To Love You Again, My Husband
Chapter 4: Zipper, and Bite
Airina, who was just charmed by his undeniable beauty, was surprised. Upon their divorce, she made sure dwelling on emotions wouldn’t be an option, thus she called her biological mother for support which was so great that it brought her this success. Although she couldn’t agree that Jackson’s face popped into her head occasionally, she did everything to obtain this success.
The love she had for him was hard to unroot, what’s more, to completely move on from him? It was excruciatingly hard throughout those ten months. Alongside Evan, both of them had to support each other emotionally and mentally, especially Airina who had to undergo two jobs just to make sure they ate well on time.
She never wanted him to do so much for her – of course, infidelity was out of the question, but it would be better if he stayed loyal to her. That way, Airina wouldn’t have had that heartbreak.
Airian scoffed at him and pushed difficultly herself away from his grasp. “Don’t try to act nice, it’s making my stomach roll from disgust.”
Not prompting for his reply, she staggered to get inside the passenger’s seat with a groan – an irritated groan because she couldn’t decline his offer of taking them home. She was drunk, and her younger brother was in a much worse situation. Calling for an Uber might be a good idea; however, their safety was not guaranteed. She calculated that even if she loathed Jackson, he wouldn’t harm them, especially after having that conversation with him on the balcony.
She had never assumed she’d muster the courage to openly provoke and confront him in such a seductive way. She tipsily opened her eyes to the blinding light from the stalls and the streetlights, covering it with her left hand.
“Are you regretting you got in my car?”
Airina cast Jackson a glance and scowled, “I wouldn’t say no for a free ride.” She proudly folded her arms, not minding the dark and hot gaze from him. She was slowly being sobered.
Jackson, on the other hand, was amused. She had never acted seductive previously, rather, she was meek and innocent. She was completely different from who she was back then.
Finally regaining from his thoughts, the grip he had on the steering wheel tightened and he clenched his jaws.
“Don’t wear something revealing next time, Airina.”
“You have no right to control what I wear.”
He smirked, “I am only worried.”
She scoffed, “Funny coming from you.”
“Airina, I…”
“Mind the road.”
Jackson dumbfoundedly nodded his head. Her changes were hard to deal with.
Jackson moistened his lower lip, “You haven’t told me your address yet. How am I supposed to take you home?”
Airina slowly opened her eyes and glared at him. “Stupid driver.”
Jackson was in disbelief that Airina just blurted such words. He released an irritated sigh and drove slower.
Airina looked at him, “House Number 86, block 5, Sunlight Street, City A.”
“You purchased a new home?” His voice contained curiosity and a shocked tone.
Airina heaved a breath, “Found it hard to believe?” She mocked, “It was easy for me to believe you had an affair with Nicole.” She followed it with a mocking, slow laugh.
In her voice, there was no trace of warmth, only hostility and detest were keen on his ears. He frowned and responded, “Nicole and I… We’re nothing.”
She tilted her head, “It doesn’t concern me any more of whatever your relations with others.”
Jackson arched his lips as he had no other way to express how easily he was defeated by Airina’s cruel words. It struck him that they had already divorced, thus these things were not in any of her concerns. He wanted to do something to prove that there was something between them, yet what could be the befitting action for that?
“… I see.”
Airina didn’t bother with him anymore and breathed out. The entire ride felt quite suffocating and awkward but at least they managed to arrive safely.
Jackson helped Evan to get out of his car, supporting him with his hand on his waist and Evan’s arm around his neck. Who would have thought that the CEO Georgiñia would stoop this low just to take them home? Airina found herself wondering the same thing.
She had Jackson put Evan in his bedroom who easily went back to his sleep.
“Leave, then.” Airina, who opened the door fully for him to leave, called Jackson with her cold voice. Jackson turned to her and frowned.
“Are you not even going to give me water?”
Airina scoffed, “This is not your home.”
Jackson nodded his head, “All right, I will drink my own, let me borrow—”
She clicked her tongue, “Right, I should treat a driver equally. Hurry up.”
He yielded and took the time to look around. Airina bought a great house to live in, definitely different from what she had back then – shabby, and things inside were either broken or about to get broken. Their slippers had holes, and even their blankets appeared to have gone through so much. Somehow, it tickled his heart.
On the other hand, while Jackson was observing and praising the interior designs, Airina was having the wreck of her life. The zipper of her gown was entangled with her hair at the back. She couldn’t even untie it because it was out of her reach, and she was also losing consciousness from drinking that wine. She touched her head, remembering Jackson, and groaned.
“I won’t ask for help even if I wait for tomorrow’s sunrise.”
She grumbled, taking a deep breath, and looking at her reflection in the mirror. She leaned closer, wiping the smudged lipstick off her mouth as her eyes flickered upon remembering something.
Airina frowned recalling when her lips almost touched his. She then unwillingly removed such thoughts with a shake of her head. She looked away to turn around. But Jackson’s leisurely and calm demeanor while leaning on the doorframe greeted her. Her eyes slightly shook at his sight and stepped backward.
“What are you doing here?”
He tilted his head, “You’re sure you don’t need my help with your dress? It looked entangled with your hair.”
Airina flinched.
She lifted her chin, “You’re mistaken. You’re done drinking, so leave.”
However, he walked towards her, grabbed her shoulders, and turned her around.
He let out an exasperated sigh, “Asking for help is easy. Besides, can you really sleep in this suffocating gown?”
She bit her lower lip, “Then, shut up and untie that.”
He snickered, “Sounds very threatening, Airina.”
She rolled her eyes, glaring at Jackson using the mirror in front of her. Their breaths collided with every flutter of the wind, and his hands gently brushed against her back as it undid whatever the problem on her back was. His eyes focused on what he was doing, and his tall dominated hers. She lowered her gaze as the faint smell of the wine she drank drifted in this starry night.
Jackson frowned, rotating the hair that got tied up with the zipper. And after a long time, he finally got her hair out of the way and wordlessly pulled the zipper down. It was an unconscious move but neither of them knew where it was going. Jackson, who noticed what he was doing, suddenly halted as his cheeks heated up.
Airina flinched when she felt the zipper down, but she was also incapable of saying something – both of them were unmoving, as their heartbeat mixed with their breaths clashed against each other – distinctive of what their hearts truly felt.
Airina hesitantly faced him, “T-that much is enough….”
Not wanting her to finish her words, Jackson leaned down and before she knew it, a pain wafted from her back but something warm licking it soothed the pain, making her release a faint ‘Ah’ that both of them found… enticing.
Airina covered her mouth in shame as Jackson’s hands on her shoulders also momentarily stopped. Holding her breath, he pulled his head back and smiled at her.
“It seemed you like biting for real, don’t you?”
Jackson is quite the chaser, hm.
To Love You Again, My Husband Chapter 5: Cheating to Chasing Airina’s eyes faltered as her heart thumped. She couldn’t discern if it was because she was stunned by what he did or if she was happy about it. Regardless, she was in a daze for a while before she pushed him away and tried to compose her quivering breaths. “… You really must have gone insane, Jackson.” Without a doubt, Jackson sexily and in a slow, agonizing way, wiped his lips as if savoring the taste of her shoulders and nodded at her words. “I agree. Because you looked brilliant tonight.” She snickered, “And you’re being shockingly disrespectful. I thank you for helping me, but biting my shoulder is something only a pervert will do.” Jackson was in disbelief. He swallowed his saliva with difficulty and exhaled deeply. “I’d be a pervert for you. Enjoyed it?” Airina frowned at his unfamiliar words. If he was deciphering about the bite he just did, she couldn’t utter a definite answer – not that she liked it because
To Love You Again, My Husband Chapter 6: His Goal Evan took a deep exhale. He glanced at the driver, then to Airina. He couldn’t clearly remember what had happened last night since he got so drunk everything was hazy. But he was certain that there was another presence. Evan questioned, “Was it Jackson who gave us a ride last night?” Airina opened her eyes at his question, “Mhm, you remembered?” Evan snickered, “A little bit,” he clicked his tongue, “How dare he show up in front of us and act almighty?” Airina tugged her lips upwards. She would be lying to say that her heart didn’t flutter at all. She didn’t expect him to come. Despite that she had been informed by Matthew since he rarely participated in such events, she assumed it’d take longer for them to meet each other again. She folded her hand, instantly frowning as she was reminded when he bit her shoulder. Thankfully it was not that hard, if it was, it would have been slightly throbbing from pain. “You said he hit you. W
To Love You Again, My Husband Chapter 7: Questioned, and Threatened Past ten in the evening. As Airina glazed her eyes with her frame, she was reminded of her previous wedding photo with Jackson. She was the only one smiling happily whereas he was hostile and intimidating. A gloomy expression was plastered on her face and remembered the conversation she had with him on the balcony. Jackson hid his hand in one of his pockets, and asked her with a solemn voice, “Are you in a relationship with Matthew?” “Perhaps.” “It doesn’t matter, since I will make you mine.” Why would he be interested in her affairs when back then he wouldn’t even glance her way? She used to look at his face which removes all of her worries and stress. But now, he was becoming her stress. She mumbled a question that seemed to be forced out from the deep hatred she had for him. “You smile as if you had done nothing wrong.,” She plopped on her bed, sighing listlessly. “How cruel.” * Jackson, on the other han
To Love You Again, My Husband Chapter 8: Gentle, and Cunning Airina used most of her time checking documents. She was helping Matthew arrange the statistics of the Halton Company which could defeat Georgiñia’s in a year and a half. Airina was always a clever child. She was only a fool for believing and caring for Jackson and Nicole who didn’t appreciate what she had to offer. She didn’t directly return to her house. She idled in a grocery store, eating ice cream and reliving the good moments she had with her family. Both her father and mother loved each other; had it been not for cheating, her family wouldn’t have been broken. She mumbled. “Why do sweet things end so soon?” She licked the ice cream with gusto while happily stomping her feet on the tiles. “Because too much sweetness will aftermath rather ugly.” A voice answered beside her and she gasped as she discovered who it was. “… Daniel.” It had been three days since the Founding Anniversary. She didn’t want to admit but D
To Love You Again, My Husband Chapter 9: A Not-So Lovely Reunion Upon washing up, Airina adorned herself with a luxurious and customized dress for her. If it was before she had become successful, she wouldn’t even dare to dream of wearing such kind of things. However, things were different now and she seemed to be expecting that life for her in the future would be but blissful and bountiful. She had enough of suffering. Which was exactly why she was dressing up. For this very occasion, she spent thousands of dollars to face Nicole – either to put Nicole down or give herself the courage to talk to her again. Nicole had never been good to her, there were times when she’d ask for money, but she never paid it back as she had never borrowed from her. She didn’t know why Nicole hated her so much. Was it because she married Jackson or was it because she was a legitimate child unlike her, who was illegitimate? Airina’s parents were complicated. Her mother remarried someone powerful and
To Love You Again, My Husband Chapter 10: Belonged Airina looked at the notification from her phone and then tilted her head. It was a text from Matthew saying that she was invited to a dinner with the Halton family. During the ten months of negotiating with them, the Halton family had kept their privacy from her, and even when they invited her to dinner, it was only with Matthew and her mother. Thus, if this dinner was with them again, it doesn’t feel appropriate to be called ‘Dinner with Halton family’. A family contained parents and their children if they had, if not, Airina felt she was being picked on. Was it because she had never contacted her mother previously, so they thought she was merely using her? Airina had contacted her mother a few times but when her stepmother got to know of it, she banned her from doing so as it would ruin her marriage life. Airina, still dubious, headed inside the restaurant and took a deep breath. She is working in Halton’s company so it wouldn
To Love You Again, My Husband Chapter 11: A Little Longer After the meal, her mother went to her. She apologetically spoke, "Child, I’m sorry for not being a good mother to you all along. I… lacked and had my shortcomings.” She responded after contemplating, “I understand, Mom. You… haven’t met Evan, right?” Her mother shook her head, “I did see him with his friends occasionally, but I knew that deep inside, he must be blaming me.” Airina assured, “Nothing to worry about. In fact, Evan was just awkward around you.” Once again, a look of disappointment was presented on her mother’s face. Their parents parted ways, and Evan, who was young and lacked the necessary understanding, disliked his real mother for abandoning them and had them suffer at the hands of their stepmother, Linda. Airina patted her mother’s shoulder, “It will take time. Well, it’s quite late so I should get going now.” “Ah, let us drive you.” “I’m fine, Mom. I'll take you to my house next time."Her mother smil
To Love You Again, My Husband Chapter 12: Between Courtesy and Toleration She nodded her head at Matthew who was conversing with an influential figure in the business world then approached them. If it was previously, her heart would have thumped loudly and nervously yet having experienced them each day for the last ten months, she had been used to it. She calmed herself, extending her hand to the woman in front of Matthew. “An honor to meet you, Miss Montage. I am Airina Beverly.” The woman Airina called Miss Montage cordially accepted her hand, shaking it gently. “Yes, truly. How about we continue this talk elsewhere? I’ve reserved a restaurant for us to have our lunch. Have you eaten lunch, Miss Airina?” Airina smiled, “I’ll just eat fruits.” The woman smiled, leading them to a new, shiny black Lamborghini of hers. As such, Airina signaled her driver to follow along wherever they’re going so that she’d have a service after this business talk. Along the way, Matthew, and the w
Chapter 126: Finally, Happily MarriedAirina’s POVAnd when your life turns to a different path, you’ll see that the best decision you ever had was indeed marriage. I grinned, reaching to the right side of the bed only to feel nothing the next second. I frowned, opened my eyes and groaned. It has been days yet every time I open my eyes to the next morning, Jackson is not there to greet me. Back then, he was the first person who greets me each morning but now, I guessed I could say that someone is taking him from me. I sat up, sighed and gritted my teeth. “Jackson, Jackson, why do you leave your wife early in the morning, ah?” After putting my head into a bun, I smiled, washed my face, wiped it before going out and witnessed the husband I didn’t see beside me. In his arms was a small human - Candy. I scoffed and approached him. But before I could speak to him, he turned to me with the widest smile I had ever seen from him then flaunted the baby in his arms; he was cradling Candy.
To love you again, my husband Chapter 125: Greatest Turn of LivesAirina’s POVI had never seen myself walking on an aisle this happily, if I did it was just in my dreams. Marriage. Marriage is sacred, more often than not, people turn to divorce because of differences between two people. Yet again, love is sweeter the second time around. I thought I'd feel nervous, however now, I feel elated, much more than I expected I would be. My emotions were bursting out from my chest, I feel like there's no way to stop this happiness and my mouth doesn't feel numb or in pain from smiling so wide. They said being married is a pain, and I used to believe that. But now, with Jackson by my side, we’ll be with each other's side and will always be together. That is why, “In sickness, richer, poorer, or in bad health, I will always be here for you. Airina, you're a very amazing person. Because of you, I finally became aware of myself. I know what I want to do with my life, and it has you in it.
To love you again, my husbandChapter 124: Jackson’s POVI betrayed Airina. And being forgiven felt worse than ever. Why did she not resent me longer than that? I deserved it, didn’t I? But she didn’t. She nonchalantly pushed me away. Which… to me was attractive. She did hate me, but then she forgives me as if she didn’t want to make things worse than it already was. So I vowed in silence that instead of accepting that I was forgiven and that was it, I opened my eyes and saw her smiling while cooking for me. It was a past memory that I buried deep in my mind. I thought I forgotten it all. Our memories when we were married. But I realized that all along it was me who was ungrateful and didn’t appreciate her. Thus, ever since I realizes my feelings were deep, I vowed to not only accept my mistakes, but also repent and change for her. I’ve seen and recalled what she did for me. I wanted to do it all the same for her. I wanted to make sure I do nothing but satisfy and make h
Chapter 123: Grudge-FreeTo Love You Again, My HusbandJackson’s POVAfter bidding goodbye to Airina, I went ahead to where Daniel wanted to see me. Indeed, after dealing matters with Elisa and Nicole, it is definitely time to actually remove all the hassle that was going on my way.As for Daniel, we have a lot of unspoken hatred towards each other. I supposed that if he ever got the chance of being with Airina, I would have done all things to separate him from Airina.It sounds sick but that was the only way to make sure she would only be mine. If that happens, I wouldn’t even bother worrying if Airina dislikes me because I have a lot of ways to make her like me – since either way, she doesn’t have a choice.“You’re early,” Daniel said, my eyes glaring at him. I closed the door with a loud bang, approaching him who had his arms folded. He then added, “I thought you wouldn’t come.”I smirked, feeling that he was mocking me with a smile so gentle, making me want to rip it apart. “Sadly
Chapter 122: Petty and KissTo Love You Again, My HusbandAirina’s POVI still remember the day when I hoped to see that Halton company will take over other companies. For it to come true, there was the possibility of 50%. Not to mention when we’re competing against Jackson’s company.Yes, I still haven’t let go of that wish. The reason why I still didn’t let go was for me to let go of the resentment that still rots in my heart. And now, seeing that it was all over the news, it was truly a sign that it was finally time to let go.For a wish to come true, for hatred to let go – for me to completely accept the fact that the man I have loved for five years back then was the same man I don’t want to be apart from.I thought I’d stay single after that incident. But now I finally see that for someone like him, who was bad and heartless, could be soft-hearted and sweet to the person he wanted to be so.I am that person.The woman he only wanted to show his tenderness and shower me with affec
To Love you again, my husband Chapter 121: You’ve Wavered MeJackson’s I didn’t know what to feel but somehow there was the peace and ease – the relief that I had been yearning to have gas finally settled in my heart. Indeed, I had become soft-hearted. I should have been aggressive towards Nicole but I knew that the police would do it in my stead. Without a doubt, she looked pitiful and sad. Yet has she ever thought the fact that Airina was sadder then? Has she ever thought how much heart was pulled down in a way that I can’t even imagine. I can’t. I can’t be gentle and soft towards those people who ridiculed my Airina. How dare they? This is just the beginning. As I closed the door and gazed up to the restaurant, my eyes darkened. This would be my last appointment. I dearly missed Airina I wanted to hug her. Ah, these people just don’t know how hard it feels not to be by my lover’s side. Geez, I can’t wait to hug her. “What’s wrong? How come you asked me out on your acco
To Love You Again, My Husband Chapter 120: Gone Insane Jackson’s POVAirina told me I don’t need to visit Mrs. Linda but it would be a little disrespectful if I don’t. She even told me that she has high chance of living now after being given surgery and medicines. However, as for Nicole, who couldn’t go to work that much, was in a lot of debt. It was not like I didn’t pity her but for someone as her who endangers someone’s life just because of hatred, wasn’t something I could easily let go of. Especially when she almost harmed Airina. The moment the door opened without me doing so, I looked down at the woman with pale complexion and dejected state. Just with her appearance alone, I knew exactly that she must had been in going through a lot right now. Nicole’s eyes blinked vigorously as she gulped her saliva. She looked surprised. Well, I didn’t tell her I would come and see her mother’s situation. Timid, she spoke, “Jackson…” I cringed when I heard her called my name so sweetl
To Love You Again, My HusbandChapter 119: Trick in Her HandsAirina’s POVI was stunned to see him desperate. Jackson, as far as I knew, wouldn’t cry. He was not someone who easily cries and somehow, I’ve seen him cry and they were only because of me.I patted his back, smiling.Did something happen that makes him cry so loud that he didn’t even mind the guard’s suspicious gaze at him? I cleared my throat.“How about we go inside first? It’s cold outside.”Jackson, who had his eyes closed, nodded with a slight pout. He tried stopping his tears, but they kept falling. It was as if at this point of time, he didn’t want to let go of me. I feel it.“I won’t let go, so let’s go inside first. Hmm?”“Mhm.”He simply said. As soon as I closed the door, he again hugged me with his head nestled in my neck.He sniffled, “Your mother came to me today,” I lifted my gaze. I knew she was worried about me but to visit him for that reason slightly surprised me. “She asked if I was serious about you.
To Love You Again, My HusbandChapter 118: I Really, Really Love YouJackson’s POVSince Airina was in her deep slumber, I didn’t bother waking her up. Rather, I cooked meal for her and some refreshments either in fridge or she could re-heat.I find it thrilling to cook for her. Whenever her eyes sparkled with happiness at the sight of meal always gets me. She’s so lovely that I feel like I am being obsessed and protective of her.But if I was like that, she wouldn’t want it so had to play it safe. I have to stop the urges so I wouldn’t hurt her.“Sir, someone is here to meet you.”My secretary informed me to which I absentmindedly nodded my head. Until the secretary left and came with the person who wanted to meet me, I was still not in my right mind.As soon as I raised my gaze to look at that person, I widened my eyes and hurriedly motioned to my secretary to leave us alone. In that spur of moment, I sucked a deep breath and gulped my saliva.“… Mother.”It was not my mother but Ai