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Author: Teefabulous
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An unexpected betrayal from a close one can be damaging mentally. It gives you so many doubts about yourself as you begin to find flaws in yourself that demand such betrayal.

It hurts no matter what. You try to act cool but you can't. It hurts that you get scared to approach them even when you want to. The fear of hearing something about yourself that you have not thought of before invades your mind.

Victoria preferred knowing her enemies and staying off than not knowing them. She had pointed accusing fingers at all her enemies with not thought of Vivian being a part as she considered her a friend of hers.

As Victoria followed Dylan and Rebecca to go meet Vivian, the pain she felt in the pit of her stomach worsened. Her stomach churned as they walked closer to where Vivian was. She was fighting hard to not cry because any little thing at this moment would.

Vivian watched nervously as Rebecca, Dylan and Victoria approached her. She wiped her palm on her skirt as she took in a deep brea
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    Victoria ran after Vivian when she saw her leaving. She had fone after her to ask for answers. She wanted to know if Vivian wanted to punish or the entire company.She wanted to know what it is she has done to deserve such an act from her. "Wait!" She shouted.Vivian quickly wiped the tears on her eyes as she halted. She already knew who had stopped her. She hated Victoria the most as she had lost her job because of her.Acting bold once again, she turned around. "What is it you want?" She asked."Why?" Victoria said the same words she has been saying from the moment she spoke to Vivian.Vivian scowled. "Why?" She hissed."Yes, Why Vivian. I thought we were friends. What did I do? Where did I go wrong?" She asked."Friend's?" She scoffed."You are so delusional to ever think we were friends!" She spat out."You don't have the right to be questioning me Victoria! You went wrong from the moment you stepped into the company!" She spat out with disdain breaking Victoria's shattered heart

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