‘Why is he here?’ My mind entered a state of confusion for a little while, wondering why a very important person could be out in the open so freely, without any guards or servants with him. ‘Is he not aware that he could be killed at any moment?’ I thought to myself as a switch flipped off inside my mind. The ‘protect mode’ was flipped on and I was ready to grab His Highness and drag him to safety, to my carriage and ride off into the insides of the palace to keep him safe. I was about to stand up and do what I had in my brain but I felt a hand grab my left arm that’s on the table.
I looked down and it was Drew, he has a frown in his face; his brows knotted together and his eyes held the stare of a warning— sharp and a bit deadly. He’s grip on my arm tightened the longer I remained in the position of standing up. I slowly sat down again and his grip loosened together with it. Once I was completely seated, his hand retreated to his side and our drinks came. The waitress didn’t noticed the presence of His Highness at first but once she recognized the Crown Prince, she immediately bowed down and got to her knees, begging for forgiveness, for being such a rude human being to His Highness.
Thinking that the Crown Prince would go ballistic and order his servants to behead the poor waitress in front of everyone inside the café, and go with the lines of, “This should serve as a warning and a reminder of where your place is.” And just storm out of the café. With just the thought of it, I unknowingly clenched my fists until they turn white. Even Drew noticed this and got a hold of my hands to comfort me, he even smiled at me— that reassuring smile he would always give me when he comes into my office. I smiled back. ‘The reassuring a relative gives in this times really helps. It also double the impact since I never experienced this as Reine. I was always the strong ones, never has a weakness— and so, no one asked if I was okay.’
I took three deep breaths in order to calm my nerves, to not get mad or angry to the Crown Prince since he hasn’t done anything yet. When I opened my eyes again, I saw that His Highness was kneeling down, holding a hand to the poor girl still bowing down. The Crown Prince gave the waitress a calming smile as he said, “Please, no need to bow down so low to me. I understand that you must tend to your customers first. Besides, I’m just also a normal customer of this café. So please, get up. We don’t want your clothes to get dirty too since you still have work to do.” His Highness then grabbed the girl’s right hand and helped her get up. He still has that calming smile on his face as he strode off into one of the tables, the one in the far corner of the café, close to a small bookshelf. He took a book and read it, still, with a smile as the owner himself, tended to the Crown Prince’s needs.
“Is that really him? Like, the real him? And not some decoy or a double?” I turned to Drew and asked him those questions, still in full confusion and disbelief. Drew already told me about His Highness, everything from his birth to his relationship with me. It was a shocking information when he told me that. But, no memory of him was in Frielle’s mind so I have no idea, so I assumed that he could be one of those tyrant royals the books always describes. And that was a big mistake of an assumption, a big lie.
“This boy is just pure light energy, miraculous, glowing of hope. I now support him with my whole body and faith. He is a perfect fit for the throne… he’s a cute ball of—“ A tap was felt on my right hand. Swimming up from my inner monologue of praising the Crown Prince, almost to the point of simping for him but was interrupted by Drew. He called my attention that it is time to go home, that our survey is already enough to decide for the best solution. I finished my tea and stood up after Drew laid the payment together with the tip for the waitress at the table, pinned down by his cup of coffee. Before exiting the establishment, I saw how the girl’s face lit up upon seeing our payment and tip for her.
The owner also exited us from the door and handed me a piece of paper. Thinking that it was a business card— perhaps— I said thank you and strode off with Drew by my side. I didn’t paid much attention to the piece of paper, until Drew inquired about it. We were inside the carriage that was waiting for us, driven by Nikos. We’re on our way home and the sun is almost setting down.
“Hey, what did the owner gave you?” he motioned to my pocket where I put the paper.
“Oh this? A business card I guess? He may have assumed that we are couples or strangers looking for a business to invest with. I didn’t really looked at it.”
“Let me see. If it is really a business card, then we can also invest in his business to help.”
“Oh yeah, that can also be one of the solutions.” I exclaimed upon realization, with an index finger raised.
“If only we have the enough funds.”
‘Well, that got my hopes up.’ Dejected with the solution being impossible to implement, I handed him the paper and he read it. He wore a face of confusion: a brow raised, lips in a thin line as he tilted his head to the right just a tiny bit. ‘What could be in that paper?’
“What? What’s in there?” instead of answering, he just handed me the paper as he covered his mouth now agape. Now I’m confused, what could get him like this? He turned his head down and shake it left to right, multiple times, as if in disbelief. I looked at the paper and was too, shocked with what I heard.
‘I know it’s you Frielle. I’ll make a visit after two days. I missed you so much.’ – U.R.T.
The note was ominous, but I know who wrote it because of the initials. At that time, I don’t know what to feel. It felt like ice were flowing in my veins, so cold that it hurts, so cold that it made me go pale. My eyes grew wider and wider, as well as my mouth went agape— as the realization dawns on me. My mind just went blank like a white board— nothing in it. My heart beats so fast, it felt like I went on a marathon. My sweats in beads of cold bullets drifting down my forehead as we near the Fortess Estate.
Trying to compose myself, I slapped both cheeks to bring me back to reality, just hard enough to snap me out of my trance and I blinked multiple times to ensure that I am indeed back to reality. ‘It’s okay Frielle, you have time. He’ll pay a visit after two days, you can plan, and you have time to plan.’ I reminded myself; looking at Drew, he’s still in a deep thinking, probably having an inner monologue.
The carriage door opened and Nikos helped me get down, as Drew stayed a second more inside before going out, still in his deep thinking. We were welcomed with a ‘Welcome home’ from a few staff led by Yuri. Nikos followed behind us as another staff took care of the carriage and put the horses in the stable. Those horses also did so many things, and so me, Nikos, Drew and everyone else. A sleep is much needed, maybe it can also help me think calmly about the message. Sleep can also help me digest all of the information we collected.
But before that, office first.
Drew and I entered my office as I requested for a snack and tea before going to bed. Yuri and Nikos bowed down and proceeded with my request whilst Drew plopped down on one of the long couches. He was limp as he laid down, one foot down and he was emitting the sounds of a tired man from a long day of work. A couple deep sighs came from him as he mustered the energy to sit up properly, I stopped him though.
“You know you can rest first. We did a lot of walking today. And we still have a lot of things to do tomorrow. Not to mention, you have a shop to manage too.” I reminded him as I gave him a light pat on the shoulder. He said a long no, protesting that he should help me with all of his best.
“No, I promised to help in any way I can. I have a trusted Store Manager, he can handle it.” He said with a bit of slur with his words, clearly tired and has a big want to sleep. I slightly giggled, he’s acting like a child wanting to stay up late for a tv show.
“But for real, you should go to sleep. I’ll just arrange a few papers and I’ll be done too.” Reassuring him might work, thinking to myself as I saw him got up and release a deep and big yawn.
‘He’s really like a child when he’s sleepy.’ I giggled more at the thought and waved him goodnight as he exited my office. Seating to my chair, I was faced with another pile of letters, all from different families wishing me a good health and some delayed ‘get well soon’ cards for the incident few weeks ago. I wanted to sort them out, I was itching to sort them out since I don’t like having leftover works for tomorrow as they would just be a hindrance or a nuisance to my schedule— but, just like Drew— I’m out of energy. Back when I was Reine, walking all day long is nothing but, Frielle’s body is another thing.
‘Looks like I also have to add training in my schedule to build my strength, stamina and all. I won’t be able to do my duties as a duchess if I don’t have the enough energy.’ I sighed to myself upon the realization that another thing will be added to what I have to do.
As if on cue, Yuri came in with a tray of a light snacks and tea— just in time when I wanted it the most. It’s a rose tea with a light dash of honey and three spoon of milk. When poured into the cup, the fragrance wafted through the air like swirls of pastel colors, tempting me more into drinking it. As if there were hands in the fragrance, holding and guiding my hand into holding the cup and putting the tip of the cup into my mouth. As light sniff and I can feel myself calming down and relaxing from the busy and tiring day. The snack was just a simple jam filled biscuit.
‘How cute, its heart shaped.’
While I was enjoying my tea, the thought of the person name U.R.T. came into my mind and the piece of paper given to me back in the café.
“I almost forgot, we’re going to have a visitor.” I said to myself. Yuri caught of this and seemed confused at first but immediately bowed down and said, “I will start the preparations as soon as possible.” I thanked her for the instant response but I gave her the full detail of the visit.
“No need to rush, he’ll visit after two days so, we have time to prepare. Besides, he’s just my cousin and he likes things casual. It would be highly likely that he would request a tea with me rather than an extravagant banquet. He’s not a person who uses formalities and such with a close relative. All I wish is that keep everything clean and spotless as always— and you never fail me to that— I must give you compliment.”
“Thank you Your Grace, you’re to kind. But, may I ask, who is this person?”
“Oh, just the Crown Prince.” I said casually as I finished my tea. And by that statement, Yuri ceased to function. She went on full shock: eyes wide, mouth agape and just completely frozen. After some seconds, she’s able to recollect and compose herself, she clarified what I said.
“Th— the Crown Prince, Your Grace? His Highness will visit you after two days?”
“Yes. Don’t worry much about it or stress too much, you’ll go old fast. Besides, just follow what I said earlier and we’ll be just fine. Oh, also— prepare Darjeeling tea and a chocolate mint cake from Drew’s shop. We’ll be great with that so, don’t sweat too much. Relax, we’ll be fine.”
“I—If you say so, Your Grace.” Yuri replied, still with hesitation and still very surprised by our visitor. Trying my best to reassure her, I gave her a calming smile— the most calming smile I can muster as she takes the tea cup as I have finished my light snack before bed. I have not much to do but to put the piece of paper in a drawer, secured in a little envelope and with the name of the author of the message.
With that, I exited the office and got straight to my room for a well- deserved rest. After changing to a simple cotton night gown, I plopped down the mattress, savoring the softness and comfortableness of the bed. It felt like arms were wrapping around me, lulling me to sleep as my eyelids felt heavy and my breathing became steady. Becoming alone with my thoughts, the cogs in my mind began turning again even though it should be resting.
Still formulating schedules for the upcoming days and trying to finds the best and most efficient solution to the dukedom’s problems, I slowly drifted to sleep with a final thought.
‘I’ll just leave tomorrow’s problems to tomorrow’s me. I really need to rest. Moreover, we have two days to prepare. U.R.T: the Crown Prince. Uriel Rajah Tranvesky, my cousin whom I never really met officially nor in any gathering. Why would he suddenly visit me? Also, how did he recognize me? Drew and I were sure to be discreet as much as we can.’
‘Oh well, never underestimate a royal. They are worthy of the title ‘royal’ for a reason. I’ll just go to sleep, for real this time.’
With a final yawn, I was off to dreamland.
Footsteps at a fast pace can be heard going back and forth, many of them in a hurry. The scratching of the bristles of the broom was echoing on the hallways, as dusts flew everywhere. Shouts of orders were given amidst the chaos ensuing inside of the Fortess Estate. Everyone is busy— doing tasks that never end. They are anxious— slightly trembling and sweating cold beads. They are all waiting in anticipation for the arrival of an important guest. While I was here, stuck in my office— as usual— doing paper works and examining letters upon letters. ‘Is it strange or lucky that no one has sent me any marriage letters?’ I said to myself as I sort through another pile of letters. From what I know when I was Reine, ladies of legal age (also even in their early teens) would receive or be arranged in a marriage of convenience for many reasons. It could be for fortune, fame, power, preservation of bloodline, and even because of debt. Come to think of it, nobles and royals ba
“You mean, you need money?” “You can just ask us to lend you money right?” The two boys said in unison. I can’t help right now but sigh in disappointment. “Wait, better than that… we can just give you money. You know, I have a treasury all to myself, Drew has a pastry shop who has a great amount of income. Just ask and we can give you the amount.” Uriel emphasized. He said it in a monotonous tone and yet it still bears confidence, his face— emotionless, no twitches, no smudges— it’s a straight serious face and it scares me. This guy, the Crown Prince, a person soon to be king, has his own treasury that should be used for the sake of the kingdom— will willingly give me some of it just because I asked for a way to earn money. ‘I don’t know if I should feel loved or terrified.”
The Kingdom of Sagareste: a prosperous kingdom who managed to remain at peace for a very long time. By making treaties and contracts, the kingdom has made many friends and allies with the neighboring kingdoms, nations and empires. With that, the Sagareste Kingdom has avoided war for many centuries and it will in the future. In the Sagareste Kingdom, there are 4 dukedoms that each have their own domain. One being the Fortess Dukedom which provides almost all the crops and food supply in the whole kingdom, indeed a monopoly in the production but, the lands of the Fortess dukedom are the only ones who can produce top quality and large quantity of crops every year, without fail. ‘Until that tragedy happened.’ &nb
‘To my dearest cousin, Hi, I hope that you are having a great week. As I have promised, I will help with the best that I can-- without using my status, my treasury or anything that is related to me being the Crown Prince. And so, I decided to just introduce you to someone who might be of help. I happen to be friends with a businessman who has a genuine desire to sell new things all the time. So, I have said that you have a new product and he said he’s interested in it. Now, he wants to meet you personally to have a look about this product. However, here comes the bad news, we have decided a date,without your consent I know it's disrespectful and bad. But, i think it is considerable enough since it is a long time before you two meet, finally. It’s one week. Anyways, I hope you can finish your product by then.
Duchess 8 4 days until the set day of me meeting Marcus Zoldago. As of now, I'm trying to relax by drinking Chai tea with honey and a sugar cube. Apparently, I'm still bothered by what I saw yesterday, before placing an order at the fabric shop. Was it really Uriel that I saw? Or did my eyes just trick me? And, why does the other man seem so familiar? Like I have seen him before? That can’t be the case, people with the unusual hair color such as his should be hard to forget and hard to miss. Besides, if one was born in the kingdom with that kind of hair, they would be the talk of the town for the rest of their lives, and everyone would know them… even me. It’s so uncommon and the fact that my memory makes me think that I have seen him before makes it all the more weird. And concerning when I really thought I saw Uriel yesterday.
I don’t know what happened after but, all I can say before that is just utter disappointment at my creation. I am currently trying to calm down so that i can recall some contingency plan (if i made one) to fix this mess. “Drew, I know you’re concerned about me, but please do remember, you have to be at the palace in a few minutes. You’ll be delivering some pastries right?” Drew stopped his pacing as he looked at me intently, his right index and thumb holding his chin as it’s supported by his left hand. He continued to give me the look of pleading as if telling me that ‘I don’t want to –be there, I should stay here with you.’ and the ‘I should be helping you right now’ look. I know he just wants to support me all the way through but, he still has his own life and I don't want him to be like, ‘wrapped around my finger’ or something. “Drew—” I pleade
The fire can be heard crackling as more wood was added to produce more heat, to melt the wax faster. The sound was accompanied by the clinking of mason jars, being aligned in four single files, the lining was so neat anyone who saw it might be amazed. ‘Wow, who knew Alef is such a perfectionist. I wonder if she has OCD…’ I got side- tracked with my thoughts as I watched the beeswax slowly melt. It was accompanied with occasional stirring, to ensure that there are no clumps or anything, and that it will harden perfectly to the jars. I was so focused on staring at the pot that it was seconds before I noticed Alef calling my attention, “Your Grace? Your Grace? Is there anything else that I can do to help?” she asked. I was startled by the sudden call but… I just can’t help but notice how every glass was neatly filed
To say that the deal was both a success and yet a disaster is something that you may not hear anywhere at all, it is somewhat fictional and surreal— something that we are certain to not happen. Something that we are sure to only exist in our imaginations…… However, here I am, staring into the open space of my garden, still shocked at what happened just this early afternoon— during lunch to be exact. During my talk with Marcus Timothy Zoldago. The conversation was rather, in bliss, as if it just went past my ears and my brain like the wind with the trees. It may make the leaves sway in its motion but, there’s no drastic effect or whatsoever. “Still shocked?” asked the newly arrived Drew. I uttered a small, “Yeah.” as a reply. I was sitting at my usual spot, the mini round of roses behind me as I viewed the whole garden in front of me. Drew sat at my l
DUCHESS 50Her Majesty the Queen then proceeded to tell me how the too much intake of steroids made my grandfather turn into a tyrannical maniac. How my grandfather would always request to have a cup of tea with her because he would experience immense straight after their tea. And then, after a few months of having constant tea with Her Majesty the Queen, Queen Elise finally gave my grandfather the blend of tea that she would always serve with him. It was mixed with all the herbs, chemicals and plants that would make up the steroids. It was a foolproof ploy and soon enough, my grandfather turned for the worst. Her Majesty the Queen erupted in a laugh as she saw the devastation and fear smeared all over my face: eyes wide from shock, tears still streaming down my cheeks as she told the whole story. She said she purposely made the writers omit that part since it would trace it all to her, “so I had to erase some footsteps so whoever tries to investigate what happened at that point of t
DUCHESS 49 The breeze of the cold wind at night made the balcony all the more relaxing, but all that relaxation was slowly being replaced by anxiety as I held the envelope in my hands. The contents were still unknown, but I hope that it would solve the final piece of the puzzle. The theory of His Majesty the King was highly plausible, given the fact that a person cannot simply overlook the emotional pain that they are holding, and it is true that the said pain will catch up to them soon. But the theory alone cannot simply explain it all. No, there must be something else, the mere grief is not enough to make a person of such good nature and good heart turn into the most tyrannical person that a person can be, and at such a fast pace. Holding the envelope in my hand, I took the both ends and proceeded to tore it apart, creating an opening for me to take the paper inside. The paper smelled like flowers and fruits--- whoever used this paper must be of noble blood and took great effort i
DUCHESS 48 Into the backrooms of the Grand Hall of the Royal Palace, the people inside were only me, Viscount Ludwig and His Majesty the King. Her Majesty the Queen and the Crown Prince were not explicitly invited thus they cannot enter here in the back rooms. The back rooms are a private room that only His Majesty the King can use and have access in to. not even the servants can just enter this room and when serving us food and drinks, the trolley was left outside and we are the ones to take it from there. Being invited in the backrooms means that His Majesty the King has something important to discuss, or it is something of a top secret kind of way. Once inside the backrooms and already had our fill of the meal: steak, fried potatoes partnered with hollandaise sauce and some wine wiiiittt h dessert included some mixed fresh fruit and honey, perfect for a refreshing end of the meal. We sat in silence as we savoured the greatness of the meal and none among the three of us dared t
DUCHESS 47 A week after the dinner at the Royal Palace, invitations are already being distributed to every noble of the Sagareste Kingdom for the upcoming awarding and banquet celebration at the end of the month. word had circled around the nobles of whom the award banquet celebration might be, but a lot of them had already suspected that the award and banquet is dedicated to the current Duchess of the Fortess uchy: Friele Marcia Madrigal Fortess— me. Upon knowing that, many of the nobles had already sent me letters of congratulations and further invitations on their houses so as to establish a connection. Still, most of the nobles are busy for the preparation of the event that is going to happen at the Royal Palace. a lot of them have been going to the modiste or summoning the best designer in the kingdom to commision a dress or a set of them. Meanwhile, the Harvesting Season had also started and the farmers were busy harvesting their produce and organising the selling price
DUCHESS 46A few minutes after my meal, I glanced over at Yuri to see how she was faring as she read through that part of the book— the one detailing the reign of tyrant grandfather when he was still alive. “Care to tell me what is said in there?'' I said while finishing up the dessert. Yuri did not budge nor acted to ever hear my voice, she was so focused on the book that she might as well place her face inside of it. her brows were scrunched, her brows almost meeting each other and forming a unibrow. I cleared my throat, in hopes to get her attention this time, and good thing it was successful.“Your Grace. Sorry, I was too immersed in the book. do– do you need anything?” the Head Maid asked as she walked closer to me, closing the book and putting it on the desk. her face was the usual blank one, a poker face if you will. but her eyes tells something else. “None at the moment. I am one with my meal. you can take them away.” I said while i wiped my mouth with the cloth. Yuri bowe
DUCHESS 45“Oh, there you are.” A voice said and soon was followed by footsteps coming closer to me. I whipped my head to the direction of the voice and the footsteps, only to see the Crown Prince, in his pajamas? That is so weird. “Uriel, why are you in your pajamas? how can you walk in the halls in your pajamas?” Seriously, we all have such weird things inside our minds. Uriel only smiled at me with his slightly sleepy eyes and replied, “I walked and traveled through the secret pathways inside the Palace walls. it's fun really, i can show them to you if you want. By the way, what are you looking for?” Uriel then grabbed a book, offering his help.“Don't you have a duty to get to?” I asked with a raised brow. nobles start their day at the break of dawn, what more for a royal. but Uriel only laughed at my question and continued, “Well, you are here. aren't you technically taking a break?” a few moments of silence passed between us with only the end of pages being flipped echoing t
DUCHESS 44“Back then your mother and I made sure that we would have time to hang out with each other, whether it be for a tea or even doing anything as long as we have each other’s presence, as long as we are on each other’s side. we are fine with that.” Her Majesty the Queen said as she took a sip from her cup. Meanwhile, I cannot help but to continue to read the letter that my mother sent to her. It was fun to read them as they would talk about just about anything. But what interested me more was when they talked about my father and the King, how they judged the two men and pointed out both the good and bad qualities of the King and my father. I could not help but laugh."Wait, my mom and you, met my father and His Majesty at the same time?" I asked, turning my head to face Her Majesty the Queen. The Queen nodded her head as a confirmation. "Yes, they used to spar with each other when learning swordsmanship. That is how we also met them, as we watched a match and we looked into e
DUCHESS 43 Violetta Suzette Perues was her name before she became queen. And even then, she was the fairest of them all. Her hair as black as ebony, her lips are red as blood and her skin as white as snow, many people swooned over her, both male and female wanted to be with her, wanted to own her. Many people would flock around her and would surround her whenever she is in the proximity, they would always try to talk to her and would always try to be close to her as proximity may allow--- they would do their best to be at skin to skin contact to her--- they would do their best to hold her. Violetta Suzette Perues then adapted an intimidating persona--- sha created a meticulously curated persona that intimidating, that is cruel and that is unapproachable--- she made it so that people would go away, so that people would flock away from her and leave her alone. But all that was in vain--- as people still flocked around her, still surround her and as if that is not enoug
DUCHESS 42 The chambers of the Queen was breath- taking. It embodies the symbols of the Royal Family: roses, gold vines and twinkling lights. The doors of the Queen’s chamber was painted pearl white and decorated with gold linings. A symbol of moon embossed on the top of the door, symbolising that it is the chamber of the Moon of the kingdom. The inside was even more so breath- taking. With red velvet curtains hanging from the huge windows, to the starlight painting at the ceiling being complimented by the chandelier inside. The receiving area of the Queen’s chamber was giving a calm atmosphere with the furnitures in the color of pastel blue. The sofas with the framing painted in gold, the tables with gold lining. The vases were filled with roses in full bloom and giving the sweet smell of flowers, it is addicting at this point. The floors were also tiled in pearl white and lined with gold. Everything was white and lined with gold: the bookshelves, the desk, the wind