Anastasia Hazel Forrester had been a stunner in her early twenties, in her prime womanhood, she was a total knockout. Devin knew he was a goner the moment he laid eyes on her walking down the runway unaware of him. Her presence on stage shone through like a ray of sunshine after a long period of overcast weather. Aside from a complete make-over, her expression was cold and impassible, so unlike the Ana he’d known five years ago. To think that he was the one who’d transformed her into that version of virago caused a small constriction in the region where his heart was supposed to be. Even if he hated her. Still hated her vehemently, with every fiber of his being.
Their association in the past had taught him that she was a spoilt and self-centered little brat, who venerated her father endlessly. That was her only unpardonable crime, but she didn’t need any other incrimination considering who her father was. With a sneer, restless anticipation poured in his veins, unable to keep his attendance unknown any longer. At that precise moment, like she was attuned to his mood, her blue chips homed into his with mutinous challenge.
Surprise was too weak a word to describe the way he felt to discover that she’d grown some substance, when before she’d been meek and over-enthusiastic – which had been merely a smokescreen of course. Adrenaline kicked in with reaction, and he returned her smirk with a facsimile of his own, his insolent gaze staring impudently with the intent to insult. Whatever genuine admiration he felt for her for keeping her front was carefully hidden, as they stared at each other with blatant hostility, the atmosphere laden with tension. Inwardly, he was forced to appreciate her gusto though. Nothing changed in her outer demeanor, nobody could even guess that she was seeing her ex-fiancé after five years - the one who had betrayed her by not showing up at the altar.
When she purposefully ignored him on her next appearances, his ego took a huge dent that she could manage to remain unfazed. With much difficulty and an age-old self-restraint, he resisted the urge to fidget in his seat, a childish attempt to get her attention. He’d vowed to himself that he wouldn’t allow her to get to him this time. However, his iron-clad control slithered when her gaze transiently wandered in his direction, and all his resolve evaporated when he bestowed her with an evil smile, damning himself for letting her get under his skin.
It’d been five bloody years, damn it! How could that chit of a woman still have the capacity to crumble his façade, be the only one who got through his defenses like they were sand instead of concrete? It was a small consolation to know that Ana also felt the same fatal attraction as him, the sexual tension between them was too tangible to disregard.
This time, though, he was forearmed with the knowledge of her selfish nature, and with five years of distance between them, he refused to fall in her trap a second time. He was no horny teenager who could not outplay a bout of lust – he was a powerful business magnate, son the great Richard Michael Crighton. There was no way he would permit himself to become putty in the hands of a mere woman, not when he’d witnessed how destructive that race could be. As his past caught up, he literally felt the mastery of his self-discipline strengthen. He would show no pity to Ana – Anastasia this time. It was better if his mind conjured her as Anastasia, it felt less intimate.
However, he was unprepared for what happened next, all his resolutions disintegrated like dust when her next appearance set the stage on fire, rising the heat several notches. Any idea about keeping cool indifference flew out of the window like smoke when she waltzed around in a flimsy yellow dress which barely extended beyond her thighs, exposing her gorgeous toned legs. On top of that, the way she was flaunting her cleavage left little to imagination, with every male eye were glued to her chest with devouring appreciation.
Without warning, some primitive emotion gripped him savagely and he had to clutch the side of his seat to prevent himself from jumping on the stage to kidnap her. Or drape some cloth over her. Anything to keep her away from the lust-filled gazes of the wolves in the audience, who looked like they were already having X-rated mind sex with her.
A dart of unsullied lust slashed right through him, with so much force that he gritted his teeth tightly, but he resisted the urge to display any sort of discomfort. That was a battle of will and he refused to lose a point to her. Sweat beaded his forehead, and he had the faint illusion that he was not fooling that damned woman.
When she approached the end of the stage, he noticed that the dress was so transparent and that she was totally naked underneath, without an ounce of decency. At that moment his lust knew no bounds as his grip tightened until his knuckles became white to prevent himself from doing anything rash.
As she turned round for maximizing the effect of her profile view, he released a pent-up breath – breath he’d not even been aware of holding when he finally figured that the design was so cleverly orchestrated that the yellow muslin looked like there was nothing but raw skin under. Relief flooded through him, and before he’d had time to recover, she flashed him a triumphant smile right back.
Feisty, wasn’t she? A pity because he was about to destroy her spirits. Too bad he was the carrier of terribly bad news – in fact he’d made it a point to be the messenger, travelling purposefully from Rochester. Devin could hardly wait for the moment when he would unravel the reason for seeking her out and watch the color reap from her bogus persona.
Sordid thoughts hovered in his mind and he endured the rest of the show, eagerly waiting for another glimpse of her but she was nowhere to be found. Not even when the fashion designer was given a standing ovation followed by all models. Where the hell was she?
Trying to be discrete, he scanned the area furtively, still trying to make her face out among the models clapping their hands like puppets. Feeling strangely bereft when she was not found, he searched for her backstage and sagged in defeat when she was unfound – it seemed that she’d disappeared into thin air.
A few feet from him stood a man who looked like he was having a near orgasm on the success of the evening, and Devin approached him in two graceful strides.
“Hello, would you happen to know where Anastasia Forrester is?” he inquired politely.
“O.M.G!!! What are you doing in here? Only the staff is allowed backstage, but I could make an exception for a hot guy like you,” the event manager winked at him in a suggestive way that left no doubt of his sexual orientation.
Hell, a man hitting on him was exactly what he needed right now. Tampering down his impatience, Dev tried to lift his mouth in a semblance of a smile, and even managed a touch with his forefinger on the gay’s chest. It irritated him when the latter vibrated with exaggerated pleasure, and he curbed his exasperation with great difficulty.
“I need the whereabouts of Miss Forrester for urgent business,” he iterated a second time, feeling peeved for having to lower himself to ask about her. It was not a complete lie; he did have business with her. In fact, anything between him and Ana henceforth would only be professional matters, anything else had been annihilated when he’d cancelled their wedding. He’d made it a point to end everything in a dramatic way.
“What business would a hot guy like you have with that cold bitch?” the man tried to make another pass by touching his biceps.
That time, Dev hissed with unconcealed exasperation and he ambled past the man ignoring his protests barging into what looked like a private dressing room. It was the only personal chamber inside the studio aside the multiple segmented open space areas.
“I’m sorry,” he apologized without a trace of remorse as he caught sight of the dress designer Aimee Mc-something working on her laptop. He’d paid enough attention to the show to have acquired that much information. “I was actually looking for someone.”
Without a word, she peeked at him through her thickly framed glasses and surveyed him with open curiosity, like a scientist would inspect a bug under a microscope. He was damned before showed any of his discomfort though, only promising himself all this hassle would be worth it when he eventually faced Ana. “I’m looking for Anastasia Forrester,” he offered defensively, when he could no longer bear her frank scrutiny.
“And you would be?” she asked in an unwavering voice, and he hesitated before introducing himself. What were the odds of having Ana murdering his character to that woman? Zilch? Well, he would find out in a minute, still he decided to prevaricate for some more time, or a way to find a dent in that dragon’s armor.
“I’m afraid I have some news for her,” he ventured, knowing he was only beating about the bush, using his charismatic smile to charm her from her frozen form.
There was no getting through that bulwark though, she stood mute as a statue, unrelentingly as she waited for his answer.
“I’m Devin Crigh…,” he began and snapped his mouth shut when her blue eyes instantly glowed with animosity. Damn he’d assumed correctly. Aimee Mc-something knew the one-sided story of his history with Ana and apparently, he was not on the good side of the best friend.
A polite smile from her did not fool him for a second. “I have no idea Mr. Crighton.”
The fact that she knew his name, even without him completing his self-introduction was proof enough that Ana had not only mentioned him to her friend but had also depicted his character to the worst level possible. Should he be flattered at this point? For he must have mattered to her for her to hate him that much. Actually, he wasn’t proud of the way things had turned up, it was not like he’d planned to leave her in the lurch.
As if she could read his thought, Miss Mc-something felt compelled to add. “Don’t worry, I have heard nothing remotely flattering about you from Ana. In fact, the only reason why I’m tolerating you is that I hope that you disappear from her life again. I think you have done enough damage to last her a lifetime. Why don’t you take a hike for the hell of it?”
Hours later, Devin swirled the golden liquid in his glass in a rhythmic monotonous motion which seemed to match his mood, watching the swish movement in fascination. It’s been twenty minutes since he’d graced the event with his presence, his eyes darting towards the entrance for the umpteenth time, but she was still nowhere in sight.
It was fashionable for stars to make late appearances, he knew, but the party was in full swing with most of the affluent personalities already present. He must be out of mind to have sought her out on a mere whim, just to announce that…
Leaping in surprise when he felt something against his crotch, he was stunned to realize that Molly whatever had stepped too close for comfort. Or was it Dolly? Completely forgetting about her presence, he’d been lost in his thoughts, too engrossed in playing the scene with Ana in his mind. He’d used Polly as a subterfuge to gain entry to the Dominez party, the other option had been gatecrashing which he hadn’t been practically fond of. That had left him with no other choice than to offer to be her partner as a ruse to be added on the guest list as a last minute. The woman seemed to be getting a different idea about his intention.
Too bad for her. He did not fancy blondes. He liked brunettes, one brunette in particular. If he didn’t think of a getaway plan fast, he’d end up in her bed before he could blink – something which he definitely wasn’t looking forward to.
“Say darling,” he drawled, in his sexiest bedroom voice, resisting the urge to take a step back as the blonde was trespassing his personal place. Not that she would get the hint anyway, she seemed in no need of any further encouragement. She was stuck to him like a leech, so close that her strong perfume was overpowering him, almost suffocating him. As if it wasn’t repulsive enough, the woman wore such a deep décolleté that her naked breast almost bounced off, rendering him ill-at-ease instead of getting him turned on.
Without much haste, he took a casual sip of his scotch not even flinching when she batted her eyelashes at him. “Would you happen to know where Anastasia Forrester lives?”
With deep shame, he realized that he wanted Anastasia to catch him in such a comprising position with another woman, to gauge her reaction, to be able to measure if he still affected her like before. How it mattered to him was not very clear to him. All he knew was that he wanted to rattle the ice block she’d become. Besides, his feelings for Anastasia were so jumbled and confused that he refused to analyze them closely in case it turned out to be something he wouldn’t appreciate.
When Polly signaled him to come closer to whisper the address in his ears, he had to oblige. Tightening his lips to curb his antipathy, he memorized the information in his mind, at the same time registering that fact that Miss Mc-something was making her entry followed by a group of women. As he straightened, he was disappointed to find Anastasia still conspicuously missing. Was she even coming?
Another twenty minutes stretched, and by that time the model at his side had become both drunk and desperate, and he managed to disentangle himself with great difficulty. It was time to make another move. Just before the exit door, he caught sight of Aimee at the mini-bar in deep conversation with another woman, and when he overheard Ana’s name being mentioned he stopped dead in his tracks.
Diverting from his initial track, he approached stealthily feigning to get himself a drink, taking his time to add ice in his glass.
“Aimee,” he heard the other woman lament in a plaintive voice. “I specifically told Anastasia to make sure she attends at least this party. Look at the contacts she could make here,” she expanded her hand in a gesture which encompassed the whole room as if it explained everything.
“Jennifer, frankly speaking I have no idea where Ana could be. Last I knew, she was supposed to be put in a late appearance.”
It was such a lame excuse that Devin knew instantly that Aimee was lying. For the woman who’d looked at him with daggers would be out of her mind with worry out if her friend had not shown up for the party.
Jennifer sighed wearily and started to punch the buttons on her phone fiercely. “This is so like her. She always puts me in a fix. Can you imagine I have to apologize on her behalf every time? I have to do something about this.”
Without warning, Aimee glanced up in his direction to catch him eavesdropping, and he was so startled that he looked away swiftly, feeling red color purging through his cheeks. Damn! What the hell was he doing? How had he stooped to that level to resort to stalking his ex? However, all thoughts of regrets fled from his mind when he caught the dig directed at him.
“Don’t worry Jen. Wherever she is, I am sure she is with someone she loves.”
His whole body froze in shocked pain as the message sunk in. So that was the story. Anastasia had bunked the party to be with her lover. Staggering with disbelief, he flung his glass with force, the liquid splashing on the table and sauntered out of the hall without a backward glance.
With great humiliation, Devin was forced to admit to himself that he was stalking her alright after he’d taken the time to cool down. He couldn’t believe he was waiting for her outside her porch while she was having a steamy session of raunchy sex with her lover. What kind of fool that made him? When a cool breeze blew in his direction, he wrapped his suit tightly around him, gritting his teeth with self-recrimination. Try as he might, he could not wash away the images of Ana in bed with another man, someone caressing her body in a way he’d never touched before.
Furious with himself, he retracted his steps on the verge of returning to his hotel, when he was destabilized by the blinding flash of headlights as a car parked in the alley. Hiding behind the shadows, he reigned in his erratic emotions at the thought of seeing her from close after five long years. Years he’d spent hating her.
As he observed from the obscurities, unseen to her, she alighted her SL-Class Mercedes-Benz convertible wearing a happy serene smile on her face. She’d changed into a pair of casual faded jeans and a black crop-top which showed her tiny creamy midriff to its maximum appeal. Hair bound tight in a long ponytail, she looked nothing like the perfect doll of a few hours ago, and more like the young Ana he’d known. For one fleeting second, he felt a constriction around his heart again, loaded with contrition as he allowed himself to remember. If only they had met under different circumstances. If only they had been different persons, their pasts not so mingled in a complicated manner. If only their parents had not been…
With a jolt, he brought himself back to reality and swallowed hard trying to get past the familiar culpability. The huge lump down his throat did not budge one millimeter which only increased his misery. With huge difficulty, he controlled his wayward emotions, not allowing them to cloud his purpose. He was here for one particular motive, and he’d better get on with it. He’d been waiting for this moment for a lifetime, so he’d better not screw this up.
Cutting short to his thoughts, he lurked forward in one giant stride just one second before she reached her porch and felt a merciless gratification when she whimpered in shock.
“Hello Anastasia,” he greeted her in a voice as cold as he could manage.
Ice blue eyes he’d not seen for what seemed like a century stared back at him, the pupils so flexed that they almost appeared non-existent. Like in a trance, she continued to gape at him with open captivation, still trying to make out whether he was a figment of her imagination. He chuckled without mirth, absolutely loving the surprise effect he had on her.
“I have rendered you speechless. Now that must be a first.”
The sound of his voice seemed to jerk her out of her stupor, and she reacted like he’d splashed cold water on her cheeks. Like a robot, one hand rose towards him in the action of touching him – but stopped midway to wave in front of him like someone would dismiss a mirage. Dev never knew whether she’d meant to touch his face, like she’d done in the past. So, he stood there wearing scorn and satire as a cover to hide any real feelings which were mainly confusion, remorse and unabashed lust.
“Devin,” she whispered in a small voice, apparently still not over the blow.
“So, you still remember the name?” he drawled insolently, cocking his eyebrows cockily at her. “I reckon it used to be ‘Dev’ back in the days.”
His sarcasm seemed to be her undoing. Entranced, he watched her whole face hardened into harsh features, lips tightening with disdain, eyes frosting into cold blue chips as she regained her composure of ice princess.
“So it was,” she agreed calmly but which did not fool him at all- she was more than a match for his cynicism now. “Times have changed though, haven’t they? Like Ana is now Anastasia,” she pointed out with saccharine sweetness.
“Touché,” he acknowledged drily, perusing her face for any sign of the sweet Anastasia who’d descended the car just a few seconds ago and found none. There was no mistake that she’d blossomed into an epic beauty, her classical angular face fitting perfectly with the natural high cheekbones that models would kill to have. Her best attribute was her hair, had always been, and it seemed that she was perfectly aware of that fact since she’d let it grow quite long, the burgundy color looking tamed in the dark.
Without an ounce of make-up on her face, she looked flushed – and he could not help wondering whether it was from the cold or from the passionate lovemaking she’d just participated in. Irascible rage gripped him, and to retaliate he wanted to make her squirm, instead of those glacial blue chips staring at him without emotions.
To unsettle her, he allowed his eyes to roam over her, brazen in their descent as he fixated her breasts with a lecherous gaze. They looked firmer and fuller since he’d last touched them, the skin around the area looked like fine incandescent porcelain so perfect that it looked like she’d wore foundation to cover any defect while he knew it was not the case, having licked that flesh once. Despite himself, he felt his mouth water at the decadent memory, that one hot summer night they’d had together before everything had turned into a complete fiasco.
Instead of feeling uncomfortable under his scrutiny, she arched her head back with chutzpa, giving him an appetizing view of her slender neck. He swallowed hard. A.G.A.I.N!
“So, I guess this is not a social visit?” she inferred in a cool and collected voice. “What do you want?”
Flames of desire, so robust, engulfed him that he nearly staggered under the effect. Gulping the impulse to grab her close, even if it was only to inhale her entrancing perfume, which seemed to be uniquely hers, and which his senses had still been unable to forget, he cast her a cynical look.
“Now that’s a leading question,” he drawled trying his best not to give in to the power play. He would pretend to be unfazed, never showed her any sign of debilitation, even if it killed him.
When she raised her chin in open challenge, he nearly groaned out in agony as his body felt like someone had started a bonfire inside. With a brashness he felt compelled to admire, she returned his cheeky anatomization with one of her own, her gaze starting with his face, tracing the outline of his neck and torso. And finally, further down, where he was so hard that it was difficult for him to make a single move without wincing.
Even if he doubted that she could see the bulge at his crotch, he had to make an inhuman effort not to shift his foot under her gaze. He had to give it to her. She was no longer the sweet innocent he’d known; she’d become a professional – a professional player.
Weirdly enough, he found himself wanting to punish her for that, chastise her for having turned into a worldly woman, even if he was the one partly responsible for the transformation.
“So where have you been?” he blurted out before he could think and immediately wished he could bite back his words. Why was he going that way? Why was he tormenting himself with thoughts of her with another man? Why the hell did it matter to him that she was having an affair with every damned male in New York? He was not concerned about her present relationship status. Hell, she could even be engaged to someone else.
In mock surprise, she arched her perfectly waxed eyebrows at him, her stance screaming defiance and mockery. “I am not sure you should be…”
“Your father’s dead,” Devin announced without preamble, interrupting her before she used the opportunity to toss his words back at his face.
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Time stopped for Ana when she heard the devastating news coming so bluntly from the man in front of her.For a little while, even for a transient moment, she’d felt genuine happiness at Kevin’s party. She had even managed to stop the flow of memories from flooding her with grief, having put Devin’s Crighton re-appearance in her life as an unfortunate coincidence. It had all been possible because of the wonderful time she’d been spending with Kevin who’d been so sure she would skip because of her hectic schedule. But she would never be too busy for him. For them. She loved them unconditionally and limitlessly.The orphanage kids. Over such a short span of time, they had become such an integral part of her life that now she could hardly imagine her future without them. Especially when she brought such joy to them, not only for monetary purposes, but with her presence and love. When life had knocked her out with sadistic perversion, she had used them as anchor to rebuild her shattered wo
There she was. Finally! Bloody stubborn woman! To have reached on time, she must have left at twilight, and must be wired from the long drive. What kind of woman refused the luxury of his private jet to face the rough ride of the road? A foolish one? Or one who wanted to avoid his company at all cost, a conniving voice inside him taunted.What the hell had taken over him to suggest that she flew with him anyway? He was supposed to be keeping his distance, bid his time until he got back his due, not warming up to her like old times. That era of sham was gone, their enmity no longer masked, and he knew better than to expect mercy from her. Wasn’t that what he’d wanted after all? That she hated him with the same ardor as him? For someone who was supposed to hate her, he was clearly not excelling at the job.Now that he felt no longer coerced to pretend to like her, there was a significant layer of protection and self-preservation which was conspicuously missing. That void left him raw an
“Ana,” a voice halted her steps from behind as she was leaving the cemetery after Melissa’s dramatic departure. At first, used to the wailings of her sister, she had not given much credit to the show the latter was putting on. It was only when insults had been directed at her, that she had paid scant attention interrupting her prayers. And the only emotion she could muster was grim irritation for having disturbed her silent plea to God to forgive her father, hoping that he’d at least found salvation.As for accepting the condolences, she’d preferred a laid-back performance, granting her father’s cousin Aunt Mathilda the main role while Melissa had been making a spectacle of herself. It had felt more appropriate, everyone from the family hated her anyway, considering she was not the rightful heir to her father’s millions.Like she needed that kind of dirty money, she chided derisively to herself while she waited for Uncle Jeremy to reach her at the end of the alley, most probably to ta
The suspense was killing him, he was waiting in his limo just outside the motored courtyard, and there was not a soul in the vicinity of the Forrester mansion. Devin was sure that Ana was still in Rochester, she couldn’t go back without at least having a decent conversation with him, could she?After their first date in Milan, Dev had inexorably been forced to admit that Ana had been even more conniving than her father to have fancied right at their first meeting that marriage would be the price to pay– there was no doubt that she was the true daughter of Alastair Forrester. To survive, he’d kept a fixation in mind about the woman he’d wanted to be instead of the real one, not investing more than necessary in their relationship so that he would not sway when the right time arrived.And he hadn’t.When the wedding hour had struck, he’d been stashed away in Rio to lick his wounds about the failure of his mission. Ana had been far from his mind, there was absolutely no way he could go th
“Hell, this is ingenious,” Devin inferred ardently, bending over her to have a better look into the laptop monitor, seemingly unaware of the eloquent effect he was having on her. Throat dry with nervousness, she scrolled down the page with a semblance of normality as they searched for the name Alyssa Huntington on the online directory.Dispirited when nothing came up, she grimaced at the screen, resisting the urge to look back in his direction, his male musky scent giving a pretty indication of his closeness. She felt an uncomfortable urge at her nape, striving not to turn her neck in his direction.“Why don’t you try looking only for Huntington?” he suggested, his hot breath blowing against the juncture at her neck, and she gulped heavily as her traitorous heart did a somersault. Maybe he was right; come to think of it, it wasn’t such a good idea after all.If it wasn’t for her half-sister, she would have let Dev carried on with his sordid plan. But how could she, in her full senses
The moment he uttered the last sentence out loud, he willed it back. Damn! He should never have said that. With eyes popping out of their sockets, Ana was looking at him like he’d grown another head, her shock so apparent that her hand flew to her mouth in open dismay. He did not want her pity.He stared fixedly at a spot behind her on the wall, flushing every emotion so as to draw a blank in his mind, the way he’d always done as a child, in an attempt to survive. Like he’d done when he’d entered his mother’s shabby apartment, knowing that something had been wrong even before setting foot inside. At fourteen, he’d lacked enough maturity to understand the enormity of the situation, thinking that his parents had had a lover’s tiff, and his only concern had been that he didn’t want to lose his mother.So, the weekend which had followed, Devin had stealthily visited her against his father’s wishes, to persuade her to come back home. Surely her love for them wouldn’t be so consequential
A shoot of pain darted through Ana as she heard his savvy answer, a mere monosyllable with no flowery explanations, no pacification. There was not even an iota of remorse on his face or demeanor to indicate that he’d regretted his vile act, or that he was at least a tiny little bit sorry for having ditched her so heartlessly.She found herself imagining how the alternative would have resulted in, trapped in a loveless marriage with someone who hated her with all his might. While she was doomed to love only one man, there would never have been the merest hope that he would one day reciprocate her feelings. How pathetic was that?It seemed that she’d been spared a worse fate, even if it sounded weird. Hooked to a self-destructive man, one who was ready to trade his life in exchange for retribution, would have been the perfect recipe for total disaster.Except that the situation had not changed, only the victim. Instead of going after her, Dev was going to ruin her sister’s life with his
Hungry kisses rained between them, lips locking in vehement desperation until the passion started to inevitably steam up several notches too high. Insatiable in their quests, their mouths explored each other with a familiarity which was as scary as exhilarating. It seemed like their instincts recognized what their stubborn hearts were deliberately denying.Dev felt his iron-clad control slip through his hand when she touched him on his chest, the imprint of her palm affecting him like a burning furnace would. Groaning in iniquitous delight, he resisted the urge to rip her nightdress apart – a feeling which had ingrained itself in his mind ever since he’d seen the sexy black number on her. Like a gawky teenager, he fumbled inside needing the feel of her soft skin, and nearly howled when the straps fell from her shoulders granting him copious access.A frenzied excitement caught up with him, like a teenage jubilation awaiting his most precious gift, something he’d never experienced with
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“Aimee, she’s driving me crazy,” Ana complained for the umpteenth time as she joined her friend in the coffee room after one laden session with Jennifer about the wedding plans. Having no wish for a grand wedding, Ana had done the intrinsic mistake of handing the preparations over to her PR, who had suddenly transformed into her worst nightmare.Things were inexorably getting out of hands – what had started as an unpretentious family affair had transmuted to a celebrity wedding, precisely what Ana had been circumventing. Jennifer being her whimsical self was controlling the wedding to the weeniest details, from the color of the flowers to the food which would be served.“I know she can be a pain, honey. The wedding’s only a week ahead. Keep ignoring her,” Aimee responded soothingly, sending her a sympathetic look before frowning back to the ivory mess of fabric in front of her.Even handing Aimee the mission of designing her dress had been like winning a battle – Jennifer had insisted
Cuddled in the only place she ever wanted to be, Ana listened to Dev’s ardent declaration with relish, letting him stew for some time before she confessed her feelings. It was true she’d figured out that much that she needed to forgive him to be able to build a life without resentment with him.It was not going to be easy to forget all the past pain, but she was counting on him to build new memories to erase the bad ones. Wasn’t that how forgiveness worked anyway?Even as the positive thoughts surrounded her, she felt herself being freed from some inner shackles, and a genuine grin of complete bliss break on her face as she inhaled his so beloved scent. Thrilled, she hugged him tightly, vowing to herself that she would work hard for their relationship.Looking up at him, waiting for his expression, she searched his face searching for anything which might make her want to back off. There was only a profound anguish, eyes caught in extreme tension as he waited for her response with an a
“Aimee, the strategy of making her jealous is not working out. The whole charade's been going on for nearly one month without any reaction from her behalf. Forget about making a scene, she's not even responding to my phone calls,” growled Dev frustratingly on the phone clutching the device so hard that his knuckles turned white.“I know! I never knew she was so indelible,” Aimee responded according, a facsimile of his own resentment for having his plans thwarted. “Can you give me until this afternoon to confirm something before you start using your caveman tactics?”Dev muttered something unintelligible under his breath, only curbing himself just in time from uttering a harsh expletive out of respect for the lady in question. “Do I at least get to know what you’re planning?” he asked gruffly, doubtful that her ploy would function.“Jennifer is planning a conference tonight with the media who claims that Ana’s fans are dying to know about her impromptu love story. Ana’s been stalling t
Two days later, Ana peeped surreptitiously through her apartment windows for the hundredth time, trying futilely to wait for the phalanx of paparazzi to subside. Her whole building was surrounded by those leeches, like hounds being unleashed on some defenseless prey.Not that she was without armor. Her malevolent cover was protection enough against anyone with baleful intentions. Yet, she was stashed in her apartment, struggling to make herself unobtrusive feeling very reticent to face the media after her disastrous farewell with Dev.As for her career going downhill like Aimee had been so worried, everything was finally sorted out. Jennifer had changed the whole dynamics of the story by masterly transforming it into an epic love story. Photos of their heroic exit had been deliberately provided to serve as ammunitions for backing up the forfeit fairy-tale. Not that she gave a damn. She was no longer concerned about what the world thought of her – she just wished they would leave her a
Dev awoke with a start like he’d been jerked from a profound dreamless sleep, something which had always eluded him in the past. Then, something that he could feel even in his deep subconscious had changed.Ana was gone.For a panicked moment, a feeling of abject desolation gripped him as he fumbled in the empty sheets trying to get his bearings. He felt like that lost teenager once again caught up in indecision and despair, struggling to adjust to the cruel reality of life.What appalled him was that Ana had left despite the beautiful intimacy they’d shared, making a point to turn into something sleazy and cheap. Not because she was aiming for retribution – no, that was not in her nature, but she was most probably trying to protect herself from him.From the monster he was.Completely wretched, he could only stare blankly at the wall, trying to figure out his next move. How could he offer any future to Ana when he could not even forgive himself? Then, her words from the previous migh
“Put me down, DEVIN!” Ana screamed with outrage to the Neanderthal, pounding furiously against his broad back for good measure. Not that it was serving any purpose, she felt like one of the minuscule Lilliputians trying abortively to harm the giant Gulliver with small pins.“Don’t hold your breath baby,” he replied insolently patting her on the butt.Aware that a phalanx of reporters was starting to surround them with their cameras, Ana schooled her expression into an impassible one but for once she felt her mask slip. It was difficult to maintain dignity in the upside position she was it, whenever she turned to address her abductor, it felt like she was talking to her butt.Irascible anger gripped her at the realization that the tabloids were going to have fun at her expense, the images of the scandalous pictures which were going to be splashed in the gossip magazines making her cringe inwardly. Incredible at it might sound, she had managed to dodge a single disgrace throughout her c
Being a man of various devises, Dev came up with several strategies, exploring different scenarios but ultimately realized that things didn’t quite worked systematically in the matters of heart. Finally defeated, Devin found himself doing the only thing he’d promised himself he wouldn’t succumb to – phoning the aggressive Aimee McKenzie.He was adamant to conquer her back. There was no way he would let her slip away from his fingers, he would beg and grovel until she would have no other option than to accept him back. There was no other salvation for him – he was too far gone to ever hope for peace of mind. He was going to be her redemption.It had not been easy to convince that harridan McKenzie of his sincerity; she had railroaded him so much that he had to ultimately beg for her cooperation.“You don’t have to like me,” he abruptly announced the moment she arrived at the restaurant after several persistent calls.“You’ve better come up with a good explanation right now!” she retort
It hadn’t been easy pushing Dev away so heartlessly, but Ana simply couldn’t give him what he was asking for. Forgiveness. She didn’t know if she had it in her to exonerate him for his crimes. It was asking too much of her - she wasn’t that much of a saint.Besides, he must have found out the whole truth from Uncle Jeremy, and that was probably the reason why he’d landed on her doorstep so early in the morning. A guilty conscience had the ability to meddle one’s head. But it was okay – she was okay now. Now that she’d settled that debt, she would find the force to continue her life without any ounce of happiness on horizon, wouldn’t she?Then, why did she feel that horribly heavy burden in her heart? Like someone had taken hold of the organ and wouldn’t let go? Bygones were bygones. Now, they both had to look forward to the future, but whatever life she was envisaging without him seemed bleak.Was she ever going to outlive that jinx? The curse of loving a man who simply didn’t deserve