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That hug.She didn't say anything and I was perfectly okay.I'm not sure how I felt being wrapped around Tiffany's arms for so long, but it felt good.She smelled like vanilla with a strong velvet mixed. I didn't want to leave her arms, at least not yet.Our breathing patterned aligned and just when her chest was heaving, I could feel it and even hear it. She was so relaxed trying to calm me down but it was deeper than that. She was truly making me feel relieved and I couldn't deny it."Are you okay?" She asked when she noticed I moved my head slightly.I sniffed. "Yeah."She gave a small smile in response then I shifted back a little and looked at her. That was okay and enough, I had to stop being in her arms acting like a baby."I'm— i'm sorry for being messed up, Tiff. I'm really —""No, don't be. It doesn't make sense that you're apologizing for feeling a little hurt."I wish I could tell her that it was more than a little hurt but I couldn't and that hurt me the most. I just loo
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"So tell me what you think.""Hmm," I said and paused. I was trying hard to not react to what she was saying and the things she was doing.I clenched my jaw at the thought of her question. She was asking for my opinion after saying she wanted me to be her child's godfather when she gives birth.I couldn't bring myself to imagine a scenario where Tiffany would be with someone else.. Call me crazy but it didn't sound right to me."I'll make sure you have my own child to see what my father will do."I paused after saying that but she just raised her brow and looked at me. "How do you cope with your father?"I thought of the bed response but I couldn't come up with any at that moment. All I could think of was how much hatred I harbored for him and how he was making my life a living hell."I've always hated him," I replied honestly hoping she'd leave it at that.I was still wondering what on earth would make Tiffany think of making me her child's godfather. It was insane to start with and
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TIFFANY'S POVMy phone was raised to my ear as I listened to Gladys talk over the phone. She was telling me about some stories but I was distracted."Are you even listening?" She asked and I shook my head back into consciousness."Uh— yeah.""You're not listening," she said. "You've barely responded to anything I've said and you don't even sound like you heard anything I said."I took a deep breath. "It's not that I am not listening, I just—""What's the problem? You know you can always tell me what it is," she reminded."I've just been thinking a lot about school. I'm starting classes soon and— I've been seeing someone's nudes all over the internet.""And so what? People get their stuff out all the time.""No you don't get it," I told her. "It's mine. That is my nude, Gladys.""Girl you're tripping cause no one leaked the photos.""I just—""Listen to me, I know you're overthinking things but stop it. That is your nude.""Right. I'm just uh— overthinking things. We'll talk tomorrow,
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Getting my ride alone to school, I didn't have to wait for Luciano today. Frankly, I was surprised he let me go without saying anything. Although it was obvious he didn't approve the idea but it was his idea and I never forced him. When I got down from the taxi, I slid some bucks into the driver's hands and smiled at him politely. He didn't smile back and I wished I hadn't wasted my smile.I turned away and walked to the school building. Something about the way the students formed circles made my heart skip. It made me remember highschool, when everyone had group for nothing good.It's nothing though, I just needed to get into the class before the Professor.I couldn't stand answering his questions about my hair or my makeup or anything that could make anyone stare at me awkwardly. Was I just paranoid?I walked past some students having some funny conversations and chuckling loud. I hated it when people were this loud outside.Not my fault, I've just never been around som
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I held the gift bags in my hands and smiled hard. It was my first time getting something for Luciano and I desperately want to be approved. I want him to be so excited and he should love it.'oh shit! Oh shit!! Oh shit!!!' I cussed every minute.I was nervous but also optimistic for the same reason. I was hoping he'd love his gift and I so badly wanted to see his reaction.I took a deep breath, getting ready for his reaction. I wiped my forehead with my hands trying to get myself relaxed but the elevator wasn't helping issue.It felt so fucking slow for some reasons and I couldn't bring myself to stop thinking of Luciano's reaction when he sees me.All that hours of thinking ended the moment I got to the floor and walked out of the elevator. I took one more deep breath and turned to the door. It just had to end soon.It was slightly opened so I knew Luciano was inside. He always locked the door whenever he wasn't around so I could easily tell when he was in.I pushed the door open and
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I tried to say something as Luciano drove bit I brushed it off. Have I been too mouthy these days? Did I really do something wrong?Shit!Was I beginning to develop some bad hygiene habit?It felt like he was trying to avoid a conversation but I had no idea why. I couldn't think of a good reason so I kept shut and just let the drive be a quiet one. He kept driving till we got to school then he parked at the parking lot. With the look on his face, I assume he doesn't want any conversation so I just watched for a few seconds hoping he would say something but none.I gave a small nod acknowledging him and climbed out of the car with my bag on my back.I walked way quietly waiting for him to say something but he didn't. I just felt desperate to hear his voice! To know my fvcking offense!!8As usual, there were a lot of students around. For a moment, I felt a strange way; like I was being watched.I brushed it off cause I didn't want to start my day feeling that way or having a reason to
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I turned to the other side of my bed and covered my face with the blanket. If only I could cover my live, if only I had listened and see why Luciano doesn't like them.I was feeling so miserable and nothing was helping. I don't know which hurt the most; knowing it was Massimo who could have leaked my photos or walking into them having sex.The thought of it made my stomach clutter and I felt like throwing up. I couldn't stop thinking of it and of course, blaming myself.I put myself in this situation so I needed to handle it myself even if it meant staying locked in my room for days.I remained on the bed with my hands playing pillow for my head when I heard the knock."Tiff it's me," he said.I swallowed hard and covered t fave with the blanket. I still didn't want to say a word or even face Luciano.Truth is, I didn't know how to and so I avoided him. "Tiff?" He called again. "You either answer the door or I'll come in.""Do not come in," I responded hoping that would keep him away
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MASSIMO'S POVI thought of Tiffany all night and I couldn't stop feeling the flush of guilt.I waited for her to show up or even call back but she wasn't doing any of that. She didn't take my calls and she ignored all my texts.I tried to think of what to do and I was only left with one option. I had no idea why she came but to an extent, I wish she didn't walk into me fucking Gladys.That was shitty but I needed to get my mind off certain things and Gladys was the distraction I could access. I grabbed my keys from the table and it clattered as I walked away. I got into the car and slammed my foot on the accelerator.I sgjed audibly countless times thinking of what she could be doing. I knew she wouldn't want to see me but I was left with no option really."Oh shit," I mumbled when I thought of what I was going to say to her. I had no idea what I was going to say."Okay, uh— Tiff i'm sorry for what you saw.. I didn't. Oh shit, no," I blurted and soon my head in disapproval.It sounde
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