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30 || All girls, no boys
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Calum hasn’t said a word to me. Last night, he walked right past me into his room without so much as a glance my way. For the nth time, I reread through our texts that ensued after. Fine, I was a bit too much but he sprung it up on me. They ganged up on me and I didn’t appreciate it.
Me: I didn’t mean it that way
Me: I’m sorry.
Me: baby. My love
Me: please say something
C: Goodnight Catherine
I didn’t send him another text after that. But now as I wait for the girls, I think I should have. He’s upset. And I know why. I told him off. I hurt his feelings. It’s all I seem to be doing these days.
But it’s also his fault. Is it? I don’t know anything anymore. He had good intentions, but a bad time.
We didn’t have breakfast as a family today. It’s quite normal given our different schedules but Dani and Dad were both home and I can’t help the feeling t
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To Tempt My Stepbrother 54 || Are you scared?
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