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50 || Talk to me
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Calum twists in my arms so he’s facing me. He peers down at me with an intensity that strips me of my confidence. I fake a smile but he clicks his tongue. He sees through my bullshit. Telling him about Jackson won’t solve the problem. It only means two more worried people.
“Is everything okay, Cathy?”
“Why won’t it be?”
“The least you owe me is the truth, Cathy. Don’t lie to me. I know something is up.”
My arms stretch out to hug Calum but he keeps me at a distance. My lower lip trembles. I think I’m about to cry again. He runs a hand through his hair. I need to say something. Why am I not talking?
“I’m here because of you,” he murmurs, his frustration evident. “Scott is mad I left, there’s so much work to be done but I’m here because I know my baby is not happy.”
“Cal,” I whisper. <
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