my sister when I found out that we have different fathers. And I always wished I was her because even if she's an illegitimate child, her real dad is not like mine.I'd always cry myself to sleep after dad's done with his business with me.I'
"Why... why didn't you do it?""I don't know what to say to that person," She replied.I felt enraged towards the person she's talking about. He must hide under his mom's skirt once I find out who he is because curse the ground he's standing on to. I will definitely hunt her until he wishes he died before he could meet me.She was mumbling something but it's a little vague and faint."What? Sorry, Assia, I didn't catch it," I said.Her jaw almost fell when I said that. I wonder what's wrong with her.She laughed nervously and then shook her head. "I didn't say anything. Ha ha ha," She averted her gaze and then smiled a little. "I just find the crowd a little uncomfortable."I chuckled. "Still not used to the crowd, huh?"Something hasn't changed. "I guess I could never get used to it," She whispered in the air.I presented my hand. Her eyes traveled from my palm, up to my shoulder, and then to my bluebell eyes. A smile which reached my eyes crept on my lips as she stares at me with t
"Then I'll just go back to my s-," Before she could even finish what she was saying, I grabbed her arm.My brows are furrowed. "Nope, you're not going anywhere. You're staying here with me."She just want to tease me and damn, love, it's working!She closed her eyes. She sighed and smiled as if she's planning some mischievous things again and wants me to be a part of it.She tugged the hem of my shirt. "What?" I asked."Will you go with me?" She asked in a flirtatious manner.I looked around. "Where?"She smiled a little. "To the cliff, of course.""No," I said which made her brows furrow."Why not?" She asked."You just want to escape this party and just don't want to hear their farewells," I replied and crossed my arms. "And what are you gonna do there? Just stare at the moon or something?"She made a face then stepped on my foot."Stop sounding so sarcastic. And it's better to talk with my son than hear their farewells and shed a tear in the crowd. So, if you don't want to come wit
"Do you feel okay, little sis?" River asked.She tried to reach up for her brother's hand as her eyes starts to water. "Kuya," She called, almost voiceless. "Kuya," She repeated in much clearer voice.She calls her Kuya, huh? It is a Filipino word which refers to your older sibling with a male gender, I suppose. Damn, I guess I really did miss a lot of things.River chuckled a bit then drove his wheelchair to his sister's side.I gulped when I witnessed I Ath... Assia pulled her brother in for a hug."Your eye," She mumbled as she hide her face on River's shoulder."You're thinking that I've gone blind, are you?" She nodded in response. "My eyelid was just grazed by a knife. It's just a small cut.""What if you go blind in tge following years because of that?" Assia asked."I'm glad you're still as silly as fuck," River said then let out a burst of a loud laughter. "Good morning, little sis."You're not really hurt, right?""Yeah. I caught a bullet with my leg though.""Well, you're a
"Good evening, my lady. You look gorgeous like always," I said with a smile when she opened the door."And you are annoying as always," She said then rolled her eyes. "Can I leave this bouquet here? I have a feeling that I might destroy this by slapping you with it out of annoyance.""Harsh. But sure," I took her hand and kissed it. "Shall we go, gorgeous?"She nodded. "Sure."I never knew that 4 kilometers ride is too short for us to stay in car together. Damn the time."Quel, do you know me?" She asked out of nowhere.My forehead creased. "What do you mean? Of course, I know you, Athijha.""What if my name is not really Athijha? What if it is Clea?" She joked then chuckled a bit. "Don't get me wrong, okay? What if I am just her copycat and the real one just happened to tell me everything about her life?"I smiled. "Then you copied her perfectly. Your mannerism, the way you frown, your smile, and your laugh. It perfectly matches hers. But I can never forget how her eyes look. That is
It seems like she's havinf the urge to hit me with her bag she held herself back. "Why are you insisting that I am still your wife? You signed the divorce papers back then, Exiquel." She said.I smirked. "Oh, that? I didn't want to let go of you so I retrieved it when you left. Then I burned it together with the copies you prepared."Her jaw dropped upon hearing that. "How dare you put my money and efforts to waste?"I laughed. "Don't worry, wife. I'll give them back to you, twice. Even a million times if you ask. Anything for you," I replied then wiggled my eyebrows."What if I do something unforgivable? Are you still willing to do that?"I chuckled. "I'll always be on your side, little girl," I shuffled her hair."Exiquel," She called my name."Hmm? What is it, wife?" I asked.She took a step forward. "Do you still remember something I do?" She asked then took another step. "To the moon and back?"My eyes widened upon hearing that. My eyes shone with an unreadable emotion that keep
I visited the pavilion I built to commemorate the faded existence of my child.I'll bring Athijha here for some other time.When I got home, I decided to give her a call.[What is your problem, again?] She said as soon as she answered the call."Are you home?" I asked.[And why should you know?] She retorted with sarcasm. "You didn't text me so I got worried. Are you home? I'm heading there," I said, making up reasons just so I can hear her talk.[No, I am not. I just left. And I don't really see any reason why you should know.]"Because I am your husband," I responded in a proud tone, giving her a hint about what I did.She scoffed. [No, you're not.][Yes, I am.] I insisted.[Shut up, Exiquel. We're divorced. Stop insisting we're not separated, you dumbass.]"Or not," I chuckled.[Whatever you say. I gotta go. There is something important I have to do. Something more important than you,] She said then dropped the call.Then she found out about what I did. She kept on ranting about h
I felt how she got frozen on the spot when I planted a soft kiss on her forehead. I smiled at the back of my mind.I missed doing that."You're being considerate of my feelings too much again. I can handle myself, you know. Go on, love. Sleep now. I'll leave you here alone now. Goodnight, my love."I was wakened by terrified screams from the other room.Chill washed through my body when I realized it was my wife."No, son, no! No," She screamed."Athijha," I called in panic. She's still asleep and covered with sweat as she cries in her sleep."Fuck! Athijha, wake up!"She gasped for air then opened her eyes widely.She touched her cheeks and then brushed the tears away as I cup her face."Fuck! Are you okay, love?"She looked at me who's looking at her with my eyes filled with fear and nervousness.She held onto my wrist then tilted her head. "Quel," she called my name."Yes, love? What is it? Did you had a nightmare?" I asked in a worried manner."Love," She uttered our endearment th
She went out if the car and was about to guide me out but she doesn't really have to do that anymore. I jumped out on my own."It's okay, Jha. I am not drunk anymore," I flashed a smile. "You're back in here again."She nodded a little. She may not be aware of this but the way she acts while looking at the place that's used to be her home says how uncomfortable she is."You should take my car on your way home. It's dangerous," I said."No, thanks," She declined."Athijha.""No matter how much you put authority and warning in your voice, you can't order me to use this since I left my friend's car at the parking lot of the restuarant in front of the club where you drowned yourself."I took a remote out of my pants. "Then might as well spend the night here instead of going home at this hour."I walked in and didn't even dare to look back because I know that she'll choose to walk away and go with the first option I had given her.As I shower in the bathroom of her old room, my feet felt c