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52. Doubt

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~ LAYLA ~

We reach home and my arm is beginning to feel numb, although I don’t tell Julian that. Nothing an antidote and rest won’t fix, but he still follows me back to my room, scoffing when I open the door.

“So, you guys going to share a room once you tie the knot?” he asks with distaste.

“Well, maybe, I mean we are going to marry,” I reply, although I don’t know yet… I have plans. I could try to get close to Quade, make him fall for me, show him I love him and then get all the answers I need… I’m not sure yet.

I glance at Julian, wondering what he’s thinking. He’s not happy with my response, yet he’s ok to share secrets with Quade himself.

“So, do you have a medical kit?” he asks.

“I do have one. Nadia always makes sure it’s packed, but I think it’s not with my stuff that’s here yet.”

“You wouldn’t have an antidote for Elksall, though. Quade would.”

“You seem to be sure of that,” I reply, almost like you know him.

“Well, he’d be an idiot not to.”

“Well, I can go look in his room. He
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Thank you for reading! This month I will be updating Kat's book a little more, as I want to finish it soon. I will then be down to two books and can give this book a little more love too! Thank you for your constant suppot.

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Rhoda
I’m beginning to like Julian more than Quade at this point! Even though she is attracted to both of them, Julian wants to tell her the truth, Quade is still being too secretive about it! Team Julian! Take what’s yours Julian! Thanks for the updates Muse! You’re the BEST!
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Edesiri Oyibo
you need to make Layla make up her mind. who is she in love with? some readers like me are more traditional. I'd like to give this book all my gems but I am waiting to see who she is in love with. I am rooting for quade by the way
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Moonlight Muse
hey guys, just to let you know, I've begun the next update for this book, and we will probably get 2 chapters up later. There won't be a huge upload because I wasn't writing for it, I had taken a break so I could complete my other book.
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